The way this is going to be a scene shared between them that nobody outside will know or experience being a part of
Nobody else will see the moments of Tenko's origin, the hurt and the pain and the blood spilled in that garden
Nobody else will see those happy moments with his sister and his dog. The moment he discovered his grandma was a hero, staring starry-eyed at her photo
Nobody else will see the neglect on the street as a little boy with blood on his hands walks away
Nobody else will see AFO picking him up, the first person to act sympathetic and hug him and give him a place to stay
Nobody else will see the way Tenko hesitated to use his quirk
Nobody else will see the way AFO encouraged him to kill
Nobody else will see the image of a small boy hugging the dead hands of his family and wearing them, surrounded by the "gifts" he was given as a reward for killing
Nobody else will see the purposeful neglect, the trash bags in his room and the isolation, the way he stares at a computer screen as his future hero loses the sports festival but saves a traumatized boy's heart
Nobody else will see it all, experience it playing in front of them, except Izuku
It's so personal. Blood in the wounds, sharing each other's experiences, only for the other to see and know
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OG Choi Han they could never make me hate you cause if some random rich boy was yelling at me and telling me my family deserved to die like a day after it happened and all I wanted was to know how I could get help I’d beat him up too
This plus the added fact that the Harris Village people were the first people to take Choi Han in and take care of him after years and years in the dark forest. Like he’s obviously not going to be mentally stable after all that, and he was so young when everything happened to him like I cannot blame him at all. I don’t think I can ever hate OG Choi Han like ever, he’s flawed, he has problems, but I love him dearly. He deserves the world. This kid who had to fight for his life, was taken away from his family, and in the process had to give up parts of his own humanity to survive, and like went to war two years later, they could never make me hate u OG Choi Han…
Like yeah violence is bad I guess but OG Cale had it coming(saying this as an OG Cale fan, I love him, but he was mean as hell when he was younger!)
If I’m honest, I think they were both in the wrong to an extent. Like OG Cale shouldn’t have said all that no matter the circumstances, and OG Choi Han shouldn’t have beaten him up so much. But u say mean shit and you get hit, that is how it will work when you’re talking to the guy who just saw his entire village get murdered like idkkkk man
I understand where OG Cale was coming from, but he had many issues and while he wasn’t an awful person, he was capable of doing bad things because of his own internalized pain and emotions that he never got to properly process because of his emotionally distant childhood and relationship with his father who should have been there for him more when he was younger.
Okay speaking of his childhood, Deruth isn’t the WORST father in the world but there are a lot of things he could have done better. I think a lot of Deruth’s flaws come from his fear of failure and messing up. He’s scared of doing the wrong thing, and so he sticks to doing what he knows and using what he knows best. That’s why he uses his money, that’s why gift giving is his way of showing affection, he knows that it is one thing he cannot mess up.
The problem is that money and gifts is NOT what OG Cale needed. I think what that guy needed the most was a parent who wasn’t afraid to talk to him, to ask him questions. Not to say that Deruth gave up on OG Cale, but I think in a way he gave up on OG Cale by giving up on himself. Deruth didn’t trust himself to have the capabilities to talk to OG Cale, which is why he never did. It’s because that Deruth was scared, and didn’t trust himself, that he could never face OG Cale
If Deruth was able to trust himself a little more, and pull himself together, I don’t think OG Cale would have turned out the way he did. As a kid, he probably thought the only way he could help his family without relying on anyone(no doubt this whole ‘I have to do it myself’ thing came from the fact that he couldn’t rely on his father when his mom died, and instead was acting as a pillar of support for his father when it should have been the other way around) was to sabotage himself, the only heir. If he was shown to be unfit to be heir, then everyone else would have no choice but to direct their hatred towards him instead of his family.
If Deruth had talked to his son at least ONCE when he was a kid, asking him why he was upset or why he did the things he did, I think OG Cale would have told him. Why? Because he’s a kid!! A kid will obviously want to rely on his father, if he just had one sign telling him that he didn’t have to do it alone I’m 90% sure OG Cale would have said something.
Basically, while Deruth isn’t the worst father, he’s not really a great father either. I think he does do his best, but he has issues with communication lol
OG Cale and OG Choi Han are both complex characters and had their own reasons to behave the way they did. The thing is with people is that they’re complicated and have layers, so the situation with them would have layers behind it as well with multiple co-existing truths and stuff
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End Of Year
continuing the tradition this year:
Fandom: HydraTrashParty
(January-July)
Fic Count: 37
Word Count: 115,925
Fandom: The Boys/ Jack Quaid RPF
(August-December)
Fic Count: 12
Word Count: 42,049
Total Word Count:
157,974
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Top Three (Kudos)
The Other Stuff (The Boys) - Butcher/Hughie
Ein Gift (TFATWS) - Zemo/Bucky, Rumlow/Winter Soldier (past)
Something to Remember (CA:TWS) - Rumlow/Winter Soldier
Top Three (Personal)
(under the cut)
Easy Intel (CA:TWS) -
Rumlow/Steve Rogers
Rumlow’s not expecting the pretty blond who ducks into the hallway with timing a little too perfect for Rumlow to mark down as accidental, she glances up as they pass and, oh, he certainly knows her well enough that he could blow her cover when Steve says a friendly and neighbourly hello in passing; he makes a mental note to update their Intel later and make sure to include Sharon Carter’s name as a possible risk before giving her a wink on the way by while Rogers isn’t looking.
It’ll be twice as fun tonight if Steve’s place turns out to be bugged by SHIELD as well as Hydra.
OR: Rumlow has a thing for sticking his cock in super soldiers that could snap his spine; more Intel on Steve Rogers was just an added bonus.
Running Lines (The Boys, RPF) -
Karl/Jack (Butcher/Hughie)
This doesn’t feel like Karl to him at all, this feels like –
Almost like –
“Butcher,” he says, breathes.
Karl's smile goes a little wider, a little feral at the edges, dangerous is what it is and Jack tries to swallow around the way the older man clenches his fingers a little more, effectively cutting off Jack’s ability to take another gasping breath.
"Ah," Karl starts - just a low, rough exhale, "you wanna play do you Hughie?"
OR: Jack goes to run lines with Karl, gets more than he bargained for (but exactly what he wanted)
‘Til the End of the Line (Series, CA:TWS) -
Steve/Bucky, Rumlow/Bucky
It might finally break what's left of him if Steve knew the way he's had to dig his nails into his palms hard enough to draw blood just to shape his breath into the sound of a moan.
OR: Steve will never be able to give Bucky what he needs
We're about 70k less than last year but that'll happen with a mid-year fandom switch up 😅 As always, so much love to all my pocket-friends and cheerleaders/ readers this year but especially to:
@sparklingbinjuice @5ummit @billyboyblue @the-ravening @unlikelymilliner @ladyshallots @crushcandles & @semains
Here's to more words (more smut) in 2024 ❤️
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The Ghost Boys and Finney would absolutely dominate paintball.
They would be in teams red is Robin, Finney, and Griffin. Blue is Vance, Bruce, and Paperboy!
Griffin would probably make paint bombs, and camouflage,
Vance and Robin would steamroll their way through the game,
Bruce would outrun everyone and their guns,
Finney would outsmart people with traps or use the environment to his advantage,
and I think Paperboy would be a very proficient sharpshooter mainly because I think his dad would take him hunting, and he would use anywhere high up as a vantage point.
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