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In the back seat, Wille looks at Simon and takes his hand. Simon rolls down the window. The wind blows through their hair. Simon starts singing along. Felice and Sara join in. Wille is enjoying the moment, looks at Simon, then straight ahead, into the camera. And then he looks away. That's how we say goodbye to everyone.

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BUCKTOMMY + hands

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hungry eyes

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Besides, you'll be by my side, right? Till the bitter end.

Alexander the Great and Hephaestion in Alexander: The Making of a God (2024)

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i am not immune to gay ghost movies

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saltburn is about a gay little freak fumbling a boy bad bitch so hard he decides to kill him and his entire family about it. and then he's like no yea I wasn't IN love with him or anything I just wanted to get their estate. drinking his cum and fucking his grave were necessary to the plan ok.

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today i got locked out of watching youtube videos entirely on adblock grounds, so i did some tinkering.

ublock does not, in fact, seem to circumvent this, but i did find out something new through circumstance as well as trial and error:

bf told me two bits of information that turned out to be rather useful. 1) he hasn't really gotten the youtube adblock notifications much. 2) his work laptop blocks youtube cookies completely. (this annoys him a bit because a couple quality of life features function off cookies)

so when i was trying to troubleshoot how to wrangle youtube into letting me listen to music without constantly throwing intrusive as hell ads at me, i decided to block youtube cookies just to see what would happen.

well wouldn't you know, it has stopped complaining about ads being blocked entirely. for now anyway.

TL;DR: looks like youtube is using cookies to check for adblockers, so blocking them seems to cause it to leave you alone.

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Nick, you giant rugby idiot!

{insp}

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So I've been in fandom where top bottom discourse was insufferable and i still think it's weird to obsess over, which makes it so funny to me that ofmd chose to imply in subtle and unsubtle ways that stede topped ed. Like. They absolutely didn't need to weigh in, fandom's got this, but it's funny to me that like. Showrunner David Jenkins has an opinion on it and the writing team scripted it and costuming dept had stede take his rings off and Ed keep his on.

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30 trips around the sun and im still surprised when the days get shorter after a long summer like the nights already feel much cooler now and soon it'll be dark at 4 in the afternoon and i'll go wow man look how dark it is and it's only 4 and come spring ill realize that wow you can actually tell the days are getting longer and warmer isnt that crazy and in the summer i'll be lying in bed at 11 thinking woah it's still not dark out and then in september ill say to myself phew that sure was a long summer you can already tell the days are getting shorter and ill remember this post and maybe ill go look for it and reblog it and dear reader, i for one hope that we both live to see it

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RWRB TEXT POSTS: PART 8

PART 1

PART 2

PART 3

PART 4

PART 5

PART 6

PART 7

PART 9

PART 10

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this is what royal blue in rwrb stands for?

#rwrb #rwrb movie #red white and royal blue #firstprince

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so, they did it twice the first time, right?

#red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #rwrb film #alex claremont diaz #alex and henry #prince henry #firstprince

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kinky wilmon fic recs

Ehhh, so... I have a lot of bookmarks of kinky Wilmon fic... (I know. Let's not talk about it.) So instead of keeping them all to myself and reading them in secrecy, I'm going to make a rec list so you can enjoy them too hahaha! (You are probably about to learn more about me than you want to know).

Heads up, these are all explicit.

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spellbound by margosfairyeye (Skittery) (E, 3k)

Summary: Wilhelm discovers a new kink.

R/N: Listen. Body worship and praise kink are always a YES for me, and this fic does it PERFECTLY. The relationship between Simon and Wilhelm is so genuine and sweet and honest, and the tiny addition of bondage is delightful.

Hostage to My Feelings by disruptedthesky, embracedthevoid (E, 6.8k)

Summary: Wilhelm and Simon's first foray into a new sexual dynamic teaches them more about themselves than they expected. And they can't wait to try it again.

R/N: These two authors are my literal dream team. I adore every single thing they write, both individually and together. There is always the perfect blend of fluff, smut, communication, and angst, and GAH it's so perfect. Anytime either one of them posts, I immediately RUN to read it, and this fic is no different.

Love Bites by fandom_commitment_issues @zee-has-commitment-issues (T, 8k)

Summary: Wilhelm came out on live television a week ago. Spectacularly, and unexpectedly, and – in classic Wille fashion – stupidly. Simon gets a little handsy. The students of Hillerska are curious by nature.

R/N: Okay, I lied. This one is not actually explicit. But it is delightful and slightly kinky anyway. I am obsessed with ALL of Zee's work, and this one is particularly delightful. The love bites. The love!! Bites!! Ugh. This fic is just so perfect in every way.

perfume holding me ransom by disruptedthesky (E, 2.5k)

Summary: Wilhelm’s not laughing, as Simon half-imagined he might. He’s just… just letting him linger there. So Simon trusts; surrenders the rest of him, too—throws his entire self at Wille’s feet.

(Simon tries something. Wilhelm likes it.)

R/N: MY FAVORITE KINKY FIC EVER. No, really. This fic Turned Me. I don't know how to elaborate on that.... but it did. If you read any fic on this list, it should be this one.

Sun After Rain by RubyIntyale (E, 1.3k)

Summary: All of this is still so new to both of them. They’re learning what feels good, learning about themselves together.

R/N: This author is my EVERYTHING when it comes to smut. Yes, yes, yes. And this fic is such a sweet exploration of sexual preferences and very Light Kink.



maybe just break me by goldenwilmon (E, 19.9k)

Summary: “Simon looked at him amazed before quickly nodding. Wilhelm could see his mind turn over, filing this information away with everything else they had discussed. ‘I liked that, too,’ he finally spoke, a bit breathless. ‘I'd like that too.’”

Or - Simon realizes he can get Wilhelm feeling to make his mind stop reeling.

R/N: This fic is a JOURNEY. I love it, I love it, I love it. It's exploratory. There's epic communication. Wilhelm and Simon are SO in love. SOOOO in love. Yes.

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Erm, so I think this list gets progressively kinkier as it goes on. But... uh... HOPE YOU ENJOY! <3