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#Yeah i know i shouldnt be jealous...
stainedstardom · 1 year
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Hi Hi Cutiepie! <3
I was wondering if I could request for Ethan again?
So I was thinking of jealous and possessive Ethan, where he and the reader broke up because of something dumb and now after a while, he sees the reader with another person and sees the reader laughing at the other person's jokes and the other person may be having their arm on the reader's shoulder and he get jealous and possessive because he still loves them?
(Ps. I'm a try to come up with something for the other characters as well, my brain is just full of Ethan atm)
(Also I'm sending hugs to you 🫂)
i love
EXES
ethan landry x reader!!
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"youre staring" chad told ethan but the boy didn't care, his eyes stayed on you and the boy who had his arm around you.
"ethan come on, you two broke up, move on" chad stated and ethan turned to him with a rather aggressive look in his eyes and chad nodded. he knew this wasn't something to be discussed.
"i cant, shes everywhere. i need her back man" ethan stated and chad nodded.
"well then go get your girl back dude" chad said before he walked away and ethan continued to stare at you. when you broke up, it was over something stupid. something that could've been resolved if he admitted that he was sorry and he didn't mean it but he couldn't even do that. he couldn't even say he didn't mean it and that hurt you more then anything.
"okay i got this" he hyped himself up before he walked over to you and you looked at him
"ethan" you said breathlessly
"hey, can we talk?" he asked
"y/n is this guy bothering you?" the boy asked and you turned to him and laughed. he couldn't be serious right now, sure he was funny and made you laugh but he couldn't step to ethan, he couldn't replace him, no one could replace him and everyone knew that.
"back off" ethan told the boy with a glare in his eye and the boy laughed
"shouldnt i be the one saying that to you? y/n arent you two exes?" he asked and you nodded
"yeah but it doesnt matter. ethan come on" you said and you wrapped your hand around his wrist as you led him away from the man and outside. you hoped up on the ledge and he stood in between your legs due to instinct
"talk to me" you told him and he nodded
"i was wrong, i dont know why I couldn't say it then but it was hard. I'm sorry, the break up was my fault and it was stupid. i should've listened, I know I was wrong" he stated and you smiled
"thank you for admitting it, i forgave you a while ago though e" you told him and he smiled
"so we're good?" he questioned
"we've been good" you exclaimed and he leaned up as he kissed you softly in fear that you would push him away but you pulled him closer and kissed him back.
you could say that you weren't exes anymore
A/N: jealous ethan 🤭
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user220811 · 1 year
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hii i saw ur crush/best friend headcanons for lo’ak and i loved them sm. i was wondering if u could do hcs where lo’ak and reader both like each other and the reader gets jealous over tsireya? what would lo’ak do if he found out?
“I see you”
Lo’ak x fem!omatikaya!reader imagine (fluff)
Please read!!! I only posted my first avatar imagine yesterday, and am now at 100 followers!! I want to thank you all so much, I am more than grateful!! Hope you enjoy :)
Sorry this ones kinda crap
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I see you- “I see the love and your feelings and your soul and you mean everything to me.”
You and Lo’ak have always had a special connection, and everyone is aware of it. You also clearly like eachother, but both of you doubt that the others feel the same. When you joined them on their travel to the water na’vis, you were quite nervous with what to expect.
“What if they find us?” You ask warily.
“Well then I will protect you.” Lo’ak states.
You smile at his braveness, even though you and him both know that deep down he is just as scared. But Lo’ak loves when he gets a chance to act brave and fearless like his dad.
When you all arrived at the reefs, you were still kind of cautious, and Lo’ak saw this, so pulled you between him and Neteyam. You kept your head down, avoiding the eyes of the Metkayina. You looked away as Jake spoke to Tonowari and Ronal, and glanced at the water around you.
Thats when you spotted a girl emerging from the water. She seemed about your age, and was beautiful. Way prettier than you, you thought. You noticed how Neteyam and Lo’aks heads turned in the same direction, and seemed to linger on the same girl. Neteyam you didnt really care about looking, but you felt insecure as Lo’aks eyebrows ever so slightly raised as his eyes followed the girl, and she looked at him, too. You know you shouldnt feel this way, but you cant help it. For all you know, Lo’ak doesnt have any interest in you, not like you with him.
When she was introduced as Tonowari and Ronal’s daughter, it made you feel even worse about yourself. You weren’t anyone special back in the jungle, just a normal omatikaya na’vi. With Lo’ak being Jake’s son, you felt worried that they would have stronger connections than you and him.
You were taken away from your thoughts by a tug on your arm, and snapped out of it to focus on Lo’ak infront of you.
“Y/n, come on, they are showing us our home. Are you okay?” He says, a hint of concern in his tone.
“Yeah yeah I’m fine, come on” you reply, going ahead with your hand still in his. Lo’ak wasnt fully convinced, but decided to drop it.
Once you had settled in to your home, you were all called to the water, to learn the ways of the Metkayina. You stayed beside Lo’ak, as you were lead to the rocks by the water, by Tsireya and her two brothers. You all sat in a circle, you securely sat between Neteyam and Lo’ak.
“You must learn to slow your breathing to be able to survive under the water.”
She knelt infront of Lo’ak, and placed her hand on his lower abdomen.
“Breathe from here” she instructs
You know it is just their way of teaching, but you felt a wave of jealousy come over you. You werent the type to cause a scene, so you stayed sat down, quietly.
Once you all were able to slow your heart rate enough, you were lead to the water. Lo’ak had a sense of urgency about him as he went ahead with Tsireya, clearly going way too fast for him to handle so soon, and this made you feel deflated. You had only been there a matter of hours and already felt like Lo’ak had found someone over you. You didnt like feeling this way at all, and needed to get away from it. Neteyam, who was swimming beside you, noticed this, but before he was able to check, you spoke up.
“I dont feel all that well, I’m gonna go back.” You say, which is clearly a lie.
Neteyam could tell this, and with a quick glance to Lo’ak and the others ahead, he knew why you felt that way. But he knew you were reserved, and wouldnt tell him the truth, so didn’t want to push it.
“Do you want me to come with you?” He asks softly.
“No no its okay, you go on. Just tell the others I’ll join them another day.” You insist, and turn to swim back to shore before Neteyam could muster another word.
You were now sat down on the edge of your home dangling your feet in the water, splashing the surface with small glum kicks. Neytiri and Jake were with the girls exploring their new home and meeting the clan, so you were on your own.
That was until you heard footsteps.
“Y/n” you hear Lo’ak say as he spots you.
He sits down beside you, placing his feet in the water like you were, and shuffles up close.
“How come you didnt come with us into the sea? It was amazing!” Lo’ak says
“I uh, I didnt feel right,” you said with your head down towards the water “Just wanted to be on my own”
“Are you okay? You have seemed quiet.” He says, gently placing his hand on yours, “Have I done something?”
