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Dragon Age: Inquisition | Random scenery

Happy Dragon Age Day!

(insp)

#dai #dragon age

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"Githyanki are hatched in crèches all throughout Realmspace. K'liir is one of many. It's there I first saw a kith'rak mount a red dragon. Where I slit my cousins' throats at the varsh's command."

#laezel #bg #bg3

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Gold, Blood and Darkness

#and the cycle continues... #i'm ascending him on my current playthrough and i'm looking forward to it (bc ive never done it) #but im also not looking forward to it ya know? #astarion #bg3 #bg

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I do not feel real. The world is going on around me but I am a stranger.

An outsider.

I don't feel real. Not really. I know I am, but sometimes I wonder.

I cannot focus, if this isn't real, what is?

The world runs in circles around accomplishments I have yet to see.

I cannot focus, my body is here but my mind is away.

Thoughts are broken. Fragmented, like a million comma splices.

I feel so alone here. Everyone else seems to feel real, but I feel so odd, like a ghost haunting a body, wondering if someone will notice.

There is no one to tell. No one understands.

How do you explain that nothing feels real? That it all feels like some sort of dream you have to wake up from at some point but never do.

Does the rest of the world exist? Is it all a figment of my half insane mind? How would I know?

I wish I could stop this feeling. Finally feel life finally get everything done I need to.

But... I suppose that's why I'm here anyway. So much to do, enough time. So. Why. Can't. I. Focus?

I have to hide these feelings. No one can know how much of an outsider I truly am.

I told them. They dont care. Don't know what to do. Don't know what's wrong with me.

I wish I knew. But an explanation wouldn't fix me. Nothing truly does.

They're to busy to care anyway. Trying to fix themselves, put a band aid over a crack in a large dam.

How do you ask for help if no one can help you?

I do not feel real. Time is slipping away.

I've done nothing.

I wish I could. But my mind is so fractured, so frazzled nothing seems to process, to matter.

There is so much I must do.... So I suppose I do none of it.

Time goes so slow. But they day is half over.

I wish I felt real.

I wish my life mattered more to me.

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Genuinely, if you got beef with someone on Tumblr and you decide to write a Google doc about it, you need to go outside more. Go make some real friends or something and chill. "go touch grass" posts are stupid but genuinely go touch grass, parks are lovely.

#im convinced a lot of ppl genuinely enjoy the drama. they get some dopamine hits from it or something idk.

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When i say enemies to lovers i do not mean "rude to each other to lovers" I need atleast 2.5 murder attempts

#the first one is just rivals to lovers

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I can draw dozen pictures like that and it will hurt the same each time

PRINT

#bg3 #bg #gale dekarios

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I've seen a lot of fanart of Astarion dressed like this. This is from the BAFTA Games Awards 2024 event where Neil Newbon, his interpreter, wore this costume. 🖤

#astarion #bg3 #bg

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Gold Embroidered and Spangled Velvet Spencer, ca. 1815

via CDMT

#style

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by Yulia Stukalova

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The grand return of Josie !

Prints are avaible here.

#dragon age #dai #josephine montilyet

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Baba Yaga’s Hut by Gabriel Nagypal

#Gabriel Nagypal #art

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I’m such a lover girl (girl who’s yet to experience the love she’s yearned for her whole life)

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I just want passion but it’s like no one wants to be passionate anymore and then life feels so terribly meaningless and i can’t get out of bed

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can’t stop thinking about this interaction i got between karlach and astarion.

transcript:

*door opens*

karlach: oh man! WHIZBANGS!

astarion: keep calm, karlach. one bad flare and you could blow this whole place.

karlach, in a restrained whisper: oh man! whizbangs!

astarion: eh, hm - better

#bg3 #bg #karlach #astarion

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"All autistics have low empathy" - This statement is wrong.

"Autistics having low empathy is a MYTH, we actually have HIGH empathy!" - This statement is ALSO wrong.

Autistics can have low empathy, they can have high empathy, they can have learned empathy. The myth would be that all autistics only experience one end of the empathy spectrum.

In spreading around misinformation that autistics actually have high empathy, you are disregarding the autistics who do have low empathy. And vice versa.