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These are exactly my faves off smoke and mirrors omg

hoodie I've been relistening to smoke and mirrors by imagine dragons and i am so. unwell.

i used to listen to them a lot when i was 10-13~ and kinda drifted away since but that album is so deeply ingrained in me and i didn't realize until now

anyway thanks for mentioning it in the tags of some post a few days ago. I'm listening to it and being mentally ill now

YOOoo

whats your current favorite :D? (mines polaroid and thief the instruments just hits so right and i envisioned a really cool cutscene in my head when i listen to thief :D) (omg also ‘im so sorry’ the lyrics is so satisfying to sing outloud)

slayyyyyyy >:)!!!

[nerdy-girl-319]

the sandman

imagine dragons

french

is OP me this post is so perfectly tailored to me it is honestly a little creepy

[Sandman] Morpheus - Whatever It Takes

English Subtiles:

Sous-Titres Français:

[nerdy-girl-319]

Hey y’all, so my account was terminated for a while, and because i really needed to post some stuff to participate in zukka week for the ATLA fandom, i created another account which i’ve since started using.

If you’d like to keep up with me, my new blog is @scar-and-boomerang for ATLA related stuff and @not-an-atla-blog for a everything else.

This blog will be left until it is flagged as inactive by tumblr and its url is released. I will not delete it because there are some cool posts on here i’d like to keep for you guys.

That is all, ciao!

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Hey y’all this is @nerdy-girl-319’s side blog and as we entre the 2 day countdown for Zukka Week i’d just like to pu out there that all fics will be posted here on this blog! I got so much goodness lined up for you all and i can’t wait to share!!

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holy shit by god it worked. Thank you Universe, thank you Oxford.

Before January ends, I’m going to magically and extremely be blessed by the universe.

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ATLA characters as InspiroBot quotes

Aang

Katara

Sokka

Toph

Zuko

Azula

Suki (and the Kyoshi warriors)

Mai

Ty Lee

Iroh

Ozai

Jet

Bumi

Long Feng

Koh the face stealer

#ATLA #A:TLA #nickolodeon avatar #nickolodeon atla #Avatar The Last Airbender #katara #aang #sokka #zuko #toph #azula #iroh #ozai #jet #ty lee #mai #suki #bumi #long feng #avatar aang #atla katara #atla azula #atla sokka #atla jet #atla aang #atla zuko #prince zuko #atla toph #toph beifong #atla iroh

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I’m laughing so hard my stomach has gone into spasm.

Shakespeare Characters As Random Inspobot Quotes

MacBeth

Feste

Hermia

Polonius

Mercutio

Ariel

Fallstaff

Emilia

Tybalt

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y'all will circlejerk yourself to the mysticisms of faeries and elves in european countries for centuries and take it as fact but the second native americans ask you to respect our spirituality and culture suddenly you're all aetheists

[nerdy-girl-319]

A+ GIF use i’m screaming

Crowley, teaching Aziraphale to drive: Okay, so you’re driving and Gabriel and Michael walk onto the road. Quick, what do you hit?

Aziraphale: Oh definitely Gabriel

Crowley, sighing: The brakes, angel. You hit the brakes.

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What people think writers’ search histories look like: how to get away with murder, best way to dispose of a body, how long do humans take to decompose, how much blood do you have to lose to die, can i strangle someone with dental floss... etc

What an actual writer’s seach history looks like:

#fanfiction writing #writing #fic writers #fic wtiting #creative writing #writers #writer #story writing #short stories #fiction writing #writer’s blog #writing blog

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Is it concerning mine checks like 90% of these

Common experiences with abusive mom:

hyper fixates on your appearance, constantly makes you incredibly self-aware of how you look and what others are thinking of you

compares you to other people, to show you what you should be more like (or look more like), making you feel like you’re the only worthless person

tries to control and micromanage your appearance, threatens you with missing out this and that if you don’t look up to her standards

uses you as emotional and psychological support

tells you how you are the only one who understands and loves her, forcing you to bear the burden of living as her “support system”

constantly makes you feel guilty for everything that is happening to her, makes you feel as if you owe her to make the world a bearable place for her

shares traumatic stories from her past that you are too young to understand and react to, expects unconditional emotional support and therapy from you even when you are a child

if the dad is abusive too, accuses you of being “just like him” or tells you that you remind her of him when she lashes out on you

also if father or another person is abusing you, she stands on their side or just pretends not to see or notice it’s going on, later tells you it’s your fault

silences your opinions with “you don’t know anything”

shows exaggerated concern for you for purpose of controlling where you go and what you do, makes you feel obliged to avoid certain places or situations so “she wouldn’t worry” but it extends to stuff you would usually be able to do safely, like hanging out with friends or traveling or having a social life

forces you to center her well being and her happiness more than your own and if you do anything for your own good, you will be called out for not thinking of her first

doesn’t feel responsible for providing you with decent meals or wardrobe, doesn’t notice when you’re hungry or lacking in basic resources, but lashes out at you if anyone else notices for “embarrassing her”

or alternatively, is crazy controlling over when you’re allowed to eat, what you’re allowed to eat, and what resources you are allowed to have

