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The Question of all Questions

What is love?

We spend our lives in search of it. We spend our days in the pursuance of it. Once we have it, we investigate what it even really means. So much time is spent looking for a definition of the most profound, unfathomable feeling you may ever experience. Why is it that we must try to add boxes and bounds around something so beautiful and ethereal to be able to portray and characterize it for others to understand? Why can’t we leave it at a feeling? A cognizant realization of two souls awakening. The liberation of disentangling minds and words when you effortlessly slip into the ecstasy that is another soul. We don’t need to define this. There is no rhyme or reason. You may have a compelling list of plausible reasons why you love someone, but the truth of the matter is that love does not need certain rationality. Love is a lucid awakening of two celestial beings who’ve become awestruck to have reunited time and time again. Sometimes it’s a little asinine, but there is no reason for justification. Love just, is.  

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sometimes the best fanfics are written by middle aged adults with years of writing experience who simply know how to craft a good story. but also sometimes the best fanfics are written by a sixteen year old girl with something deeply wrong with her

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I’m sick

That’s what I tell my family

Tissues

Scattered across the bed

My body aches

My head pounds

But the fever

It rages in my mind

The battle fought between

Live Or die

Hopelessness

Hides behind my sunken eyes

And when they ask if I’m okay

I say,

I’m sick.

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I miss when I could hurt myself

At least then I could feel it

The thoughts

Leaving my head pounding

Trapped and dying to bust out

At least I could feel it

The pain

As it drips down my wrists

So I can feel something

At least I could feel it

My veins

My blood pounding

The trembling

As I unclench my fists

Because I’d rather feel it

Physically

In my skin

Pouring out

Then the beat pounding in my head

#bpd #bi polar disorder #bi polar disorder two #mental illness #depression #self harm #poetry #borderline personality disorder

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witch of the sun

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moodboard master post + request info

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thinking abt that specific type of intimacy from being in someone’s bedroom for the first time, & you’re poking around their items, & they’re reclined backwards on their bed telling you all the little stories while they follow you around the room with their eyes, & you feel it

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Might fuck around and create a fantasy world in my mind to distract myself from the pressures of reality.

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me: I’m doing pretty well, I feel pretty good me ten minutes later: not once in my life have I ever been ok

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no, I will not do my stupid human tasks, I will stare at the ceiling and yearn for something I’ll never feel

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👑Happy International Women's Day 👑

Where there's a woman, there, indeed, is magic. Vibe out with us and enjoy these empowering songs. Pass this playlist on to the magical woman in your life.

🎨by @banana-peppers

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bpd is not bipolar disorder

it’s borderline personality disorder

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bi polar rant

and sometimes I save the world just so i can watch it burn again

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