"Roads That Cross... with a Phone Call"
You can read the previous chapters here: (1),(2), (3), (4), (5), (6), (7), (8), (9), (10), (11), (12), (13), (14), (15), (16), (17), (18), (19), (20), (21), (22), (23), (24), (25), (26), (27), (28), (29), (30)
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The next day, SimĂłn left two more marks on Ămbarâs chest.
It was during lunchtime, which was rare because, usually, after a night like that, they didnât need to satiate any more urges so soon after. But the pause in activity had been felt by both of them, and now that they could do it again, they didnât seem to want to wait at all.
âI canât stop thinking about last night,â Ămbar breathed between kisses and hurried hands, yanking off his clothes with the same urgency as her tone of voice. âI canât concentrate on anything.â
SimĂłn groaned and held her against his body, and then he gave her what she wanted and fucked her into the mattress.
There was something so satisfying about reducing such a strong force of nature like Ămbar into a gasping, whining mess with just a few bucks of his hips. She always had a witty comeback at the ready, an ironic comment aimed at whoever talked to her, but when she was like this, with him, she felt so much that SimĂłn could leave her speaking in tongues.
It filled him with pride. It incited him to give more.
After, when they were dressing back up to grab something to eat (SimĂłn shouldnât have unraveled her for as long as he did, now theyâd have to eat fast if they didnât want to go over their lunch hour, but heâd missed this) Ămbar saw the new hickeys on her breasts and laughed, saying she didnât know he had this side of him.
Honestly, SimĂłn didnât know either. It took seeing Ămbar wearing nothing but his shirt for him to realize just how much he liked it, and he couldnât deny the surge of primal satisfaction upon seeing the marks on Ămbarâs breasts and neck. It looked sexy. She looked his.
Luckily, Ămbar said she didnât mind, as long as they were few and nowhere visible, and as long as he allowed her to mark him too. SimĂłn had no issue with that. In fact, part of him wanted her to leave the most obvious love bite on his neck and then have her show her own ones too just so he could flaunt them in front of Benicio likeâ See? Weâre very happy together, stop being a pest.
But that would be petty of him, and he would feel bad using Ămbar like that, as if she were an object he wanted to show off. He felt a little disgusting just for thinking about it, so SimĂłn pushed the urge down, down, down, until he could barely feel it at all. Besides, his imagination-self was way more shameless than he actually was. If SimĂłn really walked around with a hickey on his neck, heâd die of embarrassment.
There was nothing to prove anyway. Benicio couldâve been bluffing when he spoke about that spot on Ămbarâs neckâA lucky guess. But even if he wasnât, it didnât matter. Ămbar chose SimĂłn. Perhaps theyâd been seeing each other less than usual the past few days, but every morning without fail they had breakfast together, and when the time came for SimĂłn to leave, instead of saying goodbye, they always said: âI love you.â
âHave a nice day, I love you.â
âSee you later, I love you.â
âIâm running late, gotta go, love you.â
I love you, I love you, I love you. That was the one thing important.
Throughout the next few days, they saw each other a little more actually, which came as a pleasant surprise to SimĂłn. A couple of official, Manager things required Ămbarâs presence in the Roller, starting with the arrival of the new hires Ămbar had been requesting from Vidia for a while. They were three part-timers who would be taking over the weekends from now on so that Pedro, Eric, and SimĂłn himself, could rest: two girls who would be in charge of the cafeteria, Cata (or Cat for short) and Rae, and one guy who would be the rink assistant and in charge of the lockers, called Alex. Â
Ămbar introduced them all personally on their first day of training. She told the girls and Alex that Eric, Pedro, and SimĂłn would be in charge of showing them the ropes around the Roller, while she also managed to, somehow, slip into conversation, twice, that both SimĂłn and Pedro were in a committed relationship. Very much taken. Not single.
She said it all with a smile and it was very smooth, but SimĂłn still had a hard time refraining from laughing. Personally, he didnât think it was necessary to point that out considering they would only be training the girls for a couple of days and then theyâd never see them again unless they visited the Roller in their free time, but Ămbar apparently still felt the need to draw that line in the sand.
To be honest, it made SimĂłn feel pretty good. It seemed like he wasnât the only one with a bit of a territorial streak in the relationship.
The second reason Ămbar started visiting the Roller more was to personally supervise the last few arrangements for the Day of the Dead party. There were some led light signs that needed to be installed on the walls, spotlights for the ceiling and stuff like that, so Ămbar had to be there to give directions to the handymen responsible for it. Some decorations had to be done by hand too, and while Ămbar could make some of them at home, oftentimes it was more practical to just do them at the Roller.
SimĂłn was happy to see Ămbar more, no matter how briefly. When she first started working on the decorations, he offered to help, but she told him to just worry about his own work, that she got it covered. SimĂłn still helped her bring a table to the rink, one wide enough for her to put all of the materials on top of it and work on her crafts comfortably, and also carried any bags she needed to move from one place to anotherâ There was no way heâd let her do all of that herself when he had a good pair of arms.
On a good day, they walked back home after work together like they used to, Ămbarâs hand in his, her snuggling up to his side to fend off the cold.
âHow do you think the new guys have been adapting to the Roller?â Ămbar asked him conversationally, turning to look at him. âI mean, I asked them, obviously, they said they were fine, but with me being the manager maybe they donât feel as comfortable talking to me as they do with you.â
SimĂłn smiled. People could say whatever they wanted about Ămbar, but she was actually thoughtful, and ever since sheâd become manager of the Roller, sheâd been doing a great job at it. He would already put her leaguesover La Generala.
