#and with the song its just haaaaaa

[kradogsrats]

hihihi its dolls house anon again and i am obsessed with chess the musical in a deeply unhealthy way and see a lot of commonalities between it and tdp, and i’ve always envisioned viren and harrows early relationship to be very similar to florence and freddy’s, what with the codependency, and insults and sexual tension of it all

HA HA YES OMG they're both so much about people being traumatized and messy and look idek I just love it, I took my in-laws to see it the other night bc it was in their city and I was SO VALIDATED when my MIL (former English professor) was like "whoa that was actually really good, I don't know why it isn't more well-known" because it always sounds so completely insane when you try to describe it to someone

like "well it's a rock opera with music by half of ABBA, set during a chess tournament (based extremely loosely on Fischer vs. Spassky) as a proxy for late Cold War political conflict, but I cannot emphasize enough how much it is actually somehow NOT about either chess or politics also there's one uncomfortable song that leans on stereotypes regarding sex tourism in Thailand that no one's ever willing to cut because it was the concept album's big radio hit"

and holy shit YES I was so wrapped up in my Lissa feelings that I didn't even think of that but you're so right, like "Why this humiliation?/Why treat me like a fool?/I've taken shit for seven years and I won't take it anymore" ha ha ow and I just thought about "Nobody's Side" and hurt myself

but yeah maybe since the Freddie at this performance was kind of meh and the Svetlana was REALLY good I was just in full Viren/Lissa feelings mode, like "Someone Else's Story" has never been my fav but somehow this just hit me like a truck:

Sadly she realized She'd left him behind And sadder than that She knew he wouldn't even mind And though there's nothing left to say Would he listen if I stay?

like idek man all of the "love" songs are essentially about love's fleetingness rather than its permanence which is just *clenches fist* so "You And I" also hit me hard like:

This is an all too familiar scene Life imperceptibly coming between Those whose love is as strong as it could or should be. Nothing has altered Yet everything's changed. No one stands still Still I love you completely and hope I always will.

...just fucking kill me, okay

ANYWAY YEAH THIS IS ANOTHER THING I'M COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT like I'm certainly not ready at literally any moment to drop a full TED talk about "What Is Wrong(tm) With Anatoly" and/or "Detailed Comparisons Between the Original British Stage Version and the New 2018 Book for Tim Rice's Anticipated Revival" or anything ha ha haaaaaa

#i mean tbf 'one night in bangkok' is a fucking BOP #but i have never in my life seen a staging of it that managed to fully avoid being racist #i am completely normal about chess the musical

[ofkasterborous]

what if. i just give this to you now and it's not even a starter it's just background information but i needed it all written. and then i will write a starter later. but here is all of the this that i have so far @hvndredstories

DO DOO DOO DOO DO Do. Do do do do do do. Do Doo DOO Doo DOO do. Do do do do do do.

DOOOOOO do DOOOOOO do DOOOOOOOO do DOO do doodoodoo DOOOOO do DOOOOOO -

He did not know where the song was coming from. Okay, for a song choice. He stopped, sloped across the TARDIS's dashboard - quick hop to PLItoon (capitals were important - started a war over the way their planet's name was written. PLItoon and don't you forget it) - listening to the song echo through the TARDIS's console room, reverberating. Ominous. Haunting, really. You could say. No?

Fine.

The music continued:

When there's something straaaange. In your neighbourhood.

His eyes tracked to the side, still frozen there at the dash, trying to place where Ghostbusters had started about his most-powerful-ship-in-the-universe, and then - it stopped.

"... Huh," the Doctor said, slowly.

It started again a moment later, at the same point of the loop, and he left the time rotor where it was to approach the coat he had hanging in the fork of coral by the door, drawn by the way the volume seemed to increase the closer he got. Definitely in his coat, then. Problem was he had bottomless pockets. But if he'd had a... small... musical... ghost-bustery something he'd've put it with the sonic, so he reached into the pocket with the blind trust his coat would know what he was reaching for, and --

The little flip-phone tipped out into the palm of his hand. He flipped it open, frowning intensely at the screen, brows furrowed and lips pursed over the still-weird shape of his teeth.

INCOMING CALL FROM: UNKNOWN, it said on its tiny rectangular screen, dim in the glare of the TARDIS's glow. The Doctor knew this phone. He'd used this phone before. Yeah, that bus to a planet in the middle of nowhere, spatial portal, called Geronimo's pizza once? (Make a good pizza, Geronimo's.)

This was maybe his regular phone, as 'regular' as it got. Most people who wanted to call him called the TARDIS. Direct line, hard to get lost, sort of just - put them in touch with the right version of him whenever they called, in around the right timeline. He had not, that he remembered, programmed in Ghostbusters as a ringtone for ANYONE, but the phone was still ringing and he pulled a face (well, fair enough, what was he going to do? Leave it ringing?), hit the green little receiver icon, and held it to his ear.

The TARDIS fell obligingly about as quiet as the TARDIS ever was, as the Doctor was on the phone.

"Hello?" he asked the empty line.

A crackle of static. Then: "Doctor? Am I speaking with the Doctor? From the TARDIS?" There was an edge of excited, frazzled nervous energy to this man's voice. Whoever he was, he was thrilled to have reached a diallable phone number that could get to the Doctor.

A long beat. The Doctor did not place his voice, at first. "... Yeah," he allowed, wary, "that's me." If this was another starsail salesman, the Doctor was going to hang up.

"AH!" The excited gasp had the Doctor's brows draw together, a little quizzical (oh - alright), imagining the way this man must have been turning into the receiver, like he might get physically closer by looking in the phone's direction, "It worked! It's worked! Ha ha ha haaaaaa! It's me, Doctor, it's Malcolm!"

Malcolm. Mal-colm. "Malcolllmmm..."

"From UNIT, sir!"

UNIT didn't have his number. Imagine UNIT having a direct line to the Doctor, not just the TARDIS but his own, personal mobile number, imagine that, they didn't have that. If he needed to call them he would call them. From a private number, hide the ID. But if there was - he thought, suddenly, brilliantly, with a smile that overtook him very rapidly - a single person in UNIT who could fiddle with alien technology and the secrecy of the sonic and arrive at a phone number he could give-it-a-go dialling, whom the TARDIS would have let through even though the Doctor hadn't even approved his phone --

"Ohhhhh, Malcolm Taylor!" Oh, he was impressed!

"It's me, sir!"

Oh, he shifted the phone straight to his mouth, held it there like a dictaphone, "Oh, don't you call me 'sir'." Too much affection welled up inside of him for a 'sir' and he didn't get called 'sir' anyway, oh, Dr Malcolm Taylor! "Malcolm, how did you get this number?" Not that he doubted in the least that Malcolm had found it for himself, but that the Doctor wanted to be impressed by the method, he was sure it was an impressive one.

"I won't josh you, Doctor, it's been a bit of a hassle, but I got through. Is this - this is - you're my Doctor, aren't you? You're not regenerated? I wouldn't mind someone regenerated, but I feel like we - he and I - we had an understanding, you know, it was --"

"It's me," the Doctor did not quite laugh, putting him out of his misery (oh, Malcolm), "you reached me. Hallo, Malcolm."

Malcolm did not need re-prompting to share his clever work-around, "I knew you'd contacted us once before," he said, "so the existing technology for spatiotemporal communication was in the technology that reached us. We scan all sorts of communication--" (the Doctor was sure they did), "we had some of the data, it was a matter of dissecting the building blocks and reconstructing your number from a number of guesses based on proximal telephone data information from the site of the routed telephone call. Once I had that I could construct--"

"You could construct a request to the TARDIS to transmit the call as a bootleg from the same tower and hope I was in range to receive it," oh, come on. Oh, "Dr Taylor, you are brilliant."

"Thank you, sir." He knew it. Listen to him.

"But why go to all that trouble, why not just call the TARDIS?" they had his number, a direct line. "UNIT has that number, don't they?"

"We do, Doctor," Malcolm confirmed, a change in his voice that had the Doctor standing a little straighter (paying attention), "but I thought -- well, I thought it might be best to do it more quietly."

"Quietly?"

"I'm not sure I'm supposed to be talking to you."

"Why wouldn't you be?"

"Well..." a beat as he hummed and hawed about how to phrase it, wriggling back and forth in his seat in a weighing-it-up sort of way (the Doctor could just picture him), "I was explicitly told not to. But I think it's important." So he'd figured out a way to do it anyway. Figured out a way to do it under the radar, trusting the Doctor would be close enough - eventually - to take the call, that the technology could work the way he wanted it to work. "The things they're doing, Doctor - they don't seem right. I think you could help."

Silence, for a bit, while the Doctor waited, paying close attention, ready to hear what Malcolm had to say. When the silence stretched on too far: "Well, what are they doing?"

A frustrated little huff, "I was hoping you'd come to talk about it in person," he said, "I don't really want to say it over the phone, I don't know what they're monitoring, some of the words are keywords." They might trip something.

"Malcolm," the Doctor said, "'I don't want to talk about it over the phone, come and see me in person' is what people say before they get disappeared."

Quiet, on the other end of the line. The Doctor had scared him. He hadn't been meaning to, really, just sort of needling, but he'd - well. Anyway.

Malcolm was scared the Doctor was right. UNIT was up to something they did not want reaching outside their little private circle, something they'd disappear people over. That said something, as much as Malcolm not saying anything said.

"Well you should probably see me before that, then," Malcolm said, forcing bravado into a nervous, edgy laugh. "Good job you've got a time machine."

All power to Malcolm's ability to work out complicated science through a number of tight little loopholes he'd writhed his way through, but the screens the Doctor was looking at seemed like something of a mess. Displays of a nest of messy blue lines and code sat in the heart of the screen, green creeping out from the heart of it like cobwebs, fracturing and repairing, different intensities, some greens faded so much he could barely see them anymore. Something - and the Doctor was not sure what - was constantly dumping code, a running program which Malcolm must have used to override some program he could not get around, so instead of opening the door he was forcing it far enough open just to get a peek, the constant-dumping his way of keeping that sliver of space open.

This was Malcolm's mess, it was not the Doctor's, and - well. It was a mess. "So what am I looking at?"

They were in Malcolm's tiny, cramped little bedroom, of all places. He'd been doing this research here, not at UNIT, which said to the Doctor that there were many many reasons that this needed to be top-secret, and many many reasons that Malcolm had called him directly.

Malcolm watched him closely, eyes flicking between the screen and the Doctor, and then he said, "I was hoping you could tell me."

Really? "Not even a guess?"

