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it is once again the summer and i am back to spam your tl with content thanks to the stevetony games 😋😋

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Just in case there was any lingering doubt-

Steve Rogers did love Tony Stark.

Tony’s death did change Steve, and made him re-evaluate his entire life.

Steve did choose to live in Tony’s honour, and in his memory.

In every universe-

He loved you. He loved you, and he admired you. Even when you fought.

#my heart did a skip a beat seize in feelings thing #stevetony

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i hope every assignment. dies

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have a stevetony meme. as a treat.

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I love them in every universe

#stevetony

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wanted to do a patreon for more smut stuff, including stony, what do you think?

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ROBERT DOWNEY JR. IRON MAN 2 - dir. Jon Favreau

#tony stark

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bruce "everything i have learned about tony and steve was against my will" banner

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Tony calling Steve in Endgame:

Liar

Cap

Buddy

Mr. Rogers

Buddy

Steve

Buddy

That’s my man

#stevetony

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rb this and tell me what ur accent is. this has no purpose except the fact i just realized i could have like... mutuals with cockney accents or newfoundland accents or something and thats just wild

#erm mine is just like an attempt at imitating a general american accent #with a slight cantonese accent in it

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i love it when you read multiple works from a writer and you start being able to pick out the things that stick with them. like the themes they keep thinking about, that can’t be satisfied with just one poem or novel or story. or the motifs they like to reuse and recycle throughout their works like an extradiagetic thread. it’s like drawing a map through a writer’s collection of all the things that keep them up at night

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the avengers learning about the term 'comfort person' on a late night show and while everyone's talking over each other and asking clarifying questions tony just goes "steve!"

silence befalls the studio except for that one guy who always whoops

and tony starts pseudo-confidently backpedaling/rambling: "hes just always there when i- when we need him, i look to him on the field, hes a steadfast and trustworthy person, what you see is what you get and if ive got him in my corner then i know im doing the right thing, and not just me, the whole team, maybe even the whole world turns to him for comfort which is what we're talking about here right?"

steve is staring at him and the avengers are watching him dig himself deeper into this hole and finally the talk show host has an opening to take mercy on him and move the conversation forwards and this part is probably gonna get cut out

and then after theyre done filming tony's kicking himself in the face in the dressing room and steve comes in and asks "did you mean it?" and tony sighs because what the hell good is lying gonna do for him now and says yes and then steve presses him up against the wall and kisses him

and when they pull off each other steve smiles at him all shy and blushy like he didnt just kiss tony within an inch of his life and says "you're my comfort person too"

#stevetony

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the color of his eyes

word count: 513 | stevetony, angst, post-endgame

It all looks wrong.

The shape of his face, the slope of his nose, the curve of his smile.

They don’t translate that well to the canvas in front of him, and it is just as haunting as the man he sees when he closes his eyes and dreams.

He tries to picture him, but every time he puts pencil to paper, every time he attempts to capture the image projected in his subconscious, he can never get it right. His battle-worn hands betray him and his eidetic memory, putting to paper an image that could barely pass for a basic facsimile of the real thing.

Perhaps, it is his mind telling him to give it rest. To let go of his past and move on. But he can’t. Not when there is still guilt and longing gnawing at his very being with every passing day.

He becomes mad.

He is borderline obsessed with the need to paint him, to relive the glory days and create some tangible evidence of his love for Tony through art, but this obsession soon becomes his downfall. He tries again and again, until his worst fears begin to come true.

It had been so long since he had the chance to look at himself in the mirror. Fine lines now mar the once-smooth skin of his face. The years following the death of the Avengers’ heart now catching up to him. He briefly touches the divot between his brows, which he knows only grows deeper with every frown and furrow of concentration, and his hand shakes with a slight tremble that strikes a sense of resignation into his lonely heart. He is not the same man he once was. He doesn’t imagine that he would be that same man ever again.

He hides away from his own image, tenses his hand into a fist to stop its shaking. He closes his eyes, and the man in his dreams remains unchanging.

Although, not for long. Even that seems to change.

The first thing to go is the color of his eyes.

