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#me @ dick wolf

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TEN & ROSE – Doctor Who (2005-)

I don’t age. I regenerate. But humans decay. You wither and you die. Imagine watching that happen to someone you… What, Doctor? You can spend the rest of your life with me, but I can’t spend the rest of mine with you.

#👀 #is this something!!! #could i nudge myself into a ten/rose weekend!!! #bro honestly????? #doctor who #ten/rose #i think that was my dw tag #wild

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#Sir Derek Jacobi is just gonna keep getting away with it huh 😔 (insp)

#I love how there are just gif sets for anything you could ever want #good omens

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We don't need Heaven, we don't need Hell, they're toxic. We need to get away from them, just be an us. You and me, what do you say?

GOOD OMENS - 2.06 Every Day

#seems like a super nice guy by all accounts #but I would prefer to only see him this level of tormented hell yeah #good omens #david tennant

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Good Omens 2 + Text Posts

#it's really nice when you can get some unexpected dopamine molecules #i wasn't especially jazzed to watch this season #not in a derisive way just in the way where this wasn't a particular love for me #but then i'd read it didn't end happily m #and so somewhere in the fifth episode i finally checked in mentally #because honestly the dopamine comes from david tennant looking anguished #and then somehow Derek Jacobi was there again?? inexplicably?? #what a blessing you are babe #anyway fuck me up #I like how miserable they both looked!!! #I liked how desperate and angry that kiss was!! #I miss terry Pratchett and do not believe this needed to exist but lfg ig!!! #honestly also??? the literal lightning bolt of ...oh on his face??? #I think that was an earlier episode #I don't know #maybe I should rewatch it from the beginning???? #god if only he fell through a plate glass ceiling and had a bunch of cuts on his face #good omens #David tennant #Michael sheen #I pretend like I ever remember how I tag things because that's what other people do

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Joe Keery in New York, July 2023

#being queer is being like yeah i'm into this #and also yeah this is exactly how i too dress #joe keery

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just gonna shout this into the void of a chronological timeline and hope for the best!! because I am getting overwhelmed on the internet!!

what would be a good show in the west end in October to take a 12 and 9 year old to?

they're cool but they are children

we saw Beetlejuice on Broadway and Hadestown on the tour (if this is controversial I hope it comforts you that I did little to no research and also somehow bought tickets in the literal front row so they had to see the children but at least I swear they were very engaged and also they are widely regarded as polite children and behaved as such!!) and a Christmas Carol when Bradley Whitford was in it and they liked them in that descending order, with Beetlejuice a clear, beloved winner

(I can either keep shouting at a hockey game or take the window my adhd has given me to focus on vacation planning and I am going to do both 😌)

#alternately or additionally if there's a good show for adults #we're bringing my little brother who is also an adult but still little to me to ~au pair #because its also somehow our 10 year wedding anniversary this summer and we never took a honeymoon #because instead we had these polite children

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#I JUST WANT HIM TO BE SWAGGIER!!!!! #he's been swaggy before #but the showrunner is the exact type of dude that thinks he's got a charming quirky ~swag #and it has the opposite effect #and he's drooling it all over carisi and it is killing my boner #i love that this is a space i can just come back to and scream about something #and it doesn't require context #i can just feel my feelings #it's mother's day weekend and i'm stoned and just watching the mac miller tiny desk concert over and over #~*~*​shooting from the hip!!!!~*~* #and honestly i love this for me!!!' #i'm sorry to do this in your tags op but it's where we are as a social media platform #i love these gifs and i love this friendship and i love rollisi #but i just want to see more of the carisi who puppy eyed a 'please?' at a hostess #and the swag has nothing to do with his anxiety over fatherhood which is wonderful!!! #and everything to do with the dialogue which feels overly aware of itself #i realize I'm asking a lot of law and order svu #but please i need something to wring dopamine from that isn't just buying more things #svu #rollisi

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dominick “Sonny” Carisi Jr./Amanda Rollins Characters: Amanda Rollins, Dominick “Sonny” Carisi Jr., Jesse Rollins, Billie Rollins Additional Tags: Witness Protection, Fake Marriage, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, mid-s21, Getting Together

“There’s been a credible threat to your life,” Benson says.

It’s said clearly, and with concern, and it stops Amanda short. She’d thought this was a dressing down, something totally different, and in response, all she can muster is –

“What?”

(posing as a family while in witness/cop/lawyer protection, set mid-s21)

#i am reblogging this fic that i wrote this weekend!! #because i wrote something!!!! #it was this fic!!!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr./Amanda Rollins Characters: Amanda Rollins, Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Jesse Rollins, Billie Rollins Additional Tags: Witness Protection, Fake Marriage, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, mid-s21, Getting Together

"There's been a credible threat to your life," Benson says.

It's said clearly, and with concern, and it stops Amanda short. She'd thought this was a dressing down, something totally different, and in response, all she can muster is –

"What?"

