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ever just feel like a soda pop thats been left out too long

#flat as in I feel like giant plain empty flat field on a very dull day #depression #depressed #him #love #inlove #sad #writing #thoughts #words #heartbreak #anxiety #hurt #spilled ink #sadness #empty

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all I know is when I was like eleven I watched teddy fucking die inside because Spencer cheated on her, and I thought “wow, I can’t wait to be able to experience all these emotions,” but now I’m fucking dead inside.

#heartbreak #love #him #inlove #i love you #sad #words #heartache #writing #poem #relationship #anxiety #depression #heart broken #childhood #fuck

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deeply disturbed by that one specific feeling after you’ve seen a really good movie (maybe it’s not “good” but you get the point). it’s just like im way too full of love and thoughts and yet im also gapingly empty and hyperaware of my place in existence at the same time, and im pretty sure i’ve unlocked a secret of the universe that i couldn’t explain to anybody else if i tried. and yeah i will forget what it is by tomorrow but from now on, anything that reminds me of that one movie and the way it left me changed inside will always just have this unplaceable emotion attached to it. weird

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sometimes I feel bat shit crazy and other times I feel like the most bland person in the world

#heartbreak #love #him #inlove #writing #words #poem #relationship #depression #anxiety #anger issues #sad

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passion is living like you’re going to die the next day and diving head first into whatever you want

#heartbreak #love #him #i love you #inlove #heartache #words #writing #poem #relationship #depression #anxiety #alternate reality #parallel universe #sadness #heart break #heart broken

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#sad #heartbreak #love #him #i love you #inlove #heartache #words #writing #poem #alcohol #relationship #weed #stoned #toxic #toxic love #life

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#heartbreak #love #him #i love you #inlove #heartache #words #writing #poem #heart broken #dead inside #broken #sad

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#heartbreak #love #him #i love you #inlove #heartache #words #writing #poem #relationship #heart broken #sadness #sad #poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #thoughts #notes

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#heartbreak #love #him #i love you #poem #writing #words #relationship #love quotes #heart broken #heartache #depression #depressed #anxiety #inlove

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#heartbreak #words #writing #spilled thoughts #i love you #love #poem #relationship #hurt #moving on #mentally unstable #mental breakdown #heart broken #broken

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your soulmate is the person who makes you feel the most, not the person who gives you the happiness you’re looking for

#heartbreak #i love you #love #love quotes #quotes #poem #relationship #words #writing #depression #anxiety #substance abuse

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you were my greatest loss

#heartbreak #i love you #love #heart ache #sad #depression #anxiety #detached #obsession #relationship #toxic #depressed #broken

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I wish I was living in a universe where there was never a time before you and me

#love #in love #inlove #heart break #heartbreak #words #writing #relationship #sad #depression #depressed #anxiety #alcoholic #substance abuse

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I want mf peace

#peace #zen #weed #high #baked #stoner #life #optimism #depression

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im afraid I’ll miss you forever and that my life will only ever know grief

#heart ache #heartbreak #i love you #love #depression #sad #anxiety #detached #emotionally detached #emotional detachment #hurt #toxic #toxic love

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