#SPN 15X09

[strawlessandbraless]

The divorce arc was something else

#supernatural #spn #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #deancas #misha collins #jensen ackles #spn crack #spn 15x09 #15x09 #text post #spn text post

[sunglassesmish]

at the start of his confession:

at the end of his confession:

#my gifs #spn #spnedit #spn 15x09 #dean #destiel

[drulalovescas]

Happy 4 years to Dean's purgatory prayer to those who celebrate

#insane performance in an insane scene #i got CHILLS while watching it for the first time #this scene turned non-shippers into shippers ffs #destiel #supernatural #spn 15x09

[thefableddestiel]

Do you guys see how goddamn emotionally charged this hug is for both of them? Deans holding on for dear life. This hug is the physical embodiment of “I need you. I’ve always needed you.”

Is this hug not a confession in itself?? This hug feels like Dean finally admitting to himself the depth of his feelings for Cas. Because if he doesn’t, Cas might leave again, and that’s unacceptable.

#destiel #dean winchester #castiel #dean x cas #supernatural #cas x dean #deancas #spn #dean loves cas #spn 15x09 #spn the trap #Destiel hug

[2sw]

Someone has stolen my body!

#sam winchester #spn 1x01 #spn 2x21 #spn 5x12 #spn 5x22 #spn 6x07 #spn 6x11 #spn 6x22 #spn 7x17 #spn 8x17 #spn 9x11 #spn 9x18 #spn 11x09 #spn 11x14 #spn 12x02 #spn 13x21 #spn 15x09 #sam and autonomy #1k #s1 #s2 #s5 #s6 #s7 #s8 #s9 #s11 #s12 #s13 #s15

[captainchilly]

One Castiel Quote per Episode 130/136 → 15.09 “THE TRAP"

#supernatural #spn #supernaturaledit #spnedit #dean winchester #castiel #deanwinchesteredit #castieledit #casquotes #spn 15x09 #captainchilly gifs #500 #1k

[becauseofthebowties]

15.09 - The Trap - for DESTIEL'S 2ND ANNIVERSARY EVENT by @destiversary - Day 12: Season 15

#destiversary #destiversary s15 #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spn 15x09 #spnedit #destieledit #my stuff #myspn #canonspngifs #spncreatorsdaily #cowboycoven #scottstiles #tuserpris #tuserjord #useranny #deanncastiel #useralison

[samsrowena]

1x06 transcript // 15x09 script

#SICK AND TWISTED #spn #spnedit #scripts #spn web weaving #spn 1x06 #skin #spn 15x09 #the trap #destiel #dean winchester #altarofedits

[angelsdean]

when you don't know you're supposed to close your eyes and bow your head to pray VS when you fall to your knees 15 yrs later to pray to your angel who is the love of your life

#he didn't know. he didn't know yet that he'd find faith but not in god. just one angel #spn 1x07 #spn 15x09 #parallels #dean caps

[shallowseeker]

Happy "It's-- amazing. You did-- amazing," Monday!

"It's-- amazing. You did-- amazing."

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Do you even realize how amazing you are to me?

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15x09 The Trap (Text Attributions// Supernatural scripts here via @spnscripthunt. Transcripts are located here via SPNWiki. Visit their Tumblr to donate.)

#days of the week script celebrations #spn days of the week #dean + the symbolic giving of the heart #dean/cas + the love got a little smushed #dean/cas + the flower of free will #dean + the imperfect dream #dean/cas + trial separation #dean/cas + the choosing to weather the storm together #spn 15x09 #spn the trap #i know how to Q

[sunglassesmish]

this makes me 😵‍💫

#colouring cas in this scene was so hard you don't even know #dean didn’t take that long but i spent like half an hour on each cas one #my gifs #destiel #spn #spnedit #spn 15x09 #i’m almost done with giffing 12x10 and i can’t WAIT to do all the episodes from season 15 i found

[shallowrambles]

It's fascinating to me how much I've changed my mind about Dean in The Trap. I'm waaaaay more sympathetic to the whole Cas-being-forgiven aspect of it, because yes, Cas apologized initially, but the root of the issue was Cas's painful withdrawal of his partnership and his withholding of critical information. Full stop. He and Dean are NOT equally culpable in this one.

It's not just about Mary and Jack, and yet Cas keeps pivoting to "Dean blaming him for Mary." Which oversimplifies the whole thing in a terrible way. Yes, they're all culpable, and yes they all saw that things were wrong with Jack, but next to Donatello, Cas is THE authority on souls and physically the strongest of TFW. To make matters worse, he all but demanded Dean to parent Jack and take care of Jack's emotions, even though Dean expressed discomfort over his memories of soulless Sam. Dean has repeatedly expressed how he wants Cas to be open and honest with him, especially now that they're co-parenting, and although Cas demanded Dean parent Jack, he then turned around and hid Big Parenting Stuff from him and went off to meet Anael.