From all the seconds, minutes, hours staring into his eyes - through friendship, love, and regrettably, turmoil - he swore he would never forget them. But the warm shade of his eyes fades into a color of mourning. He sees his face in his dreams, and it is the color of a mourning dove that takes over the shade of… of…

The image of his Tony is his mind is incomplete, and he cries for the first time in years.

He is afraid to close his eyes now. He is afraid to dream. The man he sees behind his eyelids is an imposter. A lie his subconscious created to soothe the aches in his heart and in his mind. He thinks he can learn to believe this lie, and he does - but only for a short while. He knows that this image he sees will never be the true image of the man he fell in love with.

The color of his eyes is wrong. So completely and utterly wrong.

#stevetony

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what do you guys have as desktop background? I always find the basic ones too boring and the pretty art too distracting

#i have edan’s hands with bulgari rings on his fingers while he plays the piano lmfaoo

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Cap’s shield as the arc reactor?? Sign me up

#stevetony

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thank you for the tag!

favorite color: blue! every instagram account i’ve ever created has a blue theme, my utensils at home are blue (my chopsticks, my spoon, my fork, my bowl), my toothbrush is blue, my water bottle is blue, my room is blue, i’m known as blue in another fandom… yeah.

currently reading: nothing. sadly, i don’t read much these days, but i have “the alchemist” in my bag right now. maybe i’ll finally open a book during my coming staycation lol.

last song: e先生連環不幸事件 by edan (i know it’s not an english song, but it’s definitely worth a listen!)

last series: spy x family i think

last movie: disney descendants 3

sweet/savory/spicy: sweet. i have SUCH a sweet tooth. last week i went to the dentist’s to get two rotten teeth filled and the dentist told me i had three HSKSH (and now i have a total of four rotten teeth not even a quarter into my life). i swear i do brush my teeth thoroughly every day. anyway, and then the dentist asked me whether i liked eating sweet things, so yeah, i do.

currently working on: nothing in particular! i am writing a stevetony fic, but it’s the kind that will probably never see the light of day because it’s chaptered and i have never finished a chaptered fic in my life.

tags (i don’t have nine soo let’s go with three): @arabellamonkey @jules-of-the-crown @oluka

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Fav colour: basically all neon colours but If I had to choose, Electric Purple and Acid Green 👀💜💚 I use them everywhere

Currently reading: a shit ton of DinLuke fics, my phone is full of ao3 tabs. I’m also reading The Gods Themselves by Asimov, I like imagining sci-fi environnements

Last song: Running Up That Hill (a Deal with God) -Kate Bush , I’m always listening 80’s music

Last series: Prehistoric Planet 🦖🦕

Last movie: Jurassic World: Dominion (more dinosaurs💚)

Sweet/savory/spicy: All 😂 Candies here have them all together sweet-spicy-salty-sour, but my fave is sour

Currently working on: more drawings than my human capacity can do 😂

Dinluke nsfw sketches

Scene thumbnails from a Willing Vessel (I can’t decide which composition I like the most to do a full artwork, damn it)

A dinluke comic

A Syd Mead art study, I wanna recreate it as a dinluke fic scene 👀

More sci fi illustrations for personal portfolio

And lot more 😵‍💫

Tagging some binches:

@aureutr @malakia215 @veradragonjedi @surfing-on-a-soundwave @lovey-dovey-and-sad @thecosmicmushroom @stupidfatpenguin @smokingthemoutbasement @iamscoby @ebonybow @its-kinda-snowy @lizirinzs

#mention

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time for some free brushes baybey 2: electric boogalooヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪ 

same post with a slightly different description is going around because these were free for 2 years, stopped, and now i’m making them free for some time again. life sucks but your drawing experience doesn’t have to ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)σ

all my brushes  ✨on my gumroad ✨ are pay what you want so those who can’t afford it can grab them and create stuff and things

includes:

skin brushes

blending brushes

pores, freckles, skin details

sketching, general painting

sadly there’s no pictures of dogs :(

most of them go for $4+ so there’s easily way more than $10+ worth of brushes in there. they’re for photoshop but can be imported and work into procreate too

enjoy *✲ﾟ*｡✧٩(･ิᴗ･ิ๑)۶*✲ﾟ*｡✧

#wow 🥹 #save