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#THEY GOTTA BE RELATED SOMEHOW
naamahdarling · 10 days
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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months#i don't even remember the names of them all at this point#this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay#thst will also prescribe my adhd meds#and my anxiety meds#and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would#only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it#so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave#and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something#but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works#but that they morally object to i guess#and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like#what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that#I'll give her a nasty scrap about it#im not interested in those meds at all#and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best#and removing that would just make me worse#but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that#and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow#which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you#if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers#they just gotta pathologize!#so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever#i shouldn't have to deal with this
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elecman108 · 3 months
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If there is anything that makes me wanna say "I called it" on, it's the characterization of the Daycare Attendant (Sun specifically) in Help Wanted 2. My version of Sun's personality is almost exactly like the Sun in HW2, and I made him after playing Security Breach (the only difference being he cusses and that Moon is more chill).
I deadass looked at this cheerful weirdo we barely got to see in that game and went "he is both the only adult serving cunt and the most friendly guy to ONLY children out there". And now that's CANON. He is the exact opposite of that one meme image that has "fuck them kids" on it. Sun says "fuck them adults" lmao.
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risingblackmoon · 7 months
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geeerr ggrrr
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Pretend this is me mauling you I can't draw on my phone
PLSPLSPLSPLS I LOVE WOBBLE DOGS PLEASE YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT
IF YOU INSIST
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BOOM DCA AND WOBBLE DOGS WOOOO (individual Sun and Moon drawings below the cut)
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Psst. You. Yea, you!! If you want to, you can send me asks about this AU!!! And drawing requests!! Or random wobble dog name suggestions!!! I might not respond immediately because I DO have something I need to work on, BUT I'll do my best to get around to it.
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wereh0gz · 4 months
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charlottedabookworm · 10 months
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Reveal because Noctis and Phe both have an allergy to this one very specific, weirdly uncommon thing. In fact, most LC have this allergy.
His best friend isn’t always smiling or anything, but it’s still weird to walk into class and see him scowling down at a sheet of paper. Phe is the most laidback guy Noctis knows - though maybe that isn’t hard, when his competition is Gladio and Iggy who are intense on a good day - and to see him visibly frustrated rather than just shrugging it off because things happen has him pausing for a heartbeat.
Then, because this is his best friend, Noct slips into the seat beside him with a nudge of their shoulders and a: “You alright?”
“I lost my medic alert tag.”
He blinks. “Your what?” He asks stupidly, even though he knows what a medic alert tag is. Why did Phe need a medic alert tag? Why didn’t he know? Fuck he’s a bad friend what if Phe had had an accident or there had been an emergency and-
“It’s my own fault; I probably should have checked the bracelet before I went swimming in that lake with Aunt Lena but I forgot and it broke. Now I have to get a new one.”
“Makes sense,” Noct says slowly, glancing between Phe and the sheet of paper in front of him. “Is the form complicated or something?” His own tags are Citadel issued, after all, and have been for as long as he can remember. He has no idea how other people even get them.
“Nah, the thing I’m allergic to is just- complicated as anything to spell and it doesn’t even look like a real word. look at this thing, Noct!”
A piece of paper is shoved under his nose.
Noct bites back the urge to sneeze, the edge tickling at his skin, and grabs it to pull it away from his face and-
He freezes.
“Are you sure that’s what you’re allergic to?” The words taste like mud on his tongue as he stares at the complicated string of letters printed carefully on the page.
The very familiar string of letters.
Phe rolls his eyes, a grin flashing across his lips. “I know, right! It doesn’t even sound like a real thing, but apparently it’s a sedative of some kind? My dad’s allergic real bad to it so they tested me when I was a baby and ta-da!”
Huh, he thinks.
“Meds always have annoying names like that,” he says, still staring at the string of letters on the page.
If he pulled his own alert tag out from underneath his shirt, he’d see the same word, etched into the metal. It’s not that weird. It can’t be. Loads of people share allergies.
It doesn’t mean anything.
Just- Noct remembers his doctors talking about how rare being allergic to this specific medication is. So rare there’s not even any numbers on it.
