#Of a 13 year old wtf

[goldenretriever-boyfriend]

thinking about the one (1) time i said something mean to my oc rp account from my main on deviantart and someone dmed my main account to tell me to stop bullying him (myself) cause he (my rp account) was new to deviantart

#gay barking #i was a very mentally ill 13 year old i used to pretend that account was actually my best friend like an imaginary friend or some shit #shoutout to paxton who is probably thw only one who will know wtf im on about

[siddex]

draculaura's powder room <3

#monster high #monster high dolls #UGH THESE ARE CUTE BUT IM UPSET BECAUSE HER NECKLACE BROKE IN THE MIDDLE.... WTF!!! #thats what i get for collecting 13 year old dolls #i literally wasnt touching her then it fell of like u_u #my dolls

[ilguna]

literally the last thing i want to do right now is serve and i got three managers trying to get me to do it

#ilguna #i look like i haven’t slept in days #and i have the attitude of a 13 year old rn #and my fucking coworker was all ‘they only have the bartender and the one server rn’ #‘the stadium parking lot is full’ #and i went ‘LOL so they fucking over staffed yesterday and today they’re understaffed?’ #go fuck yourself 💀💀 #i’m trying to get some writing done too #and they could’ve used the money arguement on me 3 days ago if they hadn’t moved me to bussing 3 mornings in a row #i am chilling until the end of the month #come back to me in march #ALSO they should’ve been scheduling me for spring training from the get go 😤 because i refuse to be a back up server all the time #genuinely wtf

[anon-rabbit]

Little ADHD/Mentally ill/Neurodivergent vent…

My gf got mad at me for sleeping an entire day. I didn’t mean to sleep the whole day, I never do, but it’s something I’ve struggled with literally my whole life. On and off medication.

It’s like I don’t have control over my own body and thoughts, like my brain independently chooses to sleep in or keep me from moving my legs to get up. I’ll “wake up” enough to talk or turn my alarms off, but I can’t manage to force myself to get up at the same time, so I end up drifting back to sleep and forgetting I even woke up in the first place.

And she was angry/frustrated, so I apologized and she said, “just make an effort. You just need to do it. Get a better alarm.”

The alarm isn’t the problem. My brain is the problem. I feel like I’m making an effort, but it’s like trying to move in a gravitron ride at a carnival at its worst, or resisting how your body is pulled back when a car accelerates rapidly at its weakest. It’s a spectrum and I’m never quite sure where I’m going to land.

But she literally cannot understand that because her brain functions as directed! The chemicals are balanced and wires optimized for efficiency, while my screws are loose or missing and the wiring is a tangled nightmare.

It’s just frustrating to feel so misunderstood by the people who love you the most.

And it makes me question and doubt myself so so much. Like am I actually trying? Is it actually a brain issue or am I just a lazy heavy-sleeper with no self-discipline? And how do I know which??

#actually adhd #adhd problems #depression problems #anxiety problems #I’m a sleepy boi and it’s ~*problematic*~ #but just the same old it’s an invisible illness or disability so ppl are like wtf do you mean you can’t function??? #she also said getting up without help was an 8yo lesson and I was like bro that was the start of my trauma years I WAS LEARNING OTHER SHIT #I don’t even fucking remember when I was 8 #because my DEPRESSION AND PROBABLY CPTSD erases my memories and blocks them out #idk what the fuck was going on from ages 5-13 #and after that it’s just depression soup

[zambomarti]

Percy Jackson Episode 5 was… well, not Percy Jackson😬😬😬

#percy jackson #pjo tv series #except ares because the actor embodies him perfectly #the actor who plays Ephaestus is fine but he is in the wrong moment #I'd like to see 12/13 year olds behave like 12/13 year olds #otherwise they could have hired teenage actors like in the movies #pjo #and then annabeth who sees the fates???? #WTF?!?! #this scene was important to Percy character because of the prophecy! #percy jackson and the olympians

[muckleberri]

evelyn’s traits are couch potato, insane erratic, loves the outdoors, loves the heat, and light sleeper. right now she’s just a part-time librarian, but someday she wants to be a professional author.