You look him in the eyes, his filled with concern, yours with longing.
“No, no, its just, its nothing.” You say, returning your focus to the water.
“I know its not nothing y/n, your eyes tell me different.” Lo’ak replies sincerely.
“I guess Im just worried,” you begin.
“About what?” Lo’ak ponders, scooting even closer to you.
“That you’ll forget about me.”
“Wait- what? Why do you think that?” Lo’ak questions, worry filling him.
“Lo’ak, Ive seen the way you look at Tsireya, I mean, I get it, she’s beautiful, shes talented, shes smart, shes-”
“Y/n, stop.” Lo’ak says
You stop.
“Do you think I like Tsireya?” He asks, looking you deep into your eyes as you look up towards him.
“Well its kind of obvious” you painfully chuckle.
“Y/n, I dont like Tsireya.”
You look at him confused, and he shakes his head with a laugh, looking down at his lap for a second.
“Y/n, its always been you.” Lo’ak states. You are taken by surprise, and Lo’ak notices this. He grabs both your hands, and hold you close.
“Y/n, I see you.”
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privitivium · 1 month
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What about motherly/fatherly yan having an attention seeker reader. Reader only uses them for validation because reader has a big ego/narcissistic (reader WILL guilt trip them if they get scolded/punished).
Reader starts crying and ranting about their "bad past" if motherly/fatherly yan gets mad (basically playing victim because attention seeker!! :3)
bro, toxic reader is insane. love this, thanks anon.
motherly/fatherly w attention seeking male reader, tw;; narcissism,,, p sure. toxic reader, guilttripping, 3some sorta;; dick stroking/ass fucking. Yeah.
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attention seeking... they wouldnt notice. not at all... to enraptured by ur charming personality. definitely not noticing when somethings up when they scold you for doing something you arent supposed to - and you pull out your bad childhood to back you up. "y-you're acting like m-my mom..." in a bad way. in a horribly bad way!!! mother feels so bad, heart clenching as you were sobbing in your hands as they surround you, cooing gently to comfort you, caressing you - telling you that youre not in trouble, theyre so sorry...
using them for validation, as an ego booster... hn. father coming up to you to compliment you, to tell you how much he misses you in his office - trying to guilt you to come with him, but you cant be beat at your own game... and with a kiss, departing after he showers you in caresses and praise,,,. rolling your eyes and slouching back once he leaves. your coworker giggling on how theyre so jealous that you have such a beautiful man loving on you like that - "oh, god, i know right? he's the best..." immediately brightening, making light conversation with them and saying how lovely he is to you,,,
ㅡ"y-you... you dont love me, do you..." you murmur, choking back tears as you held your hands to your eyes - trembling.
"w-what? you..." immediately, he was wrapped around you, nuzzling into the side of your head and hands rubbing along your shoulders - "i do love you... i'm sorry. i didnt mean to get so upset." immediately apologizing after seeing what it did to you; he's tried so hard to tone it down everytime you wanted to do something that was against his rules - ( hanging out with friends, being on the phone for excessive amount of time, on call...) "i-i love you..." mothers' voice trembles, and you sigh. humming in content as you brush your tears away using his shoulder. hm.
ㅡ"you know how that makes me feel!" crying out, frustrated with father as you held your fists to your head; gripping your skull. "d-don't yell at me for something so trivial - it shouldnt matter who i spend my lunch hour with!" nearly sobbing in frustration, just to really play it up. choking back tears and flinching away from fathers' fingers as he tries to reach for you - to hold you, to bring you into his chestㅡ"d-don't... touch me. you're acting ... too much like them." you grit, playing your cards just right to make him stop in his tracks - his bottom lip quivering at the thought of being so reminiscent to a bad role of your past,,,
ㅡ"y-you don't love me..." mother stroking your cock soothingly, mumbling gentle words of affection and how he loves you so much - they just think youre insecure,,, father in front of you, cock buried deep inside your innards n making you feel full... doesnt help that hes caressing your thighs and your abdomen,,,,, mother jerking you off, so dutifully twisting his wrist and - giving you all the attention you craved.
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simping4-2manyppl · 8 months
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is it okay if u do a Tom x reader with an Ed (so sorry if you are uncomfy with this ❕️❕️🤍🤍🤍)
Tom Kaulitz 🎸
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Ofcc i hope you enjoy 🫶🏼 i dont know much about ed’s but im going to try my best 💗 if this triggers you in any type of way please contact me! Or if i did anything wrong, I absolutely mean no harm and i will fix my mistakes.
TW! ⚠️
Contains ED! And other possible sensitive topics!! Angst! I honestly dont know if i wrote about an ED cause im not very educated on it so im sorry if its not correct!
You woke up rubbing your eyes, seeing yourself in the mirror that stood infront of you. You stood up from your bed and walked infront of the mirror frowning as you pointed out all of your insecurities and picking at them.
You bit your lip as tears formed in your eyes, “Why me?” You thought, a knock on the door interrupting your thoughts.
“Y/n! You awake?” You heard, it was tom. Your best friend, he usually checked up on you to see if you were awake, since most days youd sleep almost all day.
“Yeah!” You replied, looking away from the mirror and getting dressed. You were going to go with the band someplace, it was probably an interview or something like that.
You werent apart of the band but youd usually tag along with them since you were one of their closest friends.
You picked out some baggy clothes that hid some of your insecurities perfectly. Once you finished you walked out of your room as your eyes met with toms.
“Tryna copy my style today?” He said, in a joking way. “You stole this outfit idea from me!” You said rolling your eyes playfully.
“Sureee.” He said as you both laughed and you made your way downstairs to the kitchen.
“Good Morning!” You heard bill say, “Morning!” You said with a smile on your face, you didnt want to bring the others moods down just because you werent feeling the best, so you tried to put on a big smile and pretended to look as happy as possible.
“You coming with us again today?” Bill said, munching on something he probably found in the pantry.
“You know it, gotta support my favorite boys!” You said giving him a small wink. He laughed and nodded.
You made your way to the living room as you saw gustav and georg searching for something, “Morningg, you guys need help with anything?” You said raising your eyebrow.
They looked at you and smiled, “no thanks, we got it!” you nodded and walked over to the couch, sitting down.
If you were being honest, you were so tired, and hungry. But no matter how hard you tried you just couldnt eat food without throwing it right back up.
This habit of not eating started a while ago but you were too afraid to open up to anyone and talk about it, assuming your friends would judge you because the real reason of why was because you had a crush on tom, but you knew he only saw you in a friendly way. And his type was beautiful gorgeous girls with the perfect bodys. Something you couldnt relate to. So you kept it a secret, but it would hurt you every time you saw tom with one of his girlfriends or heard them at night.