Malcolm licked his lips, a nervous tell. He would not normally have been confident enough to even voice this, he would have waited for the Doctor to tell him, but -- "Well..." yes, he had a guess. He pushed away on the wheelie chair, going to tug out the bottom drawer at his desk, and then the false-bottom (the Doctor's eyebrows drew together, at this extra degree of secrecy), to produce a folder, "it's quite top-secret, I'm afraid I'm not meant to know about it. But I overheard some men talking." Gossipers were the source of more than a few top-secret leaks. "A couple of months ago I was asked to look at a sort of - time technology. Fascinating stuff. Nothing like the TARDIS. They wanted to know if I could make it work, it was sort of like - a bracelet, but chunky, with a screen."

"A vortex manipulator."

That was really cool, Malcolm's face flashed with the knowledge of the name of it alone, for a second, but then he bent forward -- "Alright. But I told them, you know, I said, I couldn't get it working. They wanted it to expand outside the wearer, I couldn't even get it running."

The Doctor's eyes returned to the screen, but he held his hand out for the clean folder that Malcolm had drawn from his desk, free hand digging around in his breastpocket for the black-framed glasses: "You think they kept up on it."

"Maybe." Breathless. He wasn't done yet. "I wanted to look at it again, but when I accessed my report, everything I'd written about it at all was classified. Top Secret. I don't have the clearance to read my own notes."

The Doctor flipped open the folder, looking at the lines and lines of blacked-out data, information that Malcolm had uncovered in his experiments with the manipulator. It wasn't the descriptive data, that had been left intact, the information about what Malcolm had been able to shake out about it (if he'd been able to shake anything out, at all) had been removed. He took one piece of paper and held it up to the light, but the black ink used to redact the papers was heavy black, and did not fade with the light.

"That..." he said, to the paper, "is weird." Lowered it a little, to look at the diagrams Malcolm had drawn up again, and now he half-gestured, half-reached for the computer's controls, may he? (Malcolm nodded vigorously, yes, please.)

"So I started investigating," Malcolm said --

"Malcolm Taylor, I love you," the Doctor scrolled through the dumping code, reading the snatches of it he could glimpse as it sped by, thousands of files at once.

"That's very kind of you, Doctor, the feeling's mutual." (The Doctor flashed Malcolm a quick grin, but did not interrupt.) "But I started investigating. Now, I can't - pin down exactly what they're doing, but I think they're using that same technology. The interruptions in the material -- the 'vortex' -- that I suspect that this machine creates have been echoing around a particular location for weeks. Or a person. I don't know." Echoing around something. "But it's not sufficient for travel. I could never get it to travel. I don't know what they're doing."

"What's this green path?" the one that moved from the centre, various patterns, various ventures?

"Well that's just it, Doctor," Malcolm wheeled himself forward, to point, "no matter which way I look at it, the vortex disturbances remain the same. There's an underlying pattern, it hasn't changed in all the time I've monitored it. Except Mr Green."

"Mr Green?"

"Something's moving in there, it's not the same as the vortex. It's in it, but it's separate. I call it Mr Green. That's its path, the last 20 patterns. The more recent ones are brighter."

That was weird. The Doctor glanced at Malcolm - the thing he was describing was so ... it couldn't be - and fished around for the sonic screwdriver, now, to buzz at the screen, play out the way Mr Green moved through the limited tangle of blue lines, the limited area that Malcolm had identified under the vortex manipulation.

Malcolm had asked him here because he thought that UNIT was doing something they really oughtn't be doing.

The Doctor, with something of a sick feeling right at the bottom of his chest, below the hearts, really probably agreed.

"What resets it?"

"What?"

"The -- pattern, it goes in a pattern, where does the pattern end?"

Malcolm hesitated.

"Malcolm, the thing you're talking about, the system you're describing, that's a time loop. Events happening over and over again to whatever or whoever's around Mr Green. Best case it's a blip, worst case your employer has set up a torture machine. What resets the loop?"

Malcolm paled considerably. But he did not argue. This had, evidently, been Malcolm's own guess, as well.

"I don't know," Dr Taylor said, quietly. "Mr Green stops moving," he nodded to the screen, the dead ends that Mr Green had reached, "and then - he starts in the middle again."

They stared at each other.

"Well," said the Doctor. His eyes went back to Mr Green. "Maybe we can ask."

#ic #hvndredstories #long post #long post for ts

[mc-doppomine]

Day 21 Bonus: Fling Posse vs Mad Trigger Crew

Man this was the loaded fight for this whole season. And it’s in the FIRST round. Like I was so sure on both of these guys having like the most going on in this DRB and thought that their fight would’ve been like later...not out the gate. So I was like ‘oh.’ Yeah, I was legit intimidated by that fight so I chose not participate because I did not want to be held responsible for any fallout from whatever happened. This was like a super hard fight in terms of story but I’ll choose to do the music first since the other aspect would take some explaining.

Including the before 2nd DRB for the solos and then the battle album now......I’m so sorry but FP blew MTC out of the water. It really wasn’t much of a fight in that aspect. All of the before 2nd DRB for FP was great. Like those tracks are my favorite song for each individual rapper. Although to be fair, a lot of the 2nd DRB albums gave me the favorite solos of the characters. MTC included...except Rio’s...I feel he gets slighted to often and I feel like I have to say the most bad stuff about him. It’s probably the whole soldier thing. But yeah, it’s completely just the whole pop vs any other genre to me...but Black Journey just beat out Hunting Charm in terms of its appeal. 

So then I run into the battle. And let me just say, what a bop. And it was solely it’s boppability that edged it past Light & Shadow. But it feels like it embodies both teams vibes somehow. And I love it. As for the fight itself...yeesh, it was a massacre. And I was a little sad because this was the song I thought Jyuto was the smoothest and still lost for me. Tragic. But I think Rio and Dice’s politeness before absolutely ripping into each other was wonderful. But I think the BB line just took it for Dice. And then it was no real contest with Jyuto and Gentaro, he said he’s bought to feast on you, rabbit. Please back down graciously. That was Gentaro’s best verse, I’m sorry that this was what you had to go against 

And then there’s Samatoki and Ramuda’s verses. Aahhhhh, it was tough to be honest because Samatoki sounded like he’d make good on this threat on FP with the shot to the head and tearing them apart. Meanwhile Ramuda is just so good at being a nuisance to others and exploiting it. But I think the voice drops just did me in. I’m sorry Samatoki. So yes, FP took the battle for me.

As for the story, I really thought it was gonna be a difficult decision with these two. Because before the battle season they really had a...Reason to Fight. Like FP’s is more dire because Ramuda’s actual life is in danger. But MTC also had the need to go in because Samatoki had reason to believe that Chuuoku may be manipulating his sister and depending on his crew’s goals...her life would end up in danger. They have such strong reasoning from their leaders alone and a loss would hurt either team severely. 

...At least I had this idea until A Dream...for Good or Evil drama track. I feel like that deescalated the situation quite a bit. Like I am all for Nemu’s motivation and work on herself. I didn’t expect it and was pleasantly surprised. But it also kind of knocked down the danger in engagement for MTC...sorta. Because while Samatoki is still willing to go up and then drag her back home, WE know Nemu doesn’t need nor want any sort of help. At this point it only got raised a bit from Honobono and her interaction with Jyuto but even that didn’t feel like enough to kick back up the urgency for MTC. 

Meanwhile in Catch Us If You Can drama track, we’re just cemented to the fact that Ramuda is still unwell and will continue to so long as his supply of candies dwindle. And then it’s exacerbated because now FP as a whole were in danger of being hunted by both the clones and by Honobono. The stakes only rose for them. 

Then we’d have to consider where their battles lead...MTC vs DH would be Samatoki getting closure with Sasara. Despite not getting it, Samatoki showed an immense amount of restraint as he didn’t even draw his mic on Sasara. But he wanted to know and while he hasn’t HAD to think on it for a while, the battle throws it in his face. And now Sasara can’t run from him, which works in his favor. I don’t think MTC would know anything about Rei to really get in a fight with him unless Rio recognized him but even that I’m not sure is enough to really cause a friction with the two crews. 

MTC vs BB is War War War all over again. But I think it would be a chance for reconciliation for Samatoki and Ichiro the only way they know how (fighting). Especially since now it’d be known who Ichiro’s dad is and Samatoki being able to empathize with having a piece of shit dad and keeping those ghosts from taking what he has. Also he has no reason to fight Ichiro anymore. Not knowing what he does now and having already smashed his feelings with the eldest Yamada in the last battle season. I feel like Jiro could get along with MTC easier now along with Saburo as they have had time to think how MTC isn’t really their enemy outside of this competition. They took on a grudge that wasn’t theirs and now they don’t have to have it. And I hope that they take that angle. 

MTC vs BAT I can’t think of too much for. I don’t think there was much interaction from any side outside of Samatoki and Kuko’s short time in MCD. I think Hitoya would steer clear of MTC as he doesn’t want Jyushi or Kuko wrapped up with them despite Kuko’s knack for finding trouble. 

MTC vs MTR I can’t think of being as intense as their last time since they really didn’t have reason to hate each other outside of they’re the opponents. Although It would be interesting to see how they’d duke it out knowing each other’s abilities a little better. Maybe there’s a chance of Samatoki asking Jakurai to see if his ability could heal his sister and Jakurai not being mean, wouldn’t be opposed regardless of win or loss. Although it could be mutually beneficial if Jakurai could ask Samatoki to deal with Honobono so that it didn’t lead to trouble for his team. Doubtful but interesting nevertheless. 

Going on to flip the script FP vs DH would really only boil down to Rei’s machinations for this battle. I did go back and he did say he had further use for Ramuda after the 1st DRB. What is this use? Is it like a backdoor to Ramuda that obviously the creator would know? Ramuda doesn’t seem to be quite conscious of Rei for some reason and I wonder why that is. I don’t think he’d really have reason to target Gentaro unless it is the idea that he knows whatever secret Gentaro is keeping. Which I feel Gentaro has a major secret but we have yet to have the full picture as to it. And lastly Rei knows who the fuck Dice is. He knows who’s watching him. It’s a secret that the group doesn’t even know Dice is keeping. It’d be hella shady though if Otome was like ‘I’d entertain your whim so long as you get rid of this guy for me.’ Which if it was for Ramuda...Dice would less argumentative against it but he’d have to know why. Even if I don’t feel he dislikes his mother, he isn’t proud of her by any means either. 

FP vs BB...god I am sort of curious because I can’t think of much of a fight between them. Like Ramuda never seemed to think much of Ichiro and vice versa. Although I almost feel like Ichiro knows about Ramuda’s secret but said nothing because it’s not his business as I believe he was the one that had remarked to Ramuda ‘hey do you have a twin?’ in TDD. I also feel like Gentaro can start another rivalry he will never let go with Jiro...just because thoughtless words tend to find him. A lot. I feel like Saburo could also break the secrets on FP while looking into them and finding them...odd. But overall it’s too vague to imagine.

FP vs BAT...haaaaaa, I got nothing. I’m sorry, I haven’t found any sort of connection or thread with them to go onto.