#ts3 #sims 3 #the sims 3 #ts3 gameplay #ts3 legacy #early #early4 #evelyn byrd #insane trait is super fun #but the name sure hasn't aged well in the past decade #jesus ts3 is 13 years old wtf

[mitsuba-sousuke-archive]

happy 4 year mitsuba-sousuke-archive anniversary!! the tag directory is not quite finished yet, but it’s more functional than it was ~2 weeks ago so feel free to check it out lol! may your 2024 be filled with mitsubas <3

#not mitsuba #posts by mep #4 years.. wtf… #13 yr old me had a vision #(and an autism diagnosis)

[twistytwine]

When I was younger, I never understood why some blogs preferred to never interact with minors. Now as someone who’s 18, I totally understand, and I also realized how odd it was that I was on this site at the age of 12-13 and developed some questionably emotionally dependent relationships with much older people

#not a vent just a thought!! #it was unhealthy of me to develop these friendships with older users #where i vented to them frequently #some of them were really responsible tho and responded really maturely #some of them though vented to me a lot and vagueposted about me #and i met some of them when i eas like 14 too #back then i thought it was completely normal bc i didn’t know better #but now as an 18 year old i realize wtf bc i can’t imagine venting to a 13 year old #there was this one time i made a post about vagueposting and this random woman commented on it accusing me of vagueposting #and she was like 30?????? #i apologized to her (and i shouldn’t have) and she told me it was okay just that i needed to check my wording #and be more responsible about how I sounded #lol #delete later

[who-parties-on-a-tuesday]

Bruh, I remember I technically had Hetalia OC's when I first joined the fandom.

I used to make personifications of the pokemon regions. The only one I ever really making was Unova because that was the newest region at the time.

I think she was just some generic white girl. I kinda want to remake her and maybe a Galar one.

At the time I made Unova, there was only a few teasers out so there wasn't much info or details to make a full character.

#hetalia #hetalia oc #this might actually be fun to do tbh #i think she was also a small child sealands age #in hindsight it doesnt make sense #i think i did that just because she was a new region at the time #dude black and white came out in 2010 and are 13 years old wtf

[comradebezukhov]

Friendly reminder that Andrei is SHORT, Pierre is FAT and Natasha is a LITERAL CHILD IN THE BEGINNING OF THE BOOK. I am so sick of adaptions ignoring these details.

#Short king Andrei when??? Fat fuck Pierre when??? #I'm not saying that they should have a 13-year-old be all lovey dovey with a bunch of adult men because well now that would be creepy #but at least acknowledge the fact that she is a teenager? #I mean most of the actions she has done has to do with her age #no actresses above the age of 25 can nail her character imo #denee benton may be an exception but I mean it's theatre so age matters less #yes this is about bbc war and peace #Lily James hasn't done a poor job it's just a poor casting choice #they tried to make her look younger but she just doesn't look like a teenage girl #and when paired with the overly baby-faced Dano Pierre I'm just. sorry what is this? #she looks older than him in the later part of the show and it just feels so WRONG wtf #then we have James Norton who is way to tall to be Andrei #Callum Turner and his stupid hair cut. they really did him dirty with the hair. he's actually not a bad Anatole #Helene's dresses... stop #looking back this show is such a mess #I genuinely enjoyed it at first but watching it again is a bad bad idea

[kamil-a]

started reading strawberry panic, feeling like im taking a yuri history class regarding the catholic school genre it feels like there are so many tropes crammed in here

#textie #something extremely performative about it. but for who...? #also like wtf are these ladies supposed to be middle schoolers. i cant suspend my disbelief that far lmfao #have a drink with me... ahh dont worry its not alcoholic [14 Y/O SAYS TO 13 Y/O] #it feels like theres 25 year old actors pretending but EVERYTHING abt the setting is so wrapped up in tropes and genre that it feels extra #movielike or something ykwim

[discoscoob]

Eddie stans who shame “grown ass adults” for cosplaying as Eddie and going to conventions as if they don’t stan a “grown ass adult” who plays d&d and makes loud speeches on top of dinner tables defending himself for it. Y’all would hate Eddie in real life because y’all are Jason’s.

