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Why can’t I come first? Why can’t I be the priority regardless of what’s going on around you? Why are you always gonna see me as that jealous girl? Don’t you see how much progress I’ve made? Aren’t you proud of me? Why is it that when I’m upset the first thing you think is that I’m the problem? Haven’t you stopped to think maybe you’re the problem? Maybe there is no problem? Oh, I get it. It’s because I’m the one that’s always wrong. Got it.

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YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONE WELL BITXH IM BACK!!! AND MORE DESPERATE THAN EVER FOR AN OUTLET

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Why do I feel like you’re nicer to other people than you are to me?

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I feel like such a fucken piece of shit for always feeling jealous.

There have been multiple times where I just cant handle it anymore and I look through your phone in the dead of night when you’re asleep.

It’s almost like I WANT to find something, just to validate these crazy thoughts I have.

I go through years of texts, messages, DMs, even fucken emails and I can never find a single thing.

Then I look at you sleeping there, with nothing but love for me, and I cry.

I cry because I love you and I know you love me, but for some reason I can’t help but think you’re gonna leave me some day.

When you find out how toxic I am, how broken I am.

I told you this the other day and you just looked at me and said

“I know you, and I love all of you.”

I really hope thats true.

“I hope one day you get to meet the amazing woman I see in you, the woman I married.”

I really hope so too.

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How can you feel happy for someone and resent them at the time?

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i really need to start painting again

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Today

Forgive yourself 🌷

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It’s been really hard to feel it lately..

Comment a pink emoji! 💓

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Daily reminder ✨

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Las mujeres no tienen que:

Ser delgadas.

Cocinarte

tener pelo largo

usar maquillaje

ser femeninas

tener sexo contigo

depilarse

hacer dieta

ir con la mora

usar rosado

amar a hombres

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Nos queremos libres.

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How do I convince my husband to let me get a cat?

#kitties #kitten #cat #cat lover #future cat mom #i want a cat #help

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Eres el rayo de sol en mis días más oscuros.

#cursi #in love #loml #husband #love #amor #estoy enamorada #good day

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Nothing is as pure and unconditional as a dog’s love 💕

#doggo #my puppy #my love #dog #best feeling #puppy love #doggy #mi perrita #amor real

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El que estemos los dos juntos es algo más que casualidad.

-Mev

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We’re both broken

Burdened with generational trauma

Suppressing our feeling

Coping with comedy

We dismiss our feeling with a single word

“Forreal”

“Vibes”

“Same”

“Fuck it”

On those nights

When the burden gets too heavy

If those words aren’t working

Come to me

Talk to me

I may not be able to release you of your burden

But I can hold it for a bit while you cry.

#mi amor #burden #generational trauma #soulmate #love #fear #crying #lean on me #spilled poety #some thoughts #uneducated #poesía #mi alma #la vida #trauma