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#I Hate You I Love You
mynameis-a · 1 year
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every time i tell myself that i hate sampo, i find another reason to love him
case in point, he's literally doing the :3 face
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aspiringtrashpanda · 5 months
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More Than Meets The Eye
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"Can I ask you a question?”  Panic lanced through your body. Oh, you were so close to the door. If only you had moved a little faster! You could have sent Nami in to distract Sanji and retrieve your coffee and everything would have been fine.    But no. He had you trapped. And you just knew he was about to cut straight to the truth you’d been trying to shove down for 2 and a half years.  “Listen...” He looked so fragile, so vulnerable. His voice rose over the drip, drip, drip of the coffee machine. “Have I offended you? I get the feeling you don’t like me very much.”  And wasn’t that a loaded question? 
Giving in to my shameful love for Sanji. Read the fic HERE.
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bonky-n-steeb · 2 years
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I hate you, I love you
summary || Bucky hates you,.. but does he?
warnings || enemies to lovers. SMUT — dom!bucky, dom/sub dynamics, creampie, bucky’s vibrating fingers, choking, spanking. dirty talk, degradation, praise kink. petname (princess). PWP — MINORS DNI 🔞 if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
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based on this ask :))
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“Hey there handsome!” Bucky sucked in a breath the moment he heard your saccharine voice. He clenched his fists before turning around to face you. As expected, you had that smug smile on your face that he wanted to kiss away. no, wait, he meant wipe away. Yeah, he definitely didn’t want to kiss you, right?
“What are you doing here?” He asked through clenched teeth. You just pouted and shrugged nonchalantly. “I thought by now you would know that I’m here for the same reason as you.” You winked at him. Bucky was tired of your smart mouth, and he knew more than one ways to shut you up.
“Yeah right. You love getting on my nerves don’t you?” Bucky snarled back. You giggled and Bucky wondered how you managed to be so damn shameless. “No matter what you think, but the world doesn’t revolve around you buckaroo. I have some bad guys to catch, that’s why I’m here.”
Bucky had enough. It was as if something had snapped inside of him and he couldn’t hold back the beast anymore. He had tried to control himself for so long, but not anymore. In the blink of an eye, he had you pinned against the dilapidated walls of the old warehouse.
Your chest heaved as you panted and he was having a hard time holding himself back. The thread of his patience was wearing thin with every passing second. There was just something about you that made him lose control and go berserk.
Your eyes widened for a fraction of second, before your lips stretched into a smile. All this time, you were giving him hints of how badly you wanted him to fuck you, and this idiot never got them until now. And now that finally you were getting what you had craved for so long, you were happier than ever.
“Where is the broker?” Bucky has actually come here in the search of the power broker and had instead come across you. “If I knew where the broker was, I wouldn’t be dallying around in this filthy warehouse. The tip was fake, the broker never came here.”
“And how do you know about the tip?” Bucky narrowed his eyes. “I have my informers.” You replied with a little shrug of your shoulders. Your calm attitude didn’t sit right with Bucky — he wanted you to burn the same way he did.
You gasped when Bucky’s cool metal fingers curled around your neck. It was an unexpected move, but it made you wet nonetheless. Bucky relished in the way your eyes widened a little. “You know that all I have to do is squeeze, right?” He whispered in your ear.
Bucky’s sudden commanding presence was turning you on more than ever. His hot breath was falling over your cheeks as you stared up in his crystalline blue eyes. Even in the dimly lit room, Bucky’s face looked prettier than ever. Your eyes traced down to his shapely lips and you couldn’t stop yourself from kissing him.
Bucky was spellbound and it took him a moment to process that you were kissing him, but once he came back on track, he didn’t hold back. He held you by your neck as he passionately kissed you. Your fingers curled in his blue jacket as you finally got the fix you so badly craved.
His kiss was bruising and overwhelming. His teeth nipped at your lips and his tongue soothed the burn. You thought you’d only ever read about such kisses in books, but for the first time, you were actually experiencing it. You actually whined when he pulled back, and this time, he smirked.
