#being ignored

[amezure]

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[bigassmoonchild]

All Ears

Pairing: König x Reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Summary: You are one of the best soldiers around, but it seems you aren't seen even off the battlefield. König makes sure you know that you're seen.

Content Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Being Left Out, Hateful Thoughts, Self Hate (it's okay, könig comforts you)

A/N: My 'd' button isn't working that well. Have had to go back and make sure it was pressed. Little drabble for y'all, just to give you something to eat up. I will continue Maple Syrup on Friday/Saturday, and the taglist is always being updated! I should really just make a masterlist atp, I’ve got enough posts. As always, content under the cut and my asks are open <3 I PASTED THE ENTIRE FIC INTO THE TAGS GOD HELP ME

"It's really funny, though," you started and listened to everyone talk over you. Gaz making little quips as Soap gave a story, Price and Ghost having listened intently. Even König and Horangi weren't listening to you, from what you could tell.

You glanced down briefly, waiting for a pause before you tried to jump in again. And again, you were interrupted, though by Price this time. Taking a little sip of the drink you had in front of you, which was extremely watered down by now, you glanced at the people around you.

It was odd. You worked your ass off to get to this point, working with some of the best of the best but still seeming to be too small to really exist with them. When everyone paused, taking drinks, you opened your mouth to speak when Soap tugged Gaz off to play darts, calling for you all to watch him.

A little, almost grimace of a smile came on your face as you played with the coaster intended for your drink. You could feel you heart sinking, swallowing thickly around the tears beginning to form.

You were one of the best soldiers in the world, and yet you had never felt so small. Whether it was intentional or not, you had no idea. You watched everyone talk and exist with one another while you sat on the side, like a bystander. Someone who wasn't supposed to be there, but you found yourself stuck.

"I am all ears, Maus," König spoke to you, leaning in close and looking at you through the mask. You gave him a grim smile, shaking your head and shrugging slightly.

"'s nothing, don't even remember what I was going to say," you told him. He blinked slowly at you, glancing own at your drink that your hands were connected to. He looked at the others, breathing deeply from the deep rise and fall of his shoulders.

Glancing back at you, he held his arm out. "I can buy you a better drink," he said, gesturing further towards you with the arm. "Come," he said.

You grabbed the arm he offered and let him help you from the chair, watching as he cut through the crowd with his height and mass. König's bicep flexed around your arm, seemingly holding you tighter as the crowd flexed and pulsed around your hold.

As you came upon the bar, König leaned against it, calling over the bartender. You stood beside him, waiting until the man could come and take your order. Until them, he had his eyes set on you, not allowing his focus to waver.

"Tell me," he started. "What was it you were going to say before you were interrupted?" You looked away, swallowing thickly. In your mind, it had completely fallen to the side. Becoming nothing, almost as you did when everyone was together.

Glancing back at him, he kept his eyes on you. "Gaz was talking about songs he thought would suit him, y'know?" He nodded, waiting patiently for you to continue. "Was gonna suggest that maybe he should choose 'It's Raining Men', considering his little incident with a helicopter," he snorted above you, shaking his head.

"Maus has jokes, hasn't she?" You shook your head, looking away for a few minutes, watching as the 141 continued to be themselves. Without you. Had they really needed you? "Get those thoughts out of your head," he snapped at you and you glance up at him. König was watching the group as well.

"What?"

"I know what you are thinking," he told you. "I know that look. Do not beat yourself with stones not thrown," you couldn't look at him. The fact that he knew, he had known, what you were thinking.

How you felt so alone, ever since you transferred. You weren't close to any of these soldiers, you didn't know them. They didn't know you, and so you were left off to the side, like a toy they didn't want to play with but didn't want anyone else to have.

As useless as a centimeter of thread, disappearing without a trace when not watched. Disappearing because you weren't necessary to the entire picture, because you didn't have a true purpose that wasn't already fulfilled by someone bigger, better than you.

Useless.

"You are not so alone," he said. "Not so different from any soldier, but that doesn't make you useless. It doesn't make you any less important than those men already there," you glanced up at him, watching his eyes dance across the crowd.

König glanced down at you, eyes crinkling slightly with what you could only assume was a smile. A throat cleared behind you and you glanced back, turning fully to see the bartender in front of you. König gave his order and glanced down at you.

"I've had enough to drink, I should probably pull back," you whispered. "Just a water, for me," you told the man. You watched as the drinks were set out, pulling the water close to you and gulping down mouthfuls of it.