âTheyâve been doing great,â he replied. âAlex is amazing at rollerskating, which is very lucky because that was the only thing Eric couldnât teach him.â The two laughed at that. âThe rest, heâd been picking it up nicely. Same thing with the girls. They both had experience working at places like this before, so itâs been easy for them to get the hand of making the beverages and working the registerâŚâ
âOh thatâs right, didnât they both work at a coffee shop before this?â It must have been on their resumes, or maybe Ămbar talked about it with them when they met, before she introduced them to everyone. âNot like the same coffee shop but, you know.â
âYeah.â Rae and Cat had told him that too. âActually, I think they bonded over that and theyâre starting to become friends.â
âThatâs good.â Ămbar smiled. She looked to the side. âAs long as they donât get too distracted and do their job, obviously.â
âObviously.â SimĂłn laughed. Yeah, the boss position fit her well. Maybe she wouldnât work at the Roller forever, but he could totally see her leading, with good ideas and consideration. âYou know, I actually worked at a coffee shop too,â he mentioned.
Her eyes focused on him with a curious glint. âReally?â
âYeah, back when I was sixteen. Then I started at Foodger Wheels when I turned 17. Then when Luna turned 16, she joined me at Foodger Wheels, and, well, you know the rest of the story.â
Ămbar leaned her head back a little, looking at him with slightly wide eyes. âWow, I didnât know you worked at Foodger Wheels too,â she said with disbelief. âSo, that means that day it couldâve been you delivering my food instead of Luna?â
âOh.â It was SimĂłnâs turn to be surprised. âI had never thought of thatâ Youâre right.â He huffed out a laugh. âHow crazy.â He looked to the city in front of him, imagining how that couldâve been. âDo you think anything wouldâve turned out different if it had been me instead of Luna?â He asked Ămbar.
âWell, maybe it wouldâve helped to get me into your good graces if you hadnât first known me as the girl who threw your best friend into the pool,â she said.
SimĂłn burst out a laugh. âOh my god, I had forgotten about that.â It seemed like a lifetime ago.
His gaze centered on Ămbar and his heart melted at how far theyâd come since then. He brought their joined hands over her head and wrapped his arm around her in a fluid movement they had done dozens of times.
âMaybe I wouldâve fallen irrevocably in love with you at first sight and never even questioned my friendship with Luna,â he told her, smiling down at her. Â
Ămbarâs lips ticked in that way that meant she was holding back from smiling. âI mean, I am that pretty,â she agreed, making him laugh and place a kiss on her temple. Ămbarâs giggle finally broke free after that. âBut I think just knowing I had a boyfriend you wouldâve forgotten about me,â she said. âToo much of a mess. I canât see you wanting to get in the middle of that.â
Right, back then Ămbar and Matteo had been dating for a while. They were the âit coupleâ of the Roller. If SimĂłn had fallen for Ămbar back then, he surely wouldâve had a very bad time, kind of like Luna did when she was falling for Matteo.
It certainly wasnât a position he wouldâve liked to be in. But Ămbar was wrong in thinking he couldâve just forgotten about her so easily. SimĂłn hadnât been able to do that ever since last year, ever since he first started falling in love with her. He couldnât imagine how heâd manage to do so. Â
âHonestly, Iâm glad you didnât fall for me back then,â Ămbar said, looking to the front. âI would have not treated you right.â
She tried to make it sound funny but he could catch the self-deprecating edge in her voice. Her gaze lowered to her feet. âWell.â Her voice turned shyer. âEven now Iâm not sure if Iâm doing so great.â
Gently, SimĂłn brought them to a stop. âHey.â He squeezed her softly against his side, and when she turned to face him, he smiled at her lovingly. âYou make me very happy. Donât ever doubt that.â
Ămbar looked between his eyes and then her mouth curled into a smile, just as loving. âI love you.â
SimĂłn gave her a short kiss. âI love you too.â
That was the one thing that mattered.
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Another day, another 300 decorations Ămbar had to do.
She left the house that morning with SimĂłn, choosing to work in the Roller that day. She had a box of unfinished flower garlands in her room, but she had many masks and posters at the Roller that she had started to paint and she wanted to finish those first, before anything happened to them and the paint smeared and she had to do them all over again.
If anyone had told her a year ago that sheâd be doing all this craftmanship, ever, Ămbar would have either laughed very loudly or asked what millionaire sum they were paying her because there was no way she would do that otherwise.
As it turned out, some people were worth more than any sum of money, and Ămbar would personally paint hundreds of skull decorations if it meant making SimĂłn happy. In fact, it wasnât so bad. The artistry was rather relaxing if she just focused on the task at hand and didnât think about how many other little trinkets she had to finish before the big day.
Maybe she would have to ask for help after all. Especially considering these were all decorations for a tradition she had never celebrated, meaning she wasnât even sure if she was doing them correctly.
In a moment of distraction, she accidentally bumped one of the paint bottles with her arm, tipping it over and causing its contents to start dripping over the table.
âShit.â
Ămbar hurried to pick up the bottle and place it straight on the table again. She reached for her purse and pulled out the pack of tissues she always carried with her to wipe off the damage. Thankfully, she was quick enough that the paint didnât spread too much, so the decorations were safe and she didnât stain the rink either. The same thing couldnât be said about her fingers though. She hadnât really thought about that in her hurry to protect all her precious hours of work.
