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Oh right. I’m a piece of shit. Thanks for reminding me.

#back to those habits then

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Deathtouch

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i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

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*internalizes all emotions & then gets angry when no one knows how I feel*

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I feel like I just wait around all day existing until it's time to take my medication to sleep in order to not exist.

#bipolar problems #sleep #exist

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Everyone I've ever known just pretends to care about you until they get what they want from you. Then you mean nothing to them.

Is there even any point in anything?

#what's the point in going on #can't go on #can't do anything

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"I would NEVER have guessed you had anxiety and depression issues ! You’re always so confident and everything !” Well

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When people tell me to calm down when I'm manic

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i’m the nokia phone in a room full of iphones

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Feeling hypomanic and all I want to do is listen to BPM at full volume. Why does it have to be 3am? 

#mania #bipolar #insomnia #3am #dance with me

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Maybe if I listen to a song about sleep it will help me fall asleep.

#i'll probably stay on tumblr anyway

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