Like you hadn't drank in years, even though it had only been minutes. Your mouth felt dry, mind whirling thousands of miles a minute. You could hear little whispers of the people around you, feeling everything pushing in on you all at once. The heat of all of the bodies surrounded you, pushing in on you and you were stuck in your head.

"Schatz?" It pulled you out, a hand touching your bicep and pulling you from everything. You could see a woman trying to sweeten him up, pressing up against his side. "Talk to me, Maus," he whispered. "'m all ears," he told you.

You glanced at the woman and he did too, her toothy smile dropping as soon as he turned away, a little scoff coming from her. Some words that disappeared into the background came from her lips, and you couldn't read her lips to catch it.

"You are important, Maus," he said. A statement, no questions regarding it. "We all care about you, but you need to find yourself. Find who you are outside of a soldier, create your person. They know you as a soldier, not as a person," König cleared his throat. "Give them some time, I am sure Soap and Gaz will pull you in with them," and you looked up at him.

His eyes had followed the woman through the crowd, watching as she struggled her way back to her friends. As much as you didn't realize it, he was watching everything around you. He probably knew just about as much of yourself as you did, just from watching you.

"I have ears for you," König said, eyes glancing down. "Only ears for you,"

#konig x reader #angst #hurt/comfort #konig mw2 #no use of y/n #konig cod #call of duty x reader #modern warfare ii #cod mw2 #call of duty #konig call of duty #konig #cod konig #hateful thoughts #being ignored #hurt #quiet reader #self hate #i fucking pasted the fic into the tags <3 #task force 141

[unwelcome-ozian]

#emotional abuse #silent treatment #being ignored #trauma effects

[hey-that-hurt]

Parent/guardian whump

The panic of the child/children in the situation, seeing the person they rely on incapacitated, in need of protection, in need of help.

The panic of the guardian, wanting so desperately to protect their kid(s) but unable to. The horror of having to watch a person you dedicate your whole being to protecting put themselves in harm’s way to defend you.

#parent whump #whump #I love My Hero Academia characters for this #Izuku protecting an injured Toshinori #The students protecting a downed Aizawa #Each wanting to scream #“Run! I’ll hold them off!” #But maybe lacking the strength to do even that #Or perhaps worse #Being ignored #Watching as all the kindness and bravery you’ve instilled in them #Puts them in harm’s way #This dynamic is also good for teams #The strong one who always takes on the strongest enemies #Having to watch in horror as their weaker friends try to take down something they could not defeat #Because they refuse to leave you behind #This is also good with sickfics especially with young children #Small kids trying to nurse a sick guardian back to health #Perhaps by the time the guardian realized how sick they were #They were too far gone to communicate what was happening #whump prompt

[bloodandglittertastessobitter]

One of the worst feelings in the world is being ignored. I have racked my brains for days trying to figure out what I've done wrong and can think of nothing.

#being ignored

[mattsmemes]

#meme #mattsmemes #memes that make you go hmmm #accurate #opera #opera memes #text messaging #being ignored #left on read

[loudunspokens]

when will i be enough?

#teeth chattering #it takes time #will i ever be important? #will people ever put me first? #when will i stop being an obligation to other people? #when will i deserve anything positive? #is it because i'm not trying hard enough? #is it because i don't care about myself that others don't care about me? #i feel neglected #when will i stop being left out #being ignored #being a side piece #when will i matter

[mental-health-advice]

Hey, so I don’t know why but for some reason I have a hard time handling being ignored. Like I go through cycles where people not paying attention to me makes me wonder if I really exist. I don’t know why it just happens. Like it makes feel almost like a ghost witnessing everything but unable to make any contribution that anyone would notice. Do you know if I can do anything about it and what it could mean?

Hey there,

To be honest, I do not think it’s easy for anyone to be constantly ignored by others, so I can sympathise greatly with you as I am sure many others can as well!

You mentioned that when you are being ignored you feel like a ghost witnessing everything that is happening around you. To me (and this is only what I think given with what you have mentioned in your Ask) it sounds as though when you are ignored by others you go into a slight dissociation where you cannot fully connect to those around you and your current surroundings – almost as if you physically are a ghost watching life go on around you and like you are invisible to all and don’t exist even though in reality you do exist very much.

So, where to from here.