The tissues helped with most of it but she couldnât get all of the paint off her skin. Ămbar didnât want to risk staining the decorations with her fingers, so she left the rink and walked toward the dressing room. A make-up remover wipe would definitely do the trick.
It didnât occur to her to knock because she didnât expect anyone to be there when she pulled the door open.
She certainly wasnât expecting to find Delfi and Pedro making out when she did. Â
The couple sprung apart instantly when they heard her come in and whirled around to find Ămbar at the door. They stood there frozen, their backs to the mirrors and their wide eyes fixed on her as growing embarrassment flooded their features.
Ămbar maintained a poker face, staring back in complete silence.
Her eyes centered on Pedro.
âItâs not what it looks like,â he blabbered hastily.
She arched a brow.
âI mean, it is, but itâs notâ Iâmâ I only took a short break, all the tables already have their food, Iâm waitingâ Please donât fire me.â
Pedro, as it seemed, gave up on trying to salvage the situation and just begged.
Ămbar kept her voice and gaze even. âPedro.â
âYes.â
âGet back to work.â
The boy nodded energetically. âYes. Of course, Ămbar. Right away.â
With his head down, Pedro sped out of the room as if his life depended on it. The door closed behind his back and Ămbar and Delfi were left alone. Their eyes found each other, and they kept each otherâs gaze for a long second.
Ămbar couldnât hold it in anymore and burst out laughing. Â
Delfi still looked embarrassed but she started laughing too, catching it from Ămbar, and just like that, all the previous tension totally vanished.
âOh my god, you shouldâve seen your facesâI shouldâve taken a picture!â Ămbar rejoiced. It had been priceless. âI see you two totally made up from your fight,â she said to Delfi, giving her a teasing smirk. âAs a person, I love it, but as the manager of this place, I need to make sure that kissing is the only thing you two have done in here.â Â
Delfi blushed furiously. âOf course! Are you insane? I would never do more right here in public!â
Ămbar laughed at her flustered state and raised her hands placatingly. âOkay, okay, it was just a question.â She let her hands drop. Her smile turned more genuine. âGood for you though. You both seem happy.â
Delfi smiled with that distinctive softness pertaining to being in love. âWe are. Very much.â Then, either for the sake of being polite or maybe to draw attention elsewhere, she brought the topic around to Ămbar. âHow about you? How are things going with SimĂłn?â
Well, we donât secretly make out at the Roller, but we do much worse at the mansion when no oneâs around. Or should I say better?
âMmm, you know how couples sometimes watch TV shows together?â Ămbar said instead of thatâ Too much information. Delfi nodded. âWell, my boyfriend is making me watch all Marvel movies in chronological order,â she shared flatly. There truly was a lot of time for leisure when one got their periodâ Who wouldâve thought?
âHey, at least those are entertaining,â Delfi said. âMy cinema teachers at my university make us watch 3-hour-long, black-and-white films in which nothing happensâ And they swoon like itâs the best thing ever!â She complained with disbelief.Â
Ămbar grimaced. âThat sounds awful.â
âIt is. How I wish I could be staring at Chris Evansâ back instead.â
âOh yeah, nice view,â Ămbar had to agree. âHeâs not my favorite thoughâ Too goody-goody.â
âSays the girl thatâs dating SimĂłn.â
Ămbar gave her a dry look.Â
âIs it Thor then?â Delfi asked curiously. âChris Hemsworth is hot too. Or Antman. Heâs dorky; maybe it reminds you of SimĂłn.â
âWhy does it have to be like SimĂłn?â Ămbar protested, and kept talking before Delfi could make another joke at her expense. âFor your information, my favoriteâs Iron Man. He gets so much shit for beingâ What? Proud? Heâs the smartest man alive and a multimillionaireâ He has reasons to be proud. If I were him, I wouldnât even help those idiots; fend for yourselves.â
âItâs cute the mentor-like relationship he has with Spiderman though,â Delfi said, and immediately started breaking down. âOh my god, when I watched Infinity War, you have no idea how much Iââ
âSsshh! Donât tell me, we havenât gotten to that one yet,â Ămbar stopped her, raising her hands.
Delfiâs brows ticked up. A teasing smile formed on her lips. âAh, so you do like them.â
Ămbar shrugged and focused her attention on pulling some nonexistent lint out from her sweater. âI like that SimĂłn likes them.â
When she looked up, Delfiâs smile had grown into a shit-eating grin.
Feeling a surge of embarrassment, Ămbar straightened her back and hid it behind a scoff.
âWhy am I still talking to you?â She moved toward the mirrors. âI came here to do something much more important, and I have plenty more important things to do. If youâll excuse me.â
Ămbar sat in front of one of the mirrors and rummaged through the drawers until she found a package of makeup remover wipes.
As she pulled one out, she caught Delfiâs reflection on her peripheral vision, staring at her. âYou know, you really are different now,â she commented. Â
Ămbar glanced at her through the mirror before refocusing on wiping her hands. âIs that bad?â
âNo,â Delfi said light-heartedly. âI like this Ămbar better. Less bossy and easier to tease.â
Ămbar sent her a look, but the small curl to her lips betrayed she wasnât entirely mad at this playful dynamic. It felt nice to just have some unserious conversation with someone once in a whileâ other than her boyfriend, obviously.