It took a big toll on your mental health and sleep, most days you felt like a zombie, not being able to sleep and just wanting to be away from everyone, but you tried to be positive in front of your friends so you wouldn’t worry them.
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Time Skip
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You waited for the band in the back as they were doing a small interview, once it was over with you could hear the screams of the fans and them yelling all sorts of things.
Of course some were about tom, you then saw as they stood up to greet some of the fans and saw him talking to some girl, you knew you shouldnt have gotten jealous but you could help it.
She was perfect, and tom had looked like he just fell inlove, of course you knew he just wanted her for one night but it still hurt to see him being all flirty with her. You didnt know why but seeing him with her bothered you so much and you just couldnt figure out why, she sure was beautiful but hes been with alot of girls and none of them bothered you as much.
You sighed and looked at yourself, comparing yourself to her and immediately feeling sick. Oh how you wished you looked like her.
You waited for a bit until everyone got back, so you just decided to stay quiet and keep on going with your day.
Once you got home you locked yourself in your room, immediately plopping yourself into your bed, sighing and closing your eyes.
You eventually fell asleep but would wake up throughout the night hearing the one thing you didnt want to hear, a girl in your best friends room. Basically screaming her lungs out.
You decided to sleep in, not wanting to do anything as your energy just kept getting lower and lower by the days.
Ag some point throughout the day you heard knocks on the door asking if you were alright or going with them some place and you just tried to ignore them but gave them short replies not really wanting to talk.
A few days of you being like this everyone decided to talk to you, it wasnt normal for you to be acting like this. Tom was the first one that knocked ti check in with you as always but you just groaned and complained that you were just tired.
He decided to leave you alone amd when you heard another knock it was gustav this time.
“Hey ___, you okay?” he said in a soft voice, “yes gus, im okay! Just tired.” You said yelling and laying your head down on your pillow.
“You havent came out at all, can i come in? Please?” He said, his voice sounding sad.
You sighed and bit your lip, “going..” you said and walked up to your door, unlocking it and letting him in.
You closed it quickly as you didnt want anyone else to come in.
You turned around and faced him, “What gus?” you said, “I jus- Oh my god, are you okay?!” He said as he fully saw your face, the dark circles under you eyes fully taking over your face and you skin looker paler than ever.
He had a worried look on his face as he looked at you, analyzing your whole face. “Im fine! Im just extremely tired gus.” You said sighing.
“No! You’re not okay, you look skinnier and more tired, like a literal zombie ___! Whats going on?” He said, as he got even more worried.
Your eyes started tearing up and before you knew it you started bawling your eyes out like a baby.
“I just cant do it anymore gus, im in love with tom! you know how much it hurts to hear him flirt and see all those girls with him? It hurts so fucking much gustav.” You said, as he wrapped his arms around you.
“Oh god, im sorry ___, But maybe he loves you too! I mean have you seen the way he looks at you?” he said trying to calm you down a bit.
“No gus, he likes those other gorgeous skinny perfect girls, i cant compare to that. He only sees me as a friend.” You said, sobbing.
“Thats not true ___! Youre so Beautiful and perfect to all of us! Please dont be starving youself and making changes to yourself just cause you think you arent pretty cause you are ___!! Probably one of the prettiest girls i have ever seen in my entire life!” He said hugging you even tighter as you just cried onto his shoulder.
You lift you head off his shoulder, looking into his eyes as you sniffled, “ you really mean that?” You said biting your lip so the tears would stop flowing out.
“Yes! Ask anyone! And its not just because we are your friends! Its true ___, i dont know how you dont see it.” He said with a frown on his face.
“Then why not me?” You said, your lip quivering. “Im sorry ___, hes just not looking in the right places, cause he has an amazing girl right infront of him.” He said pulling you into a deeper hug.
After that day youd only really talk to gustav, letting him in your room and talking with him, but one day he left and you heard a knock which you assumed was just him coming back fr something he mustve forgotten, but you were wrong.
“oh my god.. ___..” Tom said staring at you in disbelief as you had the door wide open. “Tom?..” you said quietly, “are you okay? Ive been so worried, oh gosh, you look so..” he said as he stood closer placing his hands on your cheeks, analyzing your face even more.
You know you looked more tired than usual but you were just drained from all the nights of you crying, and well you havent ate something in quite a while either.
As much as gustav would try to get you to eat you refused, but would lie to him saying you ate so he wouldnt worry too much.
“Whats going on ___?” He said biting his lip, “nothing tom. Now i want to be alone can you please go?” You said looking away from him as the eye contact was starting to get unbearable.
“Not until you tell me whats going on.” He said firmly, you started getting angry and pushed him out. “ i dont want to talk right now!” You said slamming the door shut and locking it.
You felt bad but why couldnt he just leave you alone, you wanted to get rid of your crush on him so things could go back to normal but it was so hard.
You sighed and opened the door seeing him looking down, “im sorry..” you said your head hanging low as you started to feel guilty for the way you were acting towards him.
“___ you’re my best friend, im worried about you.. can we please just hang out together or something? I miss you.” He said staring at you.
You could feel the way his eyes looked at you causing you ti loft your head up and you nodded as you met his eyes.
“Yeah, i guess..” you said putting your hand on your shoulder, not knowing what to do.
“Lets get snacks and watch our favorite movie no? Maybe that can help you feel a bit better..” he said, giving you a small smile.
“I- i guess..” you said, and walked over with him. Once you retrieved the snacks you went over to the living room and sat down as he put on your guys favorite movie.
“Alright, lets eat!” He said, “im actually not hungry right now, maybe a little later.” You said, pushing the snacks away from you.
“… if you say so.” He said slightly frowning and playing the movie.
You eventually drifted off to sleep in his shoulder and once you woke up you saw him already staring at you.
“Rise and shine princess.” He said, chuckling. God, why did he have to make this worse for you..
“Sorry, i didnt mean to fall asleep, i guess i was just tired.” You said, yawning.
“Its alright, im just glad you’re here with me.” He said smiling at you.
You bit your lip, “i should go to bed now.. Ill see you tomorrow yeah?” You said getting up from the couch.
“Oh.. yeah okay, ill see you tomorrow then?” He said looking at you with pleading eyes, hoping youd say yes.
“Yeah.. maybe, goodnight tom.” You said, “goodnight ___, love you.” He said and you just gave him a small smile and walked back upstairs to your room. You laid down in bed and sighed, shutting your eyes to drift off to sleep.
After a couple of weeks youd start hanging out more with the band again and mostly tom but as you sat down in the kitchen stool you felt someone come behind you.
“I brought you something to eat.” He said, placing a takeout box in front of you.