FP vs MTR woooooooo. Not only do we get Battle Battle Battle remix, but they just have so much that can go on between them. They both have a mutual enemy in Honobono, whom seems motivated either by her job (with FP) or personal amusement (with MTR), in serving as an antagonist to them. While it would be cool for them to link up and deal with her, I feel more like they’ll beat the other and leave them as like an offering to her while they deal with their own problems. Which would honestly just make them both easy pickings for her. She seems to understand the heart of both teams and I could see her using that against them such as Jakurai’s compassion, Hifumi and Doppo’s defense and  Dice and Gentaro’s desperation. 

Then there’s the whole issue of them being wanted by Chuuoku for differing reasons. I don’t know how but that could work for the other team if they knew about the motives of their opponents. And also it would be a chance for Ramuda and Jakurai to have some semblance of reconciliation because they wouldn’t want to see the other used by Chuuoku. Even if they can’t stand each other. There’s a difference between disdain and suffering.

But based on all of that...it is pretty easy for me to slot for FP in this fight. So overall FP would’ve been who I go for in this DRB round. 

#30 days of hypmic challenge #fling posse #mad trigger crew #Ramuda Amemura #gentaro yumeno #dice arisugawa #Samatoki Aohitsugi #jyuto iruma #rio mason busujima

[softestsaddestbitch]

December TC Challenge

stole this from @elder-edda (sorry for creeping! just, given the usual demographic of the tc community I was excited to find another 20-smthg)

1) what color is your tc’s hair?

He has just, simple brown hair but he’s starting to go grey which, no lie, is 100% doing it for me.

2) is your tc married?

Yes? He doesn’t wear a ring and I believe she kept her last name which makes me think it’s more of a civil partnership since they’ve been together since the early 2000s at least. But he also will refer to her as “my wife” and was telling me once that they waited until “after they got married” before moving in together.

3) if yes, do you care? would you do something with them regardless of their marriage?

I know these questions are general but I do take offense at the idea of being a homewrecker/other woman. I’ve met his wife, she’s really nice.

4) what’s your worst memory with your tc?

I put my foot in my mouth SO OFTEN. Good lord. Especially my last semester at that school? He was acting weird and I had just realized after fucking ... four years?? that I romantically liked him. So I kept bringing up my weird age fixation and other bs bc I have adhd and am possibly autistic?? and can’t read a room to save my life.

5) what’s your best memory with your tc?

One year we had a really bad snowstorm, so bad in fact that I had my first-ever snow day. The college that I used to go to has four campuses across as many cities, and C has to drive in twice a week to my (old) town from his. Now, morning classes had been canceled but afternoon classes had been given the go-ahead. C, who does not check his emails until he arrives at campus, evidently did not get this message until he was already in town and therefore didn’t have a morning class, but did have an afternoon class. On this day I had a late morning class that had been reinstated, but my prof didn’t get that memo so I also was on campus but didn’t have a class. So I went to visit his office, which I had been doing throughout the semester (I didn’t have a class with him at the time) and we just ... hung out for like 2 hours. It was so nice and one of the anecdotes he told me still haunts me lol.

sidenote: at the time, I hadn’t yet realized that I liked him, but I still went out of my way to visit him. Damn I was a dumbass.

6) does anyone in your school know how you feel?

ish? I told a classmate but in a “haha joking” kinda way. And a friend who went to that school knows. No one at my current school knows.

7) does your tc know how you feel?

I think he might? might have a lil inkling which would explain why he started acting so weird my last semester. Or at the very least was told/realized how bad it could look that he was getting so chummy w/ a student.

8) do you think there’s any chance your tc reciprocates your feelings?

He and his wife have been together for around 20 years now. No. No, I don’t think so. Maybe in an alternate universe.

9) are you getting your tc a christmas present? if so, what is it?

I have in the past! Specifically like, a tin of cookies lol. I’ve also given him an actual present when I left. I do intend to send him a Christmas card every year but not this year because ... you know ... the apocalypse.

10) have you ever flirted with your tc?

Flirtation inherently has intent. So, no. How he interpreted our interactions I don’t know.

11) how long have you had a crush on them? what began it all?

SO! TIMELINE!

I was at my old school from September 2014-April 2019, I had C for the first time in September 2015. Like I mentioned above, I did not realize I had a crush on him until literally the middle of my final exam of my class with him December 2018, so I’ve only consciously had a crush for about two years now. However, as I also mentioned, I went out of my way to stop by his office, even when I didn’t have a class with him. And my relationship with/feelings towards him are complicated so I’m not going to say I did so solely because I like him, but I would put it maybe closer to somewhere in 2017. You don’t plan your schedule around someone you don’t feel strong feelings for.

12) do you believe you’ll get over them shortly after you stop taking their class/have the chance to spend time with them?

As of today, it has been been exactly a year and a half since I last him in person. In the time since, I have cried over missing him, routinely gone back to keep up with his current research projects, and made his picture a part of my home screen. I almost exclusively listen to the playlist I made for him -  so much so my Spotify Wrapped is pretty much that playlist with a few extras.

13) what kind of grades do you get in their class?

Haaaaaa pre-supension I was failing his classes. My first semester back I got .... a mid/high 70? and I finished my last class with him with an A+ and the essay I had written for his class had the highest grade between the two classes so..

14) does your tc ever do any tiny, little things that you adore?

When he puts a hand in his pocket and leans against the wall. When he tucks his hair behind his ear because he keeps falling in his face (he has long hair, a little past his shoulders). When he can’t stop himself from googling something even if its in the middle of class. How you can ask him anything at any time. The way he would chuckle at my jokes. How his handwriting hasn’t improved in decades. How easily he brushes off toxic masculinity. His candidness and willingness to share little anecdotes. The way he used to always smile whenever he saw me. That he goes home everyday to have lunch with his wife.

15) are you their favorite student?

I was! And it was obvious to other students that we had a friendly, casual relationship too. For a time, if his other students had questions about him they would ask me, and I usually had the answer. I didn’t matter in the long run, but I was. 

16) do you two share any tastes? movies, books, music, etc.

He’s a legal historian, I’m a baby legal/political historian. We also like the same historical cooking youtube channel.

17) is your teacher religious?

I doubt he would say he’s religious, but I feel like we have a similar relationship to religion which is to say no formal association, but had profound effects on our childhoods and subsequently, presumably, how we view things as adults.

18) do you masturbate to them?

Yes.

19) do you communicate with them outside of school?

I sent him a meme once. And asked about the socialist uprising scandal he was apart of. I also almost emailed him while at a museum exhibition with my history friend. These are all through email.

20) do you have any tc songs or songs you relate to your tc? what are they?

SO my number one song this year was “You are the Reason” by Calum Scott because, you guessed it, of him. But also:

I Lost a Friend - Finneas When You’re Ready - Shawn Mendes You Are in Love - Taylor Swift Break My Heart Right - James

& given the season, especially w/ what transpired last year, Last Christmas by Wham!

21) what’s your favorite thing your tc has said/memory you have with them?

One time he kinda trailed off in the middle of lecture after stating that he thought of xyz a particular way which contrasted one of the popular schools of thought, and the way he plainly said, “well, yeah, which I guess ... is I’m arguing it” almost like he was semi-surprised with himself has always stuck with me. 

But also, in addition the memory I shared earlier, we spent an hour and a half talking about grad school and what to expect and how to get there. 

22) do you plan to continue a relationship with them after you leave school?

I trid, I really did. But he doesn’t “socialize with students part or present” so I can’t exactly see him. But I did get some academic-related from him at the beginning of the year.

23) how will you deal during the summer? will you see him/her?

He’s a hermit who used my last vacation before I moved to go on all the vacations he had to postpone because he was working on his last book. And this past summer ... Covid. This question is obviously directed at high school students, but in general, he lives in the back of head always, and when I’m in my hometown for the summer my heart aches because theres a none-zero chance I’ll see him, but I know I won’t.

24) does your tc support gay rights?

Yes. He’s never been put in a position that I know of where he had to outright condemn homophobia, but in one of his classes, he actively made the choice to make the very first reading of the semester about how women in ancient times had more agency than assumed, and also how the woman in the case study was a lesbian.

25) what class do you have with them? And what period? Do you have them every day?

History classes. I won’t get into specifics because it’s kind of an eclectic mix and I’m paranoid someone from the area could come across this. But I had him twice a week every semester that I had him. Again this kind of question is more so applicable to high school students, not so much university students.

26) have you ever drifted out during a lecture thinking about them and missed information?

No. In his classes he is too enthralling, and I’m a good student otherwise.

27) have you stalked them online? what did you find out?

In theory. He’s a fifty-year-old history professor whose reaction to a description of the big lipped/tiny face filter on snapchat was “that sounds disgusting.” The man doesn’t have social media, and if he does those privacy settings are on so students can’t find him he thinks he’s very professional. I do visit his mini-bio section on the college website fairly often tho.

28) have you ever run into them outside of schools? what happened?

I did once. He introduced me to his wife, who said “oh you’re E! C has talked about you” and it apparently he had done so positively, and blew my mind because this was back when I was failing classes and also, as a person, I don’t believe that people think about me when I’m not there. They gave me a restaurant recommendation and afterwards his wife surprised me a they were leaving the restaurant because ... we had listened to them, and they also went there for lunch that day.

29) has your tc ever spoken of teacher-student relationships? what did they say?

It had recently come out that it had been found out that another professor had been in a relationship with a student and he’s the one that brought it up before class one day (with all of us not just me). He didn’t say anything for or against it, just that it was generally discouraged, but that most schools did have policies in place to handle the situation.

30) do you regret telling anyone about your tc? if you’ve kept it a secret, why have you done so?

Absolutely not. I can’t tell my best friends because they’d do nothing but give me shit for it and it would call every time I mention him into question. But the friends that I have told ... its been so freeing, and like a weight has been lifted from my heart. One friend in particular I unloaded on her all my emotional shit pertaining to him this past summer and she was so understanding it legit since then I’ve been less distraught when thinking about him. It still hurts, but it feels less like I’m suffocating now.

#personal #professor crush #professor crush community #teacher crush #monthly challenge #december

[intricatecaprice]

And after a day where emotional spoonfuls have been filled plenty, here I am ahah, I sincerely hope you're doing well ♡(⇀ 3 ↼) Sorry if I'm late for the fic asks, may I inquire - if it's no problem - the numbers 10, 11 and 18 for Bella Muerte? For the 18 I wanna make you laugh: what you'd change about the story while keeping it exactly the same? (=wild card, you get to change drastically 1 thing anachronistically/ fantastically/ nonsensically but everything stil goes the same, surprise me 😂)

Thank you @acidyellowlava for the asks!

