sup-i-want-to-die

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I’m sorry I ran away, I’m wondering how I’m going to survive the rest of my life

#mental illness #depression #just depression things #depressed #depressing quotes #depression quotes #tw depressing thoughts

[sup-i-want-to-die]

"I hate how casual the dark thoughts are lately. It's like I've been depressed for so long that my brain thinks it's normal to get me thinking about dying and my own funeral. "

— notes from the depressed girl

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I miss my brother. But he’s too far away now

[sup-i-want-to-die]

Someone tell me what the fuck I am doing wrong because I am trying so hard and I am still in so much pain

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I’ve been screaming for days but no one can hear me. No one ever does

#mental illness #depression #depressiontextposts #depressed #screaming

[sup-i-want-to-die]

not going to lie guys i don’t think being employed is for me

[sup-i-want-to-die]

it's hilarious being self aware. i'm watching a clown performance, for real.

[sup-i-want-to-die]

In an attempt to find who I am I’ve completely lost myself

[sup-i-want-to-die]

Time to self destruct productively

#depression #boderline personality disorder #bpd #depression texts #mental illness #depressiontextposts #insane #thinspo #starving

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I hate it here...

I just want to go away. Far away. Forever...

[sup-i-want-to-die]

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I get to the point where nothing and nobody matters to me and I’m like can I just not do this?? Like I’m...tired?

[sup-i-want-to-die]

“I just want to do something that matters. Or be something that matters. I just want to matter.”

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[sup-i-want-to-die]

Lucky I’m crying on the floor of a library bathroom instead of at home because damn fantasising about razors rn

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I’m constantly walking the line between self-care and self-destruction

Its not always easy to tell the difference

#bpd #boderline personality disorder #mental illness #depression texts #depressiontextposts #insane #depresion

[sup-i-want-to-die]

There’s a big black hole where my heart used to be 

#depression #Suicide #depressed #depression quotes #anxiety #bpd #boderline personality disorder

[sup-i-want-to-die]

Just know that even if I’ve smiled or laughed today I’m still wishing I was dead

#mental illness #bpd #depression #depressed #anxiety #sad #mentally ill #boderline #boderline personality disorder