“Im not hungry right now, but thanks tom.” You said pushing it away, and giving him a small smile.
He sat next to you and sighed, “___, you’re never hungry.” He said, “im just not tom, i already ate.” You said wanting to stop talking.
“You dont have to lie to me! Im your best friend, plus youve been in your room like alllllll day. I havent seen you come down or anything to eat ___. So please eat.” He said pushing the food closer to you.
“Tom i said im not hungry!” You said, frustrated.
“___, whats going on. I know you havent been eating, i can tell! and when you do you take the smallest bites ever! and never finish it and say youre full. Why are you doing this to yourself ___?!” He said standing up now.
Your eyes got teary, “because im not skinny or pretty or … anything tom!” You said starting to break down into tears.
He looked at you shocked, “___… why do you say that? You are pretty! im looking at you and you are of the most perfect girls ive ever seen.” He said as his eyes started to get soft and teary.
“Then why dont you like me? If im so perfect why dont you like me tom?” You said full on bawling.
“W-What?” He said, shocked and confused.
“I love you tom. I like you.. but ive never been perfect like those other girls that you are always with, i cant compare to them. They have model bodies and beautiful faces, and i dont. I thought maybe if i stopped eating it would just fix all of my problems, but it only made them worse.” You said, in between sobs.
He immediately wrapped his arms around you, “y/n, i do love you. Ive always have. I thought you didnt like me so i distracted myself with other girls to get over my feelings for you, i didnt wanna ruin the friendship that we had. I thought you hated me.. when you started ignoring me ___..” he said, starting to cry.
You stopped crying as you were in shock, not expecting him to say those things. “Tom.. i could never hate you, i just wanted to distance myself so i could get over you, it hurt seeing you with other girls, i also didnt know you liked me..” you said staring at him, “please dont cry..” you said, placing your hands on his cheeks.
“___ please promise me you wont do this again, please try to eat, i know itll take some time but please ___.” He said, looking into your eyes.
You nodded, “ill try tom, i really will.. im sorry.” You said, “no i am, i really do love you ___.” He said as he started leaning in closer to you, “i do too tom..” you said, your faces inches apart.
He finally closed the gap between you two, softly placing a gentle kiss on your lips. He moved his hands on your waist, pulling you closer to him.
Once you departed he gave you a small kiss on your nose and smiled at you, you smiled back at him and blushed.
“Now lets get you something to eat, yeah? Then we can focus on everything else after meine liebe.” he said, placing another small kiss on your lips then grabbing the food as he helped you eat, even if they were small bites he still helped by giving you small praises.
And this was why you fell in love with him..
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elizakai · 3 months
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HI ? HELLO I ONLY NOW SAW THE POST FOR THE CHARACTER DYNAMIC HEADCANONS SO LIKE,,,, I SAW CERBERUS (HORROR/DUST/FELL/CROSS I THINK) IN YOUR SHIP LIST AND I NEED TO KNOW MORE
WAAAAAA Cerberus, as you said, is a ship between Horror, Cross, Dust, and Fell, and I love it 😭
I cant remember who started it but I’m pretty sure I read about it on a Twitter thread some time ago?? My info could be wrong but what I remember from the general storyline of the thread was like
fell and dust are buddies (heh.) and dust visits underfell, but still ends up going home to wait for the anomaly, because he can’t be convinced otherwise.
fell gives him a collar/necklace thing he keeps with him.
he goes back to underfell one time and it’s😭 empty. Reds jacket is on the ground and everyone’s gone. WHICH SHOULDNT HAPPEN IN UNDERFELL. Devestated, dust takes red’s jacket and, eventually, leaves. He’s gone. he eventually gets yoinked by mr noot himself
AND meets horror obviously. Over time they hit it off😌
I remember some sort of thing between cross and dust, I think it was underverse related, where Cross feels bad for something he did and dust is just like 🤷🏽‍♀️ idgaf.
basically those two have a lot of clashing because cross is like. Insecure basically💀 and that makes horror mad because him and dust have gotten really close, and cross is JEALOUS and HSJSJS DRAMA. they work it out EVENTUALLY surely
AND EUEU I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN OR HOW but apparently Red shows up at some point and I imagine it’s either like dust has to be shocked and try to remind him of who he is with the collar and jacket, or dust is like *sigh* that’s not my red eueueu, and reds like YOOO BITCH???
they get to reunite✨🩷💥 I think fell and horror got along easier then fell and cross because of underverse😀 but they work it out and everyone’s fucking happy ok
something something SOULMATES??? like dust shares part of his soul with cross or something, him and horror soul bonded at some point before they came along, I think reds left out of the soul juggling💀 ✌️ but he don’t need it lmao
anyways yeah I don’t actually know if any of that was accurate but I do know the ship is great even without ANY of that it’s just THATS WHAT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH IT AND THEY ARE ALL SO EDGY AND HURT BUT SOFT FOR EACHOTHER and they have all this beef and drama but they work it out and are like “woah actually since when were you so lovely-??” And the pain of losing a lover and REUNITING AND THE DYNAMICS ARE INTERESTING AND THEY ARE ALL SO MESSED UP I LOVE THEM💔
oh yeah and I’m p sure speculative killermare is a thing while this is going on hehe
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novafics · 9 months
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l Jealousy l
Wanda Maximoff X Reader
Warnings: Jealous reader/self doubt
Summary: Reader gets jealous over a guy flirting with Wanda
Word Count: 401
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You shouldnt be jealous, you knew this, but as you stared on you couldn't help but look on helplessly as you watched as a man flirted with Wanda, every smile and laugh he brought out of her made your blood run cold and hurt pang across your chest.
You had no reason to believe that wanda would trade you for him, she adored you, but in this moment you wallowed in your despair and the ‘what if’s’ that floated throughout your head.
“What’s wrong, they ran out of your favourite pizza at the snack table?” Tony was of course trying to joke with you but one look at your face and he knew you weren't in a jokey mood, that along with you constantly sneaking glances at wanda made him realise the truth. “Ohhhhh you're jealous” he spoke with that jokey tone he always used. You loved toney you really did but in this moment you really wished he chose to annoy someone else.
With you being distracted by Tony’s constant jabs at you being jealous you failed to realise a certain witch was approaching you both. “Who’s jealous?” hearing her voice right next to yours send surprise through you making you immediately start to spit out excuses “what, who, nobody, nobody's jealous i don't know what your on about” this of course didn't get overlooked by Wanda as she now took in your flushed appearance and rosy cheeks.
“Ohh is this about todd? Is my baby jealous?” she was obviously teasing you, seeing you so caught off guard and red in the face made her think you were even more adorable than she already thought you were. “If it makes you feel better i have been trying to get out of that conversation for ages, he just wouldn't stop i had to fake laugh every few minutes” hearing that definitely perked you up. “Really?” you asked the feelings of jealousy that coursed through your veins not moments ago now completely gone, the only thing you were focused on now was Wanda holding you close.