I'm so sorry for the late response, I've been overwhelmed lately by Lori with her constant stuff and things

But I'm starting to come out from under the personal anxiety rock again (it's like a hobbit hole, I should've been a hobbit, I would have made a great hobbit, could've lived a boring uneventful life while writing super long epic stories...)

But here's the answers to your Q's 💗💗💗(And yay for Bella Muerte asks!!)

10. Was there anything that gave you the inspiration to come up with this story?

Well, I had a super vivid dream of (cursed) Capitán Salazar. After writing the dream down, and mulling on it for a while, I knew I wanted to write a story where he meets someone from our time, but didn't know how to frame it...

@blukoffee messaged me out of the blue (ha ha, Blu messaged me out of the blue, ha haaaa haaaaaa yeah ok I know it's not that funny) about a completely different thing, and we got to talking, and I realised that I can easily put a modern character with Capitán by using that old trope of:

So with acknowledgement to Blu, I started writing Bella Muerte.

Other inspirations for Bella Muerte have been movies like Back to the Future, Strange Magic, and books like Times without Number (a book about what the world might have been like if the Spanish Armada had won against England in 1588) and just about every age of sail novel by Julian Stockwin. With a few re-reads of certain original (and gory) fairytales by the Grimm brothers.

11. Any unofficial Soundtrack and/or Songs you associate with the story?

Light by Sleeping At Last for Athena and Capitán Salazar

Survivor (2WEI) for Athena (This song will make more sense as we see more of her backstory in future chapters...)

Vengeance by Zack Hemsey For... so many characters in BM... because so many... have... issues.

18. Open-Ended Question: what would you change about the story while keeping it exactly the same? (You get to change one thing anachronistically/fantastically/nonsensically but everything still goes the same?)

Gosh. What would I change. Hmm. That's a hard question.

My inner child screams "Dragons!" And just wants a dragon to come down to La María Silenciosa (what's plot, work it out later, just put a dragon in it!)

(Source)

(But... yeah. I think Capitán would take on even a dragon, no one sets fire to his ship (again), ready men - fire the sharks!... but now that's a completely different story)

So if I was going to do a simple change that does not affect the course of the story, I would... I would put an injured cat in the hold of the Proserpine.

And they hear its plaintive meows.

And then one of the humans - you know it's gonna be Athena, she will insist - has to pick their way across the dirt covered deck to retrieve the poor thing. All while Capitán Salazar watches, gripping his sword tensely, half worried she'll try to escape and half worried she'll get hurt and he won't be able to help her, and he won't stop watching until she's brought the cat safely back...

And then there's constant references within the story forever afterwards to the cat, which they will have to name something Spanish (after much arguing, they decide that the cat is definitely an Officer, regardless of gender, and should be given a grand Spanish Name, again regardless of gender) as the entire crew fall in love with the cat, and nurse it back to health, and even tough Bracero and impassive Miguel Magda get very noticeably attached to the ship's new cat...

Wow.

Sorry.

What is happening.

Um. Yeah. So. Names for a Spanish Cat?

#alan aldridge #the ship's cat #bella muerte #bella muerte fanfic ask #capitán armando salazar #capitán salazar fanfic #potc5 #pirates of the carribean: dead men tell no tales #pirates of the caribbean #asks and answers

[calumcest]

you can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to 🎵🎶

rules: hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 20 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!

ta @clumsyclifford for tagging me despite knowing what shambles my music taste is honestly a brave woman <3 also before i start this off i want to say this playlist is 15 hours long and only has like 40 britpop songs on it so just in case spotify keeps spitting britpop out at me i want to put a disclaimer here

all i need - radiohead. this is a BANGER god maybe i would die for thom yorke...maybe i would 

tomorrow’s money - my chemical romance. okay i know lots of people dont vibe w this song but it was actually my favourite mcr song for a while i think it SLAPS i love the ‘i stopped bleeding three years ago while you keep screaming for revolution’ bit 

backseat serenade - all time low. i stand by this being one of their best songs simply for the ‘aren’t you sick of sleeping alone’ and the final ‘oh god i’m sick of sleeping alone’

song 2 - blur. i wont apologise for this its a fucking ANTHEM and that aside ‘i’m never sure why i need you’ is one of my favourite lyrics 

lost in reality - 5sos. okay this is literally one of my top 3 5sos songs it fucking goes off so hard i dont care what anyone else says and yes the lyrics are shocking but its no just saying this song is almost on par w babylon and lwh for me 

slide away - oasis. now this song slaps i have to say i love the way its played on definitely maybe very dirty and raw but noel did an acoustic version of it and i think i prefer that one although i prefer liams voice on it @ liam odds on a cheeky slide away acoustic? 

take on me - a-ha. this song goes off theres nowt better to dance around the kitchen to w your housemates while you try to make a lasagne but forget the pasta layers and just end up doing bolognese-bechamel-bolognese-bechamel for like 4 layers 

the carpal tunnel of love - fall out boy. i think i have almost the entirety of infinity on here bc its genuinely such a banging album top to bottom 

durch den monsun - tokio hotel. HAAAAAA okay this song fucking goes off thats all i’ll say about it everything tokio hotel released up to humanoid was wall to wall bangers 

that’s the truth - mcfly. the verses of this leave much to be desired but thats made up for by what a SEXY chorus it has danny jones you have my whole heart

rockafeller skank - fatboy slim. i will not apologise for this one it fucking goes off its on an advert right now and me and my housemates would sit watching the chase and scream this out when it came on during the ad breaks good memories 

the boy who could fly - pierce the veil. i cant lie to you selfish machines is a fucking class album i always dither between that and cwts for best album but i think sm edges cwts out a little for me anyway ptv havent done anything worth listening to since 2012

the good the bad and the dirty - panic!. again doab...solid fucking album only edged out from the top spot by how fucking brilliant v&v is nearly witches...tune of the century 

canals - all time low. this is one of the best songs off dp and its annoying that they only put it on dpiln but its fine because we got it and also they released dp on my birthday so i have to forgive them for anything they do 

dani california - rhcp. WHAT A SONGGGG i’m not really big on rhcp generally but they have some absolute fucking TUNES and this is one of them you tryna tell me youre not gonna scream out BLACK BANDANA SWEET LOUISIANA 

karma police - radiohead. goddd this song...is a tune and a fucking half i remember when i saw rh it was the last song they played and the entire bus back to where we needed to go people were singing it on the bus and it was just lovely

playing with fire - ndubz. okay listen...i’ve been on a bit of a kick w this song its actually a fucking banger except in the chorus where it goes yes you did it (eh) the eh just sounds like he’s doing finger guns yk. i cant explain it but it really does

vegas girl - conor maynard. GODDD okay i wont actually take criticism on this one i know its conor maynard but its a fucking BANGER it sucks but it slaps 

unorthodox - wretch 32 (ft. example). i forgot this song existed until like 2 weeks ago and ive been listening to it loads bc its fucking brilliant although it gives me slight rizzle kicks vibes 

if we shadows (demo) - oasis. only right that we end on oasis maybe spotify is respecting me today...i fucking love this song except the bit where he says me and my brother with the fucking biggest plosive ive ever heard anyway this is just lovely i love noel’s voice i really do and i love him doing acoustic things very pretty...

god i think literally everyone has been tagged at this point so i’m just going to tag people even if you’ve already been tagged you’re getting tagged again @calumsclifford @kaleidoscopeminds and @pxrxmoore 

#text #i cant believe i actually only got what was it 3 britpop songs here #thats truly exceptional from spotify given that last time i shuffled this playlist for the asks it gavem e 400 in a row #yes i am doing this at 9am because what else do i hve to do #waiting for my covid test results this is my 3rd day cooped up inside im already going insane #literally so stir crazy that going to shove a huge cotton bud down my throat felt like a treat

[rynhaswritersblock]

tiktok famous (hc) - part four | p.p.

summary: episode four of tiktoks with y/n and peter ayooooo

warnings: cussing. what's new LOL

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- BACK AGAIN

- these are the imagines that i can pretty much just pump out because the plot line is like already layed out for me

- in conclusion i like writing these lol

- okay SO

THESE ARE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GAVE IDEAS::: spideybparker starbabez mrose12623 elliedevotee lilcassipuff buckybigbutt

THANK U! <3

^^ if you've changed your username i'm so sorry whenever i get requests i write down the username and it's lowkey difficult to track who is who and if they've changed it ahhhhh

- aight

- lets get into it

- yuhhhhhh get into itttttttttt

- i'm gonna be saying yuh get into it so much in this imagine i apologize in advance

- like it's kinda bad

- oops

- so y'all know those audios that are like the fake calls

- it's like that man's voice he's like "hey whassup shorty your man around?"

- THAT ONE

- so naturally

- y'all know where this is going

- you and pete are just chilling (this is how all of them start. i feel like a broken record. help)

- you're like FUCK IT LET'S SEE WHAT HAPPENS

- you start recording

hey whassup shorty

- peter goes into FIGHT OR FLIGHT MODE

- he's just playing video games (fortnite aye) but the  S E C O N D  HE HEARS THAT RANDOM MAN'S VOICE

- fuckin RIPS OFF THE HEADSET

- EYEBROWS FURROWED AS HE LOOKS AT YOU HE'S LIKE

- huh wHAT NOW

- ????!!!!!!!!!!

- you fail at keeping a straight face cause the fucking AUDIO

your man around?

- a wheeze FLIES out of you mouth as peter SHOOTS UP FROM HIS CHAIR

- big "FUCK NO!" energy

- mans practically jumps on top of you

- he's like angry and confused at first but then he sees how hard you're laughing and just gets even more confused

"what was that?"

- his voice is all high cause it does that in tense situations

- puppy face is loud n clear!

- babey

- meanwhile you can't catch your breath for SHIT

- so you show him the video as you continue to literally die

- as soon as he realizes he just melts

- he's like laying on top of you and buries his face in the crook of your neck before bursting out into laughter and holding you tighter

"you can't do that!"

- god me thinking about that happening irl is giving me BUTTERFLIES

- sexc

- okay this one is another fake phone call

- just gonna jump into it it's pretty much the same situation

- in this one you two are over 18 btw

- for ~legal reasons~

- the audio starts playing with the ringtone and peter just glances over

- he's too busy watching b99

- naturally

hey this is dr. alvarez! we received your pregnancy test results

- WHAT

- peter has never jumped so hard in his LIFE

- tv is PAUSED even captain holt has the shocked expression (who am i kidding it's holt his facial expression is as dead as a brick)

- 🅱eter literally yells

"WHAT"

- audio keeps going

is there a time next week you could come in and talk?

"y/n what"

- he runs over to you and you bust out laughing as he looks at your phone and realizes it's a tiktok

- an annoyed smile pulls at his lips and he groans and wraps his arms around you

"you had me there for a second"

- let's just say peter parker had family on his mind a LOT more since then

- wink wink

- k SO

- queso

- haha

- anyways

- y'all know that one sound

pussy so good i could save that shit for later

- welcome to straight tiktok!