“Didn’t know you would turn into a pathetic mess with just one kiss.” His cruel words were arousing you even more. His lips were swollen and wet and you wanted to kiss him again. Instead, you pushed his head back by his short locks and began sucking little marks on his neck.
His grip over your throat suddenly returned and he pushed you back. He was quick to flip you over such that you faced the wall. He pressed his body to your back and pushed down your pants. “Now I have to fuck the brat out of you.”
His sentence was final like a law itself. You let out a surprised squeal when you felt his metal arm crack down hard on your ass. You were sure it was going to leave behind bruises, and you loved it. He spanked your other ass cheek too and a little ohmygod left your mouth.
“See, all you need is a little disciple and you start to behave. If you had been a good girl from the start, we wouldn’t have to see this day. But well..” Bucky managed to sound disappointed. He spread your legs and you heard the telltale sound of zipper and gulped with anticipation.
“Are you gonna be a good girl for me?” He murmured in your ear. You whimpered when he pressed his bulbous head to your sopping folds. He rubbed his head throughout the length of your pussy, getting it wet, before tapping on your swollen clit.
“Yes…”
Your voice was more of a moan as he entered you. You placed your hands on the walls as he pushed his length into you. He was thick and just his head was stretching you to your limit. He pulled back and pushed again until you took a little more.
Just when you guessed he had entered you completely, he thrusted harder and your eyes rolled back into your head as you realised he was longer than you’d expected. “Oh my god, Bucky!” You squealed when you finally felt his pelvis pressed against your ass.
“What? You haven’t taken a man’s cock before? Don’t worry, I’ll show you how a real soldier fucks.” His words were making you melt into a puddle of shame and arousal. His fingers were digging into the softness of your hips as he began fucking into you, hard.
His thrusts were relentless and animalistic, it felt as if he wanted to ruin you to your basest instincts and build you back up. You cried out when he went deeper as you pushed your hips back. He was ravenous, and you were going to make sure he was fed.
“What happened princess? Is it too much?” Bucky asked condescendingly when you cried out his name. The fact that he was fucking you within an inch of your life in an old warehouse and at the same time, calling you princess made your nerves light up.
It was indeed too much, yet you needed more. You snaked your hand below to rub your throbbing clit but Bucky caught it before you could bring yourself some relief. “Bucky please!” You pleaded. “Please what princess? I can’t hear you?”
In other circumstances, you would’ve hit him for all this patronising. But right now, you were loving the way he was putting you down. His actions and word were giving you a whiplash and all of it was making your knees week. He was showing you the pleasures of the heaven while dragging you down to hell.
He slowed down his hips and moved agonisingly slow when you didn’t reply. “I said I can’t hear you princess. You better not keep me waiting.” A shiver ran down your spine at his dark chuckle. “Buc…” you tried speaking but instead moaned out when he pushed into you painfully slow such that you felt each vein on his cock.
“Bucky please. Touch me.” You finally breathed out. “But I am touching you princess.” He squeezed your tummy for emphasis. You weren’t usually shy at all, but this whole situation was making you flustered. “Touch me… there.”
“Where princess?” Bucky sounded so clueless, you wanted to smack him. “Touch my pussy. Please!” That seemed to be the right answer as his metal fingers descended on your cunt. His cool fingers seemed to soothe your heated folds.
But you screamed out when the tips of his fingers started vibrating. “Bucky…!” You squealed when he pressed his vibrating fingers to your needy nub. “Isn’t this what you begged for? Now I am touching your needy little clit, ain’t I? Or do you need something more princess?” Bucky’s pace was still slow but his fingers were making you dizzy.
“Bucky… just..” your sentence was against cut short as your legs trembled. “I’m listening.” Bucky replied sarcastically. Your entire body was sweaty and your palms were clammy, and if it weren’t for Bucky pressing against you, you would’ve fallen down. In short, you were a mess.
