#actually abused

[witchyykitten]

everyone talks about cutting off a toxic parent

but no one ever talks about the pain of wanting a parent but knowing yours cannot love you the way they should

#toxic mom #toxic mother #toxicmommy #toxic family #toxic parents #child abuse #narcissistic abuse #parental abuse #mental abuse #emotional abuse #abuse survivor #actually abused #why my family don't love me? #i hate my family #family issues #dysfunctional family #family #dysfunctional household #dysfunctional parents #dad issues #toxic father #father #toxic dad #emotionally unstable mother #emotionally immature parents #narcissistic mother #childhood trauma

[traumatizeddfox]

"Am I supposed to be grateful to have survived this?" -Brenna Twohy, from "I know Its A Little Late," Forgive me my salt.

#love this quote so much #so relatable #traumacore #trauma vent #actuallytraumatized #sadcore #ventcore #angercore #trauma #actually abused #actuallymentallyill #actuallyabused #actuallybpd #Brenna Twony

[defiantsuggestions]

Listen to me. Listen. Listen to me. Please.

You don't have to earn the right to call the suffering you went through abusive.

I keep seeing people say, "I don't think I have a right to say I was abused because it was never physical," and "I don't have the right to say I was abused because it wasn't that bad," and most infuriatingly, "I don't have the right to say I was abused because I know I was loved."

Please. I am begging you.

I was abused in countless different ways for a long long time, and I am telling you, you are allowed to call your situation abusive.

You don't need permission, and I don't care if someone else 'has it worse.'

You are allowed to call it abuse.

It's okay. You aren't disrespecting anybody. You aren't taking attention away from "real victims." You can acknowledge your situation is fucked up. You can call it abuse.

#defiant suggestion #defiant suggestions #actually abused #actually traumatized #actuallytraumatized #actuallyabused #complex post traumatic stress disorder #complex ptsd

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd relatable #bpd feels #actually borderline #bpd shit #borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #actually abused #abandoned #borderline problems #actually mentally ill #bpd stuff #bpd life #bpd things #living with borderline #never enough #bpd splitting #bpd mood #borderline feels #being borderline #borderline personality problems #quiet borderline #cluster b #mental illness

[unstablemotions]

Every book about PTSD will repeatedly mention how your personality will change after the traumatic event. How this is an indicator that you have the disorder. How this is a universal experience for everyone who suffers from post traumatic stress.

But I never got to have a life before trauma. That person was killed before they were alive. All that remains is a broken shell from where a child was ripped out with violent teeth.

I didn't change from my trauma, because I never existed before it began.

#actuallyptsd #actuallycptsd #actuallytraumatized #actuallydid #actuallycdd #actually ptsd #actually cptsd #actually traumatized #actually did #actually cdd #child abuse #actuallyabused #actually abused #childhood trauma #trauma vent #tw vent #tw child abuse #my post #personal

[moonlit-positivity]

There is no "right" or "wrong" way to react to trauma. There is only survival. You do what you can until you can get out and get safe, and that is the only thing that should ever matter. You deserve to be respected for how you cope with your pain. But you also deserve to be respected enough to know you're worth the effort to heal and seek recovery if you so choose.

#recovery #ptsd #trauma #mental health #boundaries #healing #healing thoughts #trauma awareness #trauma informed #positivity #soft positivity #actually abused #actually traumatized #bpd #childhood trauma #recovery positivity #acoa #toxic relationships #abusive relationships #abusive parents

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

"I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy" well I fucking would

#angercore #actuallyabused #actually abused #actuallytraumatized #actually traumatized #did protector #cdd protector #actuallydid #actuallycdd #actually did #actually cdd #actuallycptsd #actually cptsd #levi.speaking #my.posts

[rottenn-angel]

I’m so tired of sleep not being safe.

#my edit #vent #ventcore #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #liminalcore #tw vent #weirdcore #trauma vent #dreamcore #liminal space #liminal edit #trauma edit #vent edit #tw s/a #s/a implied #actually ptsd #actually abused

[septic-child]

#my journal #actuallyabused #twtwtw #actually traumatized #actually abused #seriouslysurvivor #traumacore #ventcore #cptsd #ptsd #vent art #trauma art #ok to rb #tw blood #bpd

[traumatizedjaguar]

"The guilt that people feel about what their parents may have gone through is a classic symptom of being an adult child of emotionally immature parents. They go over the boundary of what is their responsibility, worrying about the feelings and the needs and the life of other people because thats what emotionally immature parents teach their children to do. They teach their children to take care of them and to be worried about what other people need. The parent has not matured to the point where they can take care of themselves let alone a child. They're demanding that from their children, so its not surprising that the child would end up feeling guilty about any that distress the parent, and feel responsible for that because thats what their childhood would be set up to do."

Lindsay C. Gibson, PsyD

#my text #actually traumatized #actually abused #actually cptsd #emotionally immature parents #tw parental abuse #cptsdhealing #cptsd recovery #that describes me and my parents to a T #I always feel guilty or worried about what my parents may have gone through #parentification

[s0rethroat]

I will never be okay

#trauma blog #trauma #trauma vent #depression #traumacore blog #actually abused #actual ptsd #ptsd #actual trauma #childhood trauma #vent blog #vent #trauma survivor

[secretlykoishi]

i was a child

everything i was, was something you hated

but you always said you loved me

i wish you’d said you hated me

because that would be easier

than believing you cared

everything you did to me still defines me

all of the pain and the misery

you were the only one i could have trusted

and you used that against me

i was a child

i didn’t deserve that

#abuse survivor #parental abuse #child abuse #emotional abuse #mental abuse #verbal abuse #narcissistic abuse #actually abused #actuallyabused #actually traumatized #actuallytraumatized #childhood trauma #trauma #ptsd #trauma poetry #trauma poem #poetry #abuse poetry

[traumatizeddfox]

havent slept in 3 days

#traumacore #actuallytraumatized #trauma #trauma vent #flashbacks #tw flashbacks #actuallyabused #abuse tw #tw abuse #tw sa #tw rape #tw csa #ventcore #angercore #actuallymentallyill #ok to rb #trauma art #vent art #actually abused

[defiantsuggestions]

Your worth is not tied into anything you do or do not do. You don't have to earn the right to exist. You don't have to earn the right to rest or sustain yourself.

No one asked to be born.

It is basic survival to care for oneself.

Do you think frogs sit there on their lily pads and beat themselves up over not deserving the flies they catch?

The idea that you have to do or be anything to deserve the right to live is wrong.

You're here. You're alive. That in itself means you have a right to take care of yourself and to do things that make you happy.

You don't have to earn it and the fact you were taught otherwise is nothing short of cruelty.

#defiant suggestion #defiant suggestions #actually abused #actually traumatized #actuallytraumatized #actuallyabused #cptsd #complex post traumatic stress disorder

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰...𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd things #actually abused #bpd relatable #borderline #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #borderline thoughts #bpd shit #bpd feels #abandoned #bpd problems #svicide #survivor #borderline personality disorder #younger self #bpd life #bpd stuff #quiet borderline #being borderline #borderline problems #borderline blog #living with borderline #borderline things #mental illness #mental problems

[angelicdazed]

im slamming my brain against the bars and it isn't helping i can't get out t

#pink aesthetic #baby pink #baby pink aesthetic #hello kitty edit #sanrio #Sanrio edit #vent art #actually bpd #actually abused #actuallyocd #actually traumatized #vent edit #venting #hello kitty #my melody #my melody edit