#let people enjoy themselves damn #’i relate to eddie so much 🥺’ no you don’t you’re a jason #you’re a hateful bully who hates to see people having fun #and of course people are going to cosplay at conventions wtf do you think conventions are for? #and you’re literally 13 years old you were 5 when stranger things started #of course other stranger things stans are grown adults because it’s not a kids tv show #and most people were older teens or adults when they started watching it #and that means they’ve grown with the show #i’m sorry were they supposed to stop watching it when they turned 20? #i must’ve missed that in the terms and conditions #once again you were 5 when stranger things first started #that’s enough of a reason for me to tell you to stop talking #eddie munson

[sirompp]

i looked at a 3-4 old drawing in comparison to the thing im drawing rn and got emotional

#IVE IMPROVED SO MUCH WTF.... #im pretty much at the skill level ive always wanted to be... #which makes sense. because i always made sure my goals would be achievable. but also WHAT THE FUCK #My past self would be crying at this drawing. #I was thinking that it wasnt turning out the best but its passable but. oh mu godddddd 13 year old me and 9 year old me are SOBBING #thiking about when i was like7 and reading the comics my 9 yera old brother made and thinking ''ill never be this good at drawing'' #And just. What the fuck #remembering being so little and trying to draw professor utonium from powerpuff girls and getting so frustrated because i kept forgetting #if i was drawing the outside or the inside and making the arm come to a point by the shoulder #and despite how hard i found it.i kept trying. and. luike. look at what im making now. what the fuck man. #I perservered and im so happy with all the art i make and knowing i can and willkeep going and keep getting better and AUGH #me tag🍭 #look at your old art. its so fucking healing.

[crqstalite]

sometimes i think about the fact that even though im not an internet Elder ™️, that my age group probably is the end of people remembering when there was a single ad on a youtube video and one in between songs on spotify.

there are three btw. on both occasionally. and it drives me fucking insane because six years ago (when i was 12) this was not a thing that i remember happening.

#wtf #i hate it here #bc i do think theres a difference between remembering no ads at all #remembering a few ads (me) #and all these poor 13 year olds now getting ads every two seconds #jesus christ

[politicalprocrastinator]

I can't help but feel p fucking miserable about the fact that after a year of putting myself out of my comfort zone, getting a new job and (allegedly) a lot of new friends, I invite like 30 people to my birthday party, plan it elaborately, buy almost £200 worth of booze for what I think will be a group of about 15, only for so many people to drop out or, more egregiously, completely fucking ignore the invite after months of feeling like they're freezing me out at work and never addressing the fact they were even though they have seen me irl multiple times, only for it to seem like ultimately about 5 fucking people will actually turn up

#literally how do you make people like you and not treat you like you're a 13 year old that js just hanging around with the cool kids #but will never truly fit in #actually feeling miserable about this #wtf am i gonna do with all this booze and food #most of the people i invited barely drink #i know i shd be content with the friends i have but fuck me my dramatic ass just wants a big party

[twogoliathbeetles]

i know i was on here when i was 15 and it was probably worse because it was before the porn ban (though. what has it really changed?) but i just saw a 15 year old's blog. why. when did you even join. please get off this site it's so awful pleas

#.txt #i just think. it changed my brain to such a degree. you think you're old enough but in 4 years ur gonna look back and be like. #wtf was i doing here #i used to think this sort of post was SO condescending. but no. the adults were right #i'm p sure i was on this site when i was. 13. which i think explains a lot about me