#I mean it sure explains a lot about him

[captaincolorblob]

Everyday i think about this screenboard scene that got semi-scrapped from Donnie vs Witch Town, like it just explains so much about Donnie as a character and i’m very sad we didnt get to see it entirely

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise donnie #like it just reveals that donnie has thought his only use to the team is being usefull via his tech #and feared he might get replaced or wasnt needed anymore #and instead of talking about it he bottled it up and it turned into aggression towards magic #like god we need to use this angst potentional more #cause it explains /why/ donnie was so stoneset on using his tech instead of mystic magic and kept saying how its better #and why his tech is usually gadgets or things that help him and/or his family #he thought thats all he's good for #apologies if i keep repeating things i'm a sucker for donnie angst and this makes me go wild #listen donnie vs witch town is not a high ranked episode on the tier list for me that scene next to the fight scene was the only part #i enjoyed a lot #and i wish they kept the entire screenboard in cause it explains a lot about donnies character and gives some drama #dia rambles #edit cause this post gained way more notes then i ever had or imagined i would ever have:: #i am flattered and virtually high-fiveing every one of you folk that said they liked my tags #i was unsure if i should even put the ramble there cause i wasnt sure if people were even gonna read it #so if means the world to me seeing people in the notes having the same reaction towards the screenboard and liking my ramble in the tags #HOWEVER i would greatly apprichiate everyone who copypasted my tags to at least credit me #some have given credit and i'm gratefull for y'all and i understand that maybe theres still the glitch for mobile users and you can always #edit your rb #I'm not mad or upset at anyone i would just really prefer it if people at least prev tagged me #ALSO SIDE NOTE to all the folk that said they'd maybe draw/animate/write smth with this a) i put the link to the full screenboard in a rb #and b) please tag/dm me or send me an ask to inform me cause i would LOVE to see it

[ria-starstruck]

ur honor they are literally fucked up little foils of each other

thumbnails of ideas i was having for very fancy pieces under the cut! we’ll see if i get around to actually finishing any of them

#i have Hopes...we shall see about finishing them thumbnails #hollow knight #hollow knight fanart #hollow knight meme #chad vs virgin meme #catboy #im just tagging this whatever the shit now i guess #hollow knight soul master #hollow knight pale king #last one is my fave but im not sure what to have as the source of void there #like i drew ghost's mask but i also had delicate flower there at some point for whatever reason idk but ghost's mask doesn't rlly vibe #imo if u get what i mean. i do like the piece a lot tho #it's got a lot of Things going on. many layers. much like an onion. i'm happhy to explain if i don't get the finished piece out #ive decided to dislike the pure focus one bc its not obvious enough that pk is doing said pure focus w/o the words and i don't want to be #that reliant on words #<---literally enjoys drawing comics like some kind of weirdo or even a freak #one of the reasons pk is the virgin walk is bc we don't even get to fight him. hash tag lame #ok narratively i think it works out but also. i want to see what his boss fight would b like #thats what its called. the chad walk vs the virgin walk meme...no? #ugh whatever

[madame-mongoose]

Thinking a lot about Chai and his inferiority complex. Like. He very much acts like he does to push people away right? He's arrogant and rude at first. Very much self centered. But it makes me think about the *why*. I think a lot of it is him setting up barriers so he doesn't have to get hurt. Instead of letting people in he pushes them away. Especially since he's disabled, I can only imagine how many times people have hurt and made fun of him in the past. And I fully believe all of this is subconscious. Especially with that dream sequence, I don't think he realizes how much he pushes others away intentionally. And yet he still craves affection and praise from his peers. I don't think him being dumb is an act tho, I think that's something he truly is. And honestly? Diagnosing him with adhd bc he's just like me fr

#this could be worded better maybe idk #i just think his character development is really interesting #and like we get nothing on his backstory #i think he wants to be a rockstar bc he wants to be loved #but he acts like a bit of a jerk bc hes clueless and wants people to stay away from him #i mean hes said he was never good with teams #idk if this makes sense #im sure someone can explain it better #i just think a lot about how much he changed and how happy he is now #hi fi rush

[donnatroyyyy]

Batman has/had some kind of miscommunication going on with every single one of his kids. The bat family is just one big miscommunication trope after the other.

