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still healing still growing

at least now im walking a little straighter and speaking a little clearer

Im facing some of my fears, but not all of them

a start is a start

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I need to go abroad to see a real party

Everyone is trying to get intoxicated, no dancing, no enjoying the moment, just getting cross faded and leaving

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⚠️trigger warning⚠️

🛑dont like it, dont read it🛑

Imagine venting to someone about being $uicidal and they interrupt you with “I need to get me some fries cuz you’re making them look good”

#trigger warning

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Things that dont help the depression 101

- none of your friends wanting to go support you at your induction ceremony

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When you have personal preferences (not wanting to be degraded all the time) but expressing them makes you the subject of gossip (toxic friend)

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⚠️tw: SA⚠️

I wonder if my partner will silently watch me get sa’d since I tend to laugh at everything, especially when Im uncomfortable

Will they just silently watch me and say nothing

I told them i didnt like it when they did that

So i wonder if they’ll sit by quietly again

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Mini vent: I remember dancing like “Wednesday” in middle school and getting clowned for it. My classmates would stop doing their stuff to laugh at my dancing.

When I first saw Wednesday’s dance, I cringed remembering how awkward and out of place it made everyone made me feel. I got second hand embarrassment seeing everyone make room for the person dancing “too loudly”. It was honestly hard to watch knowing Wednesday was dancing for herself without knowing how badly everyone was mocking her.

Now it’s a very popular dance everyone is doing and I honestly feel a bit bitter about it.

#neurodivergency #middle school #school #wednsday addams #wednesday #netflix #autism #adhd #neurodivergent #neurodivergence

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on call with my partner while doing hw

they stayed awake for the coding part but fell asleep INSTANTLY the moment I started doing my physics work

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Social anxiety be like, i got locked out of the research lab but I don’t want to bother anyone with a text so I’ll just wait until someone open the door

It’s been over 30 minutes

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I’ll exchange my sanity and dignity as long as I can keep my happiness and my life

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The more things I do for a little bit of cash, the more I wonder what my limit is

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I forgot how mad uncomfortable it was to share a room with my cousin

They’re great and sweet, but they wanks every night

Like they’ll wait till they think im asleep and then start wanking

And of course im not asleep so i just hear everything

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the number of followers i have shot up

the porn bots have truly made a comeback

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Hanging out with a different person for (almost) every day of winter break

Of course imma see my partner more than once and i also need days to recharge but hey, it has been pretty exciting so far

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Getting serenaded by your bae during a jam out session

Like they just stroked my cheek with one hand and looked deep into my eyes as they sang the song and my heart just

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I def dont post enough happy thoughts on this blog

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I know my partner is always late no matter what time you tell them to arrive at

Am I in the wrong for feeling sad they’re late for their own birthday surprise?