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the english 1.01

#the english #emily blunt #chaske spencer #cornelia locke #eli whipp

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MR. ROBOT (2015 — 2019)

#relatable #forever relatable #mr robot #Elliot #rami malek

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i want the chance to testify like this about one of my work colleagues one day & just expose her.

Congratulations to Robert Downey junior and the whole Oppenheimer Crew!

#cause she's rapey #so very very rapey #ppl don't think women can be rapists #I beg to differ #now that I've met one #she's probably closeted #has skin like Deadpool #mannerisms like she's on meth #fucking bizarre creature #work #work colleagues

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writing job applications and thinking that perhaps I wasn't made for this world

#relatable #definitely not meant for a capitalist society #that's for sure #but then maybe no one is

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#grief #random pain

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when you're rostered to chair a meeting for the first time in a job you were promoted to a month ago but have just been told you will no longer have in a week (you're also homeless because of a rental crisis):

good morning everyone, nothing matters, life is a cosmic joke, the world is ending because of climate change, capitalist society is a snake eating itself alive, we will all be dead soon.

so on today's agenda - you three are on enrolments, we are food for worms -

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#work #jobs #existential crisis #casual work is a joke #Australia #rental crisis #housing #money #capitalism

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i want a job that does extensive psychometric testing just so someone will tell me exactly what the fuck is wrong with me.

#the need to feel seen #😭 #jobs #testing #muh brain #muh poor brain #I'm so tired

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the english 1.06

#still so normal about these two #Eli whipp #Cornelia Locke #the English #chaske Spencer #Emily blunt

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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you’ll be waiting a while but just you wait

#executive dysfunction #oh yeah #that thing I meant to do #relatable

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Finished the English (2022) and I haven’t stopped crying in two hours

#the English #chaske spencer #emily blunt #eli whipp #cornelia locke #eli x cornelia #yup #it do be like that

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The English - 1x05 | 1x06

#the english #emily blunt #chaske spencer #psychic damage levels thru the roof 😵‍💫 #emily blunt and chaske spencer changed my fucking brain chemistry with this show #Oh I feel ya #they are heartbreaking #Cornelia Locke #Eli whipp

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“One of the risks of being quiet is that the other people can fill your silence with their own interpretation: You’re bored. You’re depressed. You’re shy. You’re stuck up. You’re judgmental. When others can’t read us, they write their own story — not always one we choose or that’s true to who we are.”

— Sophia Dembling

#Sophia Dembling #quiet #quiet people #introverts

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Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.

#relatable af #trauma #cptsd #ptsd #microtrauma #complex trauma

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"do you seriously think you're above the rules" the stupid ones yeah

#yup #relatable #housing #Australia #capitalism generally #fuck the housing system

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yes, some. also react to hearing my name called with a lot of fear cause it usually meant something bad was about to happen. just got ignored most of the rest of the time. made me not like my name or the sound of it or sight of it. read something recently that said most people enjoy hearing & seeing their own name written down & it was very surprising to me because I never feel that.

anyone else had so much experience with violence, sexual abuse, and affectionate touch being used only as a manipulation against you, to the point where you now can't conceptualize someone reaching towards you without the intention of harm

#i do feel like physical touch is poison #or dangerous #yes #touch #voices #hearing your name #trauma #name #associations

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The New World (2005) dir. Terrence Malick

#the new world #terrence malick #q'orianka kilcher #indigenous actors #indigenous

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@giftober 2023 | Day 23: Hands

The New World (2005), dir. Terrence Malick

#the new world #colin farrell #q'orianka kilcher #terrence malick #I love this movie #movies #indigenous #indigenous actors