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I don’t want to be on fire.

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Sab bas haq jamatein hain ,

nibhata koi nahin.

~ Everything’s on fire.

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Is love a continuous process of letting go?

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Don't make me fall out of love with you.

#please #U

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I'm trying real hard to not self sabotage what we have.

Clementine: Joellllllllll. Udayyyyyy

Clementine: There's so much I want to tell you, but I'm just too drained, physically and mentally. Today was a rough day.

Joel Uday: Sushh. It's okay. Breathe, Clem.

Clementine: I will always be at war, with myself.

Joel Uday: Clem, you'll be fine.

Joel Uday: Take a deep breath. Close your eyes. Reach for my outstretched hand. Hold it. Now, step by step get out of your head.

Joel Uday: You're okay.

Clementine: Oh, Joel. Uday.

Joel Uday: Lie down. I'm here.

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#canikeephim #amideserving #amiworthy #iwanthim #thankyou

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Are you the kind of love people fail to write about?

#tender #wholesome #divine #uplifting #comforting #home?

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Who said it's easy to feel loved,

When you look over your shoulder,

And only see the wasteland.

- Little Giant, Roo Panes

#this is my first time

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I think there's something fundamentally wrong with me.

#crushed #flawed #unloved

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Nights are beginning to caving in on me, again. I don't know what part of me I'll sacrifice this time to survive.

#hold me #neverletmego?

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It takes courage to accept love, to allow yourself to be loved, especially when you've been deprived of it the most of your life.

#poeticstories #love #acceptance #healing #crave #courage

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Guilt or Love

Which is stronger?

Which is greater?

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Before Sunrise // LittleWomen

#i feel it in my bones

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What if I remain stuck on the survivor mode,forever?

#loop #in my head #need air #breathe #it's okay #take it easy #I'll be fine #calm down

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Humans are capable of incandescent love yet they choose to play games.

Like why, what's the need for it?

I'm realising,eventually, it's not my inability to love passionately which becomes a barrier. It's the lack of reciprocation from the other side,which has always been there, that makes me hold myself back.

What a fool I have been,blaming myself all this time for the gaps in relationships.

#love #passion #heartbreak #unnecessary #games #why #just be true and honest

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I don't create the distance.

I just guard the distance which people themselves create in the first place.

#things I'm learning about myself #not my disabilities #don't blame me #don't call me out #it's you

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I would rather be the one who's left behind than be the one who leaves.

#sorryjoel