He’s never even heard of anyone being allergic to it outside him and his dad, and even with them the doctors don’t think it’s a true allergy. More… their magic reacting badly to it.
“Noct?”
What are the odds of Phe and his father both being allergic to that one specific medication?
“Noct, you alright?”
A hand lands on his arm.
He blinks.
Phe stares at him, a frown on his lips, blue eyes dark with concern and-
Oh.
I need to speak to dad.
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azonine · 4 months
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i find it so strange. i've grown a lot as a person, especially in the past year and I'm having to readjust how I see myself.
I think the reason why its hard is that I still mostly think the same. Have the same anxious thoughts, feel the same frustrations and all that. but externally I am confident, I take initiative, I'm a lot more resiliant. I had my confidence knocked a little bit the other day when the GP running a training afternoon overwhelmed me but honestly that wasnt my fault I was fine.
I'm not sure what its supposed to feel like though.. maybe i'm still in the "faking it" stage before I can actually "make it". My overthinking will always be with my though but maybe itll be quieter.
It is a little sad that being able to talk to doctors, talk to patients, talk to fucking anyone in public without panicking or stumbling, without terrible heart palpitations is such an achievement for me. but honestly i dont really care.
wish there were little achievements in life
Social anxiety cured
Would make it clear to me how ive changed. but unfortunately not. Change also happens so slowly, you dont even realise how far youve come until you look back. Im still stuck with the autism though so itll never be easy. but it certainly is easier.
also honestly hate that exposure therapy works >:') rude and cruel and unfair. why were they right.
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claitea · 1 month
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DOES ANYONE HAVE THE POST WHERE SOMEONE THEORIZED N COULD ACTUALLY BE FROM KALOS. HERE'S HOW I CAN STILL WIN--
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chloecherrysip · 11 months
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breaking news: local woman goes to the movie theater and somehow DOESN'T see the mario movie again for the millionth time? who IS she??????
#this APPEARS to be a non-mario related post but stick with me i'll bring it back around in the tags#instead i saw the japanese stage production of spirited away (subtitled) and it was absolutely lovely :) :) :)#i LOVE spirited away (makes me cry every time) and i LOVE theatre and to see how they translated so many incredible sights#from the movie to the stage was delightful#but let me tell you...the mario brainrot runs deep right now and my treacherous thoughts started taking me places#mario spirited away AU?? is that anything?? tragically separated bros fic where luigi is in the chihiro role and mario is in the haku role?#where mario saved his brother's life many years ago but lost his name and memories in the process and was corrupted by bowser's magic#and the experience was so traumatizing that luigi forgot about the other world they found together and has been told for years#that his brother simply drowned in the sewer saving him#and then as an adult luigi finds his way back into the world and has to serve bowser and fight the mushroom kingdom to survive#but at least he's being helped by a strange half-human creature who somehow knows his name without being told. at least there's that#I GOTTA PONDER ON THIS A LITTLE MORE BUT THERE IS SOMETHING HERE. I'VE GOT SOMETHING GOING ON WITH THIS#something that hasn't come up yet on this blog but is crucial to one's understanding of me: i LOVE weird AU's#i've never met a weird AU that i couldn't make work somehow. just watch me!!!#and also if you would want to see more elaboration on this let me know lol
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azumarillseaa · 6 months
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so uh maybe my short headcannon
Agent smartlit and dimlit is somehow related but smartlit just kep it as a secret
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yuridovewing · 8 months
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Speaking of Longtail, he's one of those first arc cats where I'm just set on him spawning out of nowhere. He does not have named parents. Who knows what happened to them or who they are. I don't. He just materialized in there with the name Longtail.
... Okay in all seriousness, I'm pondering the idea that he and Sandstorm are siblings and he's her older brother. He moved to ThunderClan as a young warrior when Sandkit was placed there and wasn't going to move back. This is a point of insecurity for him, which is why he lashes out at Rusty so harshly when he's introduced to the clan.