“Fuck me harder Bucky!” You finally squealed out loud. “Now that’s my girl.” That was all you heard before Bucky resumed his fast pace. Your held on to the scraping wallpaper for your dear life as Bucky pounded into you.
“Yeah! Fucking take it! You begged for it like a naughty girl and now you’ll take it like one. Is this what you expected?” He was constantly spewing filth in your ear while you felt yourself getting close. “Look at how my cock is fucking splitting you. You’re so warm and soft, I don’t ever wanna fucking leave you.”
His hard thrusts and dirty words and vibrating fingers made your body sizzle as they combined into a whirlwind of pleasure and you couldn’t hold yourself back anymore. You pressed your face to the walls as you came in shocking bursts.
“I can feel you clenching around me - yeah, just like that. Squeeze me well princess. Don’t you fucking waste a single drop.” You soon felt Bucky come deep inside you and that added sensation only prolonged your orgasm.
You both sagged down as you twitched from aftershocks. Bucky held you on his lap as you panted wildly. You could feel his spend leaking out of you as Bucky pulled out. His fingers dipped back into your cunt and you convulsed on his lap. “Now that’s one well fucked pussy.” He murmured into your ear.
“You owe me $50!” You both jerked when you heard Bucky’s intercom roar to life. Your face burned with embarrassment when you realised that Bucky hadn’t shut off his comms. “What the fuck Bucky!” Even Bucky was shocked and looked genuinely guilty. “I’m sorry.” He looked at you apologetically.
“Don’t be sorry Bucky. You just earned me 50 dollars.” Sam chimed in. “I wasn’t talking to you idiot. And why did you listen? Also who is going to pay you that money?” Bucky barked through the comms. “Joaquin!” Sam looked giddy.
“Okay okay fine! You win!” Joaquin sounded disappointed. “What even was the bet?” You asked pulling Bucky’s comms close. “I said you’d go at it like rabbits on a mission and our boy here believed you’d be a bit more civil. Anyway, I win, as usual.”
“I’m going to fucking kill you two!“ Bucky cursed before crushing the small device. A moment passed as you just sat together before you spoke up. “Did you mean it?“ Bucky looked a bit shocked at your question, “Umm, no. Like they are my friend and I wouldn’t ever harm…”
“No Bucky. Not that!” He seemed even more confused when you objected him. “Did you mean it when you said you didn’t wanna leave me?” Suddenly realisation struck Bucky and he smiled. He pressed his forehead to yours as he said, “Yeah. Now you’re mine. And I’m never gonna leave you princess.”
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cvbullshit · 8 months
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ONESIDED BITTERGIGGLE X TOADSTER IS LIVING IN MY HEAD, RENT FREE SEND HELPPPPP
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xoxolll · 3 months
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I want to hate Colin bc the last scene of s2 but I'm this.
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vvyvernicus · 5 months
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Why do I... feel this way? About my enemy?!
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juneviews · 2 years
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Could you give me some recommendations of whatever has Nadao Bangkok produced? sounds like it was a good studio :(
I definitely can! nadao has produced a lot if not MOST of my favorite thai dramas, so that's why I'm fucking heartbroken over this, they also put a lot more budget into their series so it was really quality over quantity for them, which is very rare for thai production companies :((( I made a full video on the company here!
I told sunset about you
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so I scream about this show all the time bc I truly consider it the one & only perfect bl show ever produced. in terms of production, execution & writing, this one is simply above every other show, it's so tightly run & well-made you sometimes ask yourself how they did it. the visuals are insanely gorgeous, the acting performances some of the best I've ever seen in a thai drama, the characters are super endearing, the relationship is beautiful & the queer rep??? was so important! (don’t watch the sequel though)
project s: skate our souls
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another 10/10 show for me, bc it legitimately changed my life. this show is just as gorgeous aesthetically, well-written, incredibly acted, it tackles the topic of depression in a raw & imperfect way like I have personally never seen before, it has the topic of found family which will forever be my fave... this show is everything to me. it's like one of my favorite things ever. I couldn't recommend it more!