She had just finished cleaning her fingers when Delfi spoke once more. Â
âJazmĂn told me you apologized to her the other day.â
Ămbar tried not to show her disappointment at losing the levity of the conversation so quickly. Peaceful moments never lasted very long for her. It seemed like something always had to remind her of her old transgressions (or her current ones, which she refused to think about.)
She dropped the used wipe into the trashcan next to her and replied with tranquility. âIt was the right thing to do.â
She couldâve left it at that, but given the opportunity, Ămbar turned around in the chair to look at Delfi directly. âBut Iâm not expecting you two to go back to being my minions or anything, donât worry,â she clarified. âIâm just slowly, little by little, tying up loose ends.â It was all she could do.
She couldnât go back in time and change the things she did. All she could do was apologize, and be better in the future. Before, her concept of âbetterâ only meant succeeding in all aspects of her life, no matter the cost. Now, she understood all the damage she had inflicted, onto others and herself, for thinking that way.
âYeah, I wouldnât like to be your minion again,â Delfi said, with clear disdain forthat idea. No one would want to be in that position, Ămbar thought with some guilt.
A playful expression showed up on Delfiâs face. âBut maaaybe I could be your friend.â
Ămbar had to do a double-take. She stared at Delfi, trying to discern if she was only making a joke, but she looked sincere. Something warm and bright fluttered weakly in Ămbarâs chestâ Hope.
âReally?â
Delfi showed her a small smile. âI think youâve really changed. And, if we ignore all the awful things, we did have some very good moments throughout all those years of friendship. Plus,â she added with that playful lilt again, âIâve noticed that the only people you talk to lately are either SimĂłn, Ramiro, or the rest of the guys that live at your houseâ I think youâre in desperate need of a girl view.â
The fluttering was no longer a tentative thing but the mighty upward flight of a bird through the sky. A smile grew on Ămbarâs lips and she rose from her chair, hesitating only for a moment before going for a hug, and to her utter relief, Delfi hugged her back, just like in the old days, but better.
âThank you,â Ămbar told her over her shoulder, eyes closed to capture this moment, this proof that not all her bridges were burned.
She could hear Delfiâs smile in her voice as she answered. âYouâre welcome, girl.âÂ
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The raucous of many voices talking and laughing all at the same time permeated the locker room as the Roller Team tied up their rollerskates for another training session.
There werenât enough benches in the place, so everyone took turns to put their skates on. SimĂłn had been the first one to enter the lockers, so he gave his spot over to Jim and was then the first to slide out.
He was excited about rollerskating, of course, but the truth was that his main motivation to arrive before everyone else was the dazzling blonde standing on one corner of the rink, surrounded by an assortment of flowers and skull decorations in different colors, almost as vibrant as her, but not quite.
Ămbar heard him roll near, so she spun on her feet, and a smile blossomed on her lips when she saw it was him. SimĂłn felt his heart do a happy dance and thought of how lucky he was to have her, not for the first time. Having the person you love love you back had to be the most magical thing anyone could ever experience. Having said person also throw a party for you just to gift you a little piece of home had to be a bonus not many received, and one SimĂłn was incredibly grateful for.
Sure, their relationship wasnât perfectâ not by a long shot. There were a lot of things that worried him. Things he wished that could be better. But in the quiet moments, SimĂłn was simply in awe of just how in love he was with this girl.
âYouâre kidding,â Ămbar said with a happy sparkle in her eyes. âI was just about to call you, how did you know?â
If he hadnât been already, that wouldâve made SimĂłn smile. âI donât know, I guess weâre connected.â At least Iâd like to think we are.
He pointed down to his skates. âAlso, itâs time for our training session.â
Ămbarâs eyes widened. âOh, is it that time already?â She checked her phone and, upon confirming this, pocketed it quickly. âSorry, time flew by. Before I go, real quickâ I changed my mind.â She looked at him with a slightly chagrined expression. âCould you help me with all of this? Iâm sure you know a hell lot more than I do andââ The rest of the guys started filling the rink right that second. Ămbar looked behind SimĂłn and called out to them. âPlease stay clear of this corner!â She gestured to her table. âIâm working on all this stuff and I wouldnât want them to tear or anything.â
His friends made different sounds of agreement. SimĂłn turned to face Ămbar again. âSure, Iâll help you with the decorations, no problem.â
âThank you,â she said. âIâm just kinda lost with all these skeletons and things.â
âWell, you donât have to fret anymore because the bestMexican boyfriend in the world has at least a million ideas for you,â SimĂłn declared playfully.
Ămbarâs brows ticked up with interest. âReally? A million ideas? Well, I sure have to find him now and get him to help me. You know where I can find him?â
SimĂłn placed one hand on the table behind her and leaned in closer, answering her little smirk with one of his own. âWellâŚâ
Juliana clapped her hands loudly from the middle of the rink. âAlright, alright! Time for practice!â
âYeah, let each other breathe for a moment, you guys!â Matteo yelled at them.Â
SimĂłn pulled away from Ămbar and looked at the other boy. âEnvy is bad for you, Matteo!â
The rest of his friends started to tease Matteo. SimĂłn turned back to his girlfriend with a smile. âSee you at the mansion?â
Ămbar nodded. SimĂłn gave her one quick peck before skating away to join his team with the initial warmups. He watched from afar as Ămbar walked away from the rink.
