Listening
(Rift resolution, with reference to Kara’s article from Batwoman 1x10)
“I appreciate the favor,” Kate said, as Kara turned off her voice recorder. “It’s nice we’re in the same universe now.”
“Definitely,” Kara said, smiling back. She jotted down some final thoughts, before closing her notebook. “It’s a favor to me, too. Andrea will love this story.”
It had been a messy incident. When a local officer, Slam Bradley, had pushed Kate - Batwoman - out of harm’s way, someone had been snapping photos. Once the pictures went viral, the press had a field day, speculating on the nature of Batwoman’s relationship with Slam Bradley… which he had only played up.
It prompted Kate to make the decision for Batwoman to come out as a lesbian - not just to clear the air, but to give hope to the queer kids of Gotham. “Are you nervous?” Kara asked. “I’d be nervous.”
“Relieved,” Kate said, and Kara thought it was all too fitting of the Paragon of Courage. Kate nodded in Kara’s direction. “Sounds like you’ve thought about doing it. What makes you nervous?”
Kara sighed, looking at her hands.
“Oh,” Kate said. “Your friends don’t know?”
Kara’s brow crinkled. “I- I wanted to come out to them. Years ago.”
“There was someone?” Kate asked.
“It got complicated,” Kara said. “I don’t know if she’s even queer anyway. And then we had a falling out, so…”
“So if you came out, everyone would know what she meant to you.”
Kara nodded. “It took the joy out of it. So I didn’t.”
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Kara sighed as she reached her desk, sloughing off her bag and dropping it in her chair. She would rather be transcribing Kate’s interview and writing her article at home where she could use superspeed - but since Andrea wanted the staff in the office, it seemed Kara was stuck taking the slow route.
Kara tilted her head, tracking a familiar heartbeat down the hall. What’s she doing here?, Kara thought curiously, trying to avoid looking as Lena followed Andrea into a small meeting room. I shouldn’t eavesdrop, I shouldn’t eavesdrop, I shouldn’t eavesdrop…
“Well, I’m sorry if I’ve offended you,” Lena derided, as Kara tuned in, “But I didn’t come here for this conversation.”
“I’m not offended,” Andrea said, and Kara could hear the grin in her voice. “I’m just amused. Of all the names to call out-”
“Andrea-”
“- you really fantasize about Kara Danvers fucking you?”
Kara’s head snapped up in time to see Lena’s frame stiffen through the glass walls. Andrea and Lena?, Kara thought, her eyes wide, They were-
“I’m not talking about this here,” Lena said. “Either get to the contract amendment, or I’ll leave.”
“Please, Lena, it’s not like she can hear us.”
Lena shouted my name? Kara thought in a panic, rising quickly to her feet, intent on somehow shutting down the conversation - because if she didn’t, she was going to lose her sanity. She shouted my name, while they were- while they-
Her steps were perhaps slightly too fast, and she accidentally caught Lena’s eye for a moment before she burst in, the brunette looking like she clearly wanted to murder someone. But Andrea was unperturbed by Kara’s arrival. “Sorry to interrupt!” Kara said, knocking on the door as she swung it open.
“Yes, Ms. Danvers?”
“I-” Kara’s mind drew a blank, before the right excuse fell into her head. “I have an exclusive with Batwoman!”
Andrea hummed in interest, and Kara could feel the daggers Lena was glaring into her.
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Lena glanced down at her drink.
The winter night was cool enough that she should get something warm - even in National City. But the scotch and rage were keeping her warm enough for now, as she stood on her balcony, looking out over the city’s lights.
She knew she could be spending another night with Andrea if she wanted. Let off some steam. She knew rationally, Kara finding out wasn’t really Andrea’s fault. But Lena was not in a forgiving mood. She was better off alone and rageful.
A familiar double-tap sounded behind her on her balcony, and Lena’s jaw tightened. “Why are you here?” she demanded, without turning.
“I… I found out something that you didn’t want me to know,” Kara said, and Lena could almost hear the blush in her voice.
“If you think that meant anything-”
“I know it doesn’t,” Kara said. “I’m- I’m just here to tell you something I don’t want you to know.”
Lena’s brow furrowed in confusion, as she turned to look at the bashful blonde. Kara looked back curiously, only partially successful at her attempt to hide her regret. “You think that’s fair?” Lena asked. “You get to choose a secret, because you spied on me?”
“No,” Kara said. “But it’s the best I can do.”
Lena left her drink on the balcony, crossing her arms and glaring at the super, her pose haughty and expectant.
Kara swallowed hard. “I’m in love with you.”
Lena’s eyes widened. What the fuck is she talking about?
“For what it’s worth,” Kara said, looking over the balcony instead of at Lena’s face. “I hear it sometimes, around the city. Supergirl’s easy to fantasize about. I know it’s just lust. ”
Kara paused. “I know it doesn’t mean anything to you. But you mean everything to me. If anyone should feel ashamed, it’s me.”
Before Lena could come up with something she could say, Kara was gone.
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Lena tried to ignore it. Tried to pretend that night never happened. Kara doesn’t love me, she told herself. It’s just another lie.
Her anger boiled over one evening, when Kara landed again at Lena’s balcony, just to call her a villain. Lena didn’t sleep that night, tossing and turning and mumbling in disbelief that Kara would have the audacity.
