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butterflyinthewell · 17 hours
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You can get to that warm and cozy place you want to be. You can feel wholesome again. You can find yourself and find your path, and still have an incredible life story to share to people. Be kind to yourself, respect your body and your mind, set boundaries and stop pressuring yourself so much to be successful when you still have so much to live, so much to see and experience. If you ever need help, reach out to someone you love, try therapy, try whatever makes your mind feel at peace again.
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butterflyinthewell · 2 days
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You are cherished.
Even if the ones that cherish your work don't say it, they're out there. Everyone has silent audience members. Don't give up because you think no one cares. They care.
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butterflyinthewell · 3 days
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“The most creative act you will ever undertake is the act of creating yourself.”
— Deepak Chopra
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butterflyinthewell · 4 days
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“How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.”
— J.R.R. Tolkien
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butterflyinthewell · 5 days
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Sometimes shit is hard, but keep fighting for your life anyway because you know damn well you’re worth it.
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butterflyinthewell · 6 days
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i hope your day is sprinkled with many good little surprises
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butterflyinthewell · 7 days
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butterflyinthewell · 9 days
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butterflyinthewell · 10 days
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butterflyinthewell · 11 days
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butterflyinthewell · 12 days
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butterflyinthewell · 13 days
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butterflyinthewell · 14 days
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As long as you know yourself…. no one else’s opinion should move you.
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butterflyinthewell · 15 days
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if u are reading this, i’m sending u lots and lots of love, stay safe
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butterflyinthewell · 16 days
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butterflyinthewell · 16 days
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Changes.
I cried out to my choir a few weeks back about what’s going on and Greg, who owns a home care company like Visiting Angels (but something else, like Care At Home), got in touch with my mom and literally donated a person’s help to us after seeing what a disaster our lives are. I’m still gobsmacked. This restored my faith in God caring when it was just about to fray apart. Maybe He realized He was going to lose me and reached out to prevent that.
So we have D coming over twice a week for a few hours. Mom showed him the ropes for how we deal with dad’s toileting and changing the chux pads on the bed since those are the biggest problem for mom since it hurts her back bending over to do that.
It’s not much, but mom can have a break since D will do things like bathing, toileting, stuff like that. If mom and I want to go out for a short time, we can. It’s Mondays and Wednesdays, but it’s something. I think it’s going to help in the long run.
Dad likes D, and D likes sports, so they’ll get along.
Moving on…
I saw my psychiatrist yesterday. She wouldn’t diagnose me with PTSD even though I think I could have it, but she put me on Zoloft because she said it’s clear I have severe anxiety and depression, especially after I admitted to suicidal ideation. Zoloft treats things like anxiety, depression, ptsd and pmdd, so I think I’m covered there. She’s aware that my symptoms went away when my dad was gone in the rehab facility and that he’s the cause of it all, but because I can’t leave she felt it was best for me to get on meds so I can at least function again.
I took my first dose today and I intend to document my journey. Depression is nothing like I thought it was. It wants me to not care, wants me to think nobody else cares, wants me to stay silent, wants me to shrivel up, and sometimes I rage so hard I scare everybody around me.
But it wants me silent. I decided to talk instead.
The meds won’t show any change for a few weeks, so I don’t know what to expect or if I’ll notice a difference. So taking videos can also be a way to measure the changes. Most of my videos will probably be long and rambly because I’m incapable of being concise when I talk. Sorry.
I’m fighting for my life here and I’m scared.
Link under a cut so it doesn’t get pulled out of tags.
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