#him and Dick have miscommunication about how they see each other. Bruce sees Dick as a son and Dick sees Bruce as a father #but they didn’t think the other saw them that way so they never told each other. that’s what led to their fights in Dick’s later teenage #years and dick quitting and becoming nightwing. he thought Bruce only saw him as a ward/robin so he thought that as long as he couldn’t be #robin Bruce wouldn’t want him #and if didn’t help when Bruce stopped talking to him when he left. though to Bruce it was because he thought Dick didn’t want to talk to him #and also Dick really needs to tell Bruce like ‘hey you put me on a higher pedestal then you put even yourself which is saying something and #and I don’t like that cuz that’s too much pressure for me. and also since you did it everyone else does it and has done it since I was Robin #and it’s literally just a matter of time before I break from the pressure cuz I’m not fucking Superman and I can’t take it’ #and Jason with the whole UTRH thing. you know all Bruce had to say was that he had tried killing the joker over Jason multiple times and #maybe just explain to Jason WHY he doesn’t kill. a simple ‘you’re better than me because if I killed one person I’d kill everyone’ #or it could even just be a simple ‘I do love you Jason youre the kid that I felt most comfortable loving’ #and also maybe a ‘I don’t think anything changed after my death and that makes my death meaningless which I think goes against your no kill #rule because I hat is the rule of not a reminder taht death means something. and by that logic my death already went against the rule so why #can’t you do it again for the man that murdered me.’ and Bruce needs to make a presentation: ‘all the ways Jason’s death meant something’ #and Tim just needs a simple ‘I don’t see you as work I see you as family.’ maybe even a ‘you don’t have to be the grown up in this relati #anymore I’m sorry you were one to begin with. you should’ve always been the child’ #now his miscommunication with Damian goes much deeper but I’m one hundred percent sure if they sit down and air out all of their feelings it #would help a lot but I have a feeling that won’t happen #a ‘I have trouble understanding you because both your trauma and compassion run deeper than mine and I also never had to grow up to be a #weapon’ from Bruce and a ‘I don’t understand your optimism and moral stubbornness and easness why is it so easy to be good for u?’ #his miscommunication with Cass stems from two things a simple ‘why are you so afraid to show how deeply you love?’ from Cass maybe a #‘I’m jealous of you because you’re better than me not only in fighting but morally and emotionally’ from Bruce should fix it #and Steph— look I’m not even going to TRY to get into that that goes SO much deeer and wider than any one else’s miscommunication #but maybe a ‘you reminded me of Jason at a time where that wasn’t a good thing’ from Bruce should start things up #for Duke a ‘I can never truly understand what you’re going/have gone through and for that I’m sorry’ from Bruce should suffice #maybe also Bruce telling him that just because he sees Duke as a son doesn’t mean he’s trying any less to get Duke his parents back #oh and babs just needs to go up to him and say ‘I don’t like that what happened to me happened for your story and not mine and I don’t like #that you don’t let me make it into my story’ and then Bruce can follow up and say ‘I see so much of myself in you and it makes me worry and #also I can never look at you without feeling guilty cuz you’re right what happened to you happened for MY story so I’m at fault’ #then the two can go back to being too much like each other and sitting at their respective computers

[super-paper]

Every time I read a MHA thinkpiece that can be summed up as "AFO is an evil All Might and Tomura is an evil Izuku", I'm like.........,

#I'm fully aware that mha is alllllll about the overlap in origins/themes between its characters #and some of the AFO/All Might + Tomura/Izuku thinkpieces are undoubtedly well written with solid points #but a lot of the time they're written as a means of explaining why AFO shouldn't be MHAs/Izuku's villain and that tends to sour my opinion #I feel understanding how Izuku acts as a savior to both All Might *and* Tomura is relevant to understanding The Vision at any rate #Anyway AFO blatantly plagiarizing Nana and twisting her lessons to the extent that he does is one of the more darkly hilarious parts of MHA #she lives in his head rent free and he fuckin hates it #AFO circa bst (b4 shimura tragedy): ''So Shimura thinks she can nab any old orphan off the street & raise him into a symbol of peace huh.'' #AFO: “Well let's just see how she feels about ~symbol raising~ when I start homeschooling her orphan grandson” #Ujiko: ''um I'm pretty sure that kid isn't an orphan??'' #AFO: "he isn't an orphan YET ;)''