- so y'all just chillin on his bed as best friends do

- on ur phones and shit

- and peter parker is a basic bitch so he has the led lights

- which i want SO BAD btw ugh my room would be such a vibe

- update i'm editing this and i just ordered some ayooooo

- anyways they're currently blue so like

- innocent

- chill

- but THEN

- the audio starts playing from peter's phone

pussy so good-

- you gAsp as the lights turn red

- ur like

- holy shit i didn't know parker could do that

- next thing you know peter's hand is on your chin/jaw (just about ur neck OOPS)

- his mouth is practically ON your ear

- you see him holding his arm out in front of you recording and you can't help but laugh

- but DAMN

his jawline is out and everything and he's fucking SMIRKINGGGG as he whispers the lyrics into your ear

- BUTTAFLIESSSSSSSSSSSSS

- big mattia vibes (btw that man is NOT attractive i'm sorry)

- moving on

- i know i've written one of the ones where you kiss your best friend

- but time to turn the tables

- oh how the turn tables

- time for y/n to be a bad bitch cause WE MAKING THE FIRST MOVE!!

- hell yea!

- so it's late right

- like late late

- at least midnight (sleep schedule is MESSED from quarantine though so honestly late rn is like 2 or 3 in the morning yikes)

- and ur hella bored

- on tiktok

- the fuck else do you expect?

- and you start doing the thing where you start thinking about getting up and doing something and you think about it so much that you physically can NOT sit there any longer and must Move or Die

- i KNOW i am not the only one

- so that happens

- and you're like FUCK IT

- so you walk out of your room and into peter's next door

- oh to live at avengers headquarters and live next to peter parker

- you just fucking stroll in

- peter's fat ass just goes "hey thanks for knocking"

- meanwhile you can't even stand to look at him because you're afraid that if you do all of your confidence will VANISH

- so you set up the camera and start recording

- at this point peter's sitting up and just watching you cause he's so confused

- and

- (HERE WE GO)

- it takes everything in you not to RUN OUT

- but you walk over to him

- wrap a hand around his neck

- tilt your head and lean down

- when peter realizes what's going on he's like OH MY GOD

- fight or flight response HITS except its JUST FLIGHT

- HIS BODY CHOSE FLIGHT

- he fucking REELS back

- can't even process that his best friend and crush since EVER just tried to kiss him

- sdfjksdkfjsdfg

- DKJFNHSKDFNSLA

- you're like fuck! so you turn to start  r u n n i n g   a w a y

- but then his hands wrap around your waist

- you FLY backwards and laugh as the two of you flop into the bed

- and he kisses you

- mwah ha ha haaaaaa

- don't ask why the evil laugh just accept it

- i am tired yes it is only 8:43pm i am still tired

- NEXTTTTTTT

- so y'all know those povs where it's like you find out your soulmate's first words on your bday

- well

- ha

- you and peter are bored because ~ q u a r a n t i n e ~

- chilling at headquarters

- bored in da house and i'm in da house bored

- and peter's like "imma make a pov!"

- okay!

- so i'm just gonna lay it out for you HERE WE GO

- he has the generic countdown thing (text boxes saying 3...2..1! you know the deal) and then he looks at his wrist and it says "hey spider-boy!" and he gets so flustered - next clip it's him running into "you" (obviously you're not actually in it but he does the text box thingy) - you're asking about what it says and try to get a peek but he pulls away - next clip it's right before your bday - and then you find out your quote and it says "it's spider-MAN! cause i'm a man!" - and peter is just looking anxiously/happily at the camera

- PERIOD

- i hope that was a good visual idk i tried

- and uhhhh yeah that one stays in the drafts bc he doesn't wanna expose himself

- moving right along by the way it's raining rn and i'm listening to my kind of woman by mac demarco and UGH this song makes me so...... jkdfhsdk

- OKAY THIS IS ANOTHER STRAIGHT TIKTOK ONE

- but it's cute so

- fuck it

- y'all know it

i wanna put you in seven positions for seventy minutes babe

- mischievous as ✨hell✨

- oh my god i got another idea okay i'm writing that after this one

- anyways!

- you and peter are chilling

- note: i yell at myself every time i write that because the AMOUNT OF THESE THAT START THIS WAY GOD

- he's watching netflix or something idk

- fyi outer banks is overrated sorry not sorry

- yell at me if u want but

- it's riverdale for vsco girls

- you set up the camera and start recording

- audio starts playing and you climb into his lap and he's like WOAH

- you like put your hands on his cheeks/jaws lol and you start mouthing the lyrics

- but the THING IS (pt 1)

- homeboy catches on pretty quick

- and

- fuck

- he starts MOUTHING THE LYRICS BACK

- you deadass have to take a second and reel back to catch your breathe

- but the THING IS (pt 2)

- HE'S GOTTEN ALL INTO IT

- SO HE PULLS YOU BACK IN

- UR FUCKIN FOREHEADS ARE TOUCHING AND YOU BOTH JUST START REALLY AGGRESSIVELY MOUTHING THE LYRICS

- kinda hot doe

- something for u to think about at night

:)

- hey bitch this is a reminder to write about the fairy comments

- thanks past me

- SO

- hmm lemme think

- okay

- so

- okay yes

- so peter-man posts a tiktok of him doing flips n stuff

- like very generic white boy look at me doing things

- and it's very impressive

- but

- you decide to just GO AT IT IN THE COMMENTS

- LIKE TOTALLY ANNIHILATE HIM

- i'm just gonna write some examples

- fuck me for writing this on a computer finding all these emojis on here is very difficult

- oh well

- here we go:

- oh my god a squirrel just climbed up the tree in my front yard and it caught me so off guard my heart skipped a beat

- wait okay irrelevant

- for real this time here we go:

you ate that 💕🧚‍♀️⚡🌟next time make it me instead 💖🧚‍♀️✨ omg peter you came on my fyp 🧚‍♀️💖✨but make it on me next 🧚‍♀️💕✨🦋 a necklace 💕✨🧚‍♀️⚡but make it your hands ✨💖🦋😌

- and so on

- lets just say when peter saw those

- his face got SO RED

- TOOK HIM AT LEAST TEN MINUTES TO COMPOSE HIMSELF

- AND THEN HE RAN INTO YOUR ROOM

"y/n what is this"

"uh fairy comments"

"but they're so-"

- you just stare at him and like

- shrug

- but knowingly

- HAHA OKAY NEXT ONE

- okay i took a break to go sit in the rain and eat hawaiian rolls 10/10 experience def go do that next time it rains

- i think i wrote one like this but with the supalonely dance

- so this time

- we doing the savage dance

- first of all that song is a BANGER

- second, the dance is SO FUN

- so it's the same thing as last time

- you set up the camera but have it face peter instead of u sneaky sneaky

- and then u start doing the dance of course

- and obv peter is like yuhhhhhhhhh get into itttttttttt

- clapping along and smiling and whooping

- supportive bby

- but THEN

- YOU THROW IT BACK

- HOMEBOY DIDN'T EVEN SEE IT COMING

- HALF OF HIM IS LIKE OH FUCK I SHOULD'VE STOPPED HER

- OTHER HALF IS SAYING holy shit !

- once you finish you look at peter and he's just like 👁👄👁

- lol

- anyways

- you watch that video MULTIPLE TIMES afterwards

- okay in this one you and pete are 18+ because

- we like being legal 😌✋

- but it's one of those where you walk out in front of your boyfriend naked

- so peter just got home from patrol and climbs in through the window of y'alls shared apartment

- oh to live in an nyc apartment with peter parker UGH

"y/n? i'm home babe"

- the camera is shaking because you're laughing so hard and kinda nervy

- but you walk out of y'alls room and peter just turns to you

- nearly drops his fucking mask

- he's shocked for a second before he gets such a big smile on his face and throws you over his shoulder

- hehe

- okay last one i love this one sm this tiktok came up on my fyp and i immediately though THIS IS Y/N AND PETER

here it be::

https://www.tiktok.com/@wizqueifa_/video/6826567570116611333

god i hope that works and y'all can watch it lmk if u can't like if the link doesn't work or anything

- okay basically it's that tiktok but u and peter

- like that video EXACTLY everything about it is perfect

- that's it lol

- and i recommend watching her other tiktoks with her boyfriend bc their relationship is adorable and it's totally y/n and peter

- okay i think (hope to god) i've written all the ones that y'all requested

- i think i might only do just one more part of these???? idk i feel like if i just keep going on with them (cause obv trends keep coming) half this book would just be the tiktoks lol

- ANYWAYS

- peace out homies i love each and every one of you

- be kind to urself and try to be productive

- i'm gonna go try and write some more so

- yes

- MWAH <3

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hi i hope you guys are doing well

ily

#peter parker #tom holland #peter parker imagines #marvel #mcu #spiderman #peter parker x reader #spiderman x reader #fanfic #fluff #writing #peter #parker #thomas holland

[sapphires-and-gold-fics]

Fictober 2019 Day 3: “Now? Now you listen to me?”

Fandom: Game of Thrones / A Song of Ice and Fire

Characters: Jaime Lannister / Brienne of Tarth

Read on AO3

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They were getting close to the Brotherhood’s territory. They could encounter one of Stoneheart’s men at any moment. Brienne halted her horse and jumped down, leading the mare off the road and into the brush where she secured the reins around a thick branch. Jaime leapt down as well and began to follow her lead.

“No Ser Jaime don’t,” Brienne sniffed, “we’re bringing your horse - he’ll make for a quicker escape.”

Jaime looked at her curiously. “What’s going on? I thought Sansa Stark would be further yet.” He peered at her and could see that tears had begun to form in her startling eyes.

“Ser Jaime, I need you to trust me.”

“What is it, wench?” he pried, stepping closer to her, “Why did you come to me with this bandage on your face and rope burns on your neck? What has happened?”

She shook her head. “You won’t believe me. I just need you to follow my lead. We may both still survive this. How has your fighting progressed? Your left arm?”

He flexed it. “If you’d wanted to spar my lady we needn’t have left Pennytree.” He could see that she was not keen to his jests. “What danger lies ahead? Have you laid a trap for me, wench?”

“It was the only way, Ser Jaime. She’s going to kill Podrick.” The tears were flowing now, and he resisted the urge to wipe them from her cheeks.

“Who is?”

“I told you,” she whispered, “You won’t believe me. You have to see her. And right now I need you to let me bind your arms.”

He looked at her askance.

“I’ll make sure you can loose yourself, but we need to be convincing to the Brotherhood. Believe me when I say this is the only way.” Her tears were drying as her resolve firmed.

“Wench…”

“You risked your life for me time and again, do you really think I would ever ask you to do so unless absolutely necessary? We don’t have a choice Jaime. We have to go to her. Give me your sword.”