SimĂłn wished she didnât have to. He missed having Ămbar as his skating partner, the days when she was on the team and they were all friends. He knew that a lot had happened, and Ămbar had only stopped being a Red Shark some time ago, so it wasnât as easy as just inviting her back, but he wished he could. He didnât know how everyone would react if he did though. Heâd like to believe they wouldnât be completely opposed to it, but that wasnât the same as liking the idea, and SimĂłn would hate himself if he put Ămbar through an uncomfortable situation like that. He didnât want there to be a them with her just existingon the sidelines. (Although he understood that it was her who first created that divide.)
In summary, he just had to be patient, as with all things Ămbar-related.
That was fine by him. After all, he was convinced that she was worth it.
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Hours later, after everyone had already had dinner and the oldest went to sleep, SimĂłn found himself with the guys in the storage room. Theyâd been showing Matteo some new songs they had created for the Roller Band, and he even helped them finish some of them, coming up with some brilliant ideas that made SimĂłn and Pedroâs eyes sparkle and their hands play the instruments more enthusiastically.
(SimĂłn refrained, once again, from just asking him if he wanted to be part of the band. While he would love that, Matteo had his solo career dreams, and that was totally okayâ SimĂłn wouldnât want him to accept just out of a sense of comradery for them, or pity, and then regret it later.)
Now, after all of that, it had gotten late (and SimĂłn had some arms to return to), so Pedro had risen from his seat behind the drums, and Matteo and SimĂłn were putting their guitars away, disconnecting cables, and all that stuff.
It was just the usual until Matteo made a joke about how âIf you wanted to, you guys could be a Christian Rock duo and call yourselves âThe Apostlesâ, what with those names youâve gotâ and SimĂłn rolled his eyes.
He was about to point out how âMatteoâ was also an apostleâs name when Pedro jolted suddenly and grabbed Matteoâs shoulder.
âThere! Did you see that? I told you!â Pedro exclaimed, amused, and pointing at SimĂłn for some reason.
Matteo let out a laugh, joining Pedroâs amusement. âOh my god, you were right!â
SimĂłn looked at them a little self-consciously. âWhat? What is it?â
Pedro looked at him with a teasing smile. âĂmbarâs rubbing off on you, man. You roll your eyes just like her now.â  Â
SimĂłn wrinkled his brows, bemused.
âDoesnât everyone roll their eyes sometimes?â Â
âNot like that they donât,â Matteo countered. He pointed at him. âThat is a registered trademark of Ămbar Smith.âÂ
Even though they were making fun of him, the notion made SimĂłn feel all warm inside.
A little laugh escaped his lips. âWell, maybe. I mean, we spend a lot of time together.â
âWe know,â Pedro said dryly.
âYeah, you smell like flowers now, dude,â Matteo said, âI think everyone knows.â
âActually, Iâm surprised Lunaâs dad hasnât told you anything yet,â Pedro said.
âI think heâs pretending not to notice for the sake of his mental health,â Matteo theorized.
SimĂłn frowned a little. He knew he was bound to smell a little like Ămbar when they started sharing bathroom products, but he didnât think it was that noticeableâ He still used his own deodorant and wore cologne some days. He tried bringing his arm up to his nose to see if he could catch a whiff of âflowersâ, as his friends said, on his skin, but of course, it being his own body, he couldnât really smell anything because his nose was used to it.
âMaybe I should start using my own products,â SimĂłn thought out loud. He liked knowing he smelled a little like Ămbar (it felt like they were married, which was silly and insane, of course, therefore that thought only lived in the most profound level of his subconscious) but maybe parading around that they shared the same shower when he was supposed to have his own room wasnât the best idea.
âI mean, considering whatever Ămbar uses is probably more expensive than what you earn in a whole week, yeah, maybe,â Matteo said.
Oh. He⌠hadnât thought about that.Â
âAnyway, we were talking about your new music career,â Matteo continued. âShould I help you two replace all mentions of âgirlsâ in your songs with âJesusâ?â
SimĂłn and Pedro laughed out loud.
âAbsolutely not.â
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Ămbar was about to change into her pajamas and get into bed when she realized she couldnât find her Scotch tape anywhere.
It wasnât like it was a terrible thing. She could easily buy another one. But she liked to be organized, so she decided to go downstairs and check the living room in case sheâd dropped it when she was working on the decorations earlier. If it wasnât there, then sheâd consider it lost and buy another one, because she was sure she still had it at the Roller.
Ămbar walked through the hallways and down the stairs trying to make as little noise as possible in case someone was already sleeping. The lights were off in the living room, but there was enough light coming from the garden lighting outside that it wasnât hard to see. It wasnât enough to find a tiny clear tape on the carpet though, so Ămbar turned on a table lamp, and when that wasnât enough, pulled out her phone and used its flashlight as well.
Finally, she found the little roll of tape underneath the sofa. She must have kicked it under there by mistake earlier. She put it in her pants pocket, and she had just turned off the flashlight on her phone when the device started ringing, startling her a little.
It was the loud sound against the otherwise silent house, the lightning panic of âshoot, Iâm going to wake up someoneâ that reflectively crossed her mind. She wouldâve gotten over it as quickly as it happened if it had been any other number calling her on the phone. But as she read the callerâs ID, Ămbarâs nervousness didnât settle downâ It was heightened. Â
âVanessaâ
Maybe it was the suddenness of itâ That she took her by surprise. Maybe it was her brain urging her to quiet the noise as soon as possible. Maybe it was the mix of curiosity and worry at having her godmother call her at this hour. Maybe, under different circumstances, Ămbar wouldâve thought about it twice before answering the call.
