24/100 — Feb 26, 2020
Sometimes I feel like people think I’m crazy when I tell them I cannot hang out because I need to study. The thing is that my college is especially hard because every single assignment is graded and we really can’t miss a single day of school without receiving a 0. If any of you are familiar with the PBL method, you’ll get what I’m saying.
So, yeah. I prioritize. My priorities are 1) med school and 2) ballet. Everything else I’ll do when I have time, if I can. And people don’t get it. I don’t wake up at 4h30 am because it’s fun. I just really want to have good grades. And fuck, I want to read and only talk to the people who really are my frinds and I want to learn languages and listen to Lana Del Rey and classical music all day lying on my wood floor. But not if I need to sacrifice my grades or ballet. I can’t. And people!!!! Don’t!!!! Get it!!!!
Sorry about my little rant. I just really needed to get it out of my chest. Today I:
- studied heart physiology again, always good to remember
- organized my planner
- made some notes on my Green Notebook