Wanting to recover is all fun until some people around you get invested in your recovery and you start to develop frustration and hatred towards them because they prevent you from self-destructing.
Obviously you don't tell them because it would destroy your relation, but you really want them to SHUT THE FUCK UP
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When the fp isn't messaging and you don't want to bother them so you just sit in pain forever until they remember you message you
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i feel sorry for my parents that they got a depressed daughter, that is afraid of people, that wants to attempt, that sh, that needs to take meds, that is probably autistic. i am a horrible daughter.
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I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
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The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.
A reality where I'm never born.
Everything would be so much better.
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Tw bpd vent
If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.
Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.
And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.
Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.
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Bpd culture is not understanding how easy it is for them to not talk to you and when you arent tlaking to them you feel physically ill and hopeless
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constantly filing the void with anything I can, food, alcohol, substances, sleep, anything to numb myself
i want to die
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a silly little vent comic about religious trauma
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