Anxiety is literally breaking your foot then being scared to go to school the next day because you’re terrified someone will be mad that you broke it, or they’ll think it’s fake.
Social anxiety sucks. There is a free therapy program at my college. Sadly, the only way you can make an appointment is through a phone call or face to face. I managed to call once, panicked because the person on the other end was rude, forgot to give them my phone number for a return call because I was panicking, and haven’t called them back for a year. And now I can’t get to sleep because I’m thinking about this at 3 in the morning.
Someone please, take the sadness away..
i’m going out tonight with people from my class and i’m supposed to be getting ready right now, but instead i’m bawling my eyes because i feel like a worthless piece of shit
man, my life is great
Please love me, ‘cause I can’t do it myself
I have so many ideas in my head, so many dreams…
But I’m just so insecure and anxious.
I’ve been put back onto meds (finally!!). My doctor was so surprised, I don’t think he’d realised that I wasn’t on any medication for months.