ALMA’S MOVING ! ! ! !
as i’ve had a difficult time with organization on this blog , i’m moving alma to LOTUSDREAMT ! i intend on keeping the threads that i currently have in my draftbox , but i may reach out if it’s been a while since we talked and i’m also going to post a new mains call . otherwise , i’m open to new threads on his new blog !
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ALMA’S MOVING ! ! ! !
as i’ve had a difficult time with organization on this blog , i’m moving alma to LOTUSDREAMT ! i intend on keeping the threads that i currently have in my draftbox , but i may reach out if it’s been a while since we talked and i’m also going to post a new mains call . otherwise , i’m open to new threads on his new blog !
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ALMA’S MOVING ! ! ! !
as i’ve had a difficult time with organization on this blog , i’m moving alma to LOTUSDREAMT ! i intend on keeping the threads that i currently have in my draftbox , but i may reach out if it’s been a while since we talked and i’m also going to post a new mains call . otherwise , i’m open to new threads on his new blog !
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ALMA’S MOVING ! ! ! !
as i’ve had a difficult time with organization on this blog , i’m moving alma to LOTUSDREAMT ! i intend on keeping the threads that i currently have in my draftbox , but i may reach out if it’s been a while since we talked and i’m also going to post a new mains call . otherwise , i’m open to new threads on his new blog !
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ALMA’S MOVING ! ! ! !
as i’ve had a difficult time with organization on this blog , i’m moving alma to LOTUSDREAMT ! i intend on keeping the threads that i currently have in my draftbox , but i may reach out if it’s been a while since we talked and i’m also going to post a new mains call . otherwise , i’m open to new threads on his new blog !
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jason .
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 , 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐒𝐀𝐘 , and you think 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚 has been your anger for longer than you have KNOWN PEACE . decaying . rotting beneath the lining of your bones 𝖺𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 the scars —- 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝚆𝙴 𝙷𝙸𝚃 𝙽𝙴𝚇𝚃 AhaHAhAⱯμɑHⱯμⱯ . the flashes never cease , become lightening storm in a 𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐤𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 when all you wanted was BLACKENED CAPE and kevlar scent to wrap around you like sordid steel ; 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 . * i thought you were an ANGEL , 𝑔𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 , and you looked at me like i was something to believe in , like your palms 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 in their lines that they had deigned to keep , 𝘿𝙊 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙍𝙀𝙈𝙀𝙈𝘽𝙀𝙍 ? what i asked you ? that day beside the lake ? [ @lotuskept ]
ALMA: JASON ━━━ JASON: WILL YOU BE MY MAMA ?
NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE YOU .
❛❛ 𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙴𝙵𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙳𝙸𝙴 ! ❜❜ grit of teeth , the way 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 becomes MODULATED GROWL , and there is green and green and red and liquid which left you 𝐆𝐀𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 / 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 , 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛 . step forward , boots along gravel as HEIGHT RAISES and there is agony before the silence , 𝙩𝙪𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙮𝙢𝙣𝙨 which echo from walls that have no hope of bending , ( 𝗕𝗔𝗧𝗠𝗔𝗡 ! 𝗕𝗔𝗧𝗠𝗔𝗡 ! —— 𝗕𝗥𝗨𝗖𝗘 ! ) . clench of fingers upon gun steel , ❛❛ i don’t wanna 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝗂𝗆 unless it’s to put a BULLET through his fuckin’ skull ! ❜❜ snarl of memories locked inside 𝙲𝚁𝚈𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙻 𝙶𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚂 𝙹𝙰𝚁 and it lays SHATTERED before the base of your heel , bruising . and you incline hand and point gun towards Gotham , 𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 that arch like demons in place of wings ( i remember you wildfire , 𝙒𝘼𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙈 : 𝚊 𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚋𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 )
HISS , ❛❛ he’s gonna do the same to you . to mikie , to that 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 he replaced me with . 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝚃��𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙷𝙴 𝚃𝙾𝚄𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚂 he breaks . ❜❜
STILLNESS / ECHO IN PLACE OF HEARTBEAT , pale - faced promise not to SEARCH . how couldn’t he , when a fraction of his heart has been cut so deeply ? GAZE ROOTS within crimson sea , searching , pleading . THE ACHE IS OVERWHELMING . he can feel it clawing at his throat , CARVING OPEN his chest rib by splintered rib ; for every nightmare , every time he’d hold jason in UNWAVERING embrace and stroke his hair , murmuring promise after promise that everything will be okay --------- that he wouldn’t let anyone hurt him , bruce would protect him . AND HE’D TRIED .