Jaime studied her. She could have shown up back at Pennytree and told him that the Titan of Braavos was made of cheese, and he would have followed her. Her path was his, it had just taken him a while to realize it. And now she was asking him to go into an unknown situation with not just one good hand, but in fact none as she was bringing him in as a prisoner. He wanted to balk at the idea. But he couldn’t bear to watch her cry again. “Fine.” He unbuckled the belt holding Widow’s Wail and handed it to her and watched as she settled it on her right hip, the two halves of Ned Stark’s sword flanking her like the unassuming warrior she was. “Bind me, but not too hard.”

“No,” she sniffed, “I’ll make it so you can free yourself, whatever happens. Trust me, please.”

Jaime widened his shoulders to keep the rope loose as she drew his arms together, her hands soft against his stumped arm. “You said the Brotherhood - has Beric Dondarrion finally ended his unnatural life? If a woman was to defeat him, I can only imagine it would be you, but that doesn’t fit.”

“No,” she said from behind him, “he has been replaced by another.”“And how do you know your mystery woman won’t behead me the moment she sees me? How shall I defend myself then?"

“She won’t. She wants us to suffer. There will be time. Trust me.”

“Oh I do wish you’d mentioned the suffering before I agreed to be tied up and delivered for slaughter.” He felt her pause and take a deep breath before finishing her work behind him. She pressed the end of the length of rope into his hand and he squeezed hers as she did.

“There,” she said. “You only need to pull, and your arm will be free.”

“Good thing I can free myself, wench. Otherwise I couldn’t stop you taking liberties with me, could I?”

Brienne blushed hard.

“There it is. I was hoping I might get to see it one last time.”

“Ser Jaime —”

“Oh, lead on, wench - there’s suffering to be had!”

Two of Stoneheart’s men crossed them in the road not ten minutes later, and brought them before her. Harwin stood to her right, and Thoros haunted the corner of the cave.

“Lady Catelyn, I see the rumors of your death have been… somewhat exaggerated.”

Harwin raised his chin. “Lady Stoneheart has not given you leave to speak, Kingslayer.”

The milky white woman raised a taloned hand to her neck and pressed down, a heavy hiss emitting from her mouth. “You have no honorrrr Kingsssslayer.”

“That’s not true!” came a shout from behind them.

Brienne heard one of the men hit Pod to silence him, and she stepped forward. “It’s true, my lady. A Kingslayer has shit for honor.”

“Now? Now you listen to me.” Jaime was looking between Stoneheart and Brienne in disbelief. “This is--” he faltered when he saw her eyes begin to water again. “Wench…”

“It’s true,” said Brienne, turning to Stoneheart, “a Kingslayer has no honor. But Ser Jaime, the knight before you, is not that man.”

“Ser Jaime is the Kingslayer!” cried Harwin.

“No,” Brienne cried back, “it’s Ser Jaime. It’s just Jaime. He is honorable. He followed me thinking we were going to save your daughter, my lady.”

The woman let out another hiss, “Oathhhbreaaaakerrrr.”

Brienne stood up straighter. “My lady, you said that you would spare the others if I… I brought him here. That must be enough to let Pod and Hyle go. You get Jaime and you get me.”

“No!” Jaime urged, “certainly your freedom has been secured too. You’ve kept your promise where it regards me.” He turned to the former Lady Catelyn, “You have me. Let the rest go.”

Jaime couldn’t make out Stoneheart’s next words, but Harwin was quickly barking orders for the two Brotherhood guards behind them to escort Pod and Hyle back to the road. They were letting them go. But he and Brienne were still here.

“Wench…”

“Lady Catelyn,” started Brienne.

“Oathhhhhbreaaaakerrrr.”

“No, my lady,” Brienne all but begged, “Ser Jaime and I have broken no oathes. He would not have come here unless it were to try to fulfill the oath you now accuse us of abandoning. I… my lady, I beg mercy for him.”

“Toooo laaaate.”

Jaime stepped closer, “Well then, my lady - how am I to die? I see you already tried to hang the wench, but that didn’t seem to take. Perhaps your trees aren’t strong enough, but I’m a little lighter perhaps it’ll work for me.”

“The swoooorrrd.”

“A beheading? Aye that’s unfortunate. With my swordhand gone, I’m afraid all I had left was my looks. Very well, whose duty will it be to rid house Lannister of its lord, hmm?”

Stoneheart hissed, and Thoros spoke, moving from the shadows to the cave entrance. “Your whore will take your head,” he said, gesturing to Brienne. “If she does, she will live.”

Brienne looked at the ground, and Jaime looked at her. She must have known. He willed her to look at him and when she did, he gave her a resolute nod, his cocky smile never leaving his face. “Very well. Lady Brienne, I seem to be on your dance card again.”

She looked at him sadly, her hand twitching around the pommel of the sword he had given her.

Jaime turned back to the ruin of Catelyn Stark. “Lady Stoneheart...is it? Much as I’d love to make a pretty farewell, I think I’d like to whisper my last words to my queen of love and beauty, as it were. Might I be granted that?

“Say your words and get on with it, Kingslayer.” Harwin spat at Jaime’s feet. “Then your whore will take your head.”

Jaime turned to Brienne and stepped close to her, close enough that he could have caught the tears running from her eyes with his cheeks. “Wench” he leaned forward and she tilted her head down automatically so that their temples rested together, their lips at each other’s ear. Jaime felt the last resistance give way as his lips brushed the shell of her ear, “I’ve told you before. I trust you. Now shield my back, Brienne.”

In a flash, Jaime’s hand was free of the rope and he had pulled his sword from Brienne’s belt and spun away from her. They backed against one another - he taking on Harwin who rushed him impulsively and lost his ear for it before losing the rest; Brienne took on Thoros, a skilled fighter in his prime, but now so reliant on magicks that he could not compete with Brienne’s strength, and she cut him down at the knee before driving her sword into his shoulder. He was dead before his face crashed into the dirt. Lady Stoneheart was roaring, though it sounded more like steam escaping a hot stone fissure. They heard running footfalls approaching - the guards.

“Jaime —”

“Brienne, go! I’ll handle her.”

Without checking to make sure she’d heard him, Jaime pushed forward and moved toward Stoneheart.

“My son named this sword for you, you know. But I hope to give it a new name soon.”

“Kingsssssslayer. Oathhhhhbreaaaakerrrr. Craaaavennnnn. Your whooooore should have killlllllled you. She haaaaaas no honoooooor.”

Jaime hefted his sword as best he could.

“Her name is Brienne. And she is the truest knight in the seven kingdoms. She has enough honor for both of us.”

“Arrrrre you so craaaaaven that you would draaaag her down with youuuuu?”

“I’m not dragging her anywhere,” Jaime said, “She’s lifting me up. She’s my redemption. I suppose I should thank you for her. I do hope your soul rests easy when she and I have found your daughters. I hope you find peace.”

“Craaaaaavennnnnn!”

She would have said more, except that Jaime’s sword finished what the Freys had started.

“Jaime.”

He spun to face Brienne. She was closer than he’d thought she’d be.

“It’s done, wench. The others?” He could see the blood spattered across her arms.

She sheathed her sword, then removed his sword belt from her waist and handed it to him.

“There may be more in the woods, I’m not sure. I have to find Pod. And I’ll have to go back for my horse.”

“We’ll find him. And then we’ll go east.”

“Jaime,” she shook her head, “you needn’t come. I can keep searching. I’m sorry for putting you in danger, I’m sorry I lied to you. Lady Catelyn was wrong, I--”

“She was wrong about a lot. But I meant what I said. I mean to fulfill our oath.”

“But your men... and your—“

“There’s nothing for me there. From now on, I am with you, if you’ll have me. We can find her, I know we can.”

She nodded slightly, her blush growing, then ducked her head and left the tent. And he followed.

#braime #jaime x brienne #brienne x jaime #asoiaf continuation #ao3commentoftheday #ao3 link #ficlet #mine #fictober #fictober 2019 #game of thrones au #these idiots write themselves.

[foxstens]

accidentally came across a tgcf fanvid set to that one ‘sakura sakura’ song

#mine #animanga #aka probably the most romantic song in the entire universe #cried a million times of course #the vid itself is so beautiful #and with the song its just haaaaaa #also ive come across a few sv fanvids i like as well #so thats good #and ive started another 3 cnovels #out of which ill probably drop 2 and finish 1 #but #thats good its good #life is good #my posts #wtf t otag #random thoughts

[dyoreos]

thoughts on NCT Dream I don't need your love. Honestly, until Red Velvet has their summer comeback this will be my summer bop.

I haven’t watched DNYL mv yet, but I did listen to the song on my way to class and its SO GOOOOOOD! The song is super catchy and I couldn’t stop singing along to it. I like how the song has a cute summer vibe to it, too. Our little Dream boys did so well with the song. And I don’t really care for HRVY, but he also did well on the song. I also can’t wait for a Red Velvet summer comeback. They always have some of the best summer bops! 

UPDATE: Oh my god! Haaaaaa! So, I’m in the middle of watching the mv and seeing NCT Dream and HRVY dancing the same choreography together is just one of the most funniest things to me XD I can't stop laughinnng. Also, can we talk about Jisung? His voice be getting deeper and deeper with every new song that comes out. It’s insane. His deep vocals doesn’t fit his baby face AT ALL lol. Anyways, DREAM and HRVY look like they had a lot of fun filming the vid :))

#im gonna go watch the dont need your love mv now #im worried since renjun was crying in the trailer #captainmrbored #dyoreply #dyo*

[woozi-knows-hes-sexy]

seventeen and astro

HAAAAAA STOP THATS HARD 

oh god okay svt:

bias order:

1. Woozi

2. the rest (i really cant figure out an order i have TRIED, it always changes)

current fav song:

getting closer I CANT WAIT FOR THIER COMEBACK WE LOVE EMO BOIS and any vocal unit song because as a fellow singer i cant get enough of their harmonies and voices

member i want to be best friends with: all of them but if i had to pick one then Woozi lmfaoooo. he and i are really similar in the fact that we are both lazy fucks that do nothing all day when we have the chance, we’re both relatively quiet but can take jokes, and we both love to stuff our faces and play games so we’d have a fun ass time.

member i want as my sibling: dk hoshi or chan. dk is always so bright and cheerful, and hes really supportive and a good listener, so he would be a great sibling to have, and the same goes for hoshi or chan, but hoshi also is the leader, so he knows how to help different people, and chan is the maknae so he also knows how to act in different situations with all kinds of people.

who i like to pair any of the memebers with: since im ace i just think everyone is GREAT FRIENDS until told otherwise. i dont really ship anyone romatically because that isnt really my place or business, but friendship wise id say the leaders (scoups woozi and hoshi), booseoksoon, and maknae line

do i own any albums: NO IM POOR

do i own any posters: thru the kindness of my friends who love to see me suffer yes but i dont have pics hbfksjbg. I have two: one is one of all of them in black and white i think from dwc era, and the other is from teen age lol of woozi chan and seungkwan.