But the fact of the matter was, she did. Â
âHello?â
âĂmbar.â Sharonâs voice came through with its usual mix of impassiveness and undercurrent firmness. âI hope youâve gotten over your little tantrum because I need your help. Itâs important.â
The ball of anxiety grew in Ămbarâs chest, along with confusion. âMy help? With what?â
âI need to get inside the mansion,â Sharon said without preamble. âI can take care of the guards at the entrance, but I need you to make sure that no one crosses my path while I go in and out of my room. Iâll go at night, when itâs less likely someone will see me.â
âWait, wait, wait. Get inside the mansionâ Are you insane?â Her voice almost rose for a moment and Ămbar had to remind herself to keep speaking quietly. If anyone heard her, it would be incredibly badâ But what her godmother was saying was even worse. âWasnât it enough with last time?â She demanded with outrage. âI thought you had understood that itâs not a good ideaâ Youâre going to get caught.â
âNot if I have a good lookout, which is why I need you. Youâre the only one I can trust, Ămbar.â
Ămbar shook her head. That was always Sharonâs techniqueâ Try and pull at Ămbarâs heartstrings when she needed something from her. But Ămbar had done this dance too many times. She knew how it ended.
âNo,â she replied, firmly. âI am not going to help you. Why are you even asking me? Ask Rey or Maggieâthey are your little toy soldiers, donât pull me into your crazy ideas.â I have too much to lose. Â
The mild softness in Sharonâs voice vanished as fast as it had appeared. âRey got me the key for the chest four days ago, but since then, heâs been reluctant to cooperate with me and I canât enter the house without help from the inside, itâs too risky,â she explained with evident frustration. âIt must be Maggieâs influence, no doubt. That woman only causes trouble.â
Good job, Maggie, Ămbar thought with some relief. Â
âOr maybe Rey doesnât want to help you because he knows as well as I do that this is a bad idea,â she emphasized. âWhat even is in that chest that you want it so much?âÂ
âThatâs none of your business,â Sharon retorted immediately. âJust help me get inside to retrieve whatâs mine and I promise that I wonât step on that house again. Not until I have gotten rid of those pests who took it from me in the first place, of course,â she added.
Ămbar closed her eyes. How could she not see? No one took anything from herâ She was the one who alienated herself from her family for trying to hide the truth. Was accepting the reality that Luna was the heir to the Benson fortune so impossible for her that she was willing to destroy everything in order to avoid it? Destroy herself?
âYou need to stop this, godmother.â Ămbar tried to infuse strength into her words but her emotions filtered in, making it sound like begging. âWhat youâre doing is wrong. Not only is it wrong, itâs dangerousâ Iâm worried that something might happen to you. Please stop this before itâs too late.â
âIf it really worried you that much, you would help me,â Sharon said. âThe sooner I get what I want, the sooner all of this will be overâ You know that, Ămbar.â
âThe Valente donât deserve this,â Ămbar said. âTheyâre good people. And if you donât want to think about them, think about Grandpaâ He is your father. He almost had a heart attack the last time something happened, imagine if something terrible happened to himâ Would you really be able to live with that?â
âMy father made his own decisions, including siding with those newcomers who took everything from us, so whatever happens to him will be exclusively his responsibility.â
Ămbar shook her head in disbelief. âYou canât be serious.â Was she really that far gone? Did she not care about anything?
Am I wasting my time? Ămbar thought with sudden, terrifying despair. Is there no way to fix this?
âIâm very serious,â Sharon declared. âSo think very carefully if you want to keep siding with that family.â
Ămbar swallowed a groan of frustration. âYou donât understand, itâs not about sides. I just wantââ
The sound of footsteps coming from behind her made Ămbarâs heart jump to her throat.
Rapidly, she hung up and turned around, trying to not seem too suspicious.
The fist in her chest tightened when she saw it was SimĂłn who had come in through the kitchen doorâ out of all possible peopleâ and, judging by the curious look he was casting her way, he had definitely caught her talking on the phone.
Damn it, damn it, damn it!
âI thought youâd be in bed,â he said. âWhy did you hang up so fast? Who was it?â
Ămbar tried to think through the buzz of panic in her head. âYeah, um, I forgot something down here so I came to find it,â she said. Her mouth felt dry. âI did, so, itâs all good.â
SimĂłn made a noise of understanding but the wrinkle between his brows remained. âAnd the call?â
âNo one,â Ămbar responded instinctively. Fuck, she was so stupidâ of course it couldnât be no one! âI mean, no one as in nothing important, donât mind it,â she tried to dismiss it.
SimĂłn let out a laugh. âIf you really told me you were talking to no one, I would be worried that youâve been stuck inside this house so long it has started to affect you and you hear voices now,â he joked.Â
Ămbar forced a weak laugh out of her in response. âYeah, no, it was⌠Emilia,â she came up with. âShe was just calling to annoy me, so I cut her off. But it was nothing, really.â
The amusement left SimĂłnâs expression and he became serious. âDo you want me to talk to her?â He offered. âIâll talk to her,â he decided before she could speak. âItâs not fair that sheâs harassing you after they kicked you off the team. What does she think sheâs doing?â
Ămbarâs eyes widened slightly. âNonono, leave it, really, I can handle her,â she assured him, trying to seem as unbothered as possible while fear gripped her senses. âItâs not like it bothers me anyway, itâs her time sheâs wasting, not mine.â
âYou sure?â Â
Ămbar nodded immediately, eager to put the topic to rest. SimĂłn, too good to just let it go, walked toward her with a slightly saddened expression and held her hands in his. âWe shouldnât have even invited her to sing with us at the Roller Jam,â he said with some bite. âI know why you suggested it, but if sheâs still bothering you even after you tried to do something nice for her, then sheâs not worth it.â
He was so aggrieved for her sake and it only made Ămbar feel worse. He only wanted her to be treated fairly, kindlyâ He wanted to defend her from what could bring her harm. And in the meantime, what was she doing? Sinking in a sea of lies and drowning others with her in order to maintain them.
