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Baby was manifesting me without even knowing

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Man we didn’t know

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Reblog if you've formed a meaningful relationship with someone you met online.

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WOW I was dumb. there were red flags 🚩 even when I wrote this original post. I had already been lied to and abused, but I convinced myself that I was happy.

alright. Coming up next: what am I hiding now that future me will admit????

I haven’t logged in on tumblr in years.  I used this website religiously in high school and stopped checking it during my college years.  I have graduated now and I have a career.  I live with a beautiful woman.  I am happy.  

I’ve also realized how unhappy I was in high school.  I often claim that high school was the best time of my life.  I reminisce about my friends from those years.  I’ve realized: they were never truly my friends.  I was nothing more than a trip sitter.  I fell in with the wrong crowds but I was always too scared to partake in any of the activities (ie., drugs).  I was the caregiver of the group.  I thought I had friends.  I thought I had found love.  I hadn’t.  

I drowned my depression in band memes and gifs about relationships I for which I had no foundation.  I lived for the attention I got from anons.  I was so incredibly sad.

I wonder… what am I doing now that I will one day look back on and say “oh, you poor, poor girl… You’re so stupid, you didn’t know……”?

#Gay #lesbian #anxiety #Depression #Lgbt

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when lesbians don’t even identify as such because the term carries negative connotations 

when lesbians can’t display public affection without harassment but lesbian porn is one of the most popular porn genres

#i say im gay

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I haven’t logged in on tumblr in years.  I used this website religiously in high school and stopped checking it during my college years.  I have graduated now and I have a career.  I live with a beautiful woman.  I am happy.  

I’ve also realized how unhappy I was in high school.  I often claim that high school was the best time of my life.  I reminisce about my friends from those years.  I’ve realized: they were never truly my friends.  I was nothing more than a trip sitter.  I fell in with the wrong crowds but I was always too scared to partake in any of the activities (ie., drugs).  I was the caregiver of the group.  I thought I had friends.  I thought I had found love.  I hadn’t.  

I drowned my depression in band memes and gifs about relationships I for which I had no foundation.  I lived for the attention I got from anons.  I was so incredibly sad.

I wonder… what am I doing now that I will one day look back on and say “oh, you poor, poor girl… You’re so stupid, you didn’t know……”?

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I made this gif 5 years ago, I'm finally 21 and can legally drink...so here! (I scheduled this when I was 16, so, uhm, I probably don't even use tumblr anymore, but hi)

#champagne #it's the 2nd of february 2015 #midnight 08 #I bet this quality is shit in 2020 #OHHH THE FUTURE #time capsule #important #woot #~~ #does tumblr exist still? #wow #5 years seems like a long time

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#makeup #coupons #makeup coupons #cosmetics #vegan #vegan cosmetics #vegan coupons #cruelty free #cruelty free products

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Please consider funding this worthwhile project.  Understory Writing is a wonderful organization that provides support through the arts for inmates.  Even $1 will help...  Please please please share and consider donating.  Feel free to ask questions!  

#inmates #prison #prison reform #poetry #art #kickstarter #social justice #donate

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somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever

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Why does Garfield hate Mondays? He has zero responsibilities. 

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somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever