#and my only solution is cute fics because I'm not very good at this stuff

[zarla-s]

Man it's been a long time since I've done an ask cluster! Let's see if I can get some down...

He's an extremely fun character to write for and play with! So in that sense I'm fond of him, haha. He's such a huge disaster of a person, there's always something fun to do with him. Well "fun" in a relative sense.

I don't have anything to forgive him for, he didn't hurt me. |D He hurt the brothers!

I do have an idea for a cute feature inspired by Six-Eared Macaque! I should really sit down and do that already... and finish the one I half started but never finished...

I don't think my opinion on any of them changed! I love them all, haha. Which ones I drew comics about just depends on which ones I get ideas for really. Sometimes I get Alphys ideas and sometimes I get Goatparents ideas! Inspiration is fickle!

I don't have any solid plans or anything. :B Just gonna keep chugging along with silly comics and art! Work on Defrag and such. I'd like to finish a Ladyverse comic I've had lying around forever, and I had vague plans for doing a doujin for them too I could work on... and also seeing if I could format Handplates into a book format... I've always got a bunch of projects, haha.

It works on that level! It wasn't intentional though. |D

I do enjoy speculation! I don't really have much of my own though, I didn't predict anything in chapter 2 so now I'm assuming I can't predict anything in the future chapters either, haha.

Emesis Blue is great! Some really beautiful visuals in there, very striking! Love the mood of it too and a lot of the surreal imagery. I think it helped spur me back into TF2 again, haha. Medic and Scout's relationship was so cute.

I have thought about this! It has its share of challenges though... I outlined them more in this post. A pdf would be more doable though... could even include some extra stuff as well! Hmm...

I can see that! He'd probably spend as much time out in the rain as he could just doing whatever to stay outside.

It was pretty much always going to end like that. I always wanted it to end on a hopeful note! Which might seem weird with how dark it is at the beginning. I DID for a brief period at the very beginning of Handplates think about stopping with the Pacifist run, but that was only because I thought going where I wanted to go would take too long and already the project seemed so dauntingly huge at the time, haha. But it was always going to end in a positive way!

Gaster talks about what he originally intended to create here, and he explains a bit about the physical experiments he runs on the brothers here. They aren't really a solution in and of themselves so much as tools to try and find a way to break the barrier. Really though, Gaster got stuck in the sunk-cost fallacy lol.

I don't really have opinions about what canon Gaster would be like. |D Handplates Gaster is his own thing really. Canon Gaster, who knows! Deltarune Gaster, who knows! I will say I hope Gaster stays a mystery in Deltarune and never actually shows up but I think the odds of that are really low at this point.

I thought about doing a script along those lines! I did a few rough drafts of one, but it never really went anywhere... it'd end up dead-ending or kind of meandering off. I might see if I can get an actual script down for a side-comic or something in the future... it might be better suited for a fic.

I was just thinking about this lately! I was picturing Gaster totally forgetting about that until he sees Papyrus squinting and is like OH GOD YOUR EYES THAT'S RIGHT D: and goes to get him looked at lol.

I couldn't come up with a good idea for Flowey which is a shame, I do like him, haha. If one comes to me though I might make a little side comic about it!

Gaster's LV is complicated... his stats in-game are ludicrous if I recall correctly. Did he carry the damage from his murders into the void, even if those murders weren't his in the new timeline? Deep thoughts.

He fed them anything he could find, haha. Which is why sometimes they just ended up with chocolate bars (which he intended as dinner for himself). He probably fed them more often than he fed himself lol. He did feed them fairly regularly though.

Not about skeletons, probably. |D

Man I know I had an explanation for this but it was so long ago... it's hard for me to remember. It could be that the Riverperson is just weird and has weird insight into elements of things, had a prophetic dream... I don't know! It bugs me now that I can't remember this, haha.

#undertale #handplates #asks and answers

[gadriezmannsgirl]

So im the anon who asked when you'll publish again cuz I missed it and I just wanna say sorry im so late but i jus saw ur post. BESTIE i dont even know where to begin. so first im gonna say i just read the new fermin fic and it was INCREDIBLE. SO CUTE. AND I LOVED IT. second, i want to give you my complete understanding. of course im not a writer but it takes very little empathy to understand why a lack of engagement would make you demotivated to write. im so sorry and im sure others here too that we dont give u the appreciation u deserve. for me personally, its the fact that im afraid to come off on anon and comment with my account, but i realize even i can give feedback through anon. whenever you are ready to come back, even sporadically, i will talk to u more here because u deserve to hear what we think of the fics u so cutely write for us to enjoy. let me just tell you for now that i have never found someone that does non smut in such a mature way. i cant even explain what i am thinking so bare with me i hope you get this. often i just want to read reality and what a real relationship with these boys are like. that's the stuff that makes me kick my feet and giggle fr. but you are one of the only ones that can do that in a way which is perfectly descriptive and realistic. your fic with Gavi for the fight after he waves a sandwich in your face??? BBG. i cant believe i never told u how much i loved that detail. of course it was a shit thing for his character to do but that is the kind of stuff that realistically happens in a relationship fight and leads to a silent treatment and argument -> discussion -> solution like in ur fic. i was reading it with my mouth covered like damn she got it JUST RIGHT. i legit read ur fics over and over they are so SO good and SO well crafted. i really feel like i am in these stories. and i know it wasn't your intent so please dont feel bad for your well deserved post to my anon note, but i feel so embarrassed that i never gave u the credit u deserve. please dont look at this anon and let it pressure u into writing again because that is nowhere near my intention. i just want to say take your time, relax and also GET READY. cz im gonna talk to u more and more like i should and all ur followers should. te queremos!!!!!!!!!!! i even learned some slang from ur culture clash fics

Hello dear anon! I hope you're doing great! :) First of all, I'm truly glad you liked the fermín fic and thank you for taking your time to write this lovely message, it means a lot💖

Thank you for also understanding my point of view, I don't really want to come off as rude or ungrateful, that's not my intention and it will never be. It's just really hard to come, write for hours, wanting to do something enjoyable for others and not get any feedback (I know it is not mandatory but it would be very nice for me and I can take constructive criticism to improve in new writings), but it's also something that it's going to the point where I reblog any ask game or tell you guys that I'm bored and wanna chat with any of you and only two or three asks pop up in my inbox (And I don't even know if those two-three asks are from the same person😭🤷🏻‍♀️) however when I post that my requests are open, I can assure you that my inbox can be 0 but once I come back +20 asks are in there and it makes me kinda feel like I'm just here to write. write. write. write and write😭

I also understand you, if I wasn't a writer here I would also go to my favorite writers inbox and tell them my thoughts as anon but like you said you're writing on anon, which means I don't know your account (or anyone who writes on anon) you could be also commenting on my post/reblogging/etc and I wouldn't even know it's you! Either way I respect that🙏🏻and I appreciate the fact you'll be on my inbox more often either if it's to rant about your day, talk about a fic or anything, even if I'm not as active with writing as I used to be, you can still sent me an ask and I will gladly answer you!🌻✨

I try my best to do the fics as realistic as possible, obviously I don't know the guys (sadly😭) but I try my best to imagine how they can be outside the pitch and insert that into a real life couple with ups and downs but gurrrllll you even made me go back and read the sandwich fic 😂lol. Anywho, I'm really glad you like my fics and go back to read them again when I'm away for a bit. Slang🇻🇪 is very chevere, hopefully I get to do once again Latina!reader😌 Once again thank you for your message and once more I don't want to be rude or ungrateful. 💜 yu guys too, hope you're having a great day/evening/night!

#gadriezmannsgirl replies #a bit of rant #sorry about it

[lostmyremembrall]

👑(Tom Riddle era pls :3) happy birthday! i love ur fics!!! i never usually do this but-im curious lol. uh-my name is Audrey, I've been into magic-based stuff since i was a wee babe-my hogwarts house is Slytherin, I'm demi-bi, i think i make friends pretty easily, I'm very much a physical person, when i was younger i used my hands a lot(aka i punched people lol), i get easily frustrated when it comes to school stuff, animals are my favorite thing in the world, once I claim someone to be my friend-they will be my friend, no take backs, no returns, no exchanges, they're stuck with me-forever! mwahaha! all my friends/coworkers say i have a cute laught-i dunno if that helps with anything lol, uhhhh she/her and im a cis girl? i like cutting my hair short and when i can-i like to just-pick up my friends, im stronger than i look and love to make people laugh <3

extra note-ur fics full on drop-kicked me into a Tom riddle Phase, one i never had while i was growing up XD how dare you <3

👑𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐨𝐠𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬

𝓐𝓾𝓭𝓻𝓮𝔂

A/N: Thank you so much for the birthday message, and your lovely message! I'm glad to know I was able to convert you to Tom Riddle following! loved writing for you and getting to know you! When I read you used to punch when you were small, I knew I was gonna have fun writing this lmao.

𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬

Everyone thought you were a Hufflepuff sorted into Slytherin because of your adorable laugh.

You exude charm, so you become quite popular from day one.

You have many friends, thanks to your charm, across all houses.

If anyone is lucky enough to catch your attention and you decide they will be your friend, they would be devoted to you.

Your attention is quite addictive, since you have the ability to make them feel comfortable and cherished.

Needless to say, you and your friends are extremely tight-knit and are loyal to each other to the end.

You and your friends would be often found in the bathrooms, cutting and dying each other's hair.

You're quick to offer help to strangers, and you garner quite the popularity from the underclass students as a friendly Slytherin.

But, there are some unruly folks who underestimate you.

Cygnus Black made an almost-fatal mistake in your first year of insulting you.

Problem Solver (with fists)

Needless to say, when he showed up the following day with a black eye, everyone felt a shiver down their spine and learned not to mess with you.

𝐀𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐬

Your best classes are Care for Magical Creatures and DADA.

With your proclivity for physical solutions to a problem, some professors were concerned when you began Care for Magical Creatures.

But when you showed extreme care for these creatures, they were pleasantly surprised.

Oftentimes, if not on the Quidditch pitch, you'd be found near the areas reserved for hippogriffs, Mooncalves, Nifflers, etc. taking care of them.

The creatures were quick to attach to you, being able to tell you were a good person.

Being a physical person works to your advantage in DADA, having a keen sense of hand-eye coordination and how to navigate space/distance, control of your body/magic, etc.

You're quick to detect any spell hurtling your way (similar to how you can detect a bludger coming your way).

Your reactions are quick and there are only a handful of people who can defeat you in a duel (Maybe Tom).

Cygnus Black ends up being your punching dummy often in duel practice.

Lmao you're unstoppable. Even after Expelliarmus and losing your wand, you'd jump on the opponent, straddle them and rain them with punches.

Or even more impressive is when you pick them up and throw them across the class lol.

Professor Merryweather admires your ability to adapt to any situation. But, she does have to take away a few points when you resort to punches lol.

Your classmates would cheer for you when you score in a few impressive spells.

But, the cheer from the students would slowly die down when you start punching, fear overtaking the class lol.

In recent years, you've stopped resorting to punches and rarely get in trouble.

But, your stories are still well-remembered and legendary.

You do get frustrated with your schoolwork.

Oftentimes, professors and students would find you blasting your homework with a succession of incendio, confringo, bombarda, etc.

Your professors sometimes raise a brow when you come asking for another copy of the homework. Or your assignment is scorched and smells burnt.

They know you get frustrated, and let it slide. To them, what matters is that you pushed through and still worked hard on your assignments.

Have been banned from the library on a few occasions.

The fear that flashes on the librarian's face when you walk in is unforgettable.

𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐌𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜

You have a very strong constitution and stamina thanks to your physical strength.

You're tough and it takes many hexes to take you down.

Your spells reflect your strength as a beater; powerful and hits hard.

You can see how much further your spell carries the opponent when you cast Depulso, for example.

You excel in big and flamboyant spells.

Anybody would be a FOOL to duel you unless they had the skill and power to compete with you.

𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬

Starting your fifth year, you start receiving A LOT of owls and gifts.

As one of the few people who can keep Cygnus Black in line, you're a literal hero to many of your peers.

You're the definition of a cool upper-class student, especially during Quidditch when you smash a bludger into an opposing team.

You'll find many boys and girls with their mouths agape, their eyes glued to you with admiration and captivation.

The number of sexuality you've awakened is staggering.

Oftentimes, when you pick up your friends, you'd find some of them blushing in your arms.

May take a while for them to come clean about their secret feelings, considering the time period.

You end up with one of your close peers, but well after Hogwarts years when they are ready to admit their sexuality.

𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡

You make a FANTASTIC beater for the Slytherin team.

Especially paired with Lestrange, you two are an unstoppable team.

Slytherin house roars when you manage to hit someone with the bludger.

The way the wind sweeps through your short hair, you squinting in the sun as you wave to the crowd.

It comes as no surprise that you're the favourite Slytherin player of many students.

Lestrange gets jealous sometimes of your popularity, so he will bicker and tease you about it nonstop.

𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐨𝐦

In your first year, you claimed him as your friend.

The genuine confusion on Tom's face,

Taken aback by your forwardness, he sheds his cool demeanour.

"What-... Excuse me?"

"No take backs, no returns, no exchanges. You're stuck with me."

Tom is bewildered. His eyes darting back and forth.

What just happened? Was he just claimed by you? Is this how it works??

During the first few years when Tom is still awkward and asocial, he would avoid you like the plague.

He sees you and your friends and he would turn on his heels and begins to dash when you catch sight of him.

He is holding back tears as he holds his books to his chest lol

Tom would often end up eating alone in the boy's bathroom to avoid you during meals.

He considers it bullying.

When all you want to do is share your Bertie Bott's with him.

He actually once reported you to the professors for 'bullying him'

Since no harm was being done, you received no punishment.

Tom was indignant.

As Tom grows older and more mature (and learns basic human social skills), Tom grows to have tremendous respect for your skills: your skill in duelling, your devotion to others, and the charisma that can convince anyone to blindly follow you.

You'd often find him amused with how easily you fight off his followers.

He desperately wishes that someone as capable as you would join his ranks.

You're well more competent than any of his followers combined, and you'd easily make the right-hand woman.

But he suspects you are too good of a person to join him.

Even if you may consider him a friend, Tom suspects keeping certain things hidden would be a wise move.

The best he can do is maintain a cordial relationship with you in hopes that you might be of use to him in other ways in the future.

Maybe some connection. Maybe a free ticket or two to your match if you become a professional Quidditch player.

For this reason, Tom often volunteers to tutor you in other subjects.

His eyes were round as a saucer when he first saw your burst of frustration against your schoolwork.

He is now used to it. People would often find you with Tom in the library, Tom calmly using the mending charm and controlling the fire as you cast Incendio to your heart's content.

Tom would shed a few anxious sweats under the scrutiny of the librarian, intent on making sure neither of them gets banned from the library.

You may be the only person who managed to get Tom stressed.

#harry potter #1k follower celebration #tom riddle #tom riddle jr #tom marvolo riddle #tom riddle fanfiction #tmr #tom riddle fanfic #harry potter fanfiction #tom riddle fic

[rontra]

this ask/reply is long so im just putting it together as a textpost help me shark if you're out there

Anonymous asked: hi ok im super super sorry if this is bothering you but ive been meaning to ask it for like 6 months or something . i was introduced to your work via skin game and my brain latched to it ever since i read it. me and some other friends really enjoyed the fic even if it was a short read and i was wondering if youre comfortable sharing chapter 2 either publicly or privately? again im ultra mega sorry if this comes off as creepy or weird or something ive been stressing over it for liek 3 days since i didnt want to bother you :(

either way, love your work so much. your fanart introduced me to both arknights and rwby (though a friend kind of pushed me to actually start watching it lol) and theyre both really great series :) your work is a huge inspiration for me and my friend group and your writing is just insane /pos

(3rd paragraph omitted bc i cant priv reply and im excluding your offsite info even if its under a readme HFDBHJF)

hi shark!! ofc i remember you we are like soldiers side by side in the trenches of takano posting 🫡

so first of all thank you so much for following and enjoying my work 🥰 i'm always happy to help drag people into the arknights/rwby zone HEHEHE i'm glad you enjoy what i make!!! it means a lot to me 😊 thank you!!!

now. THE THING ABOUT skin game ch2. is that it's pretty rough. i had a look at it the last time something prompted me to think about the fic and it's not really presentable (i don't know if i even finished editing it back in ….. 6 years ago… oh god). it also doesn't have all of its art (which might be a blessing in disguise given the art it does have is …. 6 years old… oh god)

getting it to a state i consider readable would take a good chunk of work, which is why i put it off again after looking at it. it's almost 12 thousand words of … uhhh… shall we say… unnnnpolished material. i think i couldn't even share it privately because i would be embarrassed to show someone something so unfinished and janky. not to mention not having all of its art finished. so i got kind of stuck last time and just put it off again bc the amount of work it very obviously needed was like. "Christ OK Not Now" yknow…

it does bolster the spirit when i remember you and your friends. it means a lot to me that you care about it even after so long!!! i just have NO idea when i'm going to get around to editing something of that magnitude @_@ i was really a dummy about chapter lengths back then… HFDBHJGJMK

it's really kind of a shame too becahse chapter 1 and 2 together are sort of the introductory portion for our 2 primary characters. so it feels like only half of the intro is done right now. since ch1 detailed how kyrie ended up at that plaza meeting takano, ch2 would detail how takano ended up there, meeting kyrie. and then we would proceed into the future from there. as a renowned Takano Guy, obviously i was very interested in this, but for various reasons i never finished polishing it and drawing the art…

ch2 also features ikuko so you KNOW its dear to me

overall being like 5-6 yrs old theres a disconnect where i don't feel like ch2 right now is achieving what it should, and i see a lot of concrete problems with concrete solutions, but it's an editing of such Magnitude that it keeps being pushed back in favor of other stuff. oh, ephemeral soul…

some of the art i did get done for it is pretty cute though, like these baby miyos;

so that's pretty good, but i didnt FINISH drawing the art, ARGHH

it is really hard to say. bc when i KNOW there's people out there who remember it and care about it, that does motivate me to return to it. but it has a lot of stuff that needs doing, and is a very old project, so it's unclear to me right now when it would receive the attention it desperately needs before it can be shown to other people... i super can't in clear conscience accept anything like payment/etc for that kind of vague half-promise either, although i appreciate the thought xD

i'm sorry it's such an inconclusive answer, but i am sort of an inconclusive guy when it comes to projects... i jump around a lot as i'm sure you've observed in your time following me 😭 it's important to me to have that freedom, but i do care about SG too, so we just sort of have to see if i can surmount the magnitude of the work i accidentally set up for myself half a decade ago (*turning into stone*)

but it makes me smile when i remember you're out there thinking about this weird little AU. so, thanks. 😌 a soul still burns...

.

and then after all that CH3 was going to have more of best girl 🥺.....

WARGH <- BEARER OF THE CURSE

[limetimo]

RAB fics I read this week (12-18Jun)

rewrite my heart (let the future in) by secretpersona First of all, SOUP! Second of all somebody give Pandora a massive hug and some self esteem third of all Regulus my beloved fourth of all just go read it it's amazeballs

dum spiro spero by SagaEllen Marauders + Regulus are all in a situation and by a situation I mean they're all queer and disabled and living that starving artist life and by all I mean ALL of them. Modern College AU, loving the atmosphere,

Auror Academy - the class of 1979 by Regulus_Potter Regulus drags his parents to the court for abuse and goes to the Auror Academy with lotta other people. Lily is a queen, and the Black fam relationships are complicated. ♥

Just Like Them by doshu *lowercase screaming* *uppercase screaming* I did not see the ending coming

Leto by doshu Bartylus my beloved! ♥♥♥ very beautiful, very powerful

Caught Somewhere In Time by remussendcigspls 13yo Harry and Hermione had an oopsie with the time turner and they're in the 70's! Wolfstar and Jegulus :D

Horace Slughorn is a homophobe by Herbologysucks, Wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy04 90% texting fic, modern Hogwarts (still magical) AU. Pretty good! Regulus runs away to Uncle Alphard and Barty gets a redemption.

The Marauders and the Chamber of Secrets by SilverShadow1 HP and the Chamber of Secrets as read by Wolfstar, Jegulus, Lily and Peter. I cannot believe the amount of stuff I forgot. How many people do you think are hospitailsed every year because of dipping their dicks in the Swelling Solution?

Accidental Amphibian Acquisition by yletylyf for TheMightyFlynn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE HEARD OF ACCIDENTAL BABY AQUISITION NOW GET READY FOR AN ACCIDETAL PET FROG AQUISITION ft Regulus and Severus ♥♥♥♥♥ CUTE

Drugs and surgical scrubs by anauro screaming crying throwing UP my guys my gals my pals is there anything sexier than a fic written in a specific setting the author knows a whole lot about

Of tuxes, sari and nalugu by anauro CUTE! CUTE!!! Bridezilla Regulus! James!!!!!! *spoiler* *spoiler* spoiler* akjhdalkuhdlakhjlakjhlkahlkja ♥♥♥♥♥

The Missing Link by Keysie IT'S HERE Remus and Regulus bantery friendship is bakk ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

so i dream, dream, dream of icarus by ElianSolaria aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Regulus dies and is reincarnated as Draco's frail little brother. BAMF Narcissa yes give her to me

Ashes to Ashes by doshu  REg and Sirius get reincarnated as JAmes Sirius and Albus Severus it's what they deserve but also rip to Regulus on his new name

If you've got life, you've got fight by FiresFromOurHearts Regulus dies, Draco is born, reincarnation, one shot,

Cast the Little Prince by Tsume_Yuki  ohohohohoh OHOHOHOHO this one is looking GOOD and I can'T wait to see where the author takes. Regulus reincarnated as Harry and remembers everything

Ogni Parte È Viva (Every Part Is Alive) by euphorial_docx summer loving in Italy my babes

Stag or Doe by ImpishPyxie I-it's not Regulus fic, he's only mentioned because he kissed James once, but if you're in the mood for some tender James/Remus/Sirius smut then go ahead

Mistigris: J'en Ai Rêvé by Calypte James/Regulus sex scenes from another fic I haven't read yet. I'm gonna have to because the writing is *chef kiss* neat

art of death by regs (hatae) crying screaming throwing up Regulus is in a time loop

when you were mine by battlehamster single dad james and regulus on house arrest and they used to date in high school and now they're falling in love again even tho they never fell out of love in the first place top notch do recommend

Black flies by AllLivesMatter aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Good Old-Fashioned Loverboy by TakeSwimingLessons Regulus ficks off to Uncle ALphard, has fun with his Slytherin roommies and oh my god James Potter is the king of annoying people into liking him

The Persistence of Dreams by Anonymous I-- Regulus survives the cave but for everyone's safety he Obliviated himself pretty quite a lot and lives as a muggle with strange dreams and nonexistent memories and just whoa

first footings by wheresmejumper sksksjksaskljfalk Regulus living with the Potters in hiding and them all becoming friends

Kairos Amid the Ruins by Lomonaaeren accidental time travel turned universe travel ft. toddler Sirius and Regulus THEY'RE SO CUTE

Madness by any other name by AtomicMint Regulus didn't ask for a Hufflepuff army but the Badgers are affectionate and loyal ♥

We are younger and older now by Gunhyld Regulus AND Evan Rosier travel to their younger bodies after their deaths! :D Can'T wait to see how it goes!

nothing has to be true by Anonymous Ohohoo. Why did Walburga think erasing Regulus' memories of Sirius would work? :D I am excited!

The Last Words of a Shooting Star by Lucullan Sirius falls in the Veil, Regulus falls out of Veil

victory does not make us conquerors by olivearcturus Harry goes to the 70s but doesn't want to change anything major in case it made the future worse. Regulus has no such hangups, only a whole lot of spite and a lot of time on his hands. :D Loved it!

The house of discord by Petite00  ohoho. Regulus walks in on an Order meeting and gets mauled by a hippogryff how do you spell hyppogrif hippogrif hippogriff this is such bs why are hippopotamuses (hippopotami?) called "river horses"who looked at that massive beast and said "yeah that's a horse if I ever seen one". Guy hippo is a bull and a girl hippo is a cow, that's not horse terminology either. America explain!!!!!!!

like it's hard by vocatives yeah okay I'm sure I did this one last week already. the overlap is there. anyways YEAH this was a fun read, go for it. James/Regulus and JAmes/Regulus/Severus

#dear lord seeing all the drarry PWPs *sighs* #regulus black #fic rec

[luna-loo]

Parallel Universe

Jeff Hardy Drabble (Angst)

Note: Sorry about this heartbreaking drabble. I got some hate anons again today which really made me down and so I started to write. This is definitely my LAST fic. Sorry guys.

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The parallel universe where we're together is the one where my heart lives in.

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Jeff was the greatest guy I had ever met. He was sweet, caring and always made sure to tell me how much he loved me. Fans recently found out about our relationship. Let's just say that they didn't take it very well. Jeff kept telling me not to read the comments online, but I couldn't help it. I was curious. It was my biggest mistake. The only thing I saw were pages filled with hate comments and death threats. They kept on commenting on how I wasn't skinny enough and that I wasn't pretty enough for Jeff. I tried to ignore them at first, which went pretty well, until they deciced to make their verbal threats into something more physical. People started showing up on my doorstep. They startet shouting mean comments from outside my window. They even called my phone and left horrible voice messages. They started throwing eggs on my windows. I was never a weak and insecure person, but the stress slowly got to me. No matter where I went, I was never able to avoid them.

I didn't want to tell Jeff about this , because he already had an extremly busy and stressful life, so I didn't want to make him worry even more. I couldn't make him turn against his own fans. They were the ones who kept his career going.

I thought about the entire situation carefully before coming to a decision. At first, I didn't even want to think about the possibility of not having him in my life. It was the hardest thing to do, but I had to be strong and realistic. I decided that going seperate ways would be the best solution for the both of us.

Jeff intimidated me to a certain extend. He was smart, so it always felt like he could see right through me. Like right now, at this exact moment. I could feel him staring me down. He could tell something was wrong with me.

'...what?' I asked him. He didn't say anything, because he knew that I knew what he was asking from me. He wanted me to explain what was wrong with me. ' I'm fine,Jeff.' I lied to him. 'No you're not, and we both know it!' I sighed. 'Do we have to talk about this , right now?' I pleaded with him. 'Well, you've been acting strange lately, so I figured something was off. It must be pretty important if it has been bothering you this much.' he said.

I stayed silent for a bit. Did I really want to tell him? Was I ready to break things off? Was I even making the right decision? All these questions started clouding my mind. I sighed. 'I don't know if this is the right time to talk about it.' I said doubtfully. 'What.Are. You.Talking.About? I've got plenty of time to listen to you whenever something's wrong.' He said reassuringly. 'Doll, whats wrong? Please tell me!'

I couldn't look him in the eyes. I knew that if I did, I would burst into tears. I couldn't tell him the real reason for all of my distress. I didn't want him to blame his fans. So, I decided to lie for his sake.

'Remember how you once told me about parallel universes ?' he looked at me with a cute, confused expression as I asked him this question. He slowly nodded his head. 'You see, Jeff. I feel like we're living in two completely different worlds right now and I feel like they will never collide. I feel like you're galaxies away from me. You're unobtainable. You're impossible to reach.'

'What. What are you talking about?!' I could tell he was trying to keep his cool, but in reality he was losing his mind. I loved Jeff, but I wasn't good enough for him. I didn't deserve him. I wasn't meant for him.

'Jeff... I don't think we should do this anymore. Us. It's just not working out.' I said. 'What do you mean? I thought things were going well between us.' he said confused.

'Listen. You have treated me better and cared for me more than anyone else ever has. You loved me more than I ever loved myself.' I told him. 'But I'm not meant for you. I just don't think I could see a future for us together.' I lied to his face. ' I feel like I owe you so much and there's no way I could ever return all of your love and affection. I don't deserve you, Jeff, I don't deserve any of this.'

'Yes, you do. You can't even see how beautiful you are to me. You mean the world to me. I promise I will make you feel even more loved. I--'

'Jeff you don't understand.'

'...what?'

'I don't love you anymore.'

He stayed quiet, but I could see the chaos that was going on in his head.  I wasn't able to hold back my tears anymore. I couldn't stand looking at his crestfallen expression. This was all my fault . I'm the reason for his despair.

He broke the silence. 'You know what sucks? Realizing that nothing you ever believed in is true.  Destiny, soul mates and all of that bullshit. None of it is true. You were right. I should've listened to you right from the start.' he said.

'No Jeff. Don't say that. That's not it.' I told him while the tears kept running down my cheeks.

'I feel like I'm in the wrong world, right now.  There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together.'

He started crying. I couldn't bear looking at him. I couldn't bear looking at the tears which I had caused. 'I'm so sorry, Jeff, I'm sorry.' was all that I could say to him. We didn't share any more words that night. We just cried in each other's arms. We knew that this would be the last time we could hold each other.

I decided to leave as soon as he fell asleep. I didn't want to go through another painful goodbye in the morning. I packed all of my stuff and gave him one last kiss on his cheek. I left the place as if I had never been there.

Sometimes you love each other, but you both have to leave with a broken heart. 

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