Iâm the harm and he doesnât know it.
âI just thought it was fair. And who knows? Maybe she just needs time,â she attempted to defend Emilia in order to salvage her conscience. âBut whateverâ I donât have time to think about Emilia or anything of the sort, it really doesnât matter,â she said fast and dismissively. She squeezed his hands and smiled. âLetâs just go upstairs, okay?â
Ămbar turned off the lamp and they went up to her room hand in hand. The darkness gave her an excuse to not look him in the face. Â
The warmth of SimĂłnâs hand felt suffocating against her own, as if it burned her skinâ holy water on the worst sinner. Ămbar felt disgusting. She didnât deserve this hand.
But she was not going to let it go. She held it tighter. She held him tighter. Â
She was not letting SimĂłn go.
Ever.
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The next morning, Ămbar woke up before him, as she usually did, but SimĂłn convinced her to stay in bed and sleep some more. Theyâd had a long night last night (Ămbar had been inspired, running her hands and mouth all over his body, and he had no desire to say no) but more than that, sheâd been visibly tired lately with all the preparations for the Roller Jam, and she deserved the rest.
âIt wonât kill you to sleep in one day; take the morning off.â
His stubborn girl was still sitting up and rubbing at her eyes, trying to wake up even though she was clearly exhausted. âI canât do that, Iâm supposed to be working.â
âI wonât tell Vidia if you wonât.â
Ămbar gave him a disapproving look and pouted, and she looked absolutely adorable with her disheveled hair and sleepy eyes.
SimĂłn kissed her pout. âSeriously, just sleep two more hours, itâll be okay.â
Ămbar closed her eyes and let her head fall back on the pillow. âMmm, but I like having breakfast with you,â she murmured.
SimĂłn smiled and tucked some hair away from her face. âMe too. So, sleep so that we can do that tomorrow.â
Ămbar hummed again and snuggled under the covers. There might have been an âokayâ there somewhere but it was too muffled and sleepy to tell.
SimĂłn leaned down to drop a kiss on the top of her head before getting up. âI love you.â
âLuv u,â Ămbar mumbled, and by the time SimĂłn walked out of the room, she was out like a light.
The rest of SimĂłnâs morning went on as normal, with him walking to the Roller with Pedro, starting his workday, and supervising the new part-timers while they learned the ropes in the cafeteria.
The first few days of this last activity had felt like double work for SimĂłn and Pedro because they had to train the new girls in addition to keeping up with all their usual duties, so it was a lot. Alex, the new rink assistant, had been easier: He already had rollerskating experience, so all they had to do was show him how the rental system in the lockers worked and teach him about safety precautions in the rink and what to do in case of any accidentsâ stuff like that. Eric, being the full-time rink assistant, took over most of his training, so SimĂłn and Pedro only had to worry about the cafeteria.
âOnlyâ was an understatement, of courseâ It was the hardest part. But by now, Cata and Rae had gotten a pretty good hang of thingsâ SimĂłn hadnât lied when he said to Ămbar that they learned things quicklyâ so he felt way more at ease. Actually, he hadnât felt this relaxed while working since the days when Nico was still with them. Four people worked better than two, after all. He would miss the girls once they started working on their own on the weekends, and he was sure Pedro shared the sentiment, but in exchange for that, theyâd finally get to have their weekends free like the rest of the world, so really, they couldnât complain.
He brought two hamburgers over to table 4 and then there was a small lull in activity as all the customers enjoyed their food and joyful conversation. SimĂłn took the opportunity to go to the lockers and see how Eric and Alex were doing. Just as a friendly visit, mostly, but if he was being honest, he did have another agenda. Â
Heâd been thinking for the past few days how great itâd be if Alex happened to play an instrument and wanted to join the Roller Band. SimĂłn didnât want to get his hopes up, but they could finally be a band again! Alex seemed like a very nice guy from the interactions SimĂłnâd had with him until now, and Eric felt comfortable around him, which said a lot because he was usually nervous around new people, so really, what was there to lose in asking?
Unfortunately, when the three of them got talking and SimĂłn subtly brought the topic up, he came to find out that, while Alex loved music, he had absolutely no ability for it.
SimĂłn hid the disappointment he felt. Of course finding a new member wasnât going to be that easy. Looking at it objectively, it would have been an unbelievable stroke of luck if Alex turned out to be the solution to all their problems. Not because SimĂłn got to the Roller and was a perfect fit for the band meant that everyone who arrived would be as well.
Maybe Eric could join if he werenât so shy, SimĂłn thought.Heâd been great at Nicoâs farewell party. But SimĂłn wasnât going to force him out of his shell just for his own gain.
The idea of the Christian Rock duo was starting to sound appealing.
They were still talking when someone else walked into the room. There was a minimal pause, almost imperceptible, as the three of them glanced to the side to check if it was someone in need of assistance, but it was just Emilia, who walked toward her locker without even looking at them.
