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you know what? that's it

*bi's your sexual

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I'm not dead! Hurray!

Sorry guys, I know it's been a LONG TIME. So much has happened during this accidental tumblr-break;

- I've been working as a librarian and I have loved it so fucking much!

- I moved to a nice apartment

- I have gotten so many plants help I have a problem

- I finally got my first ever tattoo

And some things have stayed the same; I still have awful mental health at times but trying to work on it.

If you remember me don't hesitate to interact or send me a message or anything. I'm more active on instagram so if you want my username there I will gladly give it ^^

Here's the lil guy on my shoulder:

#reblogging myself shhhh

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Non-Binary and Genderfluid Buttons // Minichelle Designs

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Lake-Side Gallery

#comics #art #falseknees

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enterprise! no. enter pride 🏳️‍🌈

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#moomins #midsummer

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I'm not dead! Hurray!

Sorry guys, I know it's been a LONG TIME. So much has happened during this accidental tumblr-break;

- I've been working as a librarian and I have loved it so fucking much!

- I moved to a nice apartment

- I have gotten so many plants help I have a problem

- I finally got my first ever tattoo

And some things have stayed the same; I still have awful mental health at times but trying to work on it.

If you remember me don't hesitate to interact or send me a message or anything. I'm more active on instagram so if you want my username there I will gladly give it ^^

Here's the lil guy on my shoulder:

#sielustaja #siel rambles #blog maintenance #tattoo #hi hellooo #sorry i know this is random #not a promise I will keep on using this any more than I've been #but I know I made really good friends here

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#damn xD

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actually queer people can do all 7 sins this month, not just pride

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#alien 1979

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tomorrow i will get my life together. if i’m not sleepy

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Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

#correct

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do y'all even know how much i hate being an “elder queer” at 40? a whole goddamn generation before me was wiped out by a plague that politicians deemed not their problem bc it was killing the “right” people. like. this was OPENLY STATED. i spent a large chunk of my childhood going to funerals. nevermind the fact that killing queer people for being queer wasn’t codified into law as a hate crime until i was a junior in high school.

i should NOT be an elder queer, i should be middle at most. i am a middle aged queer. most of the elder queers died.

when i was growing up i didn’t go to pride parades, i went to pride marches. because that’s 100% what they were in the 80s and 90s.

from the absolute bottom of my heart, LEARN OUR FUCKING HISTORY. a generation was nearly wiped out so you young queers could be here. don’t let that have been in vain, please.

#queer stuff

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lovechildboudoir

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Applying for jobs is a hell designed specifically to torment autistic people. Here is a well-paying task which you know in your heart and soul if they just gave you a desk and left you alone and allowed you to do it you would sit there and be more focused and enthusiastic and excellent at it than anyone else in the building. However, before they allow you to perform the task, you must pass through 3-4 opaque social crucibles where you must wear uncomfortable clothes and make eye contact while everyone expects you to lie, but not too much (no one is ever clear exactly how much lying is expected, “over” honesty is however penalized). You are being judged almost entirely on how well you understand these very specific and unclear rules that no one has explained. None of this has anything to do with your ability to perform the desired task.