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When will someone love me the way I love them

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Check on your friends with depression, reaching out is harder than it seems

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Living because you have to is not living

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I just wanna sit outside and eat a banana or smthn wild like that

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Have you ever just felt so emotionally and mentally debilitated that it seems like the only thing you’re capable of is laying in bed, maybe crying every now and again when another thought adds to the weight of the soul crushing pile.

And then sometimes even when you do feel that weight you pull yourself up because even though you feel like you can’t, you know that you must. And you go about your day thinking “life goes on, I guess”.

You step in the shower and lather your hair because you know you have to. You put on real people clothing because you know you have to. You drink something because you know you have to. You eat something because you know you have to. You get on your computer to do some work or pay your bills because you know you have to.

All the while you’re feeling every crushing thing, but you can’t. You have to just keep moving. Not living, just surviving. Existing. For what?

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I feel undefeated when my posts get to 69 likes and shares

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Hope none of your clothes fkn fit for the new year. Hope you have to trek it out to EXPENSIVE boutiques to buy clothes that actually look good and have to pay a dumb amount of money to tailor them in to fit your new, sickly frame.

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last time I made a curse, I lost 5kg in 10 days. here’s another to curse us all again hmm

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when I commit to a person, I FUCKING COMMIT. if their depression, anxiety or life comes knocking, you bet your ass i’m at the door with a double sided axe waiting for a good fight. 

you cant expect people, to always be happy, even if they are in love. because life doesn’t stop for anyone. But you can be there for the good fight. 

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“I firmly believe in small gestures: pay for their coffee, hold the door for strangers, over tip, smile or try to be kind even when you don’t feel like it, pay compliments, chase the kid’s runaway ball down the sidewalk and throw it back to him, try to be larger than you are— particularly when it’s difficult. People do notice, people appreciate. I appreciate it when it’s done to (for) me. Small gestures can be an effort, or actually go against our grain (“I’m not a big one for paying compliments…”), but the irony is that almost every time you make them, you feel better about yourself.”

— Jonathan Carroll

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Being emotionally intelligent and self-aware is the most romantic thing you can do for your partner

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I have a lot of love and I’m not trying to waste it.

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would they do the same for u

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Be the reason people still believe in kind hearts, authentic vibes and warm souls.

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pre–amphibian, margaret atwood

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Ok, hear me out...

We take a nice hot shower together then get into bed with fresh, clean sheets, and cuddle naked while listening to heavy rain on the roof and windows