when the writer of this show was creating Maddy, i think she was channeling me. i’ve never felt so relatable to character. the crazy, the bitchy, the infatuation with the one she loved. i watch this show just to feel close to him. we watched it together and now he’s gone and i’m left like this
i’ve never so much like a piece of shit. she told me everything. everything that was us you gave to her, you told her the same things you told me. so you found better and made me look a fool. you trashed my name and behind the scenes pretended to love me.