“Yeah sweetheart, i was itching to get back to you, your the only person for me baby” hearing this brought tears to your eyes, you knew now that you never have a reason to be jealous over Wanda because Wanda doesn't want anyone else, she only wants you, and she always never fails to show it.
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lunatic-fandom-space · 10 months
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Im 7 minutes into Volpina but Ive alredy watched the first three seasons so I know about Lila and I know about all the bullshit drama theyre gonna use her for so I just need to get this off my chest as quickly as possible:
The Writers Of Miraculous Ladybug Have No Idea How To Write The Social Dynamics Of Young Teen Girls
Let me tell you a little story of my time in elementary school as a preteen girl. There was this girl, Im calling her C, who was a lot like Lila in the sense that she lied a lot but people still hung out with her and seemed to really like her despite that. Now, unlike how it is with Lila, literally everyone immediately saw through her lies because children arent as stupid as some might believe. Me and my other friends would regularly get together, without C ofc, to shit-talk about her, specifically for being a liar and make fun of her and just generally hate on her behind her back. And yet, whenever she was around they were always going up to her willingly because despite that, they genuinely liked hanging out with her. Why is that? Honestly, I couldnt tell you since I didnt like her that much and had a hard time pretending I liked people when I didnt, so unless my friends or classmates inadvertantly pressured me into being around her, I just kinda avoided her, so I never got to see what she was like under four eyes or even in groups consisting of less than 5 people either.
So yeah, young girls tend to see through another young girls' outrageous lies but are unlikely to call them out as such for a variety of complex reasons, Im sure its different for every girl. Marinette's conflict with Lila shouldnt have been "she has the ability to magically drastically decease everyones intelligence so they believe her obvious lies and Im the only one immune to it but now everyone thinks Im just a jealous bitch even though Im the only one in the right T-T", it shouldve been more like, everyone knew that she was a liar and didnt care too much because shes charismatic and fun to be around and her lies are pretty inconsequential anyway, even by middleschool standards, but Marinette (as Ladybug) starts to figure out how genuinely awful and potentially dangerous she is and is struggling to get her friends away from her because Marinette (as Marinette) cant present them with any reason to stop hanging out with her beyond "she lies a lot", which her classmates dont care enough about to do anything more than just like, avoid her
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rush-the-stars · 9 months
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omg you’re so right about your homewrecker post. do you think that would only apply to some characters? because imagining yuji and megumi as homewreckers is kinda funny
anon….listen to me….i said AAALLLL jjk characters for a reason.
firstly, with yuuji, he sorta comes off as a bit of a simp anyways? he’s a skirt chaser….that being said, i do think he’d maybe harbor a bit of guilt for it or have this like “i know i shouldnt” mentality that he sorta ultimately ignores cause he’s overeager and he adores you.
i think if you came onto yuuji, all thoughts fly out of that poor guy’s head. doesn’t even remember you had a partner anyways….
(i also think it’s sorta hot to yuuji….since he knows he shouldn’t….)
and also i think especially if your current relationship is rocky or you’re using yuuji for emotional support…i mean to him, if he can give you some relief, hey…
i don’t think yuuji’s as malicious as a homewrecker as some. i think he’s sorta okay being the other man….way he sees it like….okay your bf can’t give you what you need, so yuuji will 🤷🤷 i think he hopes one day you’ll come to your senses but he’s got too much love for you/too much of a simp to do anything but please you and give you the love you’re missing.
now, megumi….megumi the son of gojo? megumi the son of toji?? yeah he doesn’t give a fuck he’s wrecking the relationship and his end goal is for you to be w him and your boyfriend outa the picture. far out of the picture.
you just have to be more careful with megumi because he IS jealous. and i personally think megumi is…a little Unwell. you gotta keep megumi away from your boyfriend. i’d say megumi wants to ruin his life but megumi is too straightforward for mind games or anything more subtle than just fighting him JFKDJSAK
megumi will only be the other man for so long. he doesn’t do well with competition. but trust that he will come out on top.
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cactuslester · 2 months
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dan is so many things you wouldn't guess if you just watch one video. There's the cynical persona that I find endearing personally. But he's also a giant sap. He can't commit supposedly yet he lives in his forever home w his soulmate. He's so wild and young and ready to experiment (maybe he is, I'm just speculating) yet he seems to be way more of a jealous person (sometimes I know he's joking but other times I'm like dan???) than I would've guessed for someone with a partner like phil who spends all his time with him.
that's the gemini in him, baby! jk i dont know anything about astrology, but yeah, dan contains so many multitudes, i think a maybe somewhat big part is due to how he presents himself on camera and how he navigates that
i think he thinks and maybe probably overthinks a lot about how be presents himself on camera, he has a very specific and well established dan howell brand and vibe, and i think there are a lot of parts of him that dont fit neatly into the brand because firstly, the brand/persona, no matter how authentic it is, can never be his 100% true self like obviously it exaggerates some traits of his while downplaying others, and secondly, he has undergone so so so much growth and change in his time on youtube, and i can imagine it's hard to seamlessly evolve the brand/persona with his truest inner self seamlessly without any 'lag' time
and because dan is dan, at his core, he really is allergic to being fake and can't help but be authentic, and is not good at lying and such, things bleed through the persona/brand that he might not always mean to, leading to a certain level of disconnect/contradiction
also, just being a existential philosophical guy, i'm sure there are a lot of things that he has thought about and thinks about where he contradicts himself and he knows it too. like in my own personal study of philosophy, i know i've encountered a lot of things that emotionally i want to believe, but philosophically/logically i don't really believe, or vice versa, things that emotionally i dont want to believe, but philosophically/logically i think they probably are actually true, and if you're in the stage of thinking through an idea like this, it really feels like somehow holding two contradictory beliefs at the same time
(on the jealousy thing, my toxic trait is that i relate so hard, like i know part of it is joking/hamming it up for fun, but i really do think there's something there and i get it, i'm also an irrationally jealous person, and i get jealous in situations i 100% know i shouldnt and with people who i logically know i am completely secure in my relationship with them, and i do my best to not actually impact how i act, but i cant deny the feeling is there
i think part of it is because how Much dnp are to each other, like they really are each other's everything and each other's Person, i think if you combine that depth and importance of a relationship with a personality that may already be prone to jealousy, i can definitely see how that would lead to like jealousy x100 if one were to feel, even if irrationally, that something is encroaching on your relationship with your Person)
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thealmightyemprex · 3 months
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Columbia Pictures Month : Bye Bye Birdie
