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#oh this is hard…

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love is a battlefield

happy 10 year tested anniversary <3!!!

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@lotr20 | Day 3 ↳ Courage: Aragorn's Speech at the Black Gate

#lotr

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It frustrates me how many people misunderstand my girl

While I’ve definitely seen it more on TikTok and not so much Tumblr it is still quite prominent. All of the “Gambit girls 😜🤞” (Gambit is literally my favorite character but just those new fans who like him because of the crop top) are coming out and saying that Rogue is to be blamed for Gambits feelings being hurt but what they don’t realize is how much both of them were hurting. We see Gambits pretty clearly but guessss Rogues we’re a little harder to catch even though I think it’s pretty obvious

What I feel like a lot of people don’t realize is how much suffering she was going through because of her feelings for Gambit. He would tease her and flirt with her yet for her it was just a constant reminder that she can’t touch him. His whole existence is just a constant reminder of what she can’t do. She thinks that because she can’t touch him she could never make either of them fully happy in a relationship

Plus that makes perfect sense because the closest romantic relationship she has to her are Jean and Scott who constantly love and kiss each other. We see her multiple times in the original just stare at them as they touch, just another reminder of what she can’t have

On top of that her literal first experience with her powers was with a person she had feelings for. She has been obsessing over the ability to touch since she was thirteen years old. People get mad at her for not realizing that she valued her feelings over the ability to touch sooner but that is literally everything she can think about. To her a happy relationship ‘needs’ intimacy so she thought that the only way she could be in a happy relationship was with Erik

That’s why the dance is so important because she finally got that intimacy she has been looking for. She put off the fact that she didn’t have feelings for Erik and thought that she would be alright plus if it means helping Genosha

I mean she’s just weighing out feelings and intimacy and since she’s been idolizing the ability to touch since she has been thirteen years old that’s obviously what she’s going to choose. Then of course she was faced with grave disappointment when that thing she has been searching for her whole life wasn’t enough

I know a lot of the Gambit and Rogue shippers felt relief because she realized she valued feelings over touch but I just can’t get over the amount of disappointment she probably felt in that moment. She finally got what she had been searching for, what she thought would be enough for any relationship, but she still wasn’t happy because she didn’t have feelings for him

I would also like to mention her relationship with Erik before because that is probably the biggest comparison to her of all. She had both feelings (no matter how healthy or unhealthy they were) and intimacy with him so in her head if he didn’t have those struggles that would be the perfect relationship. It’s also likeee the only happy relationship she had had intimacy but that was also only because she thought that a relationship needed intimacy… if that makes sense

Anywaysss I know I kinda rambled off but it’s important to understand how much she has been idolizing the ability to touch someone and how complicated her feelings were after the dance because realized that intimacy is not even good if it’s with someone you don’t love

#xmen #yes this #and i have so many thoughts

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Gambit & Rogue by Carola Borelli

#xmen

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Sorry not sorry. It's basically a disease.

#my poor coworkers have gotten the worst of it #xmen

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Sorry not sorry. It's basically a disease.

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BODY LANGUAGE!!!!

#xmen

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Refugees need your help!

As you all know, I am a big college football fan in addition to all my nerdy stuff. Every year, a bunch of progressively-minded college football blogger and podcaster friends of mine do a big charity drive for New American Pathways, an Atlanta Georgia-based organization that assists refugees in the resettlement process. It's called the "EDSBS Charitibundi Bowl" and the goal is to tag your donation to a particular college team (but let's be real, Michigan wins this every year) and the amount have a particular meaning. If you don't have a favorite college team, might I suggest selecting "Protect Trans Kids University" from the drop-down?

Today is the last weekday of the drive (I don't know if it is going through the weekend), but I encourage you to go check it out!

Thanks!

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Murderbot wrote this.

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damn shame they never had kurt see blaine in the nightbird costume

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Anyone else just think about the fact that there are people just living in Eastern Montana? I know Kansas is often touted as middle-of-nowhere USA. But I really think it’s more like Eastern Montana.

#I should probably go to bed now

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You guys.

You guys.

I am the most socially awkward person ever.

I just am.

*sigh*

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For someone who loves clothes so much, I can't believe you haven't noticed that I'm not in my Warbler outfit.

pose ref: (x)

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My glass is empty! That sucks!