[monstersqueen]

anyway for the rest of the concurrent soulmates-system bsd au, so kunikida has dazai's scars (and dazai has kunikida's, but that never comes up) and chuuya gets to have every lie of dazai inked on his skin (and dazai has chuuya's, but that's a whole lot less)

(i fucking love the idea that it's very obvious to dazai's soulmates that he's theirs, but they can't be sure they are his unless he lets them know)

anyway the point is that the buraiha trio can't lie to each other (literally unable to lie to each other, not lies revealed via tattoos), but only in bar lupin, only when the three of them are present - which sure has some interesting implications about what went down in dark era ! - and also ? towards the end of the break up scene ? it broke. they could have lied to each other from the end of that scene going forward, but they never got to know that.

Dazai and Ango suspect, though.

the fun part though ? another version of it came back. by which i mean that dazai tried to lie through his heartbeats - something like 'it was your fault' or another cruelty - and he couldn't. Ango doesn't realize, but he wouldn't be able to lie through coded time-stopping messages, either. they can't lie to each other anymore - but only when they're communicating via codes. secret notes that are supposed to be hidden. morse code blinks. whatever communication they use as long as it's private. simply talking to each other, even in private, doesn't count, it needs a level of secrecy.

i kinda need to to dig into it, but it fits.

#myposts #that dark era break up scene broke a lot #p sure dazai&odasaku had another bond that didn't break but did alter #while ango's bond with both of them outright broke. #and then - years later - this. it wasn't there in dark era ! it's a new thing ! #i don't know something about the intimacy the vulnerability - the trust implicit in the coded messages ? #made it so they couldn't lie to each other as long as it was communication that was never meant to be shared with anyone else #you could do somehting about how dazai choosing to let ango in his heart #(i mean. he choose to let him listen to his heartbeats #taht's pretty much the same thing) #and ango literally stopping time to help him back #caused the bond to reactivate but better protected - can't be allowed outside anywhere that's not safe #it's /just for the two of them/ #symbolically by choosing to work together they let their longing for reciprocal intimacy revive their bond #but just there. just where no one can interfer. just in coded messages #in the languages of spies and criminals - they can't lie to each other #.....anyway apparently i CAN explain why i love the idea so much #bsd march 2023 not lb #dazango

[gifti3]

Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW

#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him #im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh) #im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked #like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ) #and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings! #god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb” #sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear) #maybe dont be so dismissive #like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves #and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed #and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance??? #like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off #leave it be! #god looking back on all this.... #i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things #ppl can change so ill just hope for that #or maybe he'll meet his match #someone who reflects the same energy he has! #tho im not sure if hed like that haha #the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt #but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses #which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own #gotta get context for everything u know #but in this case....naur #like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind! #so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr #im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly #trying to make sure not to make things harder for them #and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset #but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???

[poppyseed799]

I feel like life series fanon jimmy is kind of mischaracterized and there’s an easy way to make sure you’re doing it right: he has a lot of unearned confidence