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Next film on my Columbia film reviews is the musical Bye Bye Birdie .Now I have no familiarity with the musical ,so will view this as a stand alone thing
Now the plot of this 1963 film is that singing superstar Conrad Birdie (Jesse Pearson ) has just been drafted ,and Rosie (Janet Leigh ) secretsary and fiance to song writer Albert Peterson (Dick Van Dyke) ,has set up a final performance on the Ed Sullivan show ,with a publicity stunt of him kissing a girl from his fan club ,Kim MacAfee(Ann Margeret ) and shennaigans ensue
Soooooo thats the basic plot but um,mm.......Yeah this plot is somehow very complicated and paper thin ,so it makes no damn bit of sense .The story would make more sense if Albert was the agent of Conrad and not a struggling song writer ,I didnt even bring up the fact Albert is also a biochemist ,or Kims jealous boyfriend hugo ,or Alberts overbearing mother .From what I understand the story is supposed to be about Albert and Rosie......But the movie is more about Kim,and while I am thankful made a star out of Ann Margret who does her all with the role ,Kim shouldnt be the focus
Also tangent a big focus on the movie is Ed Sulivan ,he plays himself and his show is a big plot point .Now I was born way after his time,but his TV show was one of the biggest shows in America.....Soley because the guy had connections and paid well cause the guy has NO CHARISMA and by GOD ,HE CANT ACT .And yes I KNOW ,his show was popular cause he got amazing guests like Elvis,The Beatles ,Jim Henson,etc and his job was just to introduce but I am still baffled cause he is one of the most uncharismatic show business people I have ever seen .Sorry to get sidetracked,this has very little to do with the film,I know that but I honestly dont get the appeal of Ed Sullivan and theres a whole damn subplot about Paul Lynde being in love with him basically ,so I had to bring him up
OK so it might seem like I dont like the movie.....But I was entertained ,despite how messy it is.....Most of the songs are good ,not all timers for me but they are fun ,I think the most fun song for me was Kids performed by Paul Lynde ,I think that is the best song in the movie and I was surprised to find Put On A Happy Face came from this .Honestly its just fun to witness the dancing talents of Dick Van Dyke in anything ,and the musical talents of Ann-Margret ,Paul Lynde and surprisingly Janet Leigh .In fact the cast in general is very good,Dick Van Dyke is fun as this mamas boy song writer (Nowhere near as good as his performance in the next years Mary Poppins but hes good ),Janet Leigh is really good and she impressed me in the musical sequences like I said ,Ann Margret while I dont think her character shouldve been the lead COMMANDS the camera and is very good (Her opening song had me concearned but the later songs showed me how good she was ),Maureen Stapleton is frankly hilarious as the overbearing mother,and Paul Lynde is the scene stealer as Kims father ,a lot of his lines made me laugh .The film is also very funny every time I was unsure about the film thered be a really funny joke .I also think George Sidney directs the film well the film going into often surreal and somewhat cartoony vibes
I dunno I dont LOVE the movie.....But I enjoy it .I do reccomend it if you want something kind of silly
@ariel-seagull-wings @the-blue-fairie @themousefromfantasyland @amalthea9 @theancientvaleofsoulmaking @princesssarisa @minimumheadroom @filmcityworld1
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clay-pidgeon · 4 months
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vriska + equius’ relationship (i say relationship bc its platonic but idk if i can call it friendship without adding 8+ disclaimers about alternian society) is genuinely so important to me. i need to talk about this more
vriska is the thief of light. she steals light/narrative relevancy for herself, creating darkness/irrelevancy for others in turn. she injures (UNDERSTATEMENT) both of the characters that equius is shown to give bodies/prosthetics for (INCLUDING HERSELF THRU KARMA BULLSHIT.) equius the heir of void is extremely important (something vriska craves) in the form of being part of le/doc scratch, 3/4 of the kids birthdays being in sagutarrius, + dirk being somewhat modeled off him iirc. probably more stuff. also the fact they both have the addiction is a powerful thing line and they both habitually break things. also they have opposite relationships with their lusus (READ THE VRISKY BUSINESS PARADOX SPACE COMIC) they are Parallels on some level its so interesting
and thats just like meta shit their ACTUAL RELATIONSHIP is fucking awesome. their thing is mainly about collabing on aradias soulbot but both of them plan to backstab the other and give it to aradia themself to uhhh get in her good graces i think? in their only 1on1 conversation as far as i know equius’s general tone comes off as…not PATRONIZING but the vibe that hes just entertaining her shit because means to an end shit is clear. he says “make them envy our nobility” implying that he thinks of vriska on some level in the same group as him. which is TRUE theyre neighbors and ceruleans and indigos are the only ones you can rly call highbloods and arent clearly classed somehwere else bc the other 3 highblood castes are clown gang and Fish. and equius openly doesnt rly like seadwellers
anyways back to their actual conversation equius clearly doesnt hold much AFFECTION for vriska but he does put up with her! they dont seem to actually like each other as much as theyre like. allies. means to an end. my weird neighbor whos kinda creepy but is too valuable to actually stop interacting with. vriska likes messing around with him but equius just goes “D—> Stop” and she does it! (also i just remembered that in one of the authors notes andrew hussie says its possible she has a crush on him in which is so fucking funny. irrelevant to this specific thing but holy SHIT thats fucking hilarious) in general equius goes “yeah. yeah. stop. sure” in RESPONSE to stuff vriska says, not reallt bringing up any topics of his own interest
except for at the end: he brings up that he built her metal arm, and vriska does her thing where her sentences look like algebra problems because of all the 8s in them where they shouldnt be, and on the next page vriska slaps herself using her robot arm, which is a one off gimmick but does that mean that equius can control her arm???? what the fuuuuck haha anyways vriska is obviously not a person who likes owing people stuff no shit sherlock.
vriska going to equius for her robot arm is also the main focus of “vrisky business” a paradox space comic thats fucking wonderful. i love it so much. vriska and equius’ relationship is much like the “8lah 8lah 8lah” “D—> Ok” one i mentioned in the last paragraph where equius is simply entertaining the whims of someone he views as lesser, but not lesser enough to be weird about it. vriska pretends she hasnt been mortally injured (saying she stubbed her arm and leg like one would a toe) but is also like a little vulnerable (possibly because of the Blood Loss) stating itd be nice to have a lusus like aurthor who actually serves equius and doesnt eat kids, being way more self deprecating than is decidedly Vriskesque, etc. equius says they dont have many interests in common and also that vriska is lesser than him. at the end, right after her aurthor comment, she admits shes jealous of him and collapses . this is a gross oversimplification read vrisky business here its so good (note this is the preview on the website theres like a continuation on imgur here but i didnt include that bc i just found out about it and didnt want to make this paragraph too long. its here tho its so good)
when arquius happens, vriska Very Obviously fucking LOVES the guy. she says this many many times in no uncertain terms: this guy is AWESOME and Team Vriska forever. which is fair shoutout to arquius. also its implied she has a crush on him which again. so funny. these two are great. not much to say here that i havent already so ill just say theyre awesome again
this post is too long for its own fucking good. tldr equius and vriska are so friends in such an interesting way and i love it
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notmaplemable · 1 year
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Samee anon that made ruby imprinting on Jaune ask.
