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“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

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#I’m so close to giving up I just don’t want to do it anymore

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CX404 aka Dogmeat aka the Bestest Girl in the Wasteland Fallout [2024]

#i love her #would die for her #my bestest companion #fallout #dogmeat

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#sudan #supporting resources #donations

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“They were like this all the way over here in the car.”

“Oh.”

AtS 2x02 - “Are You Now Or Have You Ever Been”

#I miss them #angel (the series) #wesley wyndam pryce #charles gunn

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Lilah and Angel in AtS 4x22 - “Home”

#headcanon that lilah is a movie finatic #Angel (the series) #Angel #lilah morgan

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okay but I think my next tattoo is going to be a mermaid on my side

#delete later

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if you think the posts i make are bad you should see the thoughts i am thinking. in my mind

#words

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my blog is a safe space for me. the rest of you are in danger i think

#yeah

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Joker: Folie à Deux | Official Teaser Trailer

#this actually looks so good #joker: folie à deux #films

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one thing faith lehane will always do is serve cunt in a tank top

#put on a white tank today and I feel like I’m channeling my inner faith #bobs #faith lehane

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Mieko Kawakami, from 'Heaven'

#words

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— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

#words

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Okay, but what if: instead of terminating their employees by killing them, Wolfram & Hart has them turned into goats instead? Realistically speaking, they would use them as sacrifices but they also could open their own petting zoo

ANGEL 2.11 │2.15

#every time I see a gif of lilah talking about growing horns and eating garbage #i immediately think about the goat scene #what if W&H is really turning everyone into goats and hiding them in some off location? also been really thinking about lilah as a goat #and rescuing her and helping wesley figure out a way to change her back #angel the series #ats #atsedit #this is mostly about lilah but i don't know how to tag it #lilah morgan #lindsey mcdonald #angel

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You can take Wesley and Lilah and spin them off as leads of their own show post... I dunno, mid-S4, let's say (maybe Wesley and Lilah leave L.A. after the Beast attacks W&H, you can decide exactly when they leave).

Are there any other buffyverse characters, major or minor or just one-episode characters that would be significant characters on this spin-off as well? What would the general premise be?

Okay, I've decided I'm going to answer this instead of finishing my little gifset (which has literally been talking over my mind all day). I don't know if this was the initial intention of "you can take Wesley and Lilah and spin them off as leads of their own show..." but I really think I read it wrong as took it as a compliment? <3 I really need to came down, lol I swear that is all I ever do. They're the leads of my blog FOR SURE.

(I'm going to put it under the cut because I know it's going to be long and embarrassing)

It's actually funny you should propose this because ever since I was little some bit of my brain decided they did run away together?? I wasn't even really over the beast but they did end up together in my little childhood brain and have been together ever since. Just doing whatever they want and being in love. But honestly, as I have gotten back on the Weslah train I have thought a lot more deeply about this.

I think leaving after the beasts attack is obviously ideal but I also think it is possible after everything has happened. Even though they are dead and serving W&H, who is to to say they can't just fuck-off and leave anyway leading their best undead lives???? I also think they would travel a lot and just be normal about things? Like have a normal life; breakfast in the morning, going to the movies, late night drives on Wesley's motorcycle. I even would want them to be married, nothing big or anything - just at a courthouse and I think Linsey would send Lilah an anonymous note congratulating her (I swear to god I am only sappy and dumb for them, okay?)

It sounds silly and so plain but I just want them to have it all and that would be enough for me. I also think Virginia would be part of it too because I have this little idea in my head that she and Wesley had been in touch and writing letters back and forth. I would want everyone in the buffyverse to be part of it in some way, just to see how far the pair of them have come. And at some point Faith shows up at their door and crashes with them for a few years.

I also have it in my mind that Cordelia bargained with the Powers and everyone got a do-over (because I am a sucker for the early seasons where everyone was alive and together and happy). And at one point the group is trying to figure out where Wesley is and what happened to him, and they go to his house and see him and Lilah cooking breakfast and they see how happy they are together so they just leave him be (but at some point, they all do come together again even if things still are not the same (because I literally have an entire inner workings of Wesley and his trauma and my trauma and even if everything is good it will just not be the same, you know?) But Wesley still helps out from time to time with cases and everyone does get together for major holidays or whatever.

I may or may not be making any sense right now and I know this is becoming very long.

I feel like I should be really embarrassed for what I'm about to say (as I also proceed to tell you with nothing but a NORMAL amount of joy in my heart), but there are also two other scenes I play in my mind constantly and I definitely put myself in them.

The first scene is a court hearing against Wesley/Lilah, W&H, and the Powers; where Wes and Lie have to fight for themselves to be free of their contracts and to be able to be together (on the count of that dumb and pesky good/evil thing). I am literally the star witness in this scenario literally just so I can talk about how in love they are and I would have a huge binder compiled of various blog posts and novel texts, show moments as proof. And I would show my gifs, and go on a huge tangent about Wesley and how he saved Lilah (love saved her) from the beast and how he tried to free her from her contract and it should have worked. And then I would tell Eve that she looks like the person who should be getting everyone's coffee and that she's just jealous because Wesley's given Lilah more orgasms in one night then she's had in her entire life. In my mind and in the scenario I think this is so fucking funny.

Also, when I was a kid I didn't really have friends so I got super fixated on my favorite characters from tv shows and they were my friends. Of course I was so fixated on Wesley and Lilah so they were my friends and we were close, so in this last scenario I imagine us being apart for my years (and somehow not because my ban be from watching the show) and somehow W&H tries to trap Lilah into coming back and I'm going to be used as some virginal sacrifice (which is so silly and weird but it is honestly one of the few things I am good for). But things get worked out and Lilah saves the day (as my hero) because she is a strong and independent woman who doesn't need a job that treats her badly - she is literally stronger and smarter then everyone at W&H. And at one point in this scenario she fights the people of W&H off with a sword because she is a badass baddie and I will forever be in love with that picture of her holding the axe (it's a real crime she didn't get to use it).

I also wanted to add, though, I'm sure you have read it already: the tough get going (out of town) by thinlizzy2 is literally a perfect Wesley/Lilah run away fanfic. I read it a lot and I say it so many time but I get so emotional about the bit with the horses and towards the end where Wesley tells Lilah he loves her ("as his heart fills with pride in her for so many reasons") It is literally one of my TOP Wesley/Lilah fanfics, maybe third. Almost cannon ending because my top fic is til break of day and in continuity of things, that's my cannon ending for them (in terms of fanfic, I wasn't not going to link one and not the other).

#I am so sorry for how long this is #also I don't know if I should apologize for this. but I am sorry for going off and being weird #i have so many scenarios in my head and they literally all jumble together #asks #asks: kylia #about weslah

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inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.

#<3 #asks

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here is my yield

#this is so cool!!!! #seeing your button posts is literally getting me so enthralled with getting a button maker #so when i make my silly little t-shirts i can have little buttons to go with them #even though I probably won't do it right away which is a downer but i could literally make so many OTHER buttons for these jackets #i am currently working on #i swear the possibilities are endless for buttons #such a simple and cool little craft #vampryn

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CHAPPELL ROAN Nylon Magazine — April 2024

#chappell roan #nylon magazine #photography