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wonwoonlight · 3 years

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📣: husband!Shua // pregnant!YN // somewhat cont. of this // not rly angsty tho more like ~comfort~ // 900~ words

A/N: HAPPY COMEBACK DAY GUYSSS!! i contemplated on posting this today or not but i kinda feel bad for not posting for a few days bc i was sick so here i am now T-T take care of urself guys, being sick sucks 😭😭 thank you for the request, anon! hope you'll enjoy this and this kinda ends the same way as the drabble from before haha

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When Joshua’s phone pings with notification from Seungcheol, he’d never imagine the guy is calling him from the hospital.

He’s just been at the studio, working at something with Jihoon and Hansol when the leader has called. Joshua knows you’re over their house because he’s dropped you off there earlier and is supposed to pick you up again later.

You’ve told him Sooji has been wanting to play with Seungcheol’s daughter, and, with you being pregnant and all, you decide it’d be better to come over to their house. Joshua has been a little worried, because your pregnancy hasn’t been easy but he also knows you’ve been staying at home for too much for the very same reason. He figures you probably want a little change of environment even though it’s just a few hours in Seungcheol’s house.

Seungcheol has told him to let someone drive him, already knowing he’d be either too worried to drive or drive too fast and end up on the hospital himself. He knows it won’t matter even if he’s said you’re stable and everything’s okay. Joshua talks a lot about how hard pregnancy has always been to you and Seungcheol knows more than anyone how worried the guy is, and for good reasons too.

When he’s arrived, you’re alone in the room with Seungcheol.

“Sooji’s with my wife and the kids at home,” Seungcheol says before he even asks, and then makes his way to the door as he pats Joshua comfortingly. “Tell me if you want me to bring her here, okay? Or she can sleep over with us tonight.”

Joshua barely even manages to nod, too worried as he finds your eyes and see your guilty smile from the bed. Once Seungcheol closes the door behind him, Joshua is already by your side, one of his hands holding yours and the other caressing your head.

“You’re okay?” he asks even though Seungcheol has briefed him over the phone. Tears pool your eyes the moment Joshua comes closer, suddenly feeling even more guilty for putting you and your baby in danger. “You’re really okay?”

You nod shakily with tears-stinging-eyes, unknowingly rubbing your belly where your unborn child is in. “Yeah, I… I kind of missed a step, I’m sorry. I’m really, really sorry.”

He shakes his head and drops a long kiss on your forehead before sitting down on the chair near your bed, his hand never leaving yours.

“No need to say sorry, baby,” he says gently as you finally burst into tears. Joshua doesn’t say anything, simply wipes your tears with his hand and lets you cry it out. “It’s not your fault, understand? It’s an accident and both of you are okay. That’s the only thing that matters.”

You want to agree, want to nod and say okay, but it’s hard when you have somehow endangered your baby’s life by being careless. The fear is still fresh in your mind, you can even still hear Seungcheol’s worried scream as you missed the last step of his stairs; a second late and you’re pretty sure he wouldn’t have been able to catch you and you’d hate to think what would happen to your baby if that had happened.

“I know you’re blaming yourself still,” his soft voice whispers to you, and you can tell Joshua himself is trying his best not to cry for you even though he’s worried out of his mind. The fingers that are holding yours tighten before he continues. “But please know no one is blaming you, okay? I’m not blaming you. You’re fine, the baby’s fine, that’s all that matters.”

You continue to cry, and Joshua patiently wipes every single tear that come out of your eyes, whispering how much he loves you and the baby, how it’s okay for you to cry now, and how you’re okay and so is the baby.

Eventually, Joshua ends up carefully climbing up to the bed (that’s surprisingly big enough for two people) to calm you down. He gently pulls you towards him, hand patting your back in a rhythm that comforts you down like you usually would do to Sooji when she wouldn’t stop crying.

“You believe me, right?” he whispers against your hair once you’ve calmed down, his hand that was on your back is now on top of yours, waiting for your baby to move even a little so you’ll know for sure the baby is really okay.

You give him a nod, tears have reduced down to sniffles.

“Then please stop blaming yourself, okay? I mean it when I say no one is blaming you.” he says gently, pulling back a little so he can look into your eyes. “You’ll stress yourself out and we know that won’t do you or the baby any good, right? It’s an accident, baby, no one could’ve known it would happen. Thankfully it’s just a small one and you’re okay. That’s the only thing you should remember, okay?”

Out of the many things that you love about Joshua, his ability to calm you down is probably somewhere on top of the list. You’re not sure if it’s his words or just the way he says them, or if it’s the way his hand would either strokes your back or waves through your hair.

Or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s Hong Jisoo, the person you love most and loves you just as much if not more.

“See?” He says as your baby suddenly kicks, looking down to your belly and promptly places his hand there. “Even our baby agrees.”

So you put yourself together and nod, more to yourself than to him. Forgiving one own’s self is never easy, even more when you’re already convinced you’re wrong. But if there’s anyone who’s able to break through the wall of your harsh self judgement, it’s Joshua.

And he’s here.

And everything will be okay.

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