Barring Cas's one feeble and poorly-timed, "I tried to fix it on my own because I was afraid of losing this family," he doesn't really spell out his part in the communication failures or apologize very well for withdrawing from Dean, specifically. He sorts of sulls up and say, "I already apologized and I'm not doing it again." Yet, Cas has a continued, longstanding pattern of withdrawal from the partnership. I'm floored that my Cas goggles kept me from seeing it before, and maybe I'm a little embarrassed, too. I mean, honestly, it's amazing that Dean takes him back at all. :/ Once you look past, "Oh no! Dean said mean things!" anyway.

I think by The Trap, Dean has given up trying to get Cas to change or hold him accountable for his lack of communication. Cas sort of gave Dean ultimatums over it, if you squint, and Dean rolled over. And Dean wants to get back together. He needs Cas's support and Cas need his. He looks at everything Cas is and decides that Cas's avoidance and want to protect the family is just woven into the fabric of him, and Dean decides to accept that. It's something he loves about him as much as he resents it. Cas's chivalry is a feature and a bug. Dean loves him for it. It makes his life a Hell sometimes.

Occasionally, I still see people harping on how horrible Dean was for "forgiving" Cas, like Cas doesn't need to be forgiven. And with some distance and clarity, I find that pretty baffling now, but I also remember feeling that way when I wasn't looking at their partnership equally and giving Cas too much leeway on his continued absence from the partnership. I almost...respected Cas more. That thought makes me wince. But his bad decisions I was way more likely to stamp as protective or tactically genius, at least compared to some of Dean's similar decisions. Dean's things I tended to group as "too angry/emotional/irrational." :(

I guess I've come a long way when it comes to holding Sam and Cas accountable for their actions, too. Much of the time, my issues with Dean devolved to unfortunate tone policing or not liking him to express his anger and be angry at his boundaries being breached over and over, even when he was taking his anger out on inanimate objects. I balked just because it made a loud sound that made Sam wince (oh noes, not the wincing).

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On the other hand, I'm quite impressed that Dean and Cas were finding their way back to each other after the Death of a Child. That's about the hardest thing a marriage can go through, and they were getting back together and trying to heal even before Jack reappeared. Clearly, it's a stress-tested relationship. WAY more stress-tested than your everyday marriages; they've been through multiple apocalypses. On the whole, they often have good communication, even when they disagree, they knew where they stood (like with Donatello). It's just these huge, incredibly unusual horrible earth-shatteringly terrible things that throw them. Chuck's grooming is such a bitch.

#cas + communication issues #spn #spn 15x09 #spn the trap #spn episodes #spn season 15 #dean stuff #cas stuff #dean/cas + trial separation

[insanesonofabitch]

DEAN LOVED HIM BACK!!! CAS KNEW DEAN LOVED HIM BACK!!! AND THEY STILL COULDN’T HAVE EACH OTHER!!! Dean can’t reciproca—[gunshot][gunshot][gunshot] SHUT THE FUCK UP. He heard his prayer HE HEARD HIS PRAYER. HE FELT HIS LONGING. HIS DESIRE. HE DIDN’T HAVE TO SAY IT. HE KNEW THE TRUTH. But it was too late then…The prophecy was self-fulfilled.

#I wanna elaborate on this so bad #they can literally communicate through gaze like I don’t believe Cas didn’t know what Dean was gonna say #like CAS KNEW #BUT THEYRE LITERALLY DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE #ARGH #maybe one day #but today I’m a wild animal screeching inside my cage #supernatural #spn #spn 15x09 #the trap #spn 15x18 #the truth #despair #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean winchester #castiel #dean x castiel #reiotalks

[shirtlesssammy]

I love you

Supernatural 15x09//The Trap

#destieledit #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #cas #spnedit #spn 15x09 #the trap #supernatural season 15 #i already made this #i don't care #boris is a dean wanted to say it first truther

[anevermadebed]

so the thing is. in the trap, when dean says “i hope it’s not too late.” it is. it’s too late. cas already made the deal. they’re doomed.

#spn #spn 15x09

[becauseofthebowties]

I've got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless All this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless

— Flu Game (Fall Out Boy)

#spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spnedit #destieledit #fobnatural #spn 15x09 #spn 15x12 #spn 15x18 #my stuff #myspn #spncreatorsdaily #cowboycoven #scottstiles #tuserpris #tuserjord #deanncastiel #useralison #my favorite band dropping a new album? yes i will absolutely make it about destiel instantly thank you very much