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Pace.
Taking time to figure out
Why I'm here with you right now
Why my mind is doing this
Why my hearts beating like a fist
Why the air is getting thinner and thinner
Making it hard to breathe.
You.
Make it hard to breathe.
For just your sight extracts all the air from my lungs. Leaving me with nothing.
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Almost lover
Like the waves kiss the shore
Each time then say goodbye
Like you and I
Because you cant decide.
Your indecisive heart
Makes me turn into shattered glass
Pieces are far apart
left on the floor like my broken heart.
And now its time
To say goodbye
To my
Almost lover
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Unplugged
You know that terrible feeling.
When you cant find your charger
And your phone is about to die.
Well thats how I feel.
like a drained battery
unable to connect to charger,
So im left, running on this 1% of happiness clinging,
to life,
but already feeling dead.
And my charger is missing.
Its whereabouts unknown to my conscience
Though I know,
its lost somewhere within me.
Perhaps deep down below in the depths of my darkness,
Lies the energy that my life clings on to,
so dearly.
The small surge of power within my despair keeping me from shutting down forever.
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Blink
I had a small epiphany
just the other day.
That I should no longer
waste my life away.
.
I should live and laugh
and be my best self
And dream and hope
and be open to love,
.
I should scream and shout
and let it all out
And be free to see
what life is all about.
.
Will you join me on my journey?
On my path of discovery
On my road to paradise
can not be seen with naked eyes.
.
And yes I mean spiritual
A place out of this world
A place thats deep in mind
That only im, able to find.
.
My own personal eden
With the ultimate freedom,
To think the thoughts I want to think
And not be scared, afraid to
blink.
.
For just by blinking
you can miss it all
that time can go to waste
then you've reached your final call
.
Now time is up
And it is too late
Although it it was a
blink
Your life passed away
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I still love you so much, and it hurts so bad because I know you don’t feel the same.
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I love you
Fuck
I look at you
and I see
No words are spoken
But I know what you mean
The sight is so clear
The sight is so true
I just stop and stare
And look at you
Its picture perfect
This moment we shared
I knew that I loved you
But you were unaware
But then it occured
The words left my lips
I love you I said
Caressing your face with my finger tips
Then the mood shifted
You became distant
I saw you drift away
I saw it an instant
You said nothing back
Nothing at all
I felt under attack
Like my world was about to fall
And then you had to go
That was the worst of all
Coz then I was alone
Left my mind to have a ball
I over thought And thought it all
My insecurities raging call
The feelings that left when you stepped in
all came back at once, like in the begining.
And now im back
sad and alone
You say goodnight,
a message through the phone.
And things are left there.
with an empty I love you,
with a guy who said he cared.
But I guess that was not true
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I like
I like him more
Than he likes me
Its so clear to see
How he really feels
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Friend
Friends are here
Friends are there
Friends are everywhere
Though friend is hard to find
I left friend behind.
I had to say goodbye
see friend another time
Guess it wasn't meant to be
Though friend made me see
How friends should really be
How friends should treat me
Yes, friend was one of a kind
Friend heart and friend mind
Knew me in every way friend could
A light in my dark, friend stood
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Right now
Right now i feel dark inside
A smile is what i hide behind
The truth is just to real for life
That dark is what consumes my mind
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She
As time moves slowly
The more you get to know she
The more she you will see
The one not pretending to be
Normal, conforming to society.
The free soul on the move
With nothing but love to prove
One with the trees;
Floating in the breeze
You'll know exactly who she is.
She is hard to find
Truely one of a kind
Bright Eyed smile
To see it takes a while
she is tough to crack
And holds it all back
For trust is not a friend to she.
Broken hearts hard to mend for she.
When trust is given freely
Fear of betrayal consumes she
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Love story
Its not a love story
it could of been one
A tale that told the story of us
A happy ever after of love
But i was still playing
Playing this game
And i wasnt ready
To get to the end
I know its too late
Im no cinderella
The clock is past 12
And Now you are with her
Though our love
Couldve been One for the books
A love that consumes you
Like the touch of your lips
A love that is art
Its one of a kind
Enrages the heart
And consumes the mind
Though time knew it all
We were not meant to be
Would of been a wreck
Titanic out at sea
eye to eye we'd never meet
Our lives left pending
Time would have show us
There are no happy endings
~anonymous
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Feelings
Inside im quietly screaming
It Feels like im dreaming
Of something unreal
Through time its all changing
My mind, thoughts eraesing
My feelings are leaving my head
The people around me
Dont think what im thinking
Its hard to express
Vocabulary shrinking
Its insane to think
Cant keep up cant blink
Or ill miss a thought
Get caught for not being the me that they thought
The real me that i do not show
I try and i try
To be like the others
Talk and make jokes
And sometimes i choke
On the words that i speak
Coz i feel like a freak
Because thats not the real me
Its the me on display
To show im okay
But inside lies the truth
Of the darkness and sad
The rage and the mad
The emptiness, lonelyness,
Sorrow and bad
Parts of me the parts they dont see
The parts they are scared of
Unknown, unaware of
Theyll see me as the freak that i am
The one that i feel like
when im around them
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