FUCK OKAY ASTRO

bias order:

1. MJ 2. jinjin 3. moonbin 4. cha eunwoo 5. rocky 6. sanha (i love the shmol bois what can i say) (i love all of them equally mind u its just rocky and sanha are CHILDREN in my eyes so i dont “bias” them THAT much)

current fav song:

merry-go-round but by the 16th itll probs be their comeback song lol, also crazy sexy cool and baby which are absolute BOPS

member i want to be best friends with: all of them but probly MJ or binnie. both of them love to eat so i would get TREATED and they are both really energetic but understanding so they could get me to go out and I would know i would have a fun time with either one of them or both at the same time lol, but they would understand if we just had a day in and played games.

member i want as my sibling: eunwoo, jinjin or sanha. eunwoo is very humble and caring, so it would be easy to talk to him about stuff, and he doesnt seem like the type to try and fix everything (both my brother and dad do that and it is so FUCKING annoying), and jinjin has to lead the other five crackheads in this wild group of children, so he knows when to have fun and when to be serious and responsible which would make it easier to connect with him and talk with him. sanha is just so innocent and energetic i know i could count on him to make anything fun and to support me if i needed it.

who i like to pair any of the members with: friend-wise moonbin and rocky, sanha and mj, eunwoo and moonbin, and jinjin and mj. moonbin and rocky have known each other the longest, and their chemistry is REALLY good. sanha and mj also just go SO WELL together, even tho they are the oldest and youngest, mj really knows how to take sanha and vise versa, and their age gap doesnt faze them its so nice to see. eunwoo and moonbin are iconic roommates and also have really great chemistry, especially when they are up to something. jinjin and mj are the oldest two members, so whenever the other 4 are running wild, its always funny to see these two interact.

do i have any albums :NO IM FUCKING POOR

do i have any posters: YES but i again dont have a pic but if i remember correctly its from crazy sexy cool era but i forgot who gave it to me/ how i got it.

i also have both their lightsticks THEYRE SO PRETTY

THANK YOU FOR ASKING IM SORRY ITS SO LONG 

[edgelord-zuuko]

Since @thereisnoneedtocallmesir decided to send me all of them

 if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? The Art Of Being Normal is a good read and listen to Rebel Rebel. Oh and Drag King Dreams There’s more but I can’t think of it right now

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who? I don’t know. I believe we all think differently.

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with. Harry Potter-Sirius and Remus; ATLA-Sokka; Supernatural-Dean; Eragon-Eragon

do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better? I do like my name, but then again, I got to choose it

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do? I identify myself by what my ambitions are in this world and my heart

are you religious/spiritual? I’m a pagan so yes I am religious

do you care about your ethnicity? Not really. I am just Nik. Not really connected to the German or French Canadian side of my families

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime? Oh jeez. Brendon Urie I guess IDK

are you an artist? I like to think so. I create with my words and with digital images

do you have a creed? Be genuine

describe your ideal day. No dysphoria, no depression or mania, no anxiety and cuddles with @almosttheboywholived

dog person or cat person? Both

inside or outdoors? I used to love the outdoors but no I spend a lot of time inside now

are you a musician? Haaaaaa no. No musical talent

five most influential books over your lifetime. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Eragon, Harriet the Spy, Where the Wild Things Are, All The Bright Places

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same? No, I wouldn’t have so much trauma tbh

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”? Parts of it. I keep a lot of my poorer mental health days offline

what’s your patronus? St Bernard

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle? Ravenclaw

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else? Not to sound like a Ravenclaw but Hogwarts.

do you love easily? I love easily, but when the love is taken away on the other side, I pull away quick. Yaya attachment disorders

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order. Scroll online, Talk to Onyx, Sleep, Work, Drink 

how often would you want to see your family every year? I don’t know. I already live with my mom and grandparents

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone? No

could you live as a hermit? Oh totally.

how would you describe your gender/sexuality? My gender is somewhere between demiboy and trans man so I’ve settled on transmasc. Sexuality I am an achillean sex positive ace

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”? I’m trans so never

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin? When I’m not close to someone, I don’t give a shit. If I care a lot about you, it’s easy

three songs that you connect with right now. Go to war by nothing more, Wait for it from Hamilton, What’s my age again blink 182

pick one of your favorite quotes. Itll all be okay in the end, if its not okay, its not the end

[t4tbruharvey]

Hello Earth Part 5! It’s been ages, I know, but it’s done now. For the messaging bit, Ishraq’s messages are in italics and Ollie’s are in bold. Also this is way less sad because I’m less sad. Simon will be back next update, but for now enjoy Nariko being a cryptid.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | song

“Hello Earth. Sometimes, I’ll look at the stars. They’re so beautiful. Maybe it’s not hopeless after all.”

Nobody at NASA knows what Nariko does. They know she works there, and is fairly high up. They know that she can fire almost anyone if she wants to. But that’s about it. Nobody is sure of her exact position, or her age, or if her name is actually Nariko. As far as anyone is certain, she doesn’t even have a last name. She likes few people. She is rumoured to have liked three of the six Mars One astronauts, but the rumours don’t cover with three. She likes the new interns because one of them spilled tea on her and now they’re all afraid of her. Apparently it’s rewarding to frighten nervous college students. She likes Ishraq. She always makes sure that she’s okay, and doesn’t bring up what happens. And where anyone else would have stopped her from contacting Ollie, she turns a blind eye. So everyone else does as well. And they talk.

<Heya> Ollie looked up from the circuit she was working on. It was from her. Her face broke into a smile. <Hiiiiiiiii how are you? did you manage to get that coffee stain out???> <NO! I DIDNT! and i really liked that shit> <*shirt! fuck!> <asdfghjkl> <sooooooooo……what’s the status on like,,,,,sending me food? i miss eating donuts> <haaaaaa um, not entirely sure if I'm honest. i think they're gonna send you something Probably, but can't be sure sorry> <nah it’s cool. i have enough to last me a while here jskdfk> <…> <so uh, how are you holding up?> <you know, not Great, but much better than at the start> <why? how were you at the start?> <i was kinda just… i don't know. i didn't really have anyone here except my brother, so it was really hard at first without him> <like, i had my parents, and lola and simon, but they were all dealing with their own grief> <so i was sorta just….lying on my floor for ages. not doing much> <i’m sorry> <you dont have to apologise!!! its not your fault!!!> <i feel sorta bad saying stuff like ‘im really sad and alone’ because you’re literally by yourself on a planet> <and i feel insensitive talking about loneliness> <i know what you mean> <about feeling isolated, and about how the people who are with you aren't helping because they’re dealing with their own stuff> <about feeling like an afterthought?> <yeah. that.> <i probably know better than anyone> They had been talking for about a month, and most of it was lighthearted - Ishraq would relay the news and updates about Brooklyn 99 to her, and Ollie would send back videos of her trying to do a backflip in the space suit, having worked out how to send videos about two weeks in. (She was currently on her 63rd try.) Everything about Ishraq was comforting. They were both as alone as the other, and they were both happy to talk about everything except loneliness. They’d spent an entire earth night talking about their crushes, both real and fictional, which books included a self-insert from the author and how autism is portrayed in popular media. She’d rambled for hours about cryptids and about how real ghosts definitely were, and in return Ishraq had tried to explain the plot of the book version Wicked to her. She loved talking to her, even if it was just messages on a screen. When they weren’t talking, most of Ollie’s thoughts were about her. A lot of the time she would wish that they’d talked more before the mission. She remembered being introduced to her, but not actually talking. She remembers her having fidgety hands and wide eyes and small teeth. She remembers her standing with her feet all twisted, and remembers her wearing a headscarf that was bright turquoise. She remembers not shaking her hand, and her slow, shy smile. But the memory is blurry and slightly too bright, and Ollie desperately wanted to get back so she could make new memories of Ishraq.

“Hello Earth. I think this is my 52nd one, so happy one-year-on-mars-anniversary to me! A whole year. That’s quite a lot of time to be away from home. If you’ve ever been to college you’ll know what I mean. Ha. Yeah, this is definitely comparable to going to college. At least I have free accommodation here. In the year I’ve been here, I’ve missed a lot. I miss the way city skylines look at night, and I miss hearing laughter, and I miss going outside without having to put a helmet on. But for every negative, there’s also a positive I guess. Like the sky here has so many stars, and my voice makes a really nice echo in the main room of the base, and my helmet smells like me now, so the scent’s familiar. I miss Earth a lot, but Mars has started to feel sort of like a home.”

#ocs #why do they message each other like lesbians on tumblr? it's fun and lighthearted thats why #also can you tell some of it's based on my and my gf? #totally #and some of it is based on how i type when talking to steven and ellie on here

[w-ilkinson]

  2. Are you outgoing or shy? bit of both 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my best fwend alicia 4. Are you easy to get along with? yass 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? dont fancy anyone 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? no one :) 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? nope 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? georgie 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? legend, thank you x 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? running - abi ocia, terraform - novo amor, fall into my arms - ngaiire, my salty jente- easy giants, you sexy thing - the ruminators  13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? love it 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yehhhp 15. What good thing happened this summer? mmmm found a new house to move into ha 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? eh hes a dick so no 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yess 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no hah 19. Do you like bubble baths? love em 20. Do you like your neighbors? dont know them 21. What are you bad habits? not putting lids on things 22. Where would you like to travel? everywhere, croatia, sri lanka, india.. greece.. 23. Do you have trust issues? yep 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? coffee and f45 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? haaaaaa mostly everything 26. What do you do when you wake up? go get coffee 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darker :)  28. Who are you most comfortable around? my close friends and family 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? ummm sort of haha 30. Do you ever want to get married? nah  31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? kind of :(((( its so short now 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? channing tatum, ryan gosling, jake Gyllenhaal 33. Spell your name with your chin. .... 34. Do you play sports? What sports? i used to play soccer 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yer  37. What do you say during awkward silences? probably just sigh 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? kind, gentle, funny, taller,  loves adventure,  long hair, blonde or brunette..  39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? homeware and activewear 40. What do you want to do after high school? i never finished highschool lol 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends.. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im angry or sad 43. Do you smile at strangers? always 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? space 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? coffee 46. What are you paranoid about? i dont know 47. Have you ever been high? yes 48. Have you ever been drunk? yes 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? yeah lol i guess 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? khaki 51. Ever wished you were someone else? sometimes 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? how i view myself.. 53. Favourite makeup brand? god i dont even know, i dont really wear makeup or care to much about brands,  55. Favourite blog? mine :P  56. Favourite colour? green or yellow or blue! 57. Favourite food? avocado 58. Last thing you ate? peanut butter  59. First thing you ate this morning? i havent yet 60. Ever won a competition? For what? a bowl 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? suspended i forgot what for though

