nerdlife0612

[nerdlife0612]

Should I...

Come back to this Tumblr?

[nerdlife0612]

*sigh* I'm getting to the point I dunno what to do about my marriage. Send me some positive vibes please.

#marriage issues #confused #emotional #relationship struggles #relationships #send positive vibes

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As if having a low blood sugar spell on Saturday wasn't bad enough (he somehow knocked his clock off the fucking wall and it partially broke, kicked his heater vent, etc.)....

He had another weird spell today but didn't think it was blood sugar related. Wound up somehow breaking his toe. Got to talking to doc bout some spells he's had where he barely could remember things and had some issues with his right arm etc and now doc wants him to have an MRI to see if there is some kind of partial block or something in his carotid artery or something that is triggering like mini-strokes or something.

#personal #dad #worried sick over him #mini-strokes?? #MRI #health #diabetic

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#going dark#going to lose power#begged for help#couldn't get it#it is what it is#i shared and helped a lot of you in ways i could when you needed it#no one can return the favor#so#oh well

Attention few followers I have

Effective tomorrow until further notices thanks to some financial issues  I will be phone-bound. So if you need me, message me on here. 

#going dark #going to lose power #begged for help #couldn't get it #it is what it is #i shared and helped a lot of you in ways i could when you needed it #no one can return the favor #so #oh well

[nerdlife0612]

Once more with gusto

For more information, read the fundraiser. 

Addendum: we managed to buy a little time on the horse situation and the house payment managed to be made. But we REALLY need some help with the utilities over the weekend. We’re probably losing them on Monday morning if we can’t figure this out somehow.

Please. My husband needs his CPAP machine at night or he risks heart attack or stroke. And it’s also cold. 

https://www.gofundme.com/f/120-days-of-straight-hardships?utm_source=customer&utm_medium=copy_link-tip&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet

#Yes #I am reblogging myself #No shame in my game #we need help #gofundme #fundraising #utilities #keep the lights on #keep the heat on #save my husbands life #severe sleep apnea #cpap #cpap wife #sos #please

[nerdlife0612]

If anyone is interested in my current ongoings, random postings, fandom loves, real life bullshit or just what I am up to - follow me here @nothingbutmeworld

I gave up trying to archive this mess LMAO

#not gonna archive this shit #way too much #follow me #on my kinda sorta new blog #nothingbutmeworld

[nerdlife0612]

Moving

Moving my writing blog @nerdlife0612writes to a new incoming blog tied to @nothingbutmeworld

Stay tuned

The other topical blogs will follow suit too.

#writing #gaming #real life rants #nothingbutmeworld #moving blogs

[nerdlife0612]

*sigh* My other Tumblr is far too quiet. So..... 

I’m back.... kinda?

[nerdlife0612]

Ya know what - 

If you have a fucking problem with me for any reason, fucking sack up & message me or send me an anon. Give me a damn chance to defend myself you assholes. 

For fuck’s sake. 

After the recent shitstorm my family is trying to weather and survive, I am a curly hair away from telling all y’all off and just being alone.

I’m starting to feel like I might be better off that way.

I’m bout done with people.

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Yes this is my new blog. 

I’m still going through this one and archiving what I want to save. 

But just spreading the word.

We Need Help

These last 90 days have been utter hell. 

We were kind of behind on the house payment because of some employer-related paycheck issues prior to all of this -so mom entered into some kind of payment rehabilitation with the mortgage company. 

On the heels of that - her (now ex)-boyfriend falls in a truck stop shower out in CA and busts his head open. In the ER they do blood work and find cardiac issues, so they ship him to a larger hospital where it is revealed that despite years of eating right and exercise he still needed a triple-bypass surgery. 

Undergoes that, enters rehab etc. Of course he is off work during all of this now, making no money except for a social security check he wound up eligible for early in the year. He cuts off financial assistance to the house all at once. 

So mom takes the quickest job she could find - a groom at the local horse racing facility. Not even a week or so into work (not even her first full pay period), a horse stops her foot wearing a racing plate. Lays her foot open etc. Her boss takes her time and fights her about workers comp insurance info which she needed to see wound care about getting rid of dead tissue that resulted from a pinched off vein (not closed but pinched). So she works TWO WEEKS on a busted up foot, developing a major infection during all of this and winds up off work. 

Two weeks more go by AND a lot of drama later and she finally winds up on workers comp, getting 500$ USD less a month than her paycheck. Suffice to say - it’s not enough. 

She has yet to be fully released to return to work. 

Hubby and I only make enough to buy most of the human food, a chunk of dog food and pay a few small bills and things related to his healthcare. 

The mortgage company will not budge at all. The cold hearted bastards… 

We need around 1000$ USD to buy some time. 

We need 2050$ or so (there’s some change so I’m rounding right now) to fully save it and get them to cooperate with us on a payment adjustment. 

Until she gives me permission to make a GoFundMe for this, you can paypal me or CashApp me. 

PayPal: [email protected]

CashApp: $Jrae06

I will post updates if anyone sends anything in for transparency etc. 

Please. I am begging you.

#please help #don't know what else to do #injury recovery #triple bypass #breakup #save our house #feeling helpless #just ugh

[nerdlife0612]

OKAY SO

Turns out my archive is ludicrously large. And my laptop plus wifi connection don’t like it xD 

So this blog will remain active as I go through it and rescue what I want from it. 

When I am done, I will post a farewell and deactivate it. 

So that means if by some chance you want to keep in touch, you can still PM me on here and we can exchange info.

[nerdlife0612]

Welp...

This is late coming. It’s been a busy as fuck day. 

But - this is the final bow of Nerdlife0612. I am transitioning to a new blog and other social media. 

There are things about this one and in relation to this one that just leave such a bad damn taste in my mouth that I decided a clean slate is needed. 

It will remain active for a few more days as I get my archive etc. of my favorite posts and re-follow those I really want to keep in contact with or follow for their content.

Then after that... all things Nerdlife will float off into the abyss. 

That means if you by chance want to remain in contact with me and KNOW it is me, you can PM me for my new blog or other social media contacts for the next few days.

It’s been real. 

On to new adventures.

[nerdlife0612]

Last Call

If any of my followers or ‘friends’ want my new Tumblr or a social media link they can reach me on, please PM me tonight. I will answer in the morning. 

Then this Tumblr will take its last bow. 

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Why are you leaving? 😭

It’s...a long story. I’m starting a totally new Tumblr and deactivating this one. Too many bad feels exist on this one. I need a new start - a new circle that hopefully I can trust. If you want the new URL, feel free to drop me a PM.

[nerdlife0612]

I will be deactivating this Tumblr this evening.

If you want an alternative tumblr for me or social media contact, message me.

[nerdlife0612]

I'll leave some social media contacts later if anyone wants to find me elsewhere.

I'm fucking pissed.

I hate this shithole site.

All the gossiping, petty bullshit behavior, cult like behavior and shit...

I'm just done.

Glad to know I can't fucking trust anyone on this hellsite.

Peace out.

I'm fucking gone.

[nerdlife0612]

Glad to know I can't fucking trust anyone on this hellsite.

Peace out.

I'm fucking gone.