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Gustav Janouch, Conversations with Kafka

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this is how the cold war ended

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Me this week cause I caught a light fever

art parallels jeremy lipking, federico zandomeneghi, serge marshennikov, allan douglas davidson, svetlana tartakovska

#girlrest #normalize girlresting #girlrotting

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what studying literature feels like

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Bill Braun creates paintings that look like construction paper!

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bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino / ‘the war of vaslav nijinsky,’ frank bidart

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NOOOOOO YOUR BRAIN IS PRECIOUS WHY WOULD YOU BREAK IT'S BOX !!!!! DON'T DO IT!!!!!

Ehy gang, how's it going? tonight I'm gonna do a let's play of, uuhhh, "Smashing my head with a very big rock", uh

Well I hope y'all enjoy it because I will surely have a concussion of a time rofl

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You know I'm not a big fan of this whole "having a body" thing, but then he kisses my lips like he can't stand to breathe oxygen that doesn't come from my lungs like he wants to drown in this taste for the rest of time like he will never get enough and kisses my body like he's the sacrifice to some God promising he'll melt a bit of himself on my skin with every kiss untill he's completely consumed and squeezes my head to his chest so tight I ask if he'd like to absorb me completely and he says he'd like to if he could so yeah it's alright sometimes I guess

#im so normal about being in love #im so normal #in general #body neutrality #love #kissing #kiss #kisses #poet #poetry #poem

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But he's happy to be doing so :DD

#Camus docet #albert camus #sisyphus

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October, one of earth's creatures

October knocks at my door and it asks for my pieces to be glued together

I ask him, why is it that every year I welcome him in my home he tears me down this way

It just is the way it is

Do You think the trees do not miss their leaves? Do You think wild animals do not long for sunlight?

Do You not see the rest of creation mourning with you? Do You not hear the lamenting scream that rises from the soil itself? Do You not see the uncertainty in which it all lies?

(Do you think they have any choice other than to trust?)

Do You think YOU have any other choice?

The trees lose their leaves and regrow them in spring, the animals hide away longing for a little warmth, it will be provided rest assured

Yet they do not live with any certainty, but they know the world takes care of it's creatures

It takes care of it’s creatures

The way the earth spins to put us to sleep it lulls the mothers that sway with their child in arm

The rain that falls as it can’t hold anymore while we cry on the kitchen floor

The stars and the moon that shine to let us to see the face of our lover even at night when we’re tangled and so close

It takes care of it’s creatures

As long as they accept to remain creatures

As long as we accept to remain creatures

#sometimes i just #i just need to feel like the world is suffering with me #or rather is as confused as i am #because it is!! #nothing really knows what it's doing but it does it anyway #and i think that's what being alive is #poems and poetry #poetry #slam poetry #slam poem #poem #mourning #absurdism #pantheism #literature #my art

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I think the fact that most of my kins are weird 13 yo girls with attachment issues says something about me, but I am not quite sure what

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yes my beautiful makewife

autism

lesbianism

divorce

sharing a delicious meal

haunting the narrative

catgirls

these are the forces that hold tumblr together. they are also, dungeon meshi characters

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