#actualbpd

[clinicallydull]

im losing my mind!!!! >///<

#mentally not okay #mentally fucked #im not mentally stable #:3 #mentally exhausted #actualbpd #bpd #traumacore #trauma #actually obsessive #actually bipolar #actually traumatized #kms #pinterest memes #i hate myself lolz #gorecore #gore #gurocore #guro #violence #blood #bloodcore #vent #ventcore

[lukeblr]

does anyone else feel like you’re stuck in your past and can’t grow up? like i don’t work as an adult, my brain can’t behave like an adult's brain does. everyone is growing up around me, my body is 21 and i can’t stop acting like an angsty teen

#bpd #actualbpd #actuallybpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #Borderline feels #ocd #actuallyocd #anxiety #depression #suicidal #growing up #angst #actually borderline #personality disorder

[toadallybpd]

I hate how every other day I just have this extreme impulse to ditch everyone in my life and become a whole different person like can I just chill for a damn second ???

#low quality oc #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actuallybpd #actually borderline #bpd tag #identity crisis #bpd problems #actualbpd #cluster b #actually cluster b

[bpd4losers]

“i’m not scared of you”

you should be.

“i love you”

you shouldn’t.

#bpd #actually borderline #i’m a weapon #he made me a weapon #actualbpd

[thedinbpd]

I'm mindfully mindless; constantly aware of how far away I feel from the present.

#personal #original post #thoughts #bpd #dissociation #dissociative episode #mindfulness #actualbpd #actually borderline #actually bpd #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #actualborderline #actual borderline #borderline thoughts #borderline problems #borderline personality disorder #borderline feels

[borderlinebadger]

you’re super similar to my exe fp (she also had bpd and she left) and its making me obsess over your blog im sorry

You don’t have to apologize! If my blog is in anyway, somehow, helpful to anyone, I’m happy to be here.

If I’m inhibiting your progress in moving on, feel free to let me know and we can block some of my tags from your tumblr so they don't pop up for you.

#ask #answered #anon #fp #bpd #actualbpd #actuallyborderline #borderline personality disorder

[y0o0u]

Tonight was wonderful. you spent time with me and we talked for hours. this happened several nights recently and it means so much to me. you laughed about my jokes and we told us stories from our past. you told me about your dreams, and listened when I told you about mine. you smiled at me, with that cute dorky smile, when I felt like an idiot, and with that wonderful sparkle in your eyes, you told me that you care, that you care about me, that you like me. We even flirted. It was playful, it was sexy, it was everything I could have wished for. The butterflies in my stomach made me feel incredibly sick and yet I've never been happier.

I know I am just a friend to you. I know I never will be yours. And you will never be mine. I will never be enough. You are too good for me.

And however I am lying in bed, imaging how you hold my hand while we walk through the park and how you kiss my forehead before you leave to work. I imagine us lying in bed on a lazy Sunday, cuddling, kissing, making out instead of paying any attention to Netflix. I imagine how we go to Ikea, buying furniture for our way too small flat. But with you it's the perfect home. I imagine how we adopt a puppy, or three, and tell our friends about it like we just gave birth to our first child. I imagine our wedding. Everyone expects us to be nervous but we could not be happier... I imagine how I'll bring you tea and your favourite meal when you're ill, and you rub my back when I had a rough day at work. I imagine how I sleep in your sweaters when you are gone and how safe I feel when I fall asleep in your arms.

We would be so happy. If only I were enough... If only you could love me as much as I love you. If only I were good enough.

#bpd #bpd feels #actually bpd #actualbpd #crush #bpdcrush #i am not enough #borderline #borderline personality disorder #fp #favourite person #favorite person #bpd fp #unrequieted #unrequited love #unrequited romance #imagine #imagination #love #romance #crushes #one sided crush

[survivingrockbottom]

You know that feeling when you just want to burst out crying but then remember you’re out in public

#bpd #bpdfeels #bpdproblems #mental health support #mentalhealth #mental health #actualbpd #actual bpd #mentalhealthsupport #bpdthoughts

[unknn0wn]

I honestly can't wait to die.

#personal #overit #noonecares #no friends #sad #angry #bpd #actualbpd #angel of deathness #im so angry #death

[toadallybpd]

Just a reminded for this difficult time: please stay safe both physically and mentally. Being inside constantly can take a toll on you if you have mental illness so please reach out to people. Talk to your friends and family. Make new friends on the internet. Just keep talking to people and keep moving forward. This is only temporary. We gotta get through this together and we will 💖 I love you all so much

#tw virus #tw disease #positivity #coronavirus #covid19 #covid2020 #bpd positivity #bpd #borderline personality disorder #depression #anxiety #generalized anxiety disorder #actually anxious #actually borderline #actualbpd #ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #actuallytraumatized #actually cluster b

[sayimfunnyplease]

Knock knock.

Who’s there?

Positivity!

Sorry don’t know her wrong house bye!

#depression #anxiety #BPD #killmepls #kill me please #killme #depression memes #actualbpd

[rosenrot234]

You know those “Welp I fucking hate you now” splitting moments on people when you have BPD? Anybody else get really sleepy when that happens? I just get stuck in a loop of “I’m not mad, just disapointed” to “Why the fuck does my brain still make me like people or follow them on the internet? THIS is what happens” And then I just want to have a depression nap

#bpd #actualbpd #it's not any of ya'll following me you're good #just someone I followed on youtube

[thedinbpd]

I've never lived my life in a "happy medium". My heart is either on fire or there's a black hole at my core. 🖤

#original post #happy medium #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bpd #actuallyborderline #actual bpd #actually borderline #actualbpd #actuallybpd #actual borderline #actualborderline #borderline thoughts #borderline personality disorder #borderline problems

[repulseddoll]

#i like him i like him i like him #ok to rb #fp #favorite person #bpd #borderline personality disorder #lovecore #crush #actually borderline #actuallybpd #actualbpd #s