So the next morning, she showed up at Kara’s door.
Unslept and frazzled, and perhaps not entirely thinking straight when Kara opened the door, Lena marched in and turned, yelling without preamble. “It’s a fucking lie, Kara, you don’t just get to say that!” Lena shouted.
“What do you mean?”
“If you loved me…” Lena panted, as Kara’s eyes widened. “If you loved me, you couldn’t have hurt me like that!”
“I said I loved you,” Kara said, her voice tight with stress. “I never said I was good at loving you.”
Lena hesitated.
“I know I hurt you,” Kara said. “And I’ll never forgive myself for it. Just like I don’t think you’ll forgive yourself if you keep going with what you’re doing.”
“And you told me, to what? Win me over?”
“I already said, I told you because I didn’t want you to feel embarrassed about shouting for Supergirl-”
“I didn’t shout for Supergirl,” Lena growled.
Kara’s eyes widened at the implication, and Lena felt ice run through her veins as she realized what she had done. Without another word, Lena marched back towards the door, and left.
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Is she right?, Lena thought. Will I regret this?
Has working with Lex ever gone well?
Kara was a liar. A liar. The years of deceit, the crocodile tears at the Pulitzer. This could just be another lie in a long list of lies and manipulations. A means of control. But why didn’t it feel that way?
“I said I loved you. I never said I was good at loving you.”
Lena leaned over her kitchen counter, putting her face in her hands. Could it really be that simple?
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Kara tried to control the pounding of her heart as she made her way through the park.
It was a familiar sight, harking back to the day just a few years ago when Lena had made her announcement - that LuthorCorp would be LCorp. That was no longer true on Earth Prime, of course, but the place made Kara smile. It was one of the first places they had met.
She supposed Lena chose it as neutral ground. LuthorCorp, Catco, the DEO, either of their homes - those places all had much more baggage. But it left Kara asking, why? Why did Lena want to meet at all?
She found Lena by heartbeat before she saw her. Lena was sitting on a bench, sipping from a coffee cup, staring ahead at the park. She turned to Kara, though not quite meeting her eyes, nodding as Kara took a seat next to her.
Moments passed in silence.
“I’m not working with Lex anymore,” Lena said. “I messed up.”
“I messed up too,” Kara said. “I don’t want to lie to you anymore.”
Lena nodded, staring at her hands, swallowing harshly. “I want to try again.”
Kara’s eyes widened, before a small smile crossed her face. “I’d like that.”
“Do you think we can?” Lena asked. “Do you think we can fix this?”
“I have hope.”
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One morning, a couple of months later, an article by Lois Lane caught Kate Kane’s eye. The news page featured a smiling Supergirl, standing tall and proud, with an audacious headline. “America’s Power Bisexual? Supergirl Comes Out.”
She got the girl, Kate thought, her lips quirking into a smile. She reached for her phone, sending off a quick text. “Congratulations, Danvers.”
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Arrowverse Hall of Shame: My 30 (ish) Least Favorite Episodes
Picked from „Arrow“, „Black Lightning“, „Supergirl“, „Legends of Tomorrow“, „The Flash“, „Barwoman“ Season 1+2 and „Superman & Lois“ Season 1+2. Also known as the „Why? Why?? Why?-List“ of Episodes. And yes, obviously I hate Season 2 of „Batwoman“, because they did pretty much everything wrong you can do wrong when faced with this kind of situation (Why not just make Sophie into the new Batwoman, or introduce Luke’s sister or cousin, or just - you know -keep Kate as main character if you do end up recasting her after all. Sigh).
30. Living Proof (Arrow 7x21)
29. Rule Number 1 (Batwoman 2x9)
28. You have saved this City (Arrow 7x22)
27. A New World Part 4: Finale (The Flash 9x13)
26. Negative Part 1+2 (The Flash 8x19/8x20)
25. Mask of the Red Death Part 2 (The Flash 9x5)
24. Family Matters Part 1+2 (The Flash 7x10/7x11)
23. Brothers in Arms (Arrow 6x17)
22. Armed and Dangerous (Batwoman 2x15)
21. Lone Gunmen (Arrow 1x3)
20. Do not Resuscitate (Batwoman 2x6)
19. Battles Lost and Won (Supergirl 3x23)
18. Honor Thy Father (Arrow 1x2)
17. Gore on Canvas (Batwoman 2x5)
16. Elven-Fifty-Nine (Arrow 4x18)
15. Unmasked (Arrow 7x8)
14. Bat Girl Magic! (Batwoman 2x3)
13. The Dragon (Arrow 6x19)
12. The Missing Link (Supergirl 5x18)
11. The Devil’s Greatest Trick (Arrow 6x13)
10. Irreconcilable Differences (Arrow 6x9)
9. Divided / We Fall (Arrow 6x10/6x11)
8. All for Nothing (Arrow 6x12)
7. Fair Skin, Blue Eyes (Batwoman 2x4)
6. Burned (Arrow 1x10)
5. Prior Criminal History (Batwoman 2x2)
4. And Justice for All (Batwoman 2x14)
3. Underneath (Arrow 5x20)
2. Collision Course (Arrow 6x14)
1. What happened to Kate Kane? (Batwoman 2x1)
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