itsbettertobethemthanme

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

i feel so unwanted and unimpressive and uncared for

the good feelings don’t last

#text #not mine

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

The End. Leave it all. Good bye.

#the end #personal #text

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

Thought I got rid of the colored text bs

#text #personal

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

Rarely post anymore. Might delete.

Should probably clean up the place first.

#for some reason I can’t post anymore #personal #text

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

WHITE PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY INSANE.

#not mine #pictures #twitch #wow what a story

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

went to a bookstore today. they had cats. and a typewriter where people could write whatever and tape it to the walls. really got to me

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

The fact I haven’t needed this vent in awhile is sad.

#text personal

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

“I keep checking my phone like someone actually cares about me.”

— Unknown

#text #not mine

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#picture #not mine

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

I love you so much you are who I want to be. You are devoted to God and have cool friends sounds like you made it out of the rabbit hole you were thrown into you are so cool

I love you angel I am coming out I think, be u and everything else will follow 💘

#asks #not mine

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#memes #not mine

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

It always has a gun to the back of my head. The monument something bad happens, it fires. Because it knows my defenses are down and I will take the bullet. It’s always waiting. Always. Though there are times where it gets impatient and it pulls the trigger without me wanting to. I hate spirals as much as I hate myself.

#text #personal

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

I want to puke

my turd was too big to be flushed so i had to put it in the food processor 

#what is this post? #lmao #text

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

me praying: hey god... sorry if this is annoying...

#honestly #text #not mine

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

Some children are told they are loved by Sesame Street characters more than they are told by their own parents

#text #not mine #thoughts from the shower

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

I hate myself so much.

#personal #text

[itsbettertobethemthanme]

Me: is raised 18 years in bullying, abuse, bein poor etc etc etc with an atheist father who was responsible for a lot of the pain in my life. I’m painfully suicidal for 18 years and constantly have to be locked in rooms without sharp objects or something to hang myself with, also drug addiction, a lot of sex that made me feel very bad, alcohol etc etc

Me: finds god and finally starts to see a light at the end of the tunnel and wants to share my love

Everyone: i can’t believe you’re turning god into a trend

#text #not mine #how rude