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you ever listen to an album for the first time and you’re like “this is going to be an obsession now”

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oc asks: not-so-nice edition

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

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Yeah, I come alive, I'll survive, take on anything

So paint a target on my back let 'em come for me

I don't fall, don't quit, don't ever sleep

'Cause, I'm on another level that you'll never reach

If you seek forgiveness

You'll get nothing, you'll get nothing from me

You will never know, it's the price I pay

Look into my eyes, we are not the same

Yeah, this is where you fall apart

Yeah, this is where you break

'Cause I'm in control and you'll know my name

'Cause I gave my life, gave it everything

Yeah, this is where you fall apart

Yeah, this is where you break

To everybody who doubted

Get on your knees and bow down

Get on your knees and bow down

- Bow Down, I Prevail

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catbee phone 🐈‍⬛🐝❤️

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The poses were so perfect for them, I couldn’t pass this up ☺️

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Here are some old sketches inspired from that “old” lipstick TikTok trend😅

I think I might clean this up. What do you think? 🥹

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zom 100: bucket list of the dead ↳ episode 02 | bucket list of the dead

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Pov: scrolling through tumblr and saving all the yorusoi art you see like an addict

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The Cat 🐈‍⬛ chasing The Bee 🐝!

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Sometimes I just think about Soi Fon. Like that shit was so insane. Easily one of The characters of all time. You’re going to give me a woman who hates the physical manifestation of her soul because it’s loud and explosive and she doesn’t think it’s “proper” that it suits her, but it’s so obvious it does because she’s angry and stubborn and loud and explosive!!! And then the fact that she never ever calls upon that physical manifestation of her soul until things are so dire it’s practically that or death? The fact that in so many ways she lets her emotions build and build and build until they quite literally explode???? And then!!! AND THEN!!!! Add in that she hates her bankai because it’s “inappropriate” for an assassin… for her role as captain of the Stealth Force… the position she inherited from Yoruichi after she abandoned Soul Society for Urahara… She despises the physical manifestation of her explosive nature, the nature she hides until she can’t, just like she shoved down her feelings for Yoruichi, the betrayal, the hurt, the love, until she quite literally couldn’t anymore and it all came back up in a BANG!!! Like god… oh my god, no one will ever do it again and kubo did not deserve such a cool fucking character in the least

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Bleach Symbolism - Pasque Flower - Squad 2

Popularly pollinated by bees

Soi Fon is symbolized with a bee

Represents rebirth, dignity, nobility, and grace

Rebirth - Trying to embrace a new version of herself, breaking away old patterns

Dignity - Having respect and authority and a Lawful Neutral stance

Nobility - Soi Fon being part of a lower noble house

Grace - Her agility and quick judgment

Represents, “all that is missing in the wintry landscape, and should there come a spring without the regeneration it prefigures, the winter would have grown lethal.”

Basically her ability to grow was stalled and since it wasn’t given time to heal it froze over. Basically alludes to Yoruichi leaving Soi Fon behind. Before she left, Soi Fon was happy and thriving, but after she left, Soi Fon froze over, she grew cold without that constant nourishment which was Yoruichi.

Another name for the flower is “windflower”

Soi Fon’s power scheme is wind, as seen in her shunko techniques. It also alludes to her speedy nature as wind is quick.

The flower is primarily purple and yellow in color

Yoruichi + Soi Fon

The flower came into being after Aphrodite, goddess of love, learnt of her partner's death, and her tears became the pasque

This is loaded. It most likely symbolizes Yoruichi abandoning Soi Fon for so long and her not being around causing her grief.

Otherwise, Yoruichi might die??? Hope not, though imagine what kind of huge upgrade Soi Fon would get in order to avenge her death?

Could just overall symbolize her general adoration for Yoruichi, as if she were to die in general it would be heartbreaking for her.

The flower is poisonous

Suzumebachi, Soi Fon’s zanpakuto uses poison, as seen with her fight with Mabashi in the Bount Arc

She is also based on a hornet, which carries venom

Requires sunlight to survive

Yoruichi is Soi Fon’s “sun”. She depends on Yoruichi for everything and would do anything to serve her.

“Roots are very fragile”

Could illustrate how Soi Fon feels on the inside. She is very emotional and short tempered. Despite how strong she is on the outside she is actually sad and doesn’t know how to control her emotions.

