#anxiety?

[cryptid-corpse]

Trying to identify my own emotions like ahh yes I feel .. a negative emotion... I feel uncomfortable, I feel pain in the chest

#anxiety? #depression? #anger? #who knows

[toulouseradiosilence]

Me everyday,24/7

“What if they don’t like me?”

“they think I’m annoying, I should just shut up”

“I don’t wanna say hello right now, I think I’ll annoy them”

“Something just happened to my dad, I know it. I have to text him to make sure he’s not dead”

“My mom is gonna die every second now, I just know it. Hug her because it might be the last one.”

“Say goodbye to your pets they might die today.”

Probs should get therapy for that-

#tw anxiety #tw death #tw overthinking #overthinking #i might have a problem #anxiety? #ok bye ily #vent #vent post #tw vent

[beatheprincess]

If I'm having a good ass day my brain will ruin it somehow :/ I wanna get rid of this piece of 💩

#i hate my brain #this is who i am #ripp #ill be okay #im gonna be fine #let me enjoy things #im 😤😤😤 #mental health #anxiety? #confession #dollie #dollcore #coquette dollete #girlblog ♡ #girlblogging #its 11am #this is a girlblog #girlcore #girlhood #pinkcore #coquettecore #can anyone else relate #stop overthinking

[calmmyfears]

i'm having difficulties with my breathing since a few days. it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest and i am trying to breathe deep but i can't :(

#idk how to tag this #anxiety? #chronic illness #??? #or is it the trauma

[ghostnamedmem]

There's definitely something wrong with me rn and i can't tell if running will make it worse or fix it

#mainly bc idk what it is #idk if I have the energy to run tbh #but i need to do something #im drowning in like idk #anxiety? #depression #? #both maybe #or a secret third thing

[tinknevertalks]

Ok, why do I feel like I'm dreading something? Legit feel like dread is gnawing at my belly and if someone says something a smidge too loud/aggressive I'm gonna burst into tears. Ugh. I don't like it! 😭

#life #rl #anxiety? #ugh #cake post to come

[aboutnavi]

your girl (me) is dying (at the actual hospital typing this with one hand while the other is trapped with the IV)

#anxiety? #or just february literally kicking my ass #also there is something wrong with my stomach #and liver

[findingmypeace]

I do have a happy post I want to write (community christmas tree lighting, spending with the kids I used to nanny yesterday, finally finding a place that is exactly what I’ve been looking for in a choir!)

However it just occurred to me that I never received a text back from LS. I sent her a text mid day yesterday. I was really excited about finding the place for choir, which is something she’s been on my case about getting back into for a long time. I know she would be super enthusiastic about this and want to text me back right away. On most occasions she responds either that day or in the morning after. She hasn’t responded yet.

Maybe it’s my overthinking/anxious/attachment traumatized mind. I am not at all worried about my attachment with her. But she is 71 and what if something happened to her? It’s not like her to not respond in this amount of time, especially when it’s something I am excited about.

I’m trying really hard not to overthink. This summer she took a three week vacation with her grandchildren to several national parks and had very little cell access. Maybe it’s something like that? Or maybe she’s just super busy with holiday stuff. Or maybe she lost her phone/her phone is broken. There are numerous possibilities.

I’m just really scared because B was 68 when she passed away and LS and B are the same age. I’ve been more intensely scared of any of my loved ones passing away for at least the last 7-8 months. I think it’s because I’ve had so little contact with my family.

I need to stop referring to LS as my ‘second Mom’. She’s so much more than that. She’s probably been the longest, most consistent, meaningful support I’ve ever had. She’s been an integral part of my life for 27 years. I know she see’s me as a daughter and I’ve always seen her as a Mom.

I really, really hope this is just my anxiety running wild. I think I might call her when I have a free moment at work tomorrow morning. I just need to make sure she is okay.

#personal #LS #anxiety?

[thewizardofstupidness]

Okay so- whenever I’m alone and making food i always think that I’m not alone? Not in a like “somebody is watching me” type of way no. I literally think “what if I’m just hallucinating that my parents/grandparents/whoever left and in reality they’re just sitting in the living room watching me cook?” I don’t know why I do this- especially since I have no history with hallucinations? Is it some type of anxiety or paranoia? I don’t understand why it would be since it just my family but still…does anyone else do this?

#wizards spell #weird #anxiety? #maybe idk #can someone explain

[silvermars]

okay does anyone else's skin buzz? like it feels like my phone is vibrating but... it's not. it's just my body? should i be super worried about this?? it is mildly annoying because i often mistake it for my phone buzzing but uhhh.. yeah (i already have a problem with slight body shaking that often makes me think we're having an earthquake given i do live in california which fools me a lot)

#personal #health issues? #normal? #anxiety?

[a-totally-reasonable-username]

Doctors/Nurses/Therapists: Fuck you your child is fine!

My mom: My child is uncontrollably moving like they're fucking possessed and paralyzed afterwards.

#it's so ridiculous #the amount of 'that's normal' i've got from doctors is absurd #and the reasoning is always so fucking bonkers? like i don't even know how to argue against that #the classic 'all girls your age' and 'well #well youcre a teenage girl #that can happen #anxiety? #it's probably just stress #but also got shit like 'everyone has a tic disorder at some point in their life that's nothing to worry about #you just don't have any muscles #maybe at some point there was a problem but it's just chronic pain now #ableism #cw: medical gaslighting #chronic illness #disability #disabled #chronically ill #cripple punk #how is this my life?? #why is this my life?? #tumblr

[panc4k3s]

Never mind I am too scared

#rottmnt #rottmnt au #ghost Leo #rottmnt leo #anxiety? #I’m sorry :’)

[kiaqtexistuku]

narcolepsy

narcolepsy

swimming in your thoughts

you drown

you feel the panic of falling

falling asleep when you aren't supposed to

you've felt this before when you died

that night in your bed when your hand by your cock

its the same dying feeling

but you aren't dead

not really

your passed out on the floor of your apartment waiting for someone to find you and wake you up.

#poetry #goth poetry #narcolepsy #anxiety? #been having weird medical issues recently

[just-achillean-thoughts]

I LEFT TUMBLR FOR 15 MINUTES AND I GOT 48 NOTIFICATIONS

#i feel like a celebrity #what do influencers feel? #fear? #anxiety? #autism?

[huehnerhuut]

clawing my eyes out rn

#anxiety? #allergies #could be either

[1seaweedbrain1]

i really want to do the Thing but my brain wont brain right and i need my brain to brain so i can do the Thing that i want to do but i cant do the Thing if my brain wont brain and my brain wont brain so i cant do the Thing

#my brain isnt braining #it's supposed to brain #ugh brains #this is a mental illness of some sort #anxiety? #adhd? #depression? #who knoooows #not me