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airenyah · 1 year
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i think i found a way to bring up bad buddy in my bachelor thesis, but i'm gonna have to restructure half of my plans
#originally i wanted to analyze the difficulties that come up when trying to translate thai pronouns and honorifics and polite particles#but then i was like ''shit i only got roughly 9000 words i'm gonna have to get more specific'' so i decided to focus on pronouns only#but unfortunately in bbs there isn't really something relating to pronouns only that causes difficulties in translation#there is plenty of other things that can be tricky to translate like pat's line username or the thing about pran's password#or in ep2 when pran's friends are discussing pat's note and how it's gotta be a guy from the use of ครับ (krub)#anyway if i somehow manage to restructure my thesis in a way where i actually CAN go back to my original plan#on focusing on all 3: pronouns and honorifics and polite particles#then that scene in ep2 pt3 where patpran are teasing each other about the dumplings/green tea drinks is actually perfect for my thesis!!#now i just gotta figure out how to talk about all 3 of these topics and still keep my thesis at around 9000 words....#airenyah plappert#adrm#bbs#i have until friday to figure this out bc that's when i'm gonna have to hand in my exposé#edit: i'm so stupid if i go back to my original plan then that plan included bringing bbs into it anyway#that ep2 scene where the architecture gang is discussing pat's note is the perfect example#of a tricky spot when it comes to translating thai polite particles#usually when a sentence includes a polite particle you'd try to express the translation in a polite register too#but that's a moment where they're explicitly referencing a linguistic concept that just doesn't exist in english#so how are you gonna translate that for an audience who has no idea what polite particles are#and have the translation make sense for them#although on my bbs rewatch the past two nights i found one or the other moment relating to pronouns#that i might be able to use#we'll see
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innitmarvellous · 10 months
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Dunno, but I sort of want to change my URL... I still love Ollie Reeder very much and will always do so, but I feel like it's time for a change? Also, the last change was almost three years ago...
Problem is, I can't think of anything, so...I'd appreciate it if someone could help with an idea (not like anyone will actually do this and I should be able to come up with something by myself lol)
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crazy-fangirl2524 · 1 year
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Shrek reminds me of aftg
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slverblood · 24 days
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Every time I see those "Brendan Fraser in Baldur's Gate 3" edits, I think of BG3 but make it The Mummy
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menalez · 10 months
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Idk about anyone else’s experiences but I never dreamed of marrying or holding hands with a guy even as a kid, like??? The thought disgusted me as a child. When I was 11, I was making my Barbie dolls lay on top of each other and also the first time I pictured my teacher topless I felt so horrified and disgusted I literally shut down and a few years later identified as asexual so! That’s my lesbian experience! A lot of guilt and shame, but I never imagined myself with a male character or anything like that even despite it all.
I get some lesbians try to overcorrect and force themselves into a hetero relationship or life, but also I don’t think a woman who pictures a life with a man and has crushes on male celebrities or characters is a lesbian. Idk! Don’t want to gatekeep but I do not relate at ALL to women who are attracted to any man - real or fictional.
i never fantasised about doing that w real or fictional guys but i did TRY to make myself visualise & fantasise about these things but it would just.. never work out how its intended. id just fantasise about a woman in a wedding dress who looks nothing like me (and would imagine her in detail w a clear face n everything) and then like. the man would be in the background like this
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if i tried to make myself imagine an actual man (which i did try doing as a teenager bc i was starting to wonder why i could never actually imagine a man), i would just imagine shit like this:
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and id end up crying and having a mental crisis over why they always look so ugly and why i cant imagine anything positive about it fhdshfsdh.
but also i was extremely stupid and unaware of my feelings.. i used to write my teacher ms rita poems all the time (when i was 5) and drew myself naked go-karting with my female arch nemesis (when i was 6) and wrote weird homoerotic stories when i was like 9 but i simply explained all of that stuff away to myself until i was in my teen years
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Brother you used to be close to as children, but as you grew the two of you drifted apart as your walks of life differed from each other, and now you only see him once every few years because he lives in a different country and whenever you do see him he's just always unbelievable stiff and awkward and like always on a phone call
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