#awkward cult

[payasita]

expressive

#cotl #cult of the lamb #narilamb #ish #got a new tablet and practicing Him Face #sketching is still awkward digitally #next batch gonna start on paper and take half the time just watch #doodles

[oneofthosenightbees]

Hc that leshy often clings to his siblings to get around the cult and avoid others

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl narinder #cotl leshy #cotl heket #cotl kallamar #cotl shamura #leshy hangs around heket the most since she’s super protective of him which leshy gladly uses to avoid talking to literally anyone else #if she’s not available then he goes to kallamar to either complain gossip or both #then if he’s not available then shamura but he finds it annoying how social they are with the others #esp the lamb #and then Narinder is like a last resort #it’s complicated but it’s better than asking the lamb for literally anything #so he’ll tolerate the awkwardness a little bit before getting to his destination

[kedicatt-cotl]

Leshy is the first bishop to be revived. Narinder knew this was going to happen, but is he really ready to face his little brother?

[To be continued...]

#cult of the baabaa kids #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl au #cotl oc #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cotl bishops #cotl leshy #cotl relics of the old faith #i have the dlc but i never played it actually #its been 15 years since leshy died btw #its stressful for narinder #he can do this! cheer for him! #this is gonna be awkward #oh boy good luck to all of them

[trainwreckgenerator]

hey do you guys remember razias shadow? cause i just did

#context: it was a 2008 high fantasy concept musical that got internet cult popular #the original (it was a puppet show?) is functionally lost media but the album is still in all the usual streaming places #and was very niche beloved for a while. the lyrics are not well written at all and are unrelentingly awkward #but it's very well composed and the melodies stick with you for a long time #and the overarching narrative is compelling even if its brazenly and bold facedly just doing an abridgment of the silmarillion #actually maybe i like it BECAUSE its just the silmarillion. as a weird charmingly awkward cult operatic musical #if you want to check it out but arent sure if youll like it start with the track 'holy the sea' #its the best music the album has to offer and it also gives you an accurate first impression of the overall feel to the musical #if you like it then start back at the beginning and listen through. if you dont like it then you wont like the rest #anyway #hi these are my designs that ive had for like 5 years. i think they should be little guys #razia's shadow #my art #also. brendon urie jumpscare warning. and also. oldschool high fantasy type misogyny

[rt-closetcryptic]

Don’t you hate it when your sibling sneaks up on you?

#cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl leshy #cotl narinder #cotl heket #cotl shamura #cotl yellow cat #cotl oc #thear #yes I keep changing up the brushes #as well as changed the eyes a bit #also it must be very awkward seeing your younger brother interact with the one killed them #the one that became a trator #all just to end up spooked and to end up leaving to go sulk #oops #rtcc draws

[just-null-cult]

i have come here to personally thank you for giving me more than i asked for 🙏🏻 i am utterly grateful like IDJFKDKKFODOD 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ it made me so happy the last doodle has my heart he is so cute i will eat him

also there is a DROUGHT out there for us noritoshi fans like im living on CRUMBS its insane and omg dont even talk to me abt how it feels like to be a kashimo and ino lover (altho they are getting a bit more love now) my nori is still underrated :/ sooo hence im asking ur hand in friendship and in exchange i promise to share my hcs with you abt nori my sweet lil meow meow we're in this together 💪🏻💪🏻

also since its October, do you think he likes horror movies? i feel like he can withstand gory movies but its the jumpscares that get him and he wont tell u he's scared when u watch one with jumpscares owkfkdkd imagine him hiding his face against ur shoulder or something 😭😭😭 (i used to do that with my dad when we watched horror movies and i used to be like im not scared😤😤 when he asked if i was lmfao thats where this hc stemmed from)

N. NORITOSHI HIDING IN YOUR SHOULDER OR SUPPRESSING HIS REACTIONS TO THE JUMPSCARES....... WAS IT AN INVOLUNTARY REACTION TO USE YOU TO HIDE??????? WAS IT BUILT UP TRUST????? DID HE GROW USED TO HOLDING ONTO YOU WHEN HE GETS SURPRISED BECAUSE HE WANTS TO MAKE SURE HE HAS HIS VALUABLES SAFE????????? WAS IT A MOMENT WHERE HIS MIND JUST INSTINCTIVELY GRABBED THE FIRST THING HE WANTED TO PROTECT/BE PROTECTED BY???????? OH MY FUCK.

he's probably used to gore and gritty stuff like that since he sees it often being a jujutsu sorcerer and all. not to mention his technique is literally blood. maybe he's desensitized to gore films, the most you'll get from him is a disgusted scowl.

BUT DID YOU SEE HOW QUICK HIS EYE OPENED WHEN HANAMI SHOWED UP BEHIND HIM. YOURE SO FUCKING FR ABT JUMPSCARES. Noritoshi is that guy who wouldn't scream or yelp but gasp really loudly and jump out of his skin.

i feel like they get him most in horror because of the music building up anticipation. if its one of those fake outs where the jumpscare comes a bit after, he's fucked UP. It makes him instantly miffed, as he tries to regain his composure. He swears he's not usually like this, it got him by surprise is all..!