#the tags is where I’m going to ACTUALLY say stuff LOL!!! #but like I love life series Jimmy mkay. he’s got that curse of dying first and all. which is what I mean by fanon cuz curses aren’t real #but a lot of fans make it like Jimmy accepts the curse? or even acknowledges that it’s real. which bugs me a bit cuz No He Does Not #(side note tho. I’m not mad about it. I know ppl wanna explore the concept of someone cursed to die first and that’s what they’re doing) #but like Jimmy would just be so in denial about it okay. even if you managed to convince him he would be like ‘..BUT SURELY THIS TIME’ #and this relates to ranchers too. I love ranchers ok. mostly cuz my sister does tbh LMAOO she loves them. but ranchers fan content isn’t #what I’m looking for cuz it’s so often stuff like.. Jimmy being like ‘I’m sorry I’m cursed’ and Tango being like ‘it’s ok love u anyway’ #but it’s really more like ‘CURSED?? NO! WE WILL WIN!’ which I think is MORE fun for the aftermath of their death. meeting in the afterlife. #I NEED to see ranchers content where they keep denying that the curse is real then Jimmy dies and they’re ghosts or whatever and Jimmy’s #like ‘oh no. we didn’t break the curse. tango probably hates me now. he only liked me cuz we thought the curse wasn’t real.’ and tango to be #like upset at first as anyone would be when they die. but then he like notices the way Jimmy is acting and he’s like ‘no.. ranchers 4 life’ #???? what am I saying. hire me for writing fanfic I totally know what I’m doing. #anyways what I’m saying is Jimmy is the canary but he’s the canary that’s like ‘SURELY I can sing for the miners the whole way THIS time’ #he is NOT the canary who says ‘WELL time to eventually stop singing in this cave’ #HOWEVER I do think that although he has loads of unearned confidence and is in a constant state of denial. he does also have that crumble #sometimes. so it’s not totally ooc imo for him to act like that. but it would be rare moments and also mostly post death #ANOTHER SIDE NOTE I WANNA SAY. I HATE the way I’m saying this as if it’s fact. it’s my personal analysis and just because I think it’s right #doesn’t mean I want to present it as undeniable fact. I could be misinterpreting. if you want to interpret life!Jimmy’s character different #then go on ahead. I don’t hate fanon Jimmy I just wish I saw more like how I see him. that is all. #ok I lied I also wanna add that I’m bad at explaining things ESPECIALLY personalities so it’s possible that I didn’t convey what I wanted to #say properly too. sorry. OKAY NOW THAT IS ALL.

[astrumocs]

Here's some of my trolls Pokemon teams, btw, if u even care--

#ooc #about julius #about reshaper #about snow #about odarem #sure #anyway ramble/explanation time: #So Oda's Archeops is named Breeze bc the scientific name for turkey vultures means cleansing breeze in latin and it's meant 2 rep his lusus #Decidueye is meant to represent his sharpshooting and also is ghost and grass type AKA life and death... the name is a play on 'shooting' #and a plant 'shoot' #Marowak is mostly vibes but also they dance to send off the dead and dancing is a big thing for him.. nickname is just a short vr of marowa #bc he does that to ppls names a lot #Phantump nickname is the same.. also it represents a few things (edgy I admit) but the death of who he was as a child is part of it #also got the ghost grass typing for life n death.. also reps the ppl he isn't able to save #mimikyu represents the mask he wears arnd/for other people in hopes they'll love him more when in fact he's loved for who he is and not who #he's trying to be #both jewel and tavi have a representation of their lusus basili who is a fae dragon.. one has the more dragon vr and the other the fairy w/ #swapped terra types to keep the vibe #uhh first mons are all lusus representation #i can explain more for other ppl if u want but this is already so much :sob: #pkmn

[lewishamiltonstuff]

🥲

#this guy at my workplace breathes sooooooo fucking loudly that I'm sure lewis can hear him in Monaco #like bro calm down #what's the hurry? #I'm not a mean person i swear #I'm pretty sure I've a mental disorder that I haven't discovered yet bc i get over stimulated by the stupidest stuff to the point where I'm #ready to unalive someone #loud breathing #sitting too close to me. invading my personal space. hugging me. skin to skin contact. not closing my door. showing blatant disregard for my #things. it's a lot. it's a pretty long list. yesterday someone stepped on my shoe and then proceeded to sit next to me on the bus and #throughout my journey back home i just wanted to punch her so bad I can't even explain. fucking bitch #this started with a guy loudly breathing btw 🥲😭😂 #its pissing me off #rant time! #rant #hera #hera core #if you want to vent about something #my asks are open #for everyone #lets talk

[todayisafridaynight]

LISTEN I KNOW HOW IT SOUNDS BUT I SWEAR HE WAS DISTINCT FROM RGGJO STILL 😭😭😭 HIS DESIGN WAS LOUD IN A DIFFERENT WAY 😭😭😭😭😭 though As A Whole it was probably the result of someone saying he should go full RGGJo in 8 several months prior to when I had the dream, so not wrong. But it would be fun to see a shift from "Nothing in life matters...😞" to "Nothing in life matters! 😎" would it not...

