hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
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Oxenfree 2 spoilers, re the 'final choice'
I played the whole game in a solid 7 hour chunk yesterday and I'm still trying to decide how I feel about it, and I'll have to do another playthrough when I can, because there's so much of the way the characters are that seems based on your choices so I wanna see what happens when I make other choices
but I'm seeing that a lot of people let Olivia go through the portal at the end, and that everyone who didn't is saying those who did are monsters for letting this grief-stricken teenager kill herself
and. i don't think there is a 'right' choice at the end there in most circumstances. but i did let Olivia take the radio, because as awful as it felt I just kept thinking that I couldn't do that to Rex
especially since we just had a ghost moment of Rex telling Riley she has to keep fighting, even though she's going to keep failing? to follow that up with 'or you can just kill yourself now to save these kids'? like it is a horrible thing to do to Olivia but it's a horrible thing to do to Rex too?
honestly, based on my playthrough, the 'right' thing seems to be Jacob going through the portal. few players forced him to because apparently the only way for him to do it is if you force him - I didn't even let him come on the island with me. I saw the prompt that I could stop him and immediately knew that if I didn't he would die. Riley kept seeing visions of her future but Jacob never did. Jacob kept talking to me about how he feels he never did anything important in life, how he likes just chilling in his hometown, how he doesn't have any grand ambition but also wants to do something important and meaningful
when that prompt popped up I thought 'if I go to that island I'm getting sucked into this loop too and I'm not coming back; Jacob doesn't deserve that' and I made him stay. I'm curious now if there's a specific dialogue tree that leads to Jacob deciding, at the end, that him going through that portal and saving everyone by doing what he's always been doing is his way of being a hero. but that wasn't the option i'd been given. instead I had two suicidal people, who both had their whole lives in front of them
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wizard of oz: women are people and children are people and a little girl can be brave and determined and save so many people if you just respect them for the person that they are!! she has three adults on the adventure with her and when they all get captured and beaten and trapped she's the one to save them, because she's resourceful and talented and strong in her own right
wizard of oz (MOVIE): be grateful for what you have girls lmao dorothy only killed the witch by accident while all of the real people were standing nearby. also it wasn't even real. also it was all her punishment for not wanting some random lady to take away her dog, serves her right for running away lmao
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what personality traits do you think are attractive to jeff? the fandom has such a big discourse CONSTANTLY abt the reader being all meek and shy or literally a menace- what do you think he’d prefer? (asking the jeff expert frfr)
ASKING THE JEFF EXPERT HELLOOOOO YOU FLATTER ME OACOOWCMWO BLUSHING N’ GIGGLING OVER THAT STOP ITTT
i think reader being a menace is too fucking chaotic for jeff to deal with. he’d just kill you painfully if you acted like a fucking lunatic constantly. but if you’re too meek and fragile he’ll grow bored of your constant obeying and crying the second he raises his voice and he’d kill you off quickly. there’s a balance to it, jeff’s picky when it comes to keeping a victim alive to entertain him. you have to have common sense. if he held a knife to your throat would you keep fighting back or would you calm down? it’s simple what the answer to that question is, really. he looks for someone that has a fire that wont go out too quickly but also someone that he can mold into the perfect doll because they just aren’t confident nor strong enough to fight back. he likes a challenge, not somebody that’s obnoxious or somebody that’s too weak to handle a few beatings before they’re already crumbling apart and aren’t salvageable (not that he’d try to put you back to together anyways. he’d leave you as a broken toy until you eventually died). you have to be relatively strong-willed to stand a chance surviving in the same home as jeff and if you cant take it? you’ll rot away like so many others before you have in that cold bedroom that smells of rotting wood, stuffy recycled air and cigarettes.
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Guys quick i need a pattern for a poncho im going material shopping tomorrow and im gonna make a custom one
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tbh not feeling too great rn
it's the fact that i don't like having my rear smacked like what happens in fics cause of reasons. and it worries me cause sevika seems like she wouldn't really like me for that. i see her as a very physical person in a relationship and someone who would like to teasingly smack her gf's ass all the time. and me not liking that makes me sure that she wouldn't like me.
idk i'm just going through it rn. idk if anyone else feels the same
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I'm not connecting with this season at all tbh
Maybe it's bc its politically a mess, or the characters are being a bit sidelined for a convoluted plot
Sylvie still is my favorite and her stance in the whole mess of Is The TVA Good And Right is the closest I agree with. But idk we will see how the season progresses but eh
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Now I'm fully aware I have Sam-stan derangement disorder but I'm still surprised when I venture out of my bubbles and talk to others in the spn fandom and everyone tells me how much more they like Dean compared to Sam. Utterly baffles me. I can barely muster a strong feeling about Dean on a good day yet he is the most popular character.
We all really are watching completely different shows.
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