project s: side by side
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once again, what characterized nadao was the insane quality of their shows, and this one is not an exception either. again it tackles the topic of mental illness that’s not very represented, it has SUCH a compelling world-building like the two previous shows as well, the acting performance is also one of the very best I’ve seen, the characters are all so precious, and this is just... A FUCKING GOOD SHOW!
in family we trust
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so in family we trust is my favorite lakorn (thai soap operas that have between 12 & 30 eps, air 2 to 3 times a week and are generally geared towards an older thai audience), probably bc it doesn’t do basically anything like a lakorn lol. it’s very well shot, has a very suspensful & entertaining story, the acting performances are all great as always... and it just goes further than any other lakorn I’ve seen. it’s just really, really good, and you will absolutely hold your breath if you watch this one!
great men academy
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this show was all the rage back in 2019, and for good reasons! once again, nadao said BUDGET & created an entire new world for this show! the story is very cute & entertaining while still having deeper storylines, the acting is great, the characters are adorable especially tangmo the pansexual icon, the chemistry amazing & this is just SUCH a good time! I don’t think you can watch this show & dislike it :)
I hate you, I love you
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my favorite thing about nadao is that they really make amazing shorter series, and this is one of them! this is a murder mystery with priviledged teens who all betray each other, and it’s very well executed! for me it’s such an underrated thai drama that everyone should watch bc it practically watches itself with how entertaining it is!
blackout
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a more recent series that deals with VERY heavy topics, but is truly done so expertly I was blown away. it’s a vertical show which really gives it a video game & escape game vibe, the shots are all GORGEOUS, the sound & set design are absolutely the best I’ve ever seen if I’m honest, the acting is great, and it’s again a very short & entertaining show that leaves a lot to think about. it’s not for the faint of the heart, but I’d really recommend it bc it’s so underrated & deserved so much better!
hormones
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and finally, the first nadao show ever & one of its most iconic, hormones. hormones is for me THE classic teen thai drama that you need to watch alongside love sick & grean house, and it was an absolutely groundbreaking drama for the time, that launched the careers of most of its actors who are still thriving today! but apart its historic side, this is a genuinely groundbreaking show with queer characters (and not only men for once!), female characters that finally get the spotlight, sexual content, etc. that tackles a lot of important topics, all of that wrapped in a very endearing execution. this is definitely a show that every thai drama fan should watch!
xxx
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the--blackdahlia · 1 year
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For @pepperstreak. I'm very sorry about this.
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zhaozi · 10 months
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oab oabnithi via winchattra
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Your security is not in the fact that after you said “I love you”, I said it back. We already knew those words from my mouth to be true. You’re issue is that you said it to make sure I said it back. I said it disgusted by the immensity in which you will never feel the same about me.
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literaturelara · 2 years
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It’s strange, isn’t it? How your heart burns and burns and suddenly turns into ice.
—The trauma of heart 
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I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee Or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat Still got sand in my sweaters From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you Friends can break your heart too And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit I type a text but then I 'nevermind' that shit I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh, oh Keep it on the low You're still in love with me but your friends don't know If you wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone I guess this is moving on Everyone I do right does me wrong So every lonely night I sing this song
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I love The Dazzlings but I also want to punch all of them in both eyes
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bonky-n-steeb · 2 years
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Hello! May I request a bucky x reader smut fic where they have a batman x catwoman dynamic. Like TFATWS Bucky is trying to do good be the hero and stuff and though reader isn't evil or even necessarily Bad they are the mischievous anti-hero type and love to mess with him and get him riled up and mess up his missions for fun just to get a rise out of him and eventually he's just like the age old "Now I have to f*ck the brat out of you" which leads to angry h0rny frenemies smut
I know I’m super late, but I’m currently writing this :))
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"Maybe sometimes the world doesn't need another hero. Maybe sometimes what it needs is a monster who will get things done."
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tnimreaps · 2 years
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istfg i’m gonna be unalive by the time the finale airs 👀😭❤️☠️
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