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Out here actually starting writing fan fiction for the first time in the year of our lord 2024

#and its Harry Potter fan fiction #cause I’ve made about 6 or so aus at this point #and am actually writing the outline for a fanfic for one of them #will I actually write and/or post it? who knows

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A fairly common sight at Hogwarts, finding these 4 sleeping in a pile

#personal post #my art #harry potter au #neighbor au #harry potter #draco malfoy #neville longbottom #luna lovegood #I’ve spent so much time thinking about this au #I love these little shits

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Currently losing my mind over the fucking Fidelius Charm while trying to plot a timeline for my Harry Potter au

#personal post #harry potter #harry potter au #why is everything for this spell so fucking vague #why dont we know how its cast #this feels like important information Joann #lowkey ready to start making shit up so that things make sense in the au

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Lupin-Black Household, circa 1986

#personal post #my art #harry potter #harry potter au #neighbors au #just a silly au ive been spending far too much time thinking about recently #where a bunch of harry potter characters live together in a cul de sac #and a bunch of people get revamped characters causw holy shit some of them are very badly written

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The fact that I'm making honest to God Harry Potter aus in 2023 is wild

#personal post #harry potter #ive just been calling it 'the cul de sac' #and i am so attached to it and thought about many things for it #i came up with the idea like 2 days ago

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Just some Shitty Teens getting into some Mischief

#personal post #my ocs #my art #Volans #Xander #Meridianna #Jackson #the revamped Harry Potter ocs #still deciding how deep into my delusions/rewrites their story is #but it is very much no Canon Compliant lol

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Me, age 15: Look at my Harry Potter ocs!

Me, age 25: *revamping said ocs* Why do they feel like Marauders 2.0

#harry potter #marauders #my ocs #two of them especially feel Wolfstar coded to me #now that im sitting down and actually thinking about them again 10 years later #also made these ocs begore i joined the marauders fandom lol

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The biggest lie in fanfiction is that everyone has a first aid kit in their house. I have never owned one in my life

#it was more of a first aid drawer #kept all loose in a specific bathroom drawer

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*yeets sketch into the void* Uh, here’s Roman and Virgil from my ArtQuest AU, I guess?

#personal post #RedArt #sanders sides #roman sanders #virgil sanders #could be read a prinxiety #am i going to provide context? not really #there isn’t much to begin with #i just wanted to draw them being cuddly goobers #if i render this and add a background Remus is like. upside down in a tree or something

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Holy shit, I wasn't expecting anyone to actually see this post and care about them? Literally walked away for a second when I saw the post gaining notes, lol. Anyways, the aus-

ArtQuest AU

This one's pretty self indulgent. It initially started with me thinking about how most high school aus made Roman into a jock or a prep, and wondered 'What if he was a weird art kid like the ones I went to school with?' This then evolved into High School Au at Specifically My High School

In town, my high school is sort of the big Arts and Agriculture school, since it has a pretty big FFA Chapter (Future Farmers of America) and has a specialized art program called ArtQuest with tracks for multiple visual and performing arts.

Each side got assigned an art (expect for Patton, it felt more right for him to be in FFA). I never really developed a story for this au, but I had a lot of fun developing their personalities and relationships. Mainly for Roman, Remus, and Virgil since they were the ones I was hyperfocused on at the time, lol

Supernatural AU

Each side (except Remus, this au was before he was introduced) was a supernatural/mythical creature. I didn't get much further than assigning what creature each of them were, though I am thinking of rewriting this one. I have a pretty developed OC universe that is full of supernatural creatures, and will probably plop them into that and go from there

Tumblr: Hey, remember Sanders Sides?

Me: *remembers 2 aus I made for the series and then never did anything with* Yup

#personal post #sanders sides #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i have literally followed you for years #like. pre-fusions #you showing interest in my little brain worms is like. a real fangirl moment for me lol

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Tumblr: Hey, remember Sanders Sides?

Me: *remembers 2 aus I made for the series and then never did anything with* Yup

#personal post #sanders sides #i havent thought about these aus since 2020 #lowkey probably gonna draw them and resume planning them out lol #hopefully i actually will and can find the confidence to post about them

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Happy Pride!

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FUCK. honestly just FUCK. We missed a very important day yesterday.

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If you can’t reblog this, unfollow me now.

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Day 1- Takahashi Anzu (Act 3) Decided to set myself a challenge to draw a different oc every day until I draw… well, not all of them, but most of them. It’s gonna take a while, lol. For Day 1, the wheel randomly selected Anzu, a side character for my magical girl story. #myart #digitalart #oc #artchallenge https://www.instagram.com/p/CqHzAFOOS05/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#myart #digitalart #oc #artchallenge

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Twitter: Look at all these P5 swap aus!

Me, a Ryuji Stan with Too Many Thoughts: Hey, what if-

#persona 5 #personal post #I fell deep with this rabbit hole #The Wife and I have already figured out everyone’s arcana #and are working out exact roles and shit #plus I’ve already started sketching some designs

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Thinking today about a post I saw some time ago about how wearing glasses shouldn't be considered a disability because it's "socially acceptable" and also about how I haven't been able to update my prescription for 2 years because I just cannot afford an optometrist visit or new frames.

I understand the impulse to say bad vision doesn't count because glasses are such a normal part of our society we don't even think of them as a disability tool anymore, bur the fact is if something happens to my glasses, I am Fucked. I can't drive. I can barely do everyday tasks. Working is going to be impossible. Even if I scrounge the money to get new frames, I have to wait WEEKS for them to arrive. And what happens to me in that time frame? Nothing good, I can tell you that. I literally need this tool to function on a daily basis, because my vision is bad enough to seriously disrupt my life without them.

If anything, glasses are a great example of what society could be if we took MORE disability seriously. If we had actual tools so readily available and normalized you saw them everywhere. But that doesn't make me not disabled, because the minute I lose access to that tool, I can't function.