62. Been arrested? For what? nope 63. Ever been in love?  yep 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? dont remember 65. Are you hungry right now? nope 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? they are sweet but i lvove my friends 67. Facebook or Twitter? facebook 68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now? nope 70. Names of your bestfriends?  alicia, georgie, chase, nathan,  71. Craving something? What? another coffee 72. What colour are your towels? rainbow 72. How many pillows do you sleep with ? 1  73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 1 75. Favourite animal? dogs 76. What colour is your underwear? im not wearing any hahah  77. Chocolate or Vanilla? choc 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? mango? 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? yellow 80. What colour pants? im wearing overallls lol 81. Favourite tv show? dont have one atm 82. Favourite movie? me before you 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? 1  84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? mean girls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? dunno 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory 87. First person you talked to today? nathan  88. Last person you talked to today? boggy 89. Name a person you hate? trump 90. Name a person you love? my mum  91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? nah 92. In a fight with someone? nope 93. How many sweatpants do you have? dunno 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? a few 95. Last movie you watched? me before you 96. Favourite actress? jennifer aniston  97. Favourite actor? sam caflin atm 98. Do you tan a lot? yes 99. Have any pets? nope 100. How are you feeling? pretty good tbh 101. Do you type fast? very  102. Do you regret anything from your past? yes 103. Can you spell well? yeah i think so 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? nope 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? apparently  107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes 108. What should you be doing? working ( cleaning the shop) 109. Is something irritating you right now? nah 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? hahah yeh 111. Do you have trust issues? yes  112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? nathan and chase.. 113. What was your childhood nickname? nikki wilks 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes 115. Do you play the Wii? no  116. Are you listening to music right now? yes 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? no  118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah 119. Favourite book? the secret  120. Are you afraid of the dark? kind of 121. Are you mean? i try not to be 122. Is cheating ever okay? no 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?nope  124. Do you believe in love at first sight? sor t of  125. Do you believe in true love? yes 126. Are you currently bored? yep 127. What makes you happy? dogs, exercise and the ocean 128. Would you change your name? 100% 129. What your zodiac sign? taurus  130. Do you like subway? nah 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? slap em silly 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? georgie 133. Favourite lyrics right now? no clue  134. Can you count to one million?fuck that 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? god who knows 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed

137. How tall are you? 161cm 138. Curly or Straight hair? curly 139. Brunette or Blonde? blonde 140. Summer or Winter? summer 141. Night or Day? day 142. Favourite month? MAY  143. Are you a vegetarian? vegan 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark 145. Tea or Coffee? coffee duh 146. Was today a good day? just started it  147. Mars or Snickers? neither 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes 

voilaaaaa there you go 

[stonpoet-thestoneddisciple]

STON POET - SHIT TOGETHER..

Im dangerous Shawty Shawty, Ion think you can handle me, can you handle me?

Can you even see , (why ya scared*2) shit Imma let it be..

Imma let it be whatever, whatever if that's what you want too, shit...Shawty don't stalk me, Im on my grind,, Ion got time for no talking, haaaaaaa...

I ain't tryna be rudee, (oo*2) (no*2) girl, (yeah*2) you (cool*2).. Cool, you wanna have kids shit, lets have 5 yepp, like I said its whatever..

Shawty Imma put fire in ya, we gone fucking blow up the world, ta-gether, we gone stand tall wit all our niggas...

Shit, (you my nigga*2) den, then Shawty Shawty why you be always tripping shit.. Just wanna get cha high, record sum songs wit chu (shit*2)..

I ain't gone say whatever we do, next, shit it's just up, ta you & me girl, no one other..

Fuck em, fuck all them bitches, fuck all dem snitches, (fuck all them*2) fakes.. Shawty you ain't gotta chill wit dem...

You can get baked, (I bake ya up*2) girl let's go ta Hell & fuck Satan up,haaaaaa..

I said Shawty Shawty, (you can't handle this*3) real shit.. You been wit too many fakes, ya trapped shit, Imma still fuck wit chu yeah..

Cause (you my nigga*2) den, Shawty Shawty why you always tripping then.. (Yeah*3) (man*2) uhh yeah, if ya don't wanna talk then (shit*2) it's cool, its whatever..

Ain't gone hit chu up, ain't gone bother you but I know you gone be always tryna come in my home, (shit*2) like a ghost girl, you be gone..

But I (ain't*2) gone tell no one (no*2) no one but Imma stunt.. Shit fuck up the whole world yeah wit me girl, Imma Alien a monster, a star..

We can (shit *2) on the Illuminati yeah, lets (shit*2)  on the Illuminati yeah, we gone (shit*5) on the Illuminati yeah.. We gone (shit*7) on the Illuminati yeah, (shit*3), we gone shit together, Yeah baby haaaaaaaaaaaa...

[the-v-gan]

☆…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…☆

Tagged by @marksonislovely (thanksssss mommmm ♡)

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20ppl… THE LAST: 1. Drink: water 2. Phonecall: Home 3. Text message: my friendu @blurguppy 4. Song you listened to: GOT7 ‘Go higher’ (you can imagine me turning up on the bus as i travel to school) 5. Time you cried: the two nights before (I watched Fly in Seoul Final and the boys was just so emotional and my heart just) 6. Dated someone twice: nope (i am a virgin at dating, so don’t even ask) 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no (i am also a virgin at this) 8. Been cheated on: ehhhhhh if friends are considered, yes. (I SWEAR) 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: ?? (what is this even) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope (also virgin at this omg i need a life)

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Red, white, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yeahhhhhhh

16. Fallen out of love: Fell in love instead (with 7 boys) (where all my ahgases at)

17. Laughed until you cried: always

18. Found out someone was talking about you: nope (no shade pls)- WAIT THERE WAS

19. Met someone who changed you: yessie  ♡

20. Found out who your friends are: yes, in a good way

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope (i am a child ok someone teach me on how to live a life) (and my facebook is prolly ded)

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: ehhhhh idk haaaaaaaaa once again what facebook

23. Do you have any pets: no (I want a golden retriever and all the types of dogs omg♡)

24. Do you want to change your name: nope nope nope (even though my friend has brought back that spongebob joke)

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: dinner with my fam; received gifts from friends omg they are the sweetest

26. What time did you wake up: what is wake up, more like wake me up inside (i cant wake up)

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: drawing mark’s ceci photos until my eyes felt like it was falling out

28. Name something you can’t wait for: graduation (??) (i want my diploma)

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: an hour agoooooooo 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: hmmmmm maybe my sweat glands (am i answering this right) because my skin is raining 24/7 i swear its hot all the time out here.

31. What are you listening right now: listening to the sound of the air conditioner in the quiet lab (and i heard footsteps in here) (this place isnt haunted right)

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, but I have talked to someone called Jerry (tom holland talk to me pls)

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when someone gets butthurt so easily and is gets salty about it like what even 

34. Most visited Website: tumblr is bae

35. i don’t know what the question was haha + 36. same + 37. same -no idea what this is but anyway+38 same (i’ll just go in order by number ha) what?😂 (what is this what is this what is this ok i should move on)

38. Haircolor: brown black-ish (i have been on this earth for 18 years and i still dk what color is my hair)

39. Long or short hair: medium (ah ha not even in the options of this question)

40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes (always, on all the hot boys) (in kpop) (ok srsly, yes)

41. What do you like about yourself: i love that i love food and I can draw (does that count ok idk lalalalala) (draw all my baes wooohooooooooo)

42. Piercings: one on each ear

43. Bloodtype: A

44. Nickname: Squrriel (i freaking swear this bobsponge joke)

45. Relationship status: single ladies all the single ladies

46. Zodiac: LEO LEO LEO LEO 

47. Pronouns: he, she

48. Favorite TV Show: 13 reasons why and if anime counts, attack on titan (s3 next year yayyyyyy) and if kdrama counts, Weight-lifting fairy Kim Bokju (i ship)

49. Tattoos: nope nope

50. Right or left hand: rightie ♡

51. Surgery: nope nope (unless my birth was counted) (ok maybe not, natural birth babyyyyyyyyy)

52. Piercing: errrrrrr my ears (?) (i answered that?)  refer to 42

53. Sport: i am an unhealthy artist who sits on her ass all day

55. Vacation: been to hongkong, malaysia, thailand and taiwannnnnn (i wanna go to oppa-land aka S.Korea aka where my baes are at)

56. Pair of trainers: what does this question mean ok someone help 

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: I love home cooked food, preserved foods, outside food (i love food)

58. Drinking: water is bae

59. I’m about to: go buy food (after i answering everything) (when will this end)

61. Waiting for: this to end (my stomach is screaming at me)

62. Want: happiness to the world and health to my fam and friends

63. Get married: waiting for one of my 7 husbands to accept my proposal ok but srsly, yes i hope.

64. Career: unemployed; futurn intern who needs cash now (hire me pls) 

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs (i havent done this kissing thing omg)

66. Lips or eyes: eyes 

67. Shorter or taller: taller for bae but anything fits

68. Older or younger: age is just a number (its actually a word haaaaaa)

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms (btw have yall seen mark tuan’s arms omg i died and revive and died again)

71. Sensetive or loud: loudddddd (no sensitive omg i cant take that)

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship (duh)

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: no no no (why)

75. Drank hard liquor: nope (i am alrdy going to be 19 and i havent done shit)

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i have been wearing them (my glasses) for more than a decade, i would slap myself if i lost them

77. Turned someone down: i got no one to turn down (cries into the abyss) 

78. Sex in the first date: nooooooooo what this even i havent even kissed anyone whatttttt

79. Broken someones heart: errrrrrr idk (maybe that boy in preschool) (he was shorter than me and was butthurt) (but it was just tru)

80. Had your heart broken: yes (irl and also by all the korean boys who are snatching my hearts ok stahp yall)

81. Been arrested: um not arrested but got arrested into the got7 fandom haaaaaaaaaa guilty

82. Cried when someone died: yup

83. Fallen for a friend: hmmmmmmm no yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: errrrrrrr most times

85. Miracles: YES

86. Love at first sight: yes (still waiting for this to happen irl)

87. Santa Claus: I believed in santa because i thought my dad was santa 

88. Kiss in the first date: no (once again i have never tried this)

89. Angels: yes

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: grace

91. Eyecolor: dark-brown

92. Favorite movie: i am a trash for good movies esp horror (even tho i get scared all the time and ask myself why all the time)

Tagging: @umma-jy @wang7gae @marksseunie @bxmbxmn @blurguppy @emiipopo @the-assgoblin (i need more tumblr friends omg help)

do it if you wanttttttt (so that i can readdddd)

#tagged #♡