Eric and Alex continued talking, but SimĂłn didnât. He stayed staring at Emilia, feeling a spark of anger flare inside of him as he remembered last night.
He simply couldnât understand it. Ămbar was breaking her back organizing an event that everyone could enjoy, that she invited Emilia to participate in as an olive branch, and Emilia repaid that good faith by calling Ămbar just to mess with her? How could anyone be so ungrateful?
SimĂłn couldnât even be sure this was the first time something like this had happened. Ămbar had a tendency of wanting to deal with everything herselfâ The prime example of that being that she told SimĂłn not to worry about it, that she could handle Emiliaâ So who knew how long this had been going on.
Emilia put her skates away and walked out of the lockers as quietly as she had come. SimĂłn tightened his fists. Yes, Ămbar could deal with Emiliaâ SimĂłn had no doubt that she could handle almost anything if she put her mind to it. But it wasnât fair that this was happening, and Ămbar didnât have todeal with everything aloneâ She had him now. And he sure as hell wasnât going to allow something like this to keep happening without doing anything about it.
SimĂłn said a quick bye to the guys and walked out right after her.
In the hallway, he threw a quick look around in search for Benicio, because wherever Emilia was, Benicio was always close by. SimĂłn found him still at the rink, rollerskating by himself. Good. That way he wouldnât have to deal with both at the same time.
Emilia was already crossing the front door by the time he brought his gaze back to her. SimĂłn hurried after her, walked out of the Roller too, and stood in her path, causing her to stop.
âI need to speak with you.â
Emilia blinked, both in surprise and confusion. âWith me? What, is there another event you want me to sing at?â She joked. âIâm very sorry but youâll have to tell me all about it tomorrowâI gotta get to work.â Â
She tried to pass by him but SimĂłn blocked her way.
âNo, itâs not about that. And you know what? If we had known this is what your response would be, we never wouldâve invited you,â he spat her way. âI mean, Ămbar wanted to invite you as a kind gesture, she was trying to put an ending to all the fighting so you could be a part of something nice for once, and this is how you repay her? Calling her up just to annoy her? It isnât enough for you to be so unfriendly to everyone in their presence, you had to bother her during her free time too?â
Emilia wrinkled her face. âWhat are you talking about?â
âLast night, when you called Ămbar on her cellphone to harass her,â SimĂłn stated in no uncertain terms.
Emiliaâs eyes narrowed in a glare. âI havenât called your little girlfriend since she sucked face with you. She became a loser by association.â
âDonât lie, Emilia. Ămbar told me.â
âIâm not lying,â Emilia protested. âHere, you wanna see?â She pulled out her phone and offered it to him. âCheck my phoneâs call history. You wonât find Ămbarâs name anywhere.â
SimĂłn hesitated for a moment. Something inside him rose in alarm, not allowing him to move. He took the phone and tried to quiet it. Emilia was just pretending to be offended, that was all. Â
She unlocked the phone right in front of his eyes, which again unnerved him due to the confidence of the gesture, but he carried on. He just had to prove she was lying. He tapped out of Instagram, the last app sheâd been using, apparently, and went to the home page to find the Phone app. He went to the call history and started scrolling down.Â
He checked the names, the dates on the list, checked again.
Nothing. Ămbarâs name was nowhere to be found.
It must have shown on his face, the way his stomach started coiling into knots, because he heard Emiliaâs annoyed vindication. âSee? I told you. I donât even remember when was the last time I called Ămbar. It should show up there somewhere. Has it been a month maybe?â
She was just thinking out loud, unpreoccupied now that sheâd been proven right. Meanwhile, SimĂłn was struggling to keep his nervous system under control.
It canât be.
It canât be. Â
âYou couldâve deleted it,â he told her, looking up from the treacherous list on that stupid device.
Emilia, arms crossed in front of her chest, seemed unamused by the accusation. âYeah, because I see the future and I knew you were going to want to see it,â she said ironically. She rolled her eyes. âPlease, SimĂłn, donât fool yourself. Ămbar lied to you. And, I mean, why are you even surprised? Itâs Ămbar. Lying is what she does best.â Â
No.
It canât be.
âLook,â Emilia deflated, uncrossing her arms and looking at him with something akin to pity, âfrom one Mexican to another, I think you should stay away from her. Youâre too goody-goody, and Ămbar⌠well, thereâs a reason why we used to be friends.â
A slight tremor was taking over SimĂłnâs limbs. He couldnât even look at Emilia. He couldnât look at anyone.
âNow if you excuse me,â she took her phone from his hands, âIâm gonna go.â Emilia took a couple steps before stopping. âAnd tell your girlfriend that if she wants to do right by me or whatever then she shouldnât go around sullying my name with false accusations.â She walked away. âSee ya, SimĂłn.âÂ
Even after she was long gone, SimĂłn remained unmoving. His heart was beating so hard he could feel it in his ears.
Ămbar lied to me.
Ămbar lied to me.
He tried to slow down his breathing, swallow the pulse in his throat, but the pain in his chest didnât go away. Â Â
This couldnât be. There had to be some explanation. There had to be.
Calm down. He could hardly hear his thoughts through the blaring of his heartbeat. Itâs just a phone call. Itâs not a big deal. This isnât like last year. It isnâtâ
But if itâs not a big deal, then why did sheâ?
SimĂłn breathed in and out, hard.
All around him, his world started crumbling down.
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