I would name is Crimson pack or something with pack in it.
Anyway, to ask
Can i ask for continuation?
Like Yang not being ok with it but ruby protects Jaune, Weiss calls him "tall, blonde, and scraggy and ruby getting possesive. Or after Pyrrha pinned him to a tree to make him his partner...or tried to but ruby was faster.
Posting this at 2am cause reasons
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Ruby: *Sitting on Jaune's lap*
Yang: *Glaring at Jaune*
Jaune: *Trying not to panic*
Ruby: This is my mom *Points to her scroll*
Jaune: I-I can see the family resemblance.
Ruby: Yeah, people say I look like a clone of my mom, but I don't really see it. You think we look different, right?
Jaune: Ummm
Ruby: *Puppy dog eyes*
Jaune: Well, your hair is a bit darker. And your nose is a bit thinner.
Ruby: See Yang! I told you we don't look exactly the same.
Yang: He's just telling you what you want to hear so he can get into your pants!
Ruby: I don't wear pants.
Yang: Skirt. Whatever.
Ruby: And I picked him, and he agreed to be my mate. I know what I'm doing Yang.
Yang: No you don't.
Ruby: You're just jealous I found a mate before you did.
Yang: *Groans*
Jaune: Hey Ruby, I don't want to get between you and your sister-
Ruby: Don't worry about it. She'll accept it eventually.
Jaune: ...Okay, if you think so.
Yang: *Thinking* Dammit Ruby. Deciding to jump on some random guy on your first day. Maybe I shouldnt have- *Notices someone sitting in the corner*
Pyrrha: *Brushing her tail, humming quietly*
Yang: *Cheesy love song plays in her head*
Ruby: Yang?
Jaune: Ummm, what is she staring at?
Ruby: No idea.
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dollotron · 6 months
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i called you a dollar store Dahmer because you talk about necrophilia and cannibalism but as soon as someone with similar interests wants to talk to you, you get all fucking weird about it
if you didnt want me to insult your art then you shouldnt have insulted my writing ? which i wrote for you because i like you. because i wanted to talk to someone with similar interests.
but you and your followers just call me cringe for being mentally ill. well im so happy for all of you that you dont have a "cringey" mental illness like mine. so happy for you.
and i really dont care what normal people think of me. i know thats hard to comprehend. but normal people are so hateful toward anyone different all the time its hard to know what is a valid criticism and what is just people being mad that someone not normal is existing...so i just ignore what all people think of me now
i love my long messages im a wordsmith and a cringelord (better than an edgelord if you ask me)
i really was giving you a chance because you seemed kinda cool. genuinely i wonder what it must be like to have everyone love you and approve of you and to have people actually take an interest in you, that must be nice. no, i dont say that for you to feel bad for me or to say friends are bad. rather, i just hope you know how lucky you are to have so many people who want to spend time with you and defend you...who want to talk to you. it really is nice and i am happy for you. thats not sarcasm. im really jealous of that. and thats all i wanted was someone to talk to
i told you that youd hate me and i was right. and i dont hold it against you. i knew on some level that it would turn out like that
and thats the bottom line, i think: you would never have wanted to talk to me because you already have so many other people around you who love you that you can talk to and relate to
now that i think of it this way youre right. it was stupid to think anyone (especially one who is so popular) could care about someone like me
but thanks for giving me the time that you did. im sorry that i have stolen it forever and it can never be returned. i will treasure it, even if to you its absolutely nothing or a bad memory. call me whatever you want, its fine. i know im broken. i didnt need you or your followers to tell me
imagine: even the necrophile cannibals think im fucking problematic and cringe. oh man what level does that put me on. oh yeah: IN THE MUD!! lol i love that you said that about me idk it sounds nice
anyway. whatever. it was worth a shot to maybe have some fun and not be so lonely that i feel like im gonna lose my mind but okay
enjoy making fun of this note too everyone
wishing all actual weirdos a very pleasant evening <3
and i still like you as a person, Lon.
again. imagine. if i hated everyone who hated me. what a world that would be
but i will fuck off ......at least until i start to spiral again and then it will be everyones problem lol
No one likes you because you're annoying and rude not because we're all secretly faking having paraphilia or ganging up on youre mental illness os different than ours. You're the one coming in here, comparing who's better and who's worse, and who's really struggling with mental illness and who's not. I don't care what's wrong with you, but you're taking it all out on me and I'm more than tired of it. I don't know you. You could have come into my dms and actually started a conversation with me to get to know me, but instead you're just trolling me.
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privitivium · 2 months
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I NEED a yan ghiacchio with a reader that acts dense but knows that ghiacchio likes him, but wanted ghiacchio to be the one who confesses
Imagining an overly possessive and angry person be so shy towards someone is just cute to me..
I need a jealous scene..like seriously.
sure friend. sorry for any mistakes that mightve slipped by
yandere, jealous ghia w knowing, "dense" male reader
subbot ghiaccio/topreader. rambles
cw;; nsfw, toxic ghia sorta!
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i cant imagine him as nice nor shy bro,, he's a major a bratty jackassy bttm. imagining ghiaccio as shy to someone he likes is a little hard for me but not totally impossible... he flirts really lamely by critiquing everything you do without even trying to be rude - it's just how he comes off as!! i mean,, hes definitely a little awkward or sometimes way too mean at times - but that's only because he imagines really dirty stuff about you at random while interacting with you or seeing you talk to your shared friends...
seeing you, not chilling with the rest of the gang as usual, rather getting ready for something - to go somewhere... no longer in your usual outfit which consisted of comfortable clothes, you were a bit dressed up... to go to the bar, you say? and are you inviting him? he expects to be invited too, it's a courtesy, no?? no, it isn't. but you should probably inform him of your plans earlier on, huh?! look at all this racket now, theyre all curious as to where you're going! ( it's really just him who's curious - you usually all go together, but you want to go alone?...) he invites himself to go with you, playing it off coolly as he couldㅡ
"you moronㅡof course you can't go alone!ㅡwe are a team and it's time you start acting like it." tugging the passenger door to your car open and sitting with his arms crossed over his chest. you wouldn't stand for being berated for being weak - but you know this man can go on for hours and sit for days in anger if you were to start an argument about wanting alone time, so you leave it alone and cruise... ghiaccio twitching, tapping along the armrest in near nervousness? glancing over at you - just in-beetween your legs and feels blood shoot downward. he directs the cool air to his face and has to sit in the awkwardnessㅡ
ghiaccio shyly mentioning, "i'm privy to a few quality places in this area..." and with that, coolly replying and not missing a beat - "oh, yeah? you have to show me, sometime..." ghiaccio stills, nearly squirming in his seat - were you flirting? you were flirting. that sounded like flirting and ghiaccio was not stupid, you were flirting. huffing out the rough sentence of;; "... yeah, whatever. don't draw attention to yourself."