Noritoshi is the type that'd only watch a horror movie if the story is rich and complex. He's the type of guy to like open endings that make you think.. if it's a guilty pleasure movie where all the protags make stupid decisions, he gets annoyed right off the bat.

He's groaning and complaining about how imbecile the characters are, but would still watch it with you because you personally invited him. If he's lucky you could fall asleep on his shoulder or [insert movie cliche here] how could he pass that up? But Noritoshi wouldn't be able to focus on you if he gets twice as annoyed because its a bad movie + jumpscares. it still startles him, but the movie is so terrible, he's embarrassed it got him, especially in front of you!!!

if you get involved and you tell him to quiet down, Noritoshi would shift his focus towards you. like that awkward guy who thinks he's being smooth and lowkey about how he cuddles up next to you. He wants to be the tough guy who's shoulder you can hide in, and he is!! just not.. with jumpscares.......

#noritoshi #noritoshi x reader #kamo noritoshi #kamo noritoshi x reader #noritoshi kamo #noritoshi kamo x reader #merry october #sO SORRY THIS WAS SO LATE AGAIN WDYM OCTOBERS ALMOST OVER FUKC SO THESE OCTOBER POSTS WILL LEAK INTO NOVEMBER. AHA. #FAM I WAS SPITBALLIN SO HARD W THE WRITING BUT FUCK IT OH MY GOD I LOVED THAT #ty back for the cat noritoshi idea btw. ill love you forever #the way i fell off my chair and scrambled to read the rest of this ask was insane. friendship.? im so awkward but i'll be here for u homie #i love noritoshi headcanons.. #i eat them up like candy... #.... my cult member is moving up the unspoken ranks i made up while making this cult..... #as for ino and kashimo. i dont know much about them. #but i like the bits i do know! i like ino's energy.... he reminds me of an excitable puppy from what ive seen.. #i may draw more characters if i grow obsessed. i mean infatuated. or if they make noritoshi look good. #or if you do a damn good job at convincing me #but unfortunately. i was persuaded into a blood pact with my second in command to wait for the anime to finish then watch it with him then. #back to nori though. we are definitely together in this. i fucking understand the drought. pinterest keeps giving me geto #and yes. hes good too. BUT NOT THE MEOW MEOW I'M SCAVANGING FOR #THATS NOT MY STUCK UP BABYGIRL WHO'D SCOWL AT ME FOR PRONOUNCING WORCESTERSHIRE SAUCE WRONG.... #btw peep the orange for pumpkins or something #happy halloween my awesome cult

[citrenecult]

Found the Narinder pencil on procreate and put it to good use :D

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl narinder #cotl the one who waits #cotl lamb #cotl shamura #cotl heket #cotl kallamar #cotl leshy #bishops of the old faith #cotl doodles #cotl sozo #cotl au #well that’s gonna be one awkward family reunion #my stuff

[lammydraws]

The process of opening Lamb's third eye is anything but pleasant. They cry and bleed black ichor and are in tremendous pain. No soul in earth can help them. It's a "normal" process in the Ascension to Godhood.

#TW: potentially grotesk imagery #an excuse to draw lambs awkward middle phase some more #cotl lamb #cotl fanart #cotl #cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb fanart #cotl narinder #the one who waits #cult of the lamb narinder #cult of the lamb spoilers #cotl bishop au #bishop lamb #lammydraws #narinder #cotl au #narinder x lamb #narilamb #true devotion #lammy godhood au

[spiderin-space]

I can be a little gay . As a Treat

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cotl bishops #First doodle was inspired by that one post going around that was like ‘who’d win in a fight between your discord icon and your tumblr icon’ #my discord icon rn is my Cultist s/i who’s in a situationship with Shamura #who would win: an 8 ft fallen spider god of war or a 6 ft twink demon who gets his ass handed to him Multiple Times #also pet names….. hmngh #also wanted to draw Kallamar n his spouses…. *gently holds* #they show up later in my fic but I still liked that drawing anyways so #also more Timeskip Lamb/Narinder stuff #they’re still mute but they can talk through the crown like a text/thoughts-to-speech #also Very Awkward Moment I had refighting Leshy #I’m so sorry it had to be this way bro it didn’t occur to me at the time #nyways yaaay sketches

[kylosbreedingkink]

I find it really fascinating how cult like fandom spaces are. Ones I've been in such as kylux, or ones I've observed from the outside like Sherlock, reylo, Dr who, our flag means death, and so on.

Echo chambers hyping each other up, feeling like only they truly understand a show/film/whatever, blindly copying what someone with the most followers says. Having a complete disconnect from reality and how people actually behave towards one another in society. Throwing around accusations, often false, but heinous in nature to try and manipulate others into doing what they want, or ostracising people for not following the status quo of the fandom.