pushes you into interests and activities she wants you to have, disregards and criticizes everything you do that she doesn’t like

her behavior towards you changes in public, she becomes must more concerned over how other people perceive her relationship to you, is generally nicer if other people are listening

feigns concern towards you in front of others, in private keeps telling you how you’ll never make anything out of yourself

tries very hard to keep you at home forever if possible, refuses to teach you basic life skills, denies you resources you need to learn how to make something on your own, convinces you that you are in fact, helpless and incapable of survival without her, insists that you be dependent on her

breaks into your privacy, demands sensitive information about your relationships, conversations and thoughts, everything you do not feel comfortable about telling her because you know she’ll use it against you

accuses you of being a failure as a child, for being “heartless” and not caring about her at all, reminds you of everything she’s been thru only to raise you, talks as if she sacrificed herself for you

has periods where she doesn’t seem to even notice you, then in other times is completely obsessed with you and wont let you out of her sight

acts aggressive at times but always with pretense that her violence doesn’t count because she’s not physically able to seriously injure you, disregards all psychological and mental wounds of being assaulted and hurt by your own mother

acts like you’re an extension of her and have no existence or life of your own, refuses to accept any individuality and tries to prevent you from growing up and becoming your own person

makes you feel too guilty to say no to her, uses every social convention to make you feel as if you’re using and discarding your poor mother when all you want is to create a single boundary

refuses to acknowledge any of your successes but brings up your failures as a proof that nothing will ever become of you

insists over and over again that all she does is out of concern and love

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You know what i need this

Before January ends, I’m going to magically and extremely be blessed by the universe.

#oxford plez

[nerdy-girl-319]

Was that a fucking PUN

Barry: There are only three ways to do things: the right way, the wrong way, and the Barry way.

Cisco: Isn’t that just the wrong way?

Barry: Yeah, but it’s faster.

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Geeeeee imagine bringing an independent, free-thinking life onto this planet and being unhappy when they don’t turn out to be exactly what you envisioned them to be or to your liking so you give up on all attempts to understand or help them? Whatever is wrong with that?

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YOU ALL!! I’m going to participate in Zukka week this year and i’m so e x c i t e d to be showing y’all what i’ve cooked up for you guys ;) the project’s taken me to such new experiences and places in terms of writing and i got to explore some kick ass prompts so thanks @zukka-week for them!!!

#zukka week #zukka week 2020 #zuko x sokka #sokka x zuko #zukkaweek #nickolodeon avatar #avatar the last airbender #ATLA #atla fanfiction #atla fanfic

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Sokka @ Zuko

of course you love the concept of “found family” you dumb slut, you’re gay

#atla #nickolodeon atla #nickolodeon avatar #atla zuko #zuko atla #sokka atla #atla sokka #sokka x zuko #zuko x sokka #zukka #avatar the last airbender

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I’m SCREAMING

I saw Cats last night and I still haven’t recovered. Here is a play-by-play of my experience

The movie begins. The audience is rife with anticipatory giggles. Some lady in the back row loudly says “can we be quiet now, please? let us watch the movie in silence” in a displeased Russian accent. 

We will inevitably disappoint her

In the first 5 minutes, while crying with laughter, I decide this movie is actually about a human who gets genetically engineered into a cat and is exiled to a furrykin community.

5 minutes after that, I think about how good a movie this would be if it was hand-drawn animation and not CGI people-cats, and I become absolutely furious

Mice and cockroaches have human faces and bodies. The audience is screaming.

This film comes VERY close to having a dog on screen. I start sweating in dread of what it might look like. The dog is never shown.

None of the humor is funny

During the slow parts I start to imagine other celebrities in full cat CGI to amuse myself

Cat Idris Elba sexily Thanos-snaps another cat out of existence. Audible confusion ripples through the audience.

The cats do some extremely horny body work involving their tails. The audience is making disgusted noises. Several people yelp “oh NO” very loudly

At the end of a song, the throng of cats start “applauding” by slapping their hands on the ground and saying “meowmeowmeowmeowmeow”. This instigates a fight-or-flight response in me so strong that I nearly bolt out of the theatre.

During an awkward silence the camera cuts to a cat making a “yikes” kind of grimace and the whole theatre laughs because that is the exact emotion we are all feeling

A cat helicopters into the ceiling and is vaporized by cat Idris Elba. A man in the audience yells “GOTTEM!!” at the top of his lungs

Most cats are naked but somehow cat Idris Elba manages to be far more naked than all of them. The audience is screaming, again

Memoriiiiiiies. All alone in the moonliiiiiiight. “Please,” begs the Russian lady in the back of the theatre, sounding defeated, “don’t laugh. Not now.”

The actor who plays the main character gray cat who never gets a song explaining who he is (I am told he is Munkustrap) is DEAD SERIOUS about this role. He is a PROFESSIONAL. He is feeling being a cat so hard. Look at his face at literally any point (but especially during the final epilogue song) and I guarantee he will be having an intensely invested serious face journey. His shoulders must be aching from carrying this entire film.

110 minutes later, or maybe years: the credits roll. The audience cheers raucously. We exit the theatre in a daze. One of my friends goes home with a high fever. 10/10