( the way you’d smiled ----------- pulled him into your arms , I AM YOUR MAMA , NOW AND FOREVER . )
‘ i’m so ----- ’ hushed crack devoid of thunder , ‘ so sorry . ’ BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR . caution drenching each and every DAY knelt before stone , ALTAR to atone . how many hours had helpless murmurs tried to ease the grief how many tears to nourish the flowers lain in his honor ? for every prayer to a LONG FORSAKEN GOD , bring him home to me . ANGER / AGONY / VENGEANCE like blade - carved wound , and ALL he wants is to hold him as remedy , until this world diminishes and the void is FILLED .
beg his forgiveness . THIS DARKNESS CRUMBLES A PRECIPICE ; confounded by RAGE , alma’s seen the guilt of his lover , the sin bruce bears so POIGNANTLY . replacement ? STUMBLE BACK to grip at stone , he’s alive , HE’S ALIVE , but . . . ? ‘ it isn’t like that , it isn’t ------ sweetheart , we never could ----- he wouldn’t --- ’ no , this isn’t what he needs to hear . BE STRONG for him . breathe , breathe and reach with trembling fingers . how EASILY it burns , constricting lungs and wetting cheeks , and all alma could ever ask is to bring him home into his arms again .
‘ jason . . . let me see you . ’
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sorry for being so absent ;; i’ve been over HERE more lately !
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would ya’ll still love alma if i moved him ??
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to narrow the intensity of jumpy muse , i made an interest checker !!
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‘ til death do us part , ’ they say .
————— I SAY , i will love you till this life to the next . and if next life WON’T GRACE ME WITH YOU , i will still LOVE YOU till the next one , and the next , and the next ,
till DEATH finally give up on us . x.
AESTHETICS / MODERN VERSE .
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au where alma’s that friend who pretends to be your date in order to make someone jealous , but with every date he gets a little softer and a little more genuine until one day he realizes that he’s not pretending anymore .
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bruce .
𝐅𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒 . , the way ice claws vein of 𝙲𝚁𝚈𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙻 𝚆𝚁𝙴𝙲𝙺𝙰𝙶𝙴 in the HOPES OF FINDING something warm , ; but there is no flame within these hallways , / 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚍 and bruise borne and you have CLIMBED THE STARS if only to be closer to 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕦𝕟 , ; of ash and flame and boiled bone you 𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝙵𝙵𝙴𝚁 as recompense for all of 𝔤𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔪’𝔰 𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔰 . , [ MESSIAH , / OF SHADOWS & PAIN ] . what you have 𝐒𝐀𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐃 if only for them to be free . /
━━━ . . . WHAT ARE YOU KEEPING FROM ME ?
and you think of * CAVES &. WINGS and the DARKNESS which 𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚎 , ; edge of fist drenched steel , ; loneliness becomes 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙉 , / becomes the mask you break yourself behind and how people bleed 𝚃𝚁𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁 the 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 SEWN FROM BRITTLE SCARS and bullet proof linings .