Well, maybe taking things back to basics a bit may be helpful? So for example, trying your best (and it probably will take time and won’t be easy at first) to really connect to what is happening around you. So what can you see, hear, feel or smell. After you are able to do this then maybe begin to try to practice talking to others. It may sound silly or stupid but stand in front of a mirror and practice having a conversation with yourself. Think of things you can talk about, questions you may ask people to initiate a conversation and also try to think about what qualities you have inside of you and consequently which ones you can share with other people, like if you are a kind and caring person then being able to be there for others (as much as you can within your own limits) and just listen to them and offer some support if you can. By doing this, hopefully you will be able to better believe in yourself and the good person you really are and then being able to use these things to be seen and contribute to others.

In regards to finding it really difficult when you are being ignored by others, try to remind yourself that there is nothing that you have done wrong to deserve being ignored. Sometimes people can just be really self-absorbed in their own lives that they are unable to really see other people even if they are right in front of them. Try to be kind to yourself and keep practicing the above things and know that despite how hard it is to be ignored, you can unfortunately cannot control others actions but you can control your actions and how you perceive things that happen in life. So this is when reminding yourself that when you are being ignored, chances are that it has nothing to do about you but rather what the other person/ people are going through at the time can come in handy!

I really hope that this has helped a bit and please do let us know if we can help to support you in any other way!

I’m thinking of you and hope that you are going well!

Take care,

Lauren  

#mha-lauren #advice #advice blog #mental health advice #anonymous #mental health #being ignored #feeling invisible

[inlovewithquotes]

It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible. Instead, I feel painfully visible, and entirely ignored.

-Every Day

#quotes #book quotes #literature #books & libraries #life quotes #being ignored #david levithan #every day

[therandomvibez]

Yes, it is a lonely feeling!

#Ignored

#being ignored #feeling ignored quotes #daily quotes #motivational quotes #quote of the day #quotes #daily quote #daily inspiration #morning motivation

[bubblegum-bassarisk]

Would it kill you to treat me like a person?

#rage #being ignored #bgbspeaks #dismissal

[nosesno501]

Mostly nobody will read and/or care about this anyways (except for my partner, she cares a lot about me)

I re-made this account again but to vent out all of my negative and intrusive feelings, emotions and thoughts or any other kind of thoughts or feelings that I have in mind since I usually feel and/or am ignored, avoided, muted and/or forgotten

I don't have almost any friends that really wants to talk with me, spend time with me and/or at least hear me out at all throught the day or whole day and the grand mayority of the people that I know mostly don't remember that I exist, have time for me, talk to me and/or ask me how I am doing and/or feeling

And no, I'm not doing this at all to get attention. These are what I've been really feeling and going through these last few months without help, comfort, support, care and concern for me from almost nobody

But anyways if any of you are interested in talking about any of this stuff with me, my dms are open and also for anybody that wants to vent and/or need someone to talk with about how you are feeling and/or what you are going through and/or have been going through at the moment then I'm all ears. Also available on Discord and/or Twitter (Dm me for any of the two)

#sad #sadness #lonely #lonelyness #depressed #depression #anxious #anxiety #ignored #forgotten #avoided #feeling sad #feeling lonely #feeling depressed #feeling anxious #feeling ignored #being ignored #feeling forgotten #being forgotten #feeling avoided #being avoided #need help #need support #need comfort #need hugs #need someone to talk with #need some company #mental health #I want to cry #I'm not ok

[michaeldagaymerx]

Honestly, no one likes being ignored. Let’s be real. It sucks but then I remember it’s a them problem if they choose to ignore you. A quote I really like is “Even the strongest feelings expire when ignored or taken for granted.” Don’t take people for granted. They might not want you back after time has passed 😔

#gay #gayguy #gaylife #lgbtqia #lgbtq #gaymer #being ignored #loneliest #queer #introvert #introvert life #different #gay pride #loner life #nerd #geek #gaynerd #gaygeek

[bocikashitposting]

Moving back to my childhood home made me remember how toxic it is to live with my mum🙃

#i am at my limit #mom #sorry #but you are pretty terrible for at least like 75% of the time #emotional blackmail #inconsistency #being ignored #never good enough #my #favourite #childhood memories #reliving #them again #yay

[allisonzoeann-]

When your favorite person sucks at lying

When he ignores you for almost 24 hours and uses his mom's phone to let you know that the power has been out this whole time.

Apparently, he's forgotten electric companies literally have outages posted publicly online.

I literally will lie to my family to make him look better, and he uses his family to lie to me. 

#bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline personality #liar #lying #lie #lies #boyfriend #lying boyfriend #favorite person #fp #mental health #help me #i hate this #being ignored #being alone #ignored #lied to #being lied to