hanging around you at the bar you dragged him to - it was scarce of people. not that ghiaccio minded... he felt like you were on a date, drinking your little drinks together... it was awkwardly silent between you - and he had no idea how to fix it. were you mad at him or something?!? what gave you the right to be mad at him-? the disgusting feeling of love sickness settling in his tummy as he feels your elbow brush against his - and not to mention this is a classy place!! changing the subject in his mind from the way you feel, he couldn't stand the fucking loudmouths on your left - who obviously didn't understand bar etiquette.
ㅡand he hated the fact that you joined in??? hearing you voice your own thoughts on whatever they were talking - making friends with drunken idiots... despicable. how can you stand such stupidity? it's nearly commendable. not to mention you were with him - ghiaccio?! shouldnt you be talking to him instead of these damned strangers?! it was two men, three including you, before one of the drunken morons leave - leaving you talking animatedly with the other...
or it could be something like. you dancing with a crowd of people - ghiaccio watching from his table or the bar - seeing some guys hand brush against your ass. either way, it ends up with ghiaccio beating the piss out of some guy behind the bar surrounded by the other patrons too scared of his pure white rage and you have to be the one to forcefully drag him offㅡ"what happened to not drawing attention to ourselves?" keeping your tone leveled as you leisurely lead him away by the crook of his arm, and he follows wordlessly. surprising. even more surprising that he didnt freeze the guy and break the ice.
in the end, dragging him home - offering conversation in the car... and not at all mentioning the guy he beat up out of disgusting jealousy,,, then at the base, being a little extra touchy with him - knowing how it gets him. he was wondering if you did know how you made him feel - getting paranoid about you and jerking off in the shower while muttering, "i hate you," or "i love you,". Loser
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thinking about more jealous mike scenarios, specifically in the pizza scene
imagine after got el, they ran into a hitchhiker along the way; same age as will and mike. dont ask how or why just roll with it
and will being will insists that they help her out so they pick her up. along the ride, will starts talking to the girl to calm her down, when she was clearly tired. el also struck conversation, trying to get her mind off of max and also just managing to get a new friend in the meantime wouldnt hurt! the girl talking to will is clearly enjoying herself, shoulders hunched and smiling a lot, looking at him like he’s her prince charming.
el gives her brother a knowing look behind the girl, and will is clueless on why. but behind el, will notices that mike hasnt said a word. he has his hand placed on his cheek looking at the window car, but will never caught glimpse of his expression. he and el continue accomodating the girl.
fast forward to the pizza scene. imagine jonathan and will already have their talk, and jonathan insists he takes a break and he takes over finishing the bath. will nods weakly, trying to dry his eyes. he sits in one of the far seats just behind el and mike and enough to be in mike’s view, looking to the horizon. alone.
cut to mike and el. mike with newfound motivation for his.. er, love for el (according to will anyway), begins to speak. ‘’remember the last time we talked, before the world went to shit and everything?
well, i’ve been thinking about what you said. and i guess i just wanna say i-‘’
mike’s words cut short and trail off when he sees in his gaze the girl sitting next to will.
‘’mike?’’ el calls, confused on the sudden halt. mike is still staring at the girl and will, who are now talking once again.
will is smiling. he’s laughing.
‘’mike.’’ el calls him a little more insistently, tapping on his wrist. mike shakes his head strongly, turning to el quick. ‘’sorry, what?’’
‘’is everything okay?’’
‘’huh? no! yeah! a-anyway i just wanna say-‘’
and now the GIRL was laughing. and mike swore to god she was putting her hand on his shoulder, playfully pushing him away. ‘’i.. i just wanted to..’’
oh jesus now the girl is getting really close.
‘’i just wanted to say-!’’mike yells, now realizing its too loud that it turned the heads of the two people he was watching. mike knew he shouldnt stare or even glare. will and the girl shoots them out an apologetic look and moved on. but will stares and smiles, giving him an encouraging look and a thumbs up, probably for him and el. oh right! that was happening.
‘’mike.’’ el says gentle.
‘’huh?’’
‘’whatever it is, dont say it. i have a feeling that… you cant.’’
‘’… el..’’
‘’its okay’’ el squeezes mike’s hand with a genuine smile. ‘’i care for you.. so much.’’ el says almost teasingly, calling back to their fight in their room. mike chuckles softly understanding the situation.
‘’i care about you so much too.’’
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frostbite-the-bat · 4 months
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i love randomly feeling bad bc im like only ever in my own toontown bubble and i go out for 1 second then retract back to my own stuff and while that is valid and i can enjoy things how i want with my own people just as validly as anyone else i cant help but feel bad not being like.. "on topic"...? if that makes sense. like. im in the fandom im a fan but im not... *in*...? the fandom? i only interact with people i know and people that ask ME stuff. i dont know what any other people do aside form me unless i know them already. i have like all things brought to me because i don't seek it due to my own insecurities and just.. wishes to keep myself safe due to me sensitivities
which makes sense ! and it makes me happier to be here but i can't help but just... feel weird about it. i feel out of place. i know on my toon blog there's some eyes on me but i don't know who or how many... how many of it is the same people?? (also yknow. people recognizing me in-game often enough. even STAFF MEMBERS...) something just.. feels wrong and i feel out of place. i feel different from everyone else in an odd way that i cannot describe. i feel like i just slipped in and now im pretending and doing my best to be accepted by the outside fandom despite myself not engaging in stuff actively there
not to mention my brain is a bitch, and im hard on myself with my art currently as i keep just. seeing this amazing art and instead of getting inspired i get jealous. ill never get those same skills and ill never be as fast as that making just.. fun art. im tired of being tired and im tired of being lazy and slow with things... i feel like i only just. draw boring stuff. and the stuff i put effort into nobody cares about.
i dunno. just. yeah.
im gonna stay in my place, always. that was my intention since day one just to keep myself safe. but also its fandom stuff. shouldnt i be stronger than this? shouldnt i be supportive to others more? isnt this just selfish?
but if anyone else told me this, i wouldnt think this. i believe curating your own experience knowing certain things genuinely do not make you feel good - that it's okay! and you can do whatever. but telling that to myself is... eeyikes. yeah. i dunno. whatever.
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