𝐈𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐄 ? he asks.
and you think , yes , YES , 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪 LOVED YOU .
because you are temple of collapsing bones which always looked like ivory , ; steeple of 𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙱𝙻𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙴𝙽 . , holy one , how your WORSHIPPERS FALL to the whims of their 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔰 , ; to be idealised and DEVALUED in a 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙 , ; a single fabricated action . , you swallow . , look to him and feel limbs tense , LUNGS FRACTURED , ; echo of heartbeat shifting war drums beneath rib curve , 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚕𝚢 , ❛❛ of course you know me , alma . ❜❜ HESITATION , / and you hope to god , YOU HOPE TO GOD ( . . . ) ,
❛❛ why would you ask that ? ❜❜
LIAR . LIAR , SEARED RELENTLESSLY INTO ACHING BONE , TAINTING IVORY WITH CHARCOAL AND FRACTURE AND FEAR . liar , plaintive cries in the caverns of his skull . HOW DOES HE LOOK HIM IN THE EYE AND CLAIM INNOCENCE ? tears have not yet escalated into SOBS and still , it hurts to breathe .
( why would he tell you ? he murdered someone you love . )
‘ you . . . ’ AND KNUCKLES WHITEN AS IF TO HOLD THESE SHATTERED PIECES TOGETHER , ‘ STOP PRETENDING . you LIED to me . i should’ve known , i . . . i should’ve stopped you SO long ago . MAYBE THEN MY FRIENDS WOULDN’T BE DEAD ! ’
they say love is the enemy of loathing , but the two mix so venomously on his tongue . loathing himself for the urge to touch , to kiss , to fall into his arms . loathing himself for staring at a man who has flayed the edges of his heart with love -------------- and suddenly , as if a weight has descended upon the air , alma just can’t bear to be this close .
‘ are you really that monster ? YOU HELD ME , BR ------------ ’ choking on syllable , as would a creature who could not bear the light ; TWISTED IRONY . ‘ you held me while i cried for them . i ----------- i found it . i found everything . . . i TRUSTED you ---- trusted batman . and you're going to LIE AGAIN ? ’
HYSTERIA OVERWHELMS , the force of a VAST , STEEL WAVE . it’s all he can do to stumble a few paces back , bury face in trembling hands , ‘ why ? ’
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PRESENCE BATHED IN YEARNING , for the silent deficit which has been carved into VOID between them . it blisters in extended palms , reaching , come back to me . THE ACHE RINGS IN DULL MELODIES . still , the cold is stifled beneath the GLOW of seeing him again . surely , time could never tear them apart ?
‘ tom . . . ’ and he savors his name like saccharine , surrender and prayer . plush lips upturn to chase away the dark ------------------------- MAGNET SPARKS and forms draw together , jaw coming to rest against his shoulder . ‘ would you mind if i came along with you to the library ? ’
@absntia / STARTER / TOM RIDDLE .
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wei ying .
‘ alma ! ’ laughter flits in the space between him, smile wide and eyes brimming with fondness, a strong arm instinctively wrapping itself around alma’s form. its been far too long since he’s received such affections that it somehow it feels wrong, undeserving, but he relents, allowing himself to indulge the other happily. ‘ hello to you too ! did you miss me ? come now, i’ve brought you some presents from my trip. ’
UNSPOKEN GRATITUDE BRIGHTENS COUNTENANCE , relentless MIRTH to ignite against his touch . laughter comes as hymn , instant relief to the concern which has CLOUDED the corners of busy mind ------- he knows all too well of those who wish to hurt him . the cruelty of humanity knows so little bounds .
‘ we missed you TERRIBLY ! wh -------- presents ?! young master wei , you’re too kind . . . ’ rest head on his shoulder , bask in the light that comes in seeing that smile again , ‘ we were all a bit worried . did you find your way home alright ? ’
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turns on the alma arc for muse
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hardly a MOMENT through the doorway and soft gasp parts lips -------------
‘ YOUR ARM ! sweetheart , what happened ? ’ NO MORTAL FORCE could stop him from rushing to his side , and how easily the boy fits into his arms . ‘ i hope you did worse to the other guy . . . come on , let’s get you cleaned up . does it hurt ? we can have alfred take a look at it . ’
@absntia / STARTER / JASON TODD .
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