I've always thought Drink Link was meant to evoke Social Link? Because in Japan it was called #DRAMA. I was never the biggest fan because it's one of many "translations" in Y7 that are just changing something that was already in English and doesn't require cultural context to understand. Like IMO whether it's seen as an improvement or not, it's just not the localizers' job to "improve on" the original; let them be cringe and let them be free...

And also it gave ammunition to Persona fans who refuse to experience anything but P5 and decided to go "wow! it's just like P5!" at every little thing Y7 did from the VERY FIRST trailers onward (including BE AN RPG) And That Shit Got Old Fast </3 Sorry </3 But I do think this one's very much on purpose, localization-wise. So I forgive you :)

RANTING ASIDE. OR. SEGUEING INTO MORE RANTING. Literally like I don't even care if it's as part of the Kasugang or Kiryu's Geezer Squad... Give Jo five minutes with Tendo or hand him over to me so I can make sure he's enriched and well-nourished... these are my demands... that man is my everything......

Because it would be SO funny both ways. We don't know who all will be in each party, so either he's stuck with Adachi (Definitely A Character) (Affectionate) (Also Has Already Told Him He'd Rather Kill Him Than Send Him To Jail So. Awkward) or maybe with Kiryu's he'd have more people around his agw, But if not, The Inherent Comedy of two bitches called Jo and Joryu who have almost the same haircut 💀💀

Exactly though, nobody in the Arakawa Family is neurotypical and I FULLY believe Jo would be at his best when put into Situations, like Mine is. It's something I reeeally miss from RGGO because of the pre-finale scene with RGGJo and Mitsu having a drink at their favorite bar... they haven't been there in a while, and RGGJo doesn't wanna spoil the mood, so he's not hostile in the slightest... and when he gets up to leave he says he "forgot his wallet" and makes Mitsu foot the bill (ICONIC for completely different reasons depending on whether he's telling the truth or not)... whereas in Y7 I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THE ARAKAWAS HAVE A FAVORITE BAR

it could be funny- whiplash inducing, but that'd undoubtedly be why it'd be funny wouldn't it ♪(´▽｀) he could've been some sacred third thing- just more RGGJo influence injected in Y7Jo mayhaps..

anyhow it dont sound like you forgive me when you just got mad at persona players for makin comparisons and here ive gone and done such a thing LMAO（；´д｀）（；´д｀）in any case, i know how you feel about translations so i wont press the topic: if it aint broke etc etc, i understand how you feel so it's ok (❁´◡`❁;;)

double 'jo' def woulda been funny, if not has always been a small thing worth jokin bout that ive had in the back of my mind (though ive already said that: i have a broken record of a brain at this point, if not that it just points out how silly i find the idea) LMAO. i've always enjoyed antag-turned-party member anyhow, so it wouldve been fun to me regardless of what it brought ♪(´▽｀)

#long post #snap chats #i say unnecessary things a lot so its easy for me to say something upsetting oops (´▽｀;;;) #its a habit im trying to break- to speak concisely instead of without aim. though if im realistic im not sure i can do that #i can only ask please be patient with me for saying annoying things in the future (❁´◡`❁) #im sure it'll happen a lot by accident and has already happened (❁´◡`❁ ;; ) so ill make sure to remember whats most bothersome (❁´◡`❁) #before my organs shut down on me let me move on OWOWOW #i remember the bit in rggo where jo forgot his wallet i truly couldnt stop myself from sayin My Guy Cmon 😭 ☠️☠️ #in the case of rggjo its fun to imagine his forgetfulness as ambiguous cause Truly Did He Mean To Forget Or 🤨 #in the case of y7jo its harder to believe hed do it on purpose so in the case where he does its just ☠️☠️ #bros Truly losin it.... his mind AND his wallet... i know ichi gon make a joke 😔 #aside from that though maybe jo would benefit from having friends his age <- saying this as if he's in grade school ☠️☠️ #in the case of the arakawas having a personal favorite bar tho... i couldnt say #ive already made an assessment of jo's sociability through his office so i wanna make a half-confident bet he doesnt like to get out much #lest it's required for Whatever Reason- but what about arakawa then ? much to consider.. #i honestly couldnt wager what he'd prefer.. i dont know what atmosphere he'd like... he's too mysterious for me (´▽｀;;) #for some reason i can only ever imagine him drinking at home or at quaint restaurants... #idk cant explain it... thats just the vibe... very likely im wrong though.. #my organs truly hurt now- i think i gave myself a headache by mistake so ill have to stop my pondering before i explode (´▽｀;;)