(posing as a family while in witness/cop/lawyer protection, set mid-s21)

#rollisi #rollisi fic #svu fic #rollins x carisi #amanda rollins #just really wringing dopamine from a stone over here i guess!!! #honestly this is also probably dani's fault #the way she's just recklessly depositing videos with no warnings in DMs

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girls when the media they're obsessed with is never going to be as good as they wish it could be

#what if my blog is just now all basically text posts #not to insult your art op #this is a faithful and emotionally charged representation!!!

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you ever have a

moment with an entire fandom's perception of a character

#just me foaming at the mouth #over and over #for decades

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listen i love an ao3 comment as much as the next person, but a thing that still often gets glossed over in the (understandable!!) clamor for folks to leave comments is that if you say something negative or critical in one of them – without being asked – even if it's tossed out carelessly after something nice(r), and that author is actively writing or planning to write something – for free – there's a very real chance you just stopped a new fic from being written, dead in its tracks, creating the same result as not leaving a comment, because it's playing with the same ego

(this isn't like a totally abstract fanfiction concept either – if a dozen people like your new haircut or your outfit, but one person says something negative, it's human nature for many of us to only fixate on the negative comment)

(and miss me with the concrit is important – this is fanfiction, some of us are just sharing the stories in our heads, not working toward our novels, and even then, if you get something for free and you insult it, even casually, you're rolling the dice on whether you'll get more, which is your right, for sure – seems like a high risk, low reward scenario to me, if you liked the fic enough to say the positive thing in the first half, though)

source: the 2000 words i have already written, the comment i received while checking my email, and the google doc i just said well fuck this, and closed lol

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What was the first property/media you read fanfiction online for?  🌈

#Caroline in the city baby!!!!!!!!!! #I am in a real fuckin Mood #and my dumb dopamine pipeline from svu has seemingly dried up #but I wrote a dozen fics!!! a D O Z E N #and still somehow only managed to talk to like six people in the fandom #so honestly i can't even be mad at my brain #because it was mostly doing it under its own steam #and of course dani #without whom the dopamine pipeline wouldn't even exist #but I want to talk about how abrasively smug I think the new writer's writing is #and I don't even know where to do that anymore #I guess it's still just the soundless vacuum of tumblr!!!!!! #so: I think the new writer's writing is abrasively smug #and that's leaving aside the absolute and incremental nerfing of sonny carisi's swag #that has been an ongoing crime rising as he does through the da's office #this man knows what he looks like and has canonically used it to his advantage #he finally has the woman of his dreams #let him leer at her ass or something #or just have one normal teasing or sarcastic or bantering conversation???? #please let them speak and interact as people who genuinely enjoy each other's company #in the sense that the other is fun to be around!! bust on each other!! tell a bad joke!! #tell a victim about how your boyfriend was trimming nose hairs in the sink that morning to get them to laugh #but while you know he's watching #interact like human beings who like to be around each other because also it's FUN #let them have fun on the sex crimes show is what I guess im saying #even just a faint reference to past fun??? instead of eye roll inducing ~bon mots #sorry for the mess op #(I came back to add that I know Amanda has ptsd obviously I dont even think that storyline should exist #because I don't think she should've been shot but even in trauma people have dumb inside jokes with the people they love #and that's what I'm saying just one stupid aside about how he's overly particular about dishwasher loading

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr./Amanda Rollins Characters: Amanda Rollins, Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. Additional Tags: post-ep, Pre-ep, Missing Scene, the time between amanda getting shot and going back to work, mostly about going back to work, listen i'm sure there was a more coherent way to tag this but this is where we are

"There's not even any restrictions?" he says. "They're just gonna let you go right back to full duty?"

She shrugs, thumbing up at the lip of her take-out cup, the dull, plastic twang of the lid making her repeat the motion an extra time unthinkingly.

(...nervously.)

"Well, yeah, I mean, I didn't even go in for desk duty, I rested the whole time," she says. "Dr. Leavitt called it a 'textbook heal.'"

#rollisi #rollisi fic #svu fic #rollins x carisi #amanda rollins #i didn't set out to write this when i woke up this morning #and then i rewatched the episode in our friday no meeting zone #and now it's quarter to one in the morning #so i guess i'm still getting dopamine from svu #and i'm posting it

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Thank you to everyone who either responded to my ~personal post from a couple days ago or reached out!!

I got kind of overwhelmed because everyone was really nice about something that has been making me feel like shit, and didn't respond appropriately in time, and now it feels like it's been too long, but I really, really appreciated it, I cannot overstate how much I appreciated it, it was incredibly validating

I realized in thinking about it that tumblr/fandom was actually the community where I found support when I was first had kids, so this was a nice reinforcement of that and I appreciate it so much 🤧

in conclusion, here are two pictures that sum up my week, i both got a root canal but also successfully went out in a bathing suit and wasn’t as anxious about it as usual even though other people could perceive me and my physical existence on this planet in said bathing suit

#a personal post tag #kids-wise today #we've already been to a soccer game this morning and have two birthday parties to go #one of which we're throwing #i have a feeling saturday night cosmic bowling surrounded by middle schoolers #is gonna hit a little different not actually being the one in middle school #and instead somehow being the parents???? w i l d