Could illustrate that she had a rough upbringing

“Seeds are hardy”

Could Symbolize Soi Fon’s strength and ability, she’s tough as nails!

Could symbolize that she was born into hard work, making her a “hearty seed” lol

Could also symbolize the “hardiness” of Squad 2/Punishment Force members

The curve of its sepals reflect sunlight, producing a warm area that insects come and bask in, so do not be surprised if after planting you end up with larger amounts of insects gathering around your garden.

This is very interesting. I think it could symbolize the “warm spot” hidden in Soi Fon’s heart despite her cold exterior

Could also mean that if Soi Fon was “planted”, an illusion to opening up, she could get more friends/open up more about things

“Pasque flower means and symbolizes all that is forsaken in love.”

I think this could represent how Yoruichi abandoned Soi Fon

I think it could maybe represent Soi Fon’s feelings towards Yoruichi that aren’t either returned or not demonstrated - Forbidden love?

Purple demonstrates bravery, spirituality, and wisdom

Can be seen in Soi Fon’s bravery. She often leads the charge in things and jumps right into battle.

Could also signify Yoruichi as she is very wise from her many years of experience

Spirituality is interesting, I could only think about the ability to be more in tune with your zanpakuto, which Soi Fon needs to work on for sure, Could also connect to Yoruichi or the past Second Division.

The flower is an “early bloomer”

Could symbolize Soi Fon’s lack of a proper childhood as she was immediately thrown into violence.

She is also one to catch on to things quickly and proves to be quite methodical

Perhaps Soi Fon is an early riser? Most likely lol

Middle French passefleur, with pass- meaning ‘something that exceeds or surpasses’

Could easily symbolize Soi Fon’s ultimate goal to surpass Yoruichi.

Could symbolize the history of Squad 2’s adept fighters. They “surpass” expectations.

Butterflies also pollinate it’s nectar

Soi Fon is often symbolized with a butterfly. Her Homounka resembles a butterfly.

Flower is very durable in surviving winter

Could symbolize her ability to withstand the toughest of obstacles

Could symbolize her ability to survive despite struggling to get where she needed to be

It’s a “solitary” flower

Soi Fon’s cold nature and small list of close friends can make her seem like a lone wolf. Sometimes she’d rather handle things on her own.

Is considered the “Easter Flower”

Represents rebirth/renewal

Represents mourning - Mourning what? Yoruichi leaving or….a foreshadowed death?

Purple is a symbol of royalty

This connects to Yoruichi (Shihouin clan) being of high noble status, as well as Soi Fon being from a lower noble house (Fon clan).

The flower has been historically found on burial grounds of “Danes and Romans” and they “grew from the blood of the folk that fell.”

This is very cool and can stem in many directions.

It would make sense to assume it could be alluding to Squad 2 having made so many sacrifices over the years, so those fallen soldiers

How much blood was shed and why?

Some tie to corruption? Idk I just want it to happen!

Popularly used to dye easter eggs

Could allude to Yoruichi’s affect/impact on Soi Fon

Apparently, these flowers are “BISEXUAL”?

Okay, hear me out. I know a lot of people headcanon Soi Fon as gay, so it kinda adds up.

The overall shape of the flower!

It literally is a flower that appears wilted. Now despite it naturally blooming like this, it gives the impression of something more gloomy. Soi Fon had a rough upbringing, and often appears emotionally charged. And in the times we’ve seen her she has a few sad spells.

It could also symbolize the stealthy nature of the stealth force, hence the flower is “hiding.”

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Where'd you go?

I miss you so.

Seems like it's been forever

That you've been gone.

Where'd you go?

I miss you so.

Seems like it's been forever

That you've been gone.

Please come back home.

~ Fort Minor

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Younha - Houki Boshi [Translation + Romaji]  

I was looking at the night sky alone when I saw a shooting star It appeared for a second but then vanished in an instant When I think of you my heart begins to ache I want to see you now But I can’t fly through the sky

If only I could be a shooting star I would go sailing through the sky No matter what tomorrow brings, our love is strong So that this shooting star never bursts

Keep reading

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The reason why Yoruichi and Soi Fon rarely fight together 

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Soi Fon was busy figuring out Hankisosai while Yoruichi spent the time observing her face 

Look at that little startled sign when Soi Fon starts talking again

Wonder what’s in Yoruichi’s mind 😆

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The only time they smile like this in canon

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Yoruichi-sama!

Ha-ah.