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Tim curry as Stevie streeter

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Sundaekids on Instagram

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self undiagnosing there's nothing wrong with me

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i think one of the funniest 180s of any celebrity was dj khaled. i used to watch his snap stories all the time and i remember people going on about how wholesome he was and then he admitted to not eating pussy and everyone turned on him. which was completely justified btw but it was just so funny how quickly that happened

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me to me: wtf is wrong with you damn.. I’ll take another glass

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the worst part of bd and bpd is the cycle.

you feel like you are doing so good. getting a job. taking your meds. going outside. talking and socializing more. feeling as close as you can call happiness.

then it hits you. you wake up sore. your body feels heavy. you just want to lay down. stop showing up to work. not having the energy to leave your house let alone your bed. avoiding interactions with people. and remembering that this is what the rest of your life is going to be.

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Also also me: *dies*

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Is this smile convincing? 😬

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I'm just here, channelling my anxiety into webcomics. If you need me I'll be in my shell

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I have to go back to work tomorrow. I have a meeting with my supervisor’s supervisor at 9 tomorrow morning. I’m pretty sure I’m getting written up for accidentally exposing how shady she is. But if she wants to lay into me, I’ll lay all my shit out on the table and let her know how her favorite employee within the area has single handedly ruined everyone’s morale. We’re all burnt out, I’m just the one who accidentally let the cat out of the bag.

I just need to tell myself that I’m strictly there for a paycheck. If I’m not on the clock, nothing work related matters and I’m not obligated whatsoever to read and/or respond to emails. When at work, since they’re so insistent on the stupid ass planner app, if it’s not assigned to me that day, I’m not obligated to do it. I’m not there to make friends or talk to people or do anything other than take care of the animals who have no choice in the matter. The animals deserve the best treatment possible and they are the only things I’m obligated to be loyal to. I’m just there for the money to pay my bills.