t’s so funny that this was recently liked and brought to my attention again. This was in 2019. As of last week, I am once again broke and jobless. My confidence weakened over the years and I didn’t quite realize how bad it was. I need to find this confident woman again, because I lost her. And this is something I NEED. If I continue on the path I somehow ended up on, I’ll be unhappy for the rest of my life. And who needs that?
You know when you finally realize who you’re supposed to be but you’re not quite sure about where to start? For a while I thought my life was at an impasse and I finally broke down. Oddly enough, now that I’m broke and and jobless, I feel more hopeful and positive than I ever had working 76 hours a week making plenty of money to live comfortably. I was UNCOMFORTABLE with being TOO COMFORTABLE. And that’s never been my thing. Now I feel like I have so much confidence in my aspirations that I actually feel like I’m capable of accomplishing everything I’m trying to manifest. Being a slave, you feel like it’s all you’re good for, and all you’ll ever be good for. It’s only when you take the courage to step up and step out that you’ll find you’re meant for something more. And I can feel that. I feel the universe smiling at me for my revelation and now I’m ready to give back, so I can take my place in the world… and do what it is that Was intended for ME. Now GO FORTH AND LIVE YOUR DREAMS. Fuck it. #fuckit #live #dreambig #aspirational #goodmorning #whynot #beYOU #beyourself #beyourownBOSS #beyourownHERO #beyourownMUSE #getmoney #feelinmyselff #begreat #positiveaffirmations #manifestation #coffeeplease #blacklove #blackpower #hippiegirl #vegetarian #yogi #peace #love #happiness #mediate #meditate #namaste
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The existing pool. Water can make an attractive transition between garden and countryside. Here the detailing of the pond is natural, with boulders used to make an informal surround.