[bonnie-bug]

made the mistake of watching one of those fake emergency broadcast videos on youtube (specifically one based in quebec where a good chunk of the world was rapidly covered in 14+ meters of snow in the middle of summer) and even tho it wasn’t supernatural spooky scary it hasnt left my fuckin head and now i cant stop thinking “what if something like that happens. what if there’s a demon attack. what if there’s some kind of creature in ur hallway right now. what if a fuckin scp was real and your only warning was an emergency broadcast just like that”

I dont even believe this kind of shit is real WHY is my brain so fuckin paranoid about supernatural shit. lowkey it happens every night but it’s always worse when I watch something even slightly supernatural horror adjacent. why. I only even watched the stupid video BECAUSE it wasnt a creature/scp/supernatural horror based one and I thought I’d be fine :(

#I’ve always had anxiety around alert noises tho :/ my mom was paranoid abt storms and so had a weather alert radio when I was a kid #and since she was always afraid of bad storms that made ME scared and I dreaded every time I heard that radio go off #and it’s the automatic alert sound for so many emergency broadcasts it still gives me an anxiety spike to this day #so maybe that has something to do with it. but why also spooky horror creatures. #it’s never normal shit like ‘’what if a guy broke into our house’’ or anything no it’s always a fuckin demon or something #I should be clear here and say these paranoia. things never actually tip me into an anxiety or panic attack or anything dont worry #but. it IS annoying. and I’m so tired of it. and I’ve come up with coping mechanisms but idk how to make them Stop #bc just saying ‘’bro it’s not real’’ does nothing bc i KNOW its not. but they still keep happening #would these count as some kind of intrusive thought. bc it definitely causes me distress but it’s not like. the harmful idea kind #and idk what the nuance is and what actually counts as an intrusive thought and not just Brains Thinking Shit #And Sometimes That Shit Is Distressing #idk. I’m procrastinating getting my water from the living room bc a lot of my Bad Thoughts are centered around that hallway/living room area #maybe I’ll just turn on the light or something. I dont want to make my dad get my water for me #bc ‘’I watched a slightly spooky video this afternoon and now my brain is convinced demons will kill me’’ is a hard thing to explain #I mean he’d be nice about it and get my water I’m sure but I also dont want him to worry abt me kdbdbdkd #ok. I’ll turn on lights and go. and hopefully I can actually sleep tonight kdbdbdk #I’m not sticking this in my post tag bc I dont want to find it again and trigger another paranoia night lmao

[truly-fantastic-me]

When you get into character way too well and realize just how traumatized they were

#i mean traumatized enough to genuinely believe a magical stone would either give you magical powers and make you the Chosen OneTM or #literally burn you alive on the spot #we laugh at Pterano for believing this but he genuinely believed it. to him it was reality #sure he didn't actively seek out to be burned alive but he certainly didn't look like someone who was fully confident he was the One when #they found the Stone #To him he was either the Chosen One or he would die in a spontaneous ball of flames #talk about perfectionism on stereoids #he wasn't just traumatized he was suicidal #goddamn #and like #that explains a lot actually #welp my interpretation is both ruined and enhanced #like i don't feel like i can joke about that anymore #someone get Pterano some goddamn therapy #please #Pterano #The Land Before Time VII #The Stone of Cold Fire