And then a complete lack of self awareness that they are in this echo chamber, that they might try say that they're open minded and all that but they truly aren't when someone with a different view on the show comes along. Very much you can have your thoughts but don't dare share them and upset the nature of the echo chamber.

I've seen it with my own eyes on a private kylux discord where a perceived slight, truly only perceived as the person being spoken about did fuck all honestly, but how the group just went in circles again and again adding more shit onto this persons supposed fandom crimes which there just wasn't any evidence for. But enough people said it that it was true, and pointing out otherwise was not a good idea.

And also the complete lack of self awareness a fandom echo chamber with a history of doxxing and harassment when they look down and claim to be better than a different fandom, also with a history of doxxing and harassment.

We know fandoms are toxic as fuck but when people are in a fandom, being like Thai, they just lose all sense of credibility and go full on into the cult like mentality. It's just like the right wing conspiracy theorists types of people overthinking things and hyping one another on the most bullshit thoughts until everything thinks they're true - as of course what they're saying is true, everyone else around them is saying it. The one saying otherwise is just a hater.

#fandom #fandom wank #this comes from hearing about the our flag means desth fandom going mad wih accusations on the ahow being cancelled #and also fandoms acting like they own a show or film and like its not something anyone else outside the fandom can truly understand #that these things are made for them and only them #btw i dont think fandom interacting a lot with actors etc is healthy either #...i think thats why domhnall gleeson always looks awkward and like he wants to be somewhere else when fans of hux crowd him #cults

[kedicatt-cotl]

Heket revived (part 3)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 4

3 pages left, just one more part and it’s done...

#this is awkward #i love narinder #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl au #cotl relics of the old faith #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #cotl leshy #cotl heket #cotl narilamb #cotl bishops #cult of the baabaa kids

[ratscrap]

banes objectively worst soldier

#yes his name is circle. he's a bane cultist who was apart of gortashs whole cult gang before the nautiloid got him. awkward #im still working out his stuff but my idea Currently is he was always a genuine cultist #but as a front for things he was gort's house nurse. and did actually do that at times as he was a cleric after all #bg #baldur's gate #bg3 #baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 tav #tav #gortash #gortash bg3 #sketches #oc:cyrkil

[pioripan]

mfw I realize the ship means Baal would be Lambert's other parent

#cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb oc #cult of the lamb baal #doodle #pioridraws #the mental image I have of this entire family tree is hilarious and awkward

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I’ll be honest, whenever I start enjoying a fictional lesbian couple I start to ask myself which of them seems more transgender that I can project trans headcanons onto. Usually it’s not that difficult, but for both Marcille x Falin and Sorawo x Toriko I’ve flip flopped multiple times

#for the record I’m now firmly on the trans toriko side. not only is she taller and relatably awkward but she had queer parents #who would’ve accepted her #meanwhile Sorawo is the most autistic person in fiction so I really relate to her #but I think she was too busy with the cult thing to change her gender #Or alternatively ‘running away from my family in a cult who wants to kidnap me and make me one of them’ does embody trans themes #see this is why I flip flop #as for the dungeon meshi duo. Marcille has pathetic girl swag but Falin has autistic girl swag #however I very much relate to Falin not being particularly feminine in her wardrobe and having broad shoulders #now if you read this far you might be thinking: why not both? and you’re right #i mean I’m already projecting my gender into fictional characters why not go wild with it #and again you’re right I have no counter point

[cosmicvaca]

Why does no one ever talk about Covenant in their list of horrible trek episodes? Like Dukat kidnaps Kira to show off his fancy new cult and then when things go south he immediately tries to Jonestown them? Did I get that right? It's sandwiched between two fantastic episodes. It’s so awkward and cringy.

#to be honest I hate dukat’s cult arc in season 7 #like no it’s not the worst episode of ds9 that’s profit and lace but at least I can watch that one #covenant makes me want to craw out of my skin in awkwardness #ds9 #gul dukat #adri blabs

[alexkablob]

Me, coming up with baldurgate fic ideas in the group chat: if Mr. Larian wanted me to come up with the soft fluff kind of trans emotions instead of the The Horrors™ kind of trans emotions then he shouldn't have put the canon trans character in an R-rated version of the Catra-Adora-Shadow Weaver dynamic

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #nocturne girl we're getting you out of the cult #but someone's gotta write you having fumbling tender awkward teenage sex with shart in the night orchid cave #for what is for her the first time and is for you the third or fourth time #and someone also has to explore WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE WHEN YOU TRANSITION AS A TRANS WOMAN in an ABUSIVE SHARRAN CULT #RUN BY A RUNAWAY DROW ARISTOCRAT LADY #and god knows no one else will #(shar says trans rights but only because she thinks trans girls are so wonderfully gaslightable) #also if you want soft fluff trans emotions I regularly forget that alfira isn't actually canon trans so there #YOU ALL HAVE ALFIRA ALIVE RIGHT