[smartzelda]

me, an empath, sensing you have a new blorbo,

Haha

Ahaha

This is what I get for finally finishing Death Note after 8 years

Blorbo from the arc most people I know don't like

Mikamiiiiiiiiiiiiii

#Woah he's actually competent AND pretty AND a little unhinged actually AND has issues and trauma😏 #In all honesty both Light and Mikami are my favs #They even each other out because Light has a couple more ticks in the character personality and Mikami has a couple more in the looks #category (I mean come on. Look at his hair) #But I also think I tend to blorboify the least popular of some of my favs if I have some that are tied #Like sure I love Light a lot I wanna hyperanalyze him and put him under a microscope and essay about him but also he's the main character #and people love him and it feels more tedious to dive through his tag for what I want #But Mikami though is just as fun to me to put under a miscroscope and essay about and pin him to the wall and he's also entrenched in #religious imagery and obsession and also it's easier to find art of just him if I'm tag searching #idk how to explain it I guess I love them both but I'm finding Mikami easier to focus on #ANYWAYS I love Mikami so much #mikami teru #death note #me 🤝 Light

[the-somwthing]

I hate how someone could make a whole essay on why they think whatever celestial body fits whatever winner and people will be like “idk, it still doesn’t fit 100% perfectly like the first three therefore it’s stupid” YEAH CUZ GRIAN “name means sun in *checks notes* Scottish Gaelic” AND PEARL “her name has moon at the end” AND SCOTT “played starborne in origins smp” FIT SOOO WELL AND HAVE SOOO MUCH MORE MEANING… 😭

My point isn’t that the first three don’t fit, I think they do, but the core idea behind them being those things is so loose and meaningless, it’s clear we didn’t overthink it so I think it’s ridiculous that we should overthink all the others. Just find one little reason it fits and then expand on it like with the original 3.

#trafficblr #I mean I understand like ‘the first 3 were easy now it’s not clear’ #but genuinely I don’t think that means ppl have to STOP like a lot of others say. tell me who exactly is effected by some fans trying to #match planets to characters? who is being hurt by calling one character the earth instead of the other? #‘we need to retire the planets motif cuz we don’t all think the same’ no we need to enjoy seeing others interpretations more often #this DOES mean that if you want to retire the motif for urself that’s cool. this is about seeing others interpretations after all. #if you think it limits your creativity then go for it. but for others that limitation is what breeds creativity. so rlly do whatever u want. #my POINT is that if I see someone draw art of the winners and use a symbol for say martyn that I don’t recognize #instead of going ‘L not mars’ I get to go ‘oh that’s cool I wonder why they chose this for this character’ #anyways about the MAIN post this is why I’m a mars truther. if most of them are based on their freaking names then why not Martyn. #but again like my world isn’t gonna END if you picked something else. oh no this fan art represented him with a different symbol SAID NO ONE #I’m sure there’s probably some annoying fans out there who go ‘erm actually Scar is the shmooper 🤓’ or whatever #but then the problem is the individual getting tilted over what symbols are used. thats like complaining about a color pallet. #brother who cares it’s art. you recognize the character. if you don’t understand why that symbol was used for them u can ask most ppl love #to explain their interpretations and reasons for using a specific symbol.

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Ok now that my rage is mostly past i am in more lalaland. Glad to put my energy towards being happy and improving my life with my friends that i love and trust

#i am still miffed that this was public but #it occurred to me it might also be bothering me so intensely because #it seemed we both agreed to move past each other and let go for now #n sure maybe this is what he needed to do to let go #it just feels kinda inflammatory. #but its only as much as i engage it with. which i dont plan to do #i hope my silence helps him reflect #and theres also just #a certain irony to the whole thing that i spent many many years trying to give advice on their relationship trying to help only for nothing #and now this very fresh very new issue suddenly is relationship breaking and hes already given up trying to help #lol #i guess he knows how i feel now though #idk #if anything better for him i guess to cut it off now rather than try repeatedly like i did (unless this already is repeat) #it also just feels like #he really doesnt even know who i am as a person #even after all this time #i dont want to say hes just wrong about everything because i definitely did say some dumb shit in the last few months #but it just feels like hes not even trying #or there are things hes not telling me #i keep telling my side explaining myself explaining what i mean and he just keeps. dare i use this word. Assuming things about me #anytime i have a conversation with him i just feel like im running in a circle i dont understand and i never know how to feel about anythin #and i dont understand what hes talking about what he wants what hes really feeling whats going wrong #and... comparing that to the friends i have now #its just even more obvious they're a